weird life

 yep simdi depresiflikten cikip  calismaca! side projeyi biraz kodlamaca bitirmece bu iki gunde sonra da banach tarski idea frameworkization ve artificial planetler develop etme projesine calismaca, (onda da once multiverse idea frameworkization calismacasi falan iste)

 bugun yine boyle cok uyusuk halsiz hissetmece bu saate kadar. sonra yeni yeni toparladim uyusukluk biraz azaldi.  sanirim depresiflik oldu dun boyle her tarafim uyustu  sonra bugun de kendime gelemedim.  ama sabah bir is vardi ona gittim (sey umitler kedilerini goturecekti, annem de bir yere gidecekti falan onlari goturmece) sonra da iste calismaca ama boyle kendime bir turlu gelememe cok halsiz uyusuk hissetmece.  daha yeni bu saatte biraz uyusukluk gecmeye basladi. dun depresif olunca boyle bir anda tum vucudum uyustu. sonra tum gun uyudum dun. hic oturamadim bile oyle bir garip hasta oldum.  bugun simdi biraz azalmaya basladi sanirim uyusukluk hissi.   hala bacaklarimi uyusuk hissetmece biraz. ama sabahtan biraz daha az sanki.  hmm iste projeye calismaca,  sonra bitirip projeyi banach tarski idea frameworkization calismacasi ile artificial planetler develop etme projesine calismaca.  hayatimda hic boyle her yerim uyusmus hissi olmami...

( partially foreign language talking a woman attempted false flag attempt with the ferikoy ( partially foreign language talking a woman attempted false flag attempt with the ferikoy kürt eskiyasinin one main false conspiracy setup method attempt, to report as it is as again ) one main false conspiracy setup method attempt, to report as it is as again ) ( partially foreign language talking a woman attempted false flag -false conspiracy frame up (slander frame up) attempt with the ferikoy kürt eskiyasinin one main false conspiracy setup method attempt method, to report as it is as again ) (-> brief: false slander frame attempt detected again with monologue fraud teatrigi ile yapilan false flag method)  sakin kanmayin teatrige! bu ferikoy eskiyasinin basic teatrik saldiri metodu (false flag-false conspiracy saldiri methodu (monologue fraud sozel saldiri metodu (teatrik bir saldiri metodu)) sakin kanmayin! its false flag! (false defamation frame up attempt, one main attack meth...

 yep my psychology got very broken. after reading some news hours ago -> so the unknown particle physics entity (unknown foreign country) again striked world alike one can infer as. of course I were very devastated and slept many hours with no kind of any life or i just felt severe tired and depressed. then later I fixed somewhat my psychology.   I became sick of depressedness after reading such horrific news. we yet dunno which foreign country behind this aggression to world- -> its not aliens. any such horrific topics of any type happens in sol system is always from humans. aliens do not create harm. what it were very psychology breaking and devastating. and i were just thinking hey aliens might be trying to help humanity with i mean they alike the sakura tree story, they are like soul of the tree with no flowers, but then they liked humanity and tried to be human alike  -> which means they tried to help humanity invent multiverse tech and so as understood...

 (---> An important clarification:  very unnice scary topics happening in world not any related to aliens. Aliens do not any cause harm/such bad stuff.. ) (It's always humans behind anytopic unnice horrific &scary topics that happens in Sol system) Please do not do incorrect false correlation :S 

 yayyy counting days until this side project completes then I would have spare time to study to banach tarski idea frameworkization task and violin-music learning hobby studying resumption. yayyyy after this side project hussle completes, I can both spare time to studying to warp project idea and also spare time to hobbies alike e.g. current hard work hobby is learning violin that requires lots of studying.    yayyy after this game dev project completes i might have time to hobbies also. which recent time frame i couldnt spare time to. e.g. anthropology and sociology books buying and reading and also hmm beside maths-physics studying for banach tarski idea frameworkization I can spare time to reading humanities sciences again then also might be able to spare time to try test learning violin. (which i might not be able to dunno lets check)  having hobbies I had postponed for a lot whilst during for a lot while time. so when this side game project completed, I might ha...