i have ptsd i think. i rewent through traumtic stalk slander sentences:S i mean it replayed entire day in my mind till this hour. i also got disturbed from street alot but today i rethought rethought rethought replayed stalk slander incidents again and again in my mind. how unfair is to confront stalk slander of people whomever they are that stalk slander me, is undefineable levels of unfairness in life. for doing nothing for to be tortured like this. with stalk slander. and i missed mom and dad. how i wish: mom and dad bought me a large farm then built a hut inside. actually we have farms. i mean it hink i would feel safer more inside a village against stalker slander situation. if i could find a remote job, i would do this. i last 5 years my years are like: i first tried startup. and whilst i blog technical side of my startup, people would make fun of me that i could only be a bitch (the stalkers whom stalk me) i wouldnt give priority to stalk that much like th...
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artsy, singularart, yayyy maybe guh could open a listing after 20 sculptures😋 (plans ) (then might buy my car from sculpting🤩it would have been nice if i really become expert in 20 sculptures but it might be just wishful thinking. but thinking this is 9th one but there is no guarantee of such progress. i might have my skill stagnate at this level who knows. unknown until i continue 1sculpture everydsy agenda🤔
still trying to learn how to make forehead and eye lids and eyes. then i would move to learning to sculpt ears and mouth and nose.. i think eye lids are quite hardest parts. nose is the easiest. mouth is similarly super hard most possibly. ear without much detail looks easy but with details it might turn harder. lets see. if i get expert, i really might buy my car from this hobby:DDDD ok so agenda is every weekday do a sculpture once. then every weekend maths hackathons and math products. starting with the weirdo measure. that is to be devised. ok now its time to rest with nice music. rest time. yayyy tomorrow would first clean home. then review abstract algebra learnt parts then switch to measure theory side to craft toy measure theory tries. starting with the previous unfinished hackathon goal. i hadnt had chance to move to measure theory study part yet. only studied some part before in nice awesome Resnick's texts. music time! :)
