weird life

 i couldnt study today since afternoon guests came aloke and my mom were not by then at home and i had to sit then giving cofee alike or so.  then later evening this time i spent time to take care of my mom trying to fix my inappropriate behaviour of having shouted to her with trying to fix my inappropriate behaviour. and then she were slightly sick(possibly due to having becoming sad:S due to me inappropriately shouted to her when she criticized me which i found illogical :S i very regretted for my inappropriate behaviour of shouting to her my arguments like very unnice reaction. )  so i tried to make popcorn and tea alike etc etc. so yep i regretted my fasalik yapma instant :S it were definitely fasalik yapmak:S even if i objected to her critique which i found very illogical,  i had no right to reply  shouting back my arguments. :S definitely were fasalik yapma whatever traumas i might have (very unrelated to my parents) there is no reason to react like that t...

 saw  a  very sad/tragic news:S (and horrorful:S and utter sad:S)  

 yep later curtain mechanism came so that the room which curtain  is renewed (some thing which has circles to have curtains be fitted )  had to be retidied (vacuumed/mopped alike) so been doing these type of tasks with my mom and then such tasks alike.  yep mom had to buy curtain to some room because its curtain got torn when she were washing it (since its like very before maybe curtains bought when my family were moving to here alike and sun light constantly comes from that direction and here in iskenderun sun light sometimes in time torn curtains (southern place, lots of sun light alike)  e.g. after some time curtains needs to be changed since sunlight breaks it in some time if curtain is constantly closed in sunlight direction alike.    this side of the balcony where the curtain is requires some pergule system to be built. maybe later but since its too much expensive.  due to lack of pergule that till floor like windows section constantly recei...

 yep day starts with coding. today I had fixed adhd. and i think could finish coding the initial plugin version in 3 or 4 hours at most. its that i were overwhelmed with restudying to reviewing plugin code task. then i had accomplished even if were kind of adhd creating. then later this time I had some adhd to library addition to plugin tasks. now i figured out the complete design alike e.g. where to utilize async task manager where to utilize declare based events code things, so continueing coding with the design.    so i think i would be able to fully finish library and plugin design on today (with adding remaining uncoded yet library features (which is like 15% of the library, 85% (testable) is already coded) and then could start setting up kubernetes scripts to test in kubernetes side.  so i think it seems as library might finish on monday and resuming ml algos could latest start by tuesday partially(since there is still issue fixes in this project on tuesday) an...

 yep this nietzschean knight on today what studied-> yep projects -> I been reading source code of plugin and have to reunderstood how to change it  (but were easier to study plugin code this time since i got proficient even not much with c++ more) and tasks to do there is not much indeed.  but then i had some adhd also afterwards. last day were like-> in studying I had challenge in getting accustomed to code there in plugin(since forgotten the code framework there since maybe a month passed by the time i studied to the plugin code) .  today were like in a couple of hours i understood and found even easy to code it.  but then i had adhd then.  so thats it. today passed like this.  would now code the plugin. i think i would be able to code plugin and following rest of library code on tomorrow.

yep -> so agendas of today:   - first some game dev tasks -> some hard challenges of rechecking plugin code tasks which is some very intricate design multiple plugin versions alike would need to reget familiar to.  then testing code written with nodejs and py server then if it works testing it in vagon remote desktop system.  the code of the library has not finished yet, its but some main functions has been finished and some refactoring has finished but  definitely not finished. but i think its been 85% alike finished with refactoring. although webrtc datachannel and nodejs uml diagram tests etc has not been tested yet. so guess after integrating would need to test /do fixes alot (since usually lots of defects happens in written code)  then yayyy on saturday wishfully i can start writing kubernetes code alike and remaining issue fixes in game dev project.  yayyyy wishfully on weekend (or latest on monday) i can resume ml algos project at last! ya...