weird life

aha I remember another funny love story🤣🤣🤣🤣 it were again a tall guy this time resembling slightly Keanu reeves or so. Then my one friend told she is in love to him whilst I were also finding him attractive. Then she seemingly felt that also and 🤣🤣🤣🤣 it were so funny kind of jealousies eycetc then he dated another person neither me nor her🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 she were allegedly trying to make me jealous wth closing to him. and I couldnt even say I found him also attracted 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 so it wee kind of tragedy to me, seeing her closing to him🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣and then as she first told she finds him attractive. Anyway he hadn't dated wth her either 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

What about my love life whilst talking everything of life: Hmm last guy I fell in love were a 2meters or 190 a like guy  whom were a basket player and coder.  He initially shown interest then it didn't worked out since he seemed to take back interest as he couldn't forget his ex 🤣 After that I platonically funnily for a while got in love to a person. Currently guy I am in love is would had been Mr spock (is my type like many millions of women whom liked Mr spock) Hmm first getting in live were at university time being a nerd. Hmm other were mesut whom turned out not liking me. I were like 28s he were like 40ies and tall handsome but felt like he didn't liked me.  Wewere only friends either  Hmm other than that I think this be my love life 😂 as visible miserable since can't set up long term relationships. I think because I always fell in love to very tall guys and most of them I think liked tall woman to date whilst I am short. Hmm so I got over my dating with tall ...

 i am making a list of country coinsulates to ask help from protection from maniacs e.g. the maniac unknown cult whom does repetitive persecution (genocidal level) and plus the other unknown maniacs whom did coincidence to voodoo topic. my passport period is ending i need to renew. but awhile should i try ask for sos from consulate does any country interested to hire psychics whom could protect me from the unknown cult's genocidal persecutiont hat repetitively happent? if you are a country's IA and if you are interested to psychics, i would be happy  to work for your IA. just drop an email to my email box or call me so that I could go to yours consulate to ask help and initiate this psychic task/job. otherwise i would never myselgf go ask help. its yours call. to call.sorry i feel its very possibly stupid of me to go ask to anhy consulate ask such help :Dbecause its very probabile that noone is interested to hire psychics. so i find it very hard to accomplish this of reach out...

for my idea of going to a consulate and ask such country's IA for help:   i mean i think my main issue is not to look stupid. i mean going asking help from an IA feels like a stupid act in the sense, IA would most possibly uncare/not respond :D since IAs themselves contact people right? not people to IAs. it just one scares of looking very stupid in any initiation of that since scaring of looking very stupid.  i only have my psychic skills to offer to IA and all I ask for is finding safety against persecution of maniac unknown cult.  but i scare of looking stupid and getting reply of is she a dumb/stupid stares for such IA job application. since in modern times noone is that interested to get psychci  help. also i dont know if i am  apsychci either. hmm so its very confusing to me. there is risk of receiving very stares of is she a stupid/dumb like reactions or so.

 i feel so scared.  at the same time i am incapable of taking action from getting out of my comfort zone flat either. normally a diligent person would try her chance of going to a specific consulate asking help for scary unknown cult's persecution and also all scary topics she scared of recent.  to try her chances of application to psychic job in there. but could this guh get over her comfort zone?  I dont know. 

 I strongly suspect that one incident in a cityt hat happent, were done by that city's coiuntry's enemy countries. to say to me? that if i go to that city i would be killed like that i perceived it alike.  its at the same time very horrendous tragedy :S

 i just cant stop thinking possibility of asking help from one IA with going to their consulate. for the scary things happening i mean that which scared me alot (as if their enemy countries did that i perceived it as). hey I might provide my psychic services free if they ever protect me from maniac cults persecution.  I believe that the threats to my silly life(i am still alive yet)has been raised in recent time period as up to my observations i observe, is it possible to ask help from that IA? may I find any chance to cointact their IA if I ever go to their consulate?