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 yep coding time! last day i had code but some such coding now of fixes etc etc.  I think  i would be able to start testing of plugin today yayyy and to start kubernetes yaml files on tomorrow,   to then later test from vagon yep.   
 from projects-> I think i could start testing plugin on tomorrow. since most of coding is completed. although maybe 90% is completed. now remains testing/adding some code more and then kubernetes scripts. yayyy then on weekend I think i might be able to finish the plugin at last.  then on weekdays, we might for a month or so stay in istanbul at my serpil aunt since hmm mom decided to go and have knee surgery there, so yep we going to go to istanbul city this week possibly. so i would carry my books and computer also there for time i stay there.  and yayy i think i could resume ml algos by week at last. i think i would be able to finish coding plugin on weekend.  yayyy then 2 tasks of ml algos starts this week yayyy! first task -> v1 version of ml algos development. (and required maths studies along with development of v1 ) second task -> curious design task of designing some design (hmm first starts with some maths topics restudying  and along with qft...
 hmm does not mean I wont myself also try out some euler index based alike shape methods of analytical geometry shapes merged with topological based analytic space definitions  to devise my ideas of possible multiversal amplifiers for entropy with both concepts of differential geometry and analytic geometry merged in topological and analysis based interchangeable space time definition sets  hmm how logic systems to intuitionistic maths   is similar to space time definitions of analysis/topology based definitions /frameworks of space time. that being the space time (not space time but lets call it universe)  matter. although i forgot some topology introduction i had read, but were remembering its dimensions generalizations topics based on grp theory.  that being irrelevant to continuous transformations topic neither but that is also some other factor. but when considering definition of a space time definition or a qft field definition of points or whate...
 hmm i think i am one of the physics ideas inventors e.g. i invented the idea of 2.d principle of thermodynamics to multiverse applicability idea framework for the first. :) yayyyy guh one of the physics inventors of world imho :) since this idea is not belonging to ideas i ever saw in physics :) i hadnt finished the formulated version of this axioms/conjecture but would do soon later with ml algos.  so that we could really invent 5d traveling mechanisms  but first to invent is -> QFT shield (planetary defense system project) second project is 5d travel craft :) ---> time and space time travel -> would be awesome! hmm we could create CTCs with just analytical topology designed materials with quantum complexity engineered :) so that 5d travels also in many 5d directions yep. we dont need exotic physics materials (like negative energy) for space time warp :) we need mathematically engineered material science where quantum complexity is engineered to create 5d trave...
now coding time! urgent its to finish this project to resume ml algos project yayyy lets study! 
 yep coding the plugin -> tasks be alike c++ lack of knowledge again of rval lval etc etc and coding the plugin and i think i would be able to start testing on today to then finish testing on maybe i thursday to then write kubernetes yaml files on friday then to fix issues etc etc on saturday then i would be able to start/resume ml algos study on weekend! yayyyy! topoi and such topics alike studying tasks to resume the nlp translation tasks yayyy. hmm   i think i might need to print 2 or 3 books for the nlp and related tasks during resuming ml algos project. yep.   yep I had used a ready printer service to order the books print outs now since might take some days for its print outs delivery.  (my printer is not working and also beside its not easy to print a book with home printer. )  so i think before i could start studying ml algos until next week /weekend, I might already receive printouts. yep.  these topics i already studied to before (exc...
yep day starts!  some coding time! Or later.  accomplished tasks. got bread etc to home. then did prepared things for mom's mom. (since my mom is not at home and so. mom is at hospital for checking her knee condition etc. )   then after all tasks finished alike. then prepared myself a coffee.  yep took my  cofee and some sweet/candy alike things and now coding time!  
 whilst less synapse density foreign race does untrue propaganda to us, we actually in all our work life develop ml technologies/software technologies. :S ==> mentally sick dishonest untrue propagandist foreign race. is your dishonesty coming from your neanderthal gene (you untrue propagandist foreign race have lysine instead of arginine, don't you less evolved neanderthal gened iq wise less evolved foreign race?)   ---> difference of synapse density phenotype (for prefrontal cortex) resulting in intelligence divergence and a very mentally sick type aggression behaviour attempted with untrue propaganda methods.  a very unintelligent type foreign race which suffers from low iq condition visibly the aggressor untrue propagandist foreign race is.  some foreign race that is to be pitied to the insanely low iq condition which projects itself with  aggression of untrue propaganda to us.  (since they visibly hate people that have more synapse density :S...
coding time.
coding time. 
 so tomorrow tasks, going to emlakci, getting keys of bureaus and putting it on sahibinden.com to try to sell bureau this time on there.  i have idea of selling 2 bureaus in 1 bureau price there.  so that we urgently gather money for my mom's knee operation.  this time i insist to go to istanbul hospital there. since that doctor is ordinaryus and wishfully mom's knee would heal again in 20 days after having knee operation.   hmm lets see. so recent tasks of guher -> since emlakci failed in selling bureau would retry myself from sahibinden.com. yep.   tomorrow's task -> getting key of bureau and selling in sahibinden com page.  i think my idea is nice. e.g. if we sell 2 bureaus at 1 burau price, we might find buyer faster and arrange mom's knee thingy reconstructive knee fix operation faster.  but i dont know if i can do that since i dont have the solve decision power. since bureau is inherited from my dad to us alike.   b...
 so day started with tasks. meanwhile due to adhd caused laziness caused stress, i wished to take one marlboro and today got.  (I maybe once a month smoke alike sometimes. ) (although marlboro might reinit one to smoking again imho since it seemed nicer compared to other brands) but i took care to not smoke. i already have lots of ailments. and smoking is very unhealthy. (one unhealthiest things in world. so i only smoke usually once a month or so)   last day i got very upset to my  laziness and wanted to smoke a cigar e.g. marlboro.   i mean could have finished some plugin last day and due to adhd hadnt finished.  although i coded maybe 500 lines of code last day it were just many of it repeititve code. (async tasks) and did not added much eitehr.  but adhd passed after one day rest. also upsetness of having been  lazy/adhd also passed. now coding time!   yep i couldnt finish coding plugin last day since i had again also parti...
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 coding has not finished but i did first test of initial dll testing of testing whether sio/a boost dll and libssl-3-x64.dll alike has MT/MD issues or not.    so it seems as libraries has correctly loaded yep. (no MT/MD issue) although i hadnt tested  webrtc lib's dll loading yet but guess it would also have no issue. yep then after completing the plugin code, would be able to test also webrtc data channel initialization and some alot coding today to complete the code there. i think library is like 85% complete there but least some testable.  but some refactoring required to the delegate udp bsd socket programming there but that would be done after hmm completing the plugin tasks which might complete soon or in late afternoon.     yayy see lots of dlls loading so it were nice that first test passed (initial test is whether library dll has issue or not. it could been an issue. ) --> these are the many dlls libs loaded by the plugin (although web...
 yep some async tasks coding time. gosh its too easy to code with async task manager-> see how-> for connect you just add a connect async task and it has also a wait for connect finish task and (it has wait conditions that waits utmost 1 second alike) then if it fails then with some retry count again add such task to the async taska manager then upon failure give a notificaiton on ui. and then create a new task e.g. wait 10 seconds and then add a connect async task to the async task manageragain   for login/user create its same for create its same alike for join its same alike  (but differnet timeouts since join includes webrtc data channel setup and delegates setup etc etc  it first needs to register to in deltalake db  in google cloud buckets and if it could succeed then the remaining tasks are done from nodejs etc etc.  so it would be quite easy to code the plugin.  but whenever a connection fail happens of webrtc datachannel, it needs to...
hey i wish i had a expat coding community whre i can chat whenever i am bored.  maybe aha i can find a coders community in slack.
 yep lots of coding tasks today. couldnt even start testing yet its like current status of coding task is -> it were before an immense coding challenge alike (and took unnecessarily much time than expected) and did it complete? that seems weird to me. since it seemed like i would continue coding least 1 week more alike.   gosh the retrospective of this plugin task constantly be done since it were a  funny challenge because i mean  i thought game were complete then an immense plugin coding challenge happent. :D it were utter funny initially how upsetting it were to discover. but me with my hardworking even if it were an unusual coding challenge (lots of uml diagram cases) completed it nearly and that also seems weird to me. i mean have i come to this task of testing? how so? it seemed deemed like maybe even more weeks to time take immense coding challenge initially :) (since due to lack of c++ knowledge alike)  i mean just thinking yayyy game dev project ...
yep today testing plugin tasks   such taska alike then to study to ml algos to have invent qft shield project against particle physics weapons terror.  yep lets asap invent ml algos to invent a shield against particle physics weapons terror. 
 day started with mom's sending me to buy eggs onions etc for preparation for guests since today afternoon some guests might be come.  (e.g. eggs onions etc etc for preparation of icli kofte and such stuff for guests) then returned and helped mom for tasks.  i suggested instead lets do lahmacun ordering for but mom thought this instead alike. so day started with such tasks alike for icli kofte thingy for guests alike task mom started and so. 
yep this game developer in its immense challenge of plugin development for planet3954 mars rover fight game dev  challenges task status --->  hmm i think i need to continue coding the plugin but i think code of has been near to be testable situation on computer. hmm there is missing code some what. which i added //tbd comments to add. but not much indeed.  so tomorrow would extensively start testing on computer.  then if all issues fixed, would start kubernetes scripts etc etc. yep so tomorrow i think would alot be again coding and testing alike. i think i would also add later more environments and would move the game to newest unreal versions and then add more environments which newer  technologies in new version has.   *e.g. much better than speedtree environments enabled by engine's one feature. hmm the thing about this game is that its a genre of many games, would be battle passes of specific game versions from website. so yep so initially relea...
yep. day starts. until now day passed with blogging and yep day starts. yep lets study
 this silly's day passes like:  hmm were sitting then my mom's relatives came of very before passed away  my mom's cousin's husband and  recent wifey  to drink coffee alike. (they by chance met in hospital where my mom went for effort test in hospital on morning then came to drink coffee)   then later mom's newly bought curtains came and so some time passing of that alike. now some coding time!  i think i got over depressed mode and could resume life  
yep this silly did some vr exercise. since her psychology were broken due to untrue propaganda she saw she couldnt study today but blogged upsetness :S but i did found some awesome mode in a vr game and i played 50 minutes alike such game. and did exercised 64 minutes cardio with vr.   so i had stopped vr exercise since i were depressed of how i adhd i were to coding and I tried to focus alot instead of vr cardio time (cardio exercise time of guh)   then after code slightly has started to be slihgtly to be completed, then i started vr exercises slightly and continued coding also. but then last day i coudlnt code due to being sad alike then today i coudlnt code since i saw untrue propaganda and got upset and couldnt even study to anything and spent time with upset and blogging.   i mean last night i constantly blogged about trauma but that also makes me relive trauma at the same time:S relived trauma last night and blogged nearly till morning i think,  ...
 i couldnt study today since afternoon guests came aloke and my mom were not by then at home and i had to sit then giving cofee alike or so.  then later evening this time i spent time to take care of my mom trying to fix my inappropriate behaviour of having shouted to her with trying to fix my inappropriate behaviour. and then she were slightly sick(possibly due to having becoming sad:S due to me inappropriately shouted to her when she criticized me which i found illogical :S i very regretted for my inappropriate behaviour of shouting to her my arguments like very unnice reaction. )  so i tried to make popcorn and tea alike etc etc. so yep i regretted my fasalik yapma instant :S it were definitely fasalik yapmak:S even if i objected to her critique which i found very illogical,  i had no right to reply  shouting back my arguments. :S definitely were fasalik yapma whatever traumas i might have (very unrelated to my parents) there is no reason to react like that t...
 saw  a  very sad/tragic news:S (and horrorful:S and utter sad:S)  
 yep later curtain mechanism came so that the room which curtain  is renewed (some thing which has circles to have curtains be fitted )  had to be retidied (vacuumed/mopped alike) so been doing these type of tasks with my mom and then such tasks alike.  yep mom had to buy curtain to some room because its curtain got torn when she were washing it (since its like very before maybe curtains bought when my family were moving to here alike and sun light constantly comes from that direction and here in iskenderun sun light sometimes in time torn curtains (southern place, lots of sun light alike)  e.g. after some time curtains needs to be changed since sunlight breaks it in some time if curtain is constantly closed in sunlight direction alike.    this side of the balcony where the curtain is requires some pergule system to be built. maybe later but since its too much expensive.  due to lack of pergule that till floor like windows section constantly recei...
 yep day starts with coding. today I had fixed adhd. and i think could finish coding the initial plugin version in 3 or 4 hours at most. its that i were overwhelmed with restudying to reviewing plugin code task. then i had accomplished even if were kind of adhd creating. then later this time I had some adhd to library addition to plugin tasks. now i figured out the complete design alike e.g. where to utilize async task manager where to utilize declare based events code things, so continueing coding with the design.    so i think i would be able to fully finish library and plugin design on today (with adding remaining uncoded yet library features (which is like 15% of the library, 85% (testable) is already coded) and then could start setting up kubernetes scripts to test in kubernetes side.  so i think it seems as library might finish on monday and resuming ml algos could latest start by tuesday partially(since there is still issue fixes in this project on tuesday) an...
 yep this nietzschean knight on today what studied-> yep projects -> I been reading source code of plugin and have to reunderstood how to change it  (but were easier to study plugin code this time since i got proficient even not much with c++ more) and tasks to do there is not much indeed.  but then i had some adhd also afterwards. last day were like-> in studying I had challenge in getting accustomed to code there in plugin(since forgotten the code framework there since maybe a month passed by the time i studied to the plugin code) .  today were like in a couple of hours i understood and found even easy to code it.  but then i had adhd then.  so thats it. today passed like this.  would now code the plugin. i think i would be able to code plugin and following rest of library code on tomorrow.
yep -> so agendas of today:   - first some game dev tasks -> some hard challenges of rechecking plugin code tasks which is some very intricate design multiple plugin versions alike would need to reget familiar to.  then testing code written with nodejs and py server then if it works testing it in vagon remote desktop system.  the code of the library has not finished yet, its but some main functions has been finished and some refactoring has finished but  definitely not finished. but i think its been 85% alike finished with refactoring. although webrtc datachannel and nodejs uml diagram tests etc has not been tested yet. so guess after integrating would need to test /do fixes alot (since usually lots of defects happens in written code)  then yayyy on saturday wishfully i can start writing kubernetes code alike and remaining issue fixes in game dev project.  yayyyy wishfully on weekend (or latest on monday) i can resume ml algos project at last! ya...
day starts with some notstudying tasks first.  then would study! yep I started studying to plugin code last day again and would start plugin coding adding library task today and wishfully would finihs today to start kubernetes tasks on today or on saturday. then on sunday could start working to QFT shield project! (lets not detail but study hardworking to projects! yep!)   
also been studying to reviewing study for a while and would continue to working. wish i could finish project plugin part today at least the initial coding tasks etc. then later tomorrow some more tasks and kubernetes tasks alike.  but now would continue studying hardworkingly since got over ptsd that happent for that moment alike now. but for many hours passed with ptsd alike and blogging ptsd reaction about ptsd reactions  of repeatedly blogging about.  but now to study now! hardwork study now! lets finish the tasks on tomorrow so that on saturday or on sunday i think, I can then resume the ml algos project at last to invent QFT shield project!       
yep time to study! 
 meanwhile very horrific news from world news seen in news :S (as of now) :S very utter mentally sick and horrific :S yep hadnt even read since always avoid reading such news types in world news since very mentally sick and horrific :S mentally sick :S we share grief reaction from blog. but dont even read news of since yep guh avoids reading any mentally sick type news ever and thats utter mentally sick type and utter sad news :S (beside horrificness factor :S)  since is disturbing to read even:S utter mentally sick type:S so avoiding of reading news is because its type disturbing type mentally sick type news :S so one avoids even reading. but as a blogger, did wanted to share as trait of emphaty of we humanity,  wanted to write grief reaction  from blog to utter maniac mentally sick news :S  to the kind people of there :S    
yep day passes with studying.  (I fixed adhd issue and resumed unlaziness.  for a while i been lost to thinking and not studying alike very much. fixed adhd-focus issue and so. yep fixed focus issues and be less lazy. )  yayyy at last QFT shield project would be started/resumed some day in this week.   lets not mention about but study to QFT shield project. yep.  ---------------------------- yep guh fixed her adhd/focus issues last day. and continues studying with for a while  very reduced focus skills.  I were like sitting doing nothing alike some times. I were lost in thinking. but fixed my focus issue and studying with focus resuming. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------  
 yep i think aliens talked me from Before Christ 6th century times. mentioned with saying that laziness and hoping that things resolve itself(e.g. religious wise just wishing hoping but doing nothing) is empty. that against threats to world,  humanity must be hardworking without hope(since hoping emptily just wishing issues resolves itself causes no result, although Nietzsche has even more usual Nietzsche usual Nietzschean realist pessimist idea on that about hope) but rather with hardworking to protects to protect world against threats. so aliens warned me to stop being lazy.  the box is open. (Pandora box) (pandora box means its closed status means humanity's ignorance, and pandora box openin means humanity becoming nonpronaid and start to be hardworking in protecting planet from threats)  its not that something evil spreads by opening pandora box, rather its like humanity becomes to see(vision)/ realist/and places hope in the box but encounters the evil(e.g. terro...