in meanwhile, a complete unrelated topic: 

 about my life's stalk slander topic i confronted for 5 years; its an urnelated topic to blog readers. it started even before internet knew my existence.

i might been haven given clue  on whom is responsible for my stalk & slandering for 5 years.  some clue from different ways i cant tell about. i were suspecting of that either.

as i told i might have been mistagged as a spy, whilst i werent, oine reading i read gave me some name, that that name has made me targeted by nationalists whom hate alot possible spies and made me be targeted. i am not sure of this is exactly like this or not. but i were always suspecting of that person. due to some stalk slander contents.

whilst i am not a spy, i confronted something very harsh. i confrontefd character assasination in real life. its horrible. i know Turkey didnt did it either. but i were given a clue on a guys name whom made me be targeted by nationalist colleagues of his and  be confronted such topic?

i were given clue on identity of possible person's name whom made me confronted character assasination. with making me look as a foreign intellgnce and be confront consequences of it like character assasination. trust me if you are kind of mislabelled as a spy, whilst you are nt and if people thought you are a spy,. they torture in some way. my torture has been confronting character assasinationfor 5 years. but i am over trauma of it. but i were given a clue on whom did this to me. recently. and clue comes from a post from some agency place if its real such people's post i dont know if its like that but looks like that.  its a post from 1 month ago that i newly seen this day. i were given clue on whom did this to me. that i were given clue that some guy shared such info in a place of severe nationalists and i were targeted maybe one or more of them with being  mislabled as a spy.  whilst i wernt either. ok the source of the torture i confronted now i am given a clue, by an agency which i like alot which i find cool.if this ;post is really from them but looks like is. 

ok so that guy shared lies about me as if i am a spy in nationalist environments, and them later some of those env people decided to make this to me, of character assasination confrontation. 

 ok its first time in my life i am given a clue an information from indirect posts from an agency people. thank you very much for finally getting me know whom did this to me. thanks to that cool agency for getting me know whom did made me be tortured. maybe he ddnt hired the people that tortured me with stalk slandeirng me, but it were told that he shared a lie like i am a spy in nationalist environmentsplaces and spread that type of wrong infromation and that might be the reason why i confronted such topics like torture of character assasination since people thought me as a spy.  

 

ok being confused as a spy whilst being not, has very harsh very harsh consequyences to a person with usual life who wernt any spy. 

 

but somehow weirdly the post said mentioned me as an agent like role whilst i wernt.  ok. i always suspected that guy you know? behind this character assasination i confronted. due to stalk slander incidents some contents. thanks alot to the cool agency which made me know that the root person behind this i got to know. that i confronted something from nationalists whom falsely tagged me as a spy. though i know its not Turkey. but that guy made me targeted by nationalist mindsets there i guess and i dont know but the quora post i read made me think like this. and informed me about whom is the root person that is behind this character assasination i confronted.  ok. that imbecile is behind this? thanks alot for informing about this (a cool agency informed me about the person whom did this to me of confronting character assasination).

 

 

i saw that sometimes bad things happens to usual people if they are confused as spies. i know from my life's last 5 years. confronted constant character assasination with neverendingly and very very very very very harsh period of to confront such process of being tried to be character assasinated. i were really harsh. but i got over trauma of it.

 

i wish i find a safe haven in Argentina away from character assasination i confronted.  i would ask help from people there telling about character assasination i confronted that i wish i find some safety zone there away from bad people whom tried to kill my life destroy my life with trying to character assasinate me. 

this blog has never been any usual blog. cause i confronted character assasination for 5 years.  i am over trauma of it. i have little tears left to cry when i cry i dont cry alot  now. i am out of doing dramas now.  i would as i try to move to Argentina would inform me about my siutation and ask their help for immigration. for the special topic of character assasination.  ok i dont know where to ask help when confronted character assasination. i know Turkey didnt did this to me cause countries know i am not any spy. but i now know some nationalists did this to me from that guy from there's nationalist surroundings. i were given name of the nationalist guy whom spread lies like if i were a spy. i were informed that he spread information that i were a spy like and that my topic roots from that. that i might had confronted worse like being killed or else. but thing i confronted were near to being killed, i were character assainated consistently for 5 years with exact goal of destroying my life with character assassinating me.  but i know Turkey ddnt did this. but i got clue that nationalists some nationalists did this from that guys circle. 

now i am out of trauma. not in trauma like i used to be. i got over trauma but still agoraphobic. i would tell what types of character assasination i confronted for 5 years one by one to Argentina immigration office and would ask theirs help to immigrate there. i wish i find some kind fo safety haven there. 

here i dpont know if i should ask help of Europe. even if Europe is unrelated to this topic any. i dont have goals of asking help from Germany or other Europe countries.  and this topic i confronted is not any related to neither Germany nor Europe nor Turkey. its just being targeted by nationalists whom falsely tagged mne as a spy and now i know whom did this to me. i think some people gave me clues on the pattern of incidents that some guy decided to spread such lies about me in nationalist circles etc. want to restate that Turkey had not done this to me. Turkey were also unaware of what i confronted i think even. and its some nationalist is whom spread such lies about me and made me targeted by some other nationalists whom took the lie and somehow targeted me for such acts. 

anyway. 

thanks to that cool agency for having me informed about how and from whom character assasiantion happent to me. but there is nothing todo about it either. cause i dont feel need to revenge. i think bveing imbecile and acting imbecile is the worst trait a person could have given naturally by God, so i think God already had punished that person with making him a complete imbecile. so i feel no revenge. lost life years peace lost. all i search is a safe haven. away from character assasination i confronted for 5 years. i would tell all details of it to Argentina immigration office and ask theirs help to immigrate to there. and thanks to my temporary residence in Europe, in this comfy home i got over trauma and in this nice job i work in, i awhile here got over trauma. and again this has also none relatedness to Turkey either. before this happent i had an awesome life in Turkey and Turkey were even unaware some if its member confronted characrter assasination. i mean it has none not any relatedness to Turkey.  this thing i confronted were executed done by individuals not by any country.  i mean kind of psycho typoe of individual made me be targeted by nationalists with spreading lie as if i am a spy. then them decided to destroy my life with character assasination. 

ok but weirdly i dont feel trauma now. i got powerful against character assasination. but my life's 5 years peace went away  awhilst that. cause confronting character assasination is not any easy.  and its not any also easy when people whom did that had gps like skills and had exact single goal of character assasinating the person whom is targeted with stalk slander. and this happent to me for 5 years.

 

i would tell every detail of the character assasination process i confronted to Argentina's immigration office and would ask for immigration chance. I have no  plans to stay in Europe for later. its a cold place in Europe. and Argentina looks more mediterrenean than Europe and i like meditterenean places more.  annd somehow even if Europe has none relatedness to my character assasination i confronted, its just when you arent happy in your life, then the city you live in your experience in that city also goes bad. even if city/place is good. Europe is lovely. but character assasination is such a hard issue that i just couldnt also travel or live happy in here even if its a very happy continent. its just chr.a. is very traumatic and impacts all life experiences so and also spoiled my Europe life experience in here and Europe has no fault in that either, its a very lovely place. its just like being cancer and havibng hard time due to it and having a bad experience in actually a lovely place. Europe is actually a lovely place. but confronting character assasination is like feels like cancer like hard. maybe lesser harder i guess lesser harder cause cancer is harder than that i guess. but it impacted me my experience of life here also. Actually Europe is a free continent and people are very happy. its just i were like having cancer here so that i couldnt be happy and its not any related to Europe. Europe is actually a very lovely and freedoms full place and really lovely place. but trauma spoils every experience in life. like your feelings. its just i want to find a safe haven away from character assasination. and since Europe is free, people whom did this to me seemed to have a very high network here and i also confronted that like with gps topic also here but its because Europe is a very free place and non authoritian and so mobility else is quite free here that and Europe also has none relatedness to character assasination i confronted. Europe were kind of temporary residence to this silly. whilst she gets over trauma heals of it.  and Argentina is also not authoritian and but just i mean i this time when miving i wish to also before moving init this discussion of special topic i confronted so that i find some kind of safe haven. whilst moving to Euripe i hadnt told people any of this. i while moving here  thought its a psycho stalker situation i ddnt also knew what i am confronting but iun time as i read more, i learnt that that what i confront is a process and is called chr.a. (character assasination).  i read more and more to understand its a process. Europe has none relatedness to this. but healing from this type of traumas takes time. and Europe has coincided with year i got over trauma of this. i mean i here got over trauma of this situation gradually.  and again thanks aiot for finding a nice job here that in where i had lots of free time to heal out of trauma of it. sa told Europe is a happy place. with lots of rights. and also lots of free time out of work time. and has none relatedness to my character assasination topic. but its like being cancer and so when you have cancer you arent happy no matter place  you live in is a happy  place or not. so Europe has none relatedness to this. its just no coiuntry has relatedness to this. its this topic as i been given clue on whom is doing this to me, is perpetuated by individuals. that arent any government positions nor else. i were given clue on whom did this to me. recent day. ok. anyway,. a definite imbecile. anyway. that imbecile looked like mentally problematic anyway eitherway. i sensed that whilst there. turned out that imbecile spread lies to nationalists as if i were a spy whilst i wernt. anyway. 

traumma of this i got over in Europe. Europe years coincided with the time i got healed from trauma of this. and i also understood whats hapopening to me here. before i were unaware and just shocked. i learnt its called chr.a. anyway. my life goal is to find a safe place. that this topic raises to governments in aplace i immigrate so that i could go outside without scaring of character assasination. so this time when i move to another place, this time i have plans of asking immigration office of Argentina to ask their help and since this time goverbments offices would be informed of the situation, i think it would be lesser agoraphobia. whilst coming here i were unaware i am confronting character assasination. i were just thinking i have a psycho type of stalkerissue by then whilst mioving here. but here in my free time, i got chance to read alotabout these topics to understand that this is not any simple situation and its chr.a. so needs to be raised to governments offices levels. i mean its not to be handled by self, i have plans to raise the issue to government offices this time. but not here. cause i dont know, i feel like Argentina seems more mediterrenean to me which seems more interesting. i would ask help for immigration describing details of torture of character assasination i confronted persistently for 5 years, with this time making the government level offices be aware of that when i move. which i would think would make it very harder to people trying to perpetuate such crime act of doing character assasination to a person.

 

i saw that i were given clue on whom did this to me 1 month or more month ago but i had a chance to see recent days. thanks to the people whom informed me indirectly about that. hey i saw an agency post specific to my situation. thanks alot for that to that cool place. or it might be not from them bt some other agency i dont know but i got a chance to learn whom did this chr.a. topic to me finally. that i learnt that an imbecile (that i always suspected is behind this, were one main suspect in my head, even i hadnt loudly any stated) is spreading in nationalist environments places like if i wr e a spy and that i got targeted by nationalist people whom tagged me as a spy:S.and then confronted never ending chr.a. for 5 years:S

even if mediterrenean sea is in Europe and not in Argentina, kind of there looks like more mediterrenean place. maybe its because i hadnt seen alot mediterrenean coasts iof Europe except once Ibiza. kind of Argentina looks more like place i grew up. and Europe as again to restate is a happy place with happy folks, its just i had cancer in my time here, so i couldnt travel i couldnt be happy unrelated to Europe. i think chr.a. is like hard like getting cancer but easier than cancer i guess. i think cancer must be harder.

 

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what i dream of my life: to go outside without scaring of chr.a. 

e.g. being a portrait drawer in street etc.

 

i been agoraphobic due to chr.a. for more than 3 or 4 years i think.  

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so i would tell every detail of chr.a. for 5 years to Argentina's immimgration office.  to ask help for immigration.  and this time this goes correct, this time government officials would be notified of the situation. whilst coming here i were also unaware whats happenig to me, so i didnt go to immigration office asking for help with the specific reason when coming here. nor did Turkey any did this to me. Turkey were also unaware of this specific situation. its also unrelated to Turkey either. Turkey didnt did this to me.

i would write  aletter to immigration office of Argentina with very details of the chr.a. i confronted fgor 5 years and ask if they get such type of immigrants. that pepole whom confronted human rights violations. i mean. i think chr.a. is a kind of human rihgts violation.

Europe is also very good in human rights topics like other countries that are all good in it. but Argentina looks more like home place i grew up./ so i want to ask help from there. Europe is still kind of strange unknown place to me that i hadnt had chance to learn about either. but most people have happy lives here. and my situation is unrelated to here. 

 

its also not any related to Turkey either. honestly its not any like that, i mean this tbhing i confronted has not been rooted any from any Turkey. but just natiaonlists tagging as spy and alike and not any related to Turkey in any sense honestly.

 

and thanks alot to the agency looking like people telling that giving clue on whom did this to me. i learnt that nationalists whom wrongly tagged me as a spy did this to me. and imbecile from them spread such lie then i got confronted chr.a, for 5 years. 

i would write every detail of 5 years chr.a. in the letter to Argentina. Europe is also good in human rights topics like other places continents. but somehow Argeinta feels more looks like from place i came. so kind of looks more familiar. Europe is yet still unfaimiliar to me. i couldnt integrate to Europe any i think since i am agoraphobic. and i hadnt initied any h.r. (human rights) case here investigating the chr.a. either.  i know here is also good on those topics. (i mean h.r. topics)  but i am deprived of my energy. unrelated to Europe. its just like burnt out syndrome. not that Europe any had created burnt out topic in  me, its just i had cancer unrelated to Europe and i hadnt yet asked help from places here that such type of topics could be asked for, i hadnt visited hr. related places here yet. but i am burnt out before asking. and not any related to Europe. its just i had cancer and deprived of my energy. i couldnt find have time to get used to Europe/couldnt integrate due to this cancer like topic of having confronted chr.a. reason i got burnt out has none re,latedness to Europe. i hadnt even initied any h.r. related inquiries here about chr.a. topics. i heard Europe is very good in such topics like other places. but i am burnt out. i feel no energy to integrate to here. but i saw i see Argentina looks more like home i came from, and this time i move to anyplace, i would sepcifically first tell about this situation of h.r. violation i confronted for 5 years from unknown parties. but now i have a chance to learn whom this chr.a. is rooted. i got some clues on. from internet. some people gave me indirectly information of whom did this. its nationalism. tagging a person as possible spy and finding right to torture the person whom they tagged as a spy. and its not countries either any. i would in my letter tell every detail of the chr.a. process i confronted and ask to immigrate. even if Europe is also a lovely place, due to this i am burnt out and i have no energy to integrate to here. but Argentina feels exciting since is more warmer air and a complete stranger place i never seen before also feels exciting and also looks more resembles more home place i came.     

 people whom do this stalk slandering also had done gps like stalk slandering me topic here also.   i once went to to lake, happent, i once went to cafe, in cafe happent, i once went to bike to some place with new electric bike i bought, on my path to return happent. these people doing this somehow looks as hacked my phone or else. and could track my location seemlessly. 

today some people from one coolest agency of world's posts posts from some months ago in quora, i read some clue on whom did this to me. i think they via that indirect post that defined what i confronted and gave me the information of whom did, and this defines lots of things, like the stalkers slanderers names selections in stalk slander incidents etc. 

i were informed that via posts under a post that the person  i suspected doing these is actually doing this.  that is doing thinking i am a spy and shared suych information in natiaonlist environments and then 5 years of chr.a. confrontation.

thesde people whom did this for instance once we went to have scrum outside iwth some retrospective meeting outside, in there the stalk slander incident also happent.  these peop;le whom did this had somehow looks like have hacked my phone somehow or i dont kno whow they could follow stalk slander seemlessly everytime i go out.

 

 i would detail write report all stalk slander incidents in a report and attach to for my immigration request and such report. again and agani this topic is not any related to Europe. Europe is a big continent and also has strong rights protection mechanisms. but i dont want to init this topic in here because i am already burnt out from chr.a. not any related to Europe either but because even if i have a quite good life here i am burtn out cause chr.a. is like hard like gettin cancer,  i am unhappy i were cancer in my Europe time so that i couldnt feel cheered here or alike. its unrelated to Europe.

its just years and some 5 years. and this year coincided with Europe. i am prettry sure if i got to Europe with no trauma of chr.a. i would have a very happy life here. i could still create a ha;ppy life here with initing the h.r. topic here since i think i could find h.r. violation rights lawyers i guess to disable the stalk slandering topic. but i am already burnt out. and its not because of here. its not any bhecause of Europe any. this feeling burnt out of my life here. i want to immigrate to Argentina. and but again, Europe i am prettry sure is also very good in hr. topics but i am already burnt out. and me being feeling burnt out is not also any related to Europe either. millions of people migrate to here. some integrate, some dont. i am in latter side. but not because of Europe any. its because i am burnt out due to chr.a. and couldnt integrate whilst i am agoraphobic. but i dont know which mechanisms helps i should ask to solve the chr.a. here but if i asked i am sure i would find either. but i am already burnt out unrelated to here, but due to my own life issues like chr.a. i guess millions of peoplle immigrate to Europe some could integrate some cant. i see i couldnt. but reason i couldnt is neither related to me nor Europe. but i want a fresh new city life where memories arent spoiled by chr.a. topic.  here those people stalking slandering me did continued doing this since its a free continent. and its again and again as i state, not any related to Europe. its noit any related to Turkey but people doing this to me are talking Turkish. but not any related to Turkey's government either.  its not related to Turkey government or Turkey country in any level. nor any related to Europe either. and as told, millions of people immigrate to here, some could slome cant. i am just one of those millions and i am from unsuccesfl to have integrated part. its just immigration is a reality of world, and sometimes people get used to where  they immigrate sometimes they feel stranger to. i think due to language barrier i still feel stranger to here. i couldnt integrate i think. and also due to trauma of chr.a. which is not any related to here. chr.a. topic started 5 or more than 5 years ago. i came here 1.5 years ago. so chr.a. and here is not any kind of any related. i dont know if chr.a. continues. i am agoraphobic. 

today or recent days i were given information from an agency like people's posts on whom did this chr.a. to me. i heard from clues there that a person did spread something like i were a spy in very very very very  nationalist environments and such environments did this to me like information i gained from the given clue. 

i am pretty sure Turkey has none relatedness to this. not to have any misunderstanding happen like that either any. really nhonestly i dont for any second think Turkey has any relatedness to this. 

 

 

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i think the clue i am given is really coming from agency placeis. of that places so i think its very high probability its correct. 

i were constantly aslking whom did this to me? (meaning chr.a. topic, i were constantly asking wondering whom is doing chr.a. to me? )

and today i were shown by an agency in inernet from some posts on whom did. and i learnt a  Turkish speaking person spreading lies as if i were a spy in highly nationalist environments to have me targeted with nationalist feelings and i saw confronted a very unnice chr.a. for 5 years. today i were shown with a clue on whom did that and how chr.a. happent. it turned out done by nationalists some nationalists whom thought i were a spy since a psycho lied about me as if i am a spy to them. the clue said that the psycho were spreading lie as if i were a spy in very very very very nationalist environments.

anyway i am mostly over trauma. 

ok never expected an quick answer to my query. wov:) thanks alot to that cool agency(is the clue from the,m? the clue is under that post but its unsure if clue side is from them?)  for giving me clues on whom did this to me:) thanks alot! :)

 

ok this were cool, to get clues on internet to talk indirectly on internet with some people indirectly that whom could actually answer queries to such questions. thank alot for answering my query:) a huge thanks:)

 

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ok here i got over trauma mostly. and in Argentina i would also get over agoraphobia. i got iterated alot progress here actually. 

ok thanks alot to the clue giving people now i know how this chr.a. i confronted happent to me. turns out a psycho spreading lies like if i were a spy in very very  very nationalist envitronments and then me being targeted and confronting chr.a. for 5 years.

the clue givers gave the infromation in a very eloborate way and i liked that :) huge thanks! :) 

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ok meanwhile i am still coding the infrastructure of the bitcoin related project. i woke up at 5am and would continue now. its been more productive this weekend the iteration speed.  but still very slow not any like hackathon period:S very very adhdh :S

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its really weird. i for the first time given a clue on whom did chr.a. topic to me and its an individual turned out an individual spreading lies like i were a spy in very very very very nationalist environments and me confronting chr.a. after. 

anyway i would in detail report every chr.a. incident i confronted for 5 years. i dont forget i guess and would send as letter to immigration place in Argentina askinf for immigration with such topic reported.

from bitcoin project i intend to create capital also to buy ahome there to me. or rent a place. and wishing i get over agoraphobia there. its point that i raise this topic i confronted which made me agoraphobia to governments offices level.  like offices whom check h.r. violations. i heard sometimes even rarely this chr.a. tlopics happens to people and them some organizations help to people. but in my case i plan to write all details in letter to Argentina named place which i wish to immigrate to for following years. and in detail report about the h.r. violation i confronted consistently by unknown parties but now i know it came from some nationalists since a person spread lies about me like if i were a spy,  in very very nationalist environments.  

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 so its not pooint i can include any information on that i were given on clue on whom did chr.a. topic to me. but i would just report about the process. its a 5 years process i confronted that i observed happening to me. so would be a very huge letter.

and huge thanks to the clue provider in internet. that looks like from people from a cool agency out there. but its unverified. i am not knowing if the author is really from there. since in internet you cant verify that easily.

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my life has been comfortable since i work from home and dont have to go outside recent months. but soon going outside would start again. and i dont know if chr.a. perissits. due to chr.a. topic i always use taxis but its costly.but very comfy either. 

i myself hadnt inited perpetuation of this topic here because i dont know where to go and report this situation. i think amnesty.org's Europe office is one place thats expert of these topics ,like chr.a. topics but i am already burnt out. i dont have energy to do that.

anyway i am already burnt out. ok but here i had lots of time to build bitcoin project or other projects. so thankful alot to Europe for work rights that we have tons of free times other than work life. and i am pretty sure there are govern. offices here where you can report issues like this but i am already burnt out and have none energy to persecute this investigation or topic here. h.r. are also strong here. but i am burnt out unrelatedly and its unrelated to Europe either. its just i am burnt out. and dont want to handle this topic here. i am burnt out here that i dont want to also get vaccination here i dont know why but i want to move to Argentina and get vaccination of there whichever vaccination it would be i dont care. it has been unfortunate time here. its not related to Europe. but the chr.a. topic spoiled my experience here and even if its not any related to Europe. iits not any related to Europe that my experience here got spoiled. its because iof chr.a. and is not any related to Europe. to fix any misconceptions if such misconceptions happens like that. vaccine of here is one best vaccine tech. its just i dont know, its not any about vaccines, its about not wanting things from here. since chr.a. topic spoiled my experience here.  you enter to mood of i dont want anything of this place. even if its best. i never been able to be any political person. in my time here i just try to construct my future life. and its been a harbor with lots of free time and thanks for that. that i had a very safe comfy home. its justi sit on home to build future life of me. and a place where my such time passes. life in Europe is for me like this. and its unrelated to Europe either. its just trauma of chr.a. spoils every experience of life including city life experience. as again want to restate many times this topic i confronted is not any related to Europe. but impacts my pshychology which in result impacts my experience here. but it has no roots in Europe  nor this city this chr.a. topic i confronted. and its unrelated to Europe. i guess if i had no chr.a. topic i would be very happy here. it ddint rooted from Europe. by the time time i cqame here i were unaware process i confronted is called chr.a., so i went to police twice but since the topic i tell looks uneblivble, i coudlnt get help and were deemed as possible mentally ill the police instead of believing me took the path as i might be mentally ill which is if someone came and told me what i confronted i would also think like that. i mean police has no fault in thinking like that. its just i went to wrong institution. cause if i were the po;lice and if someone came and told me what i told them, i would also not believe and think the person might be insane to tell such topic of constant stalk slander etc. its just i went to wrong institution. cause police is not expert in chr.a. topics. chr.a topics are other insttnss expertise not police. it wernt any police's fault to not handle this case. if i were them i would also behave like them. i mean really none fault in this. its just chr.a. topic spoils every experience of life including city life even if you live in a great city, doesnt matter. so this topic and its impacts has none relatedness to this city any. they arent people Europe is not people whom did chr.a topic to me. and its  a harbor where i try to build my future life. with learning what to do what not to do in chr.a. topic. i understood in chr.a. topics you should go to some insttns that are expert in those type of topics not police. i guess this is valid for all world countries. so this time, i wont let chr.a. topic spoil my experience of place i move to. i would this time first before even moving i would report in detail the chr.a. topic to them and would ask for immigration. i am getting more expertise in what to do in having confronted chr.a. topic. i were quite unexperienced on what to do and what not to do.  i understood chr.a. like topics are other insttns business and its like amnesty like or such places or immigration offices whom are used to hearing such topics. but its not police's responsibility area either. i went to wrong insttn. but i am getting experienced on what to do what not to do on chr.a. topic. 

even being unrelated to Europe, chr.a. topic also spoiled my experience in here. next time i move to another place, since i am experienced now, i would first in detail report the situation in a huge letter and ask for immigration with noting my situation. lots of people immigrate to some place in world. its a world reality. but this time i move to someone else place, i would in detail report about. but before i came here, i were unaware what i am confronting so i had no chance to do it correctly here. its here i healed of trauma and understood what i am confronting is called chr..a.  here i healed of trauma of chr. a.  but yet still cnhr. a. topic is a topic like: it spoils your experience in anywhere nomatter where. so its unrelated to Europe. if i had no chr. a topic i would be severely happy here i think. so its not related to Europe either. and confronting chr. a, i am newly getting experienced on i mean i before were unaware what i am confronting either. its a process of where consciousness of whats happening sank in and also i healed of trauma here since there are lots of out of work times here that work rights are very nice here. but since due to police experience, which is my fault, i went to wrong insttn, if i were police and someone came and told what i told, i would also think person might have mental problems and would want to first assure is mentally sane. i were asked to stay 3 days in a mental hospiotal in advance to assure my sanity before any investigation happens. but then i wernt any time any disturbed by police to do that. thanks alot for that. but due to this, even going to amnesty org feels not any poption i want to pursue here. its my fault to have gone to wrong insttn. but i by then had no idea about chr. a topics. if i were expert in chr. a topics i would instead had gone to amnesty org office or government offices i would learn that are expert in chr. a toics and would had gone there instead. but i were unexperienced in chr. a topic before. i am getting experienced. and thanks alot to police for not having me disturb afterwards with asking me to prove my sanity. its just i went to wrong insttn. chr. a. topics are not police like inssttns expertise area. i went to wrong gov. office to ask help by then. anyway this happent 1 year or 1.1 hyear ago. but then i entered mood of ok then lets build some projects and build future life in some other place where chr. a topic doesnt hasnt spoiled my life experience there. and this time i am experienced in confronting chr. a. topic. this time i wont ask help of police. and would knowck the doors of correct insttns. like immigration office. with a detailed letter of topic i confronted perpetually for 5 years. or more than 5 years. i got experienced in my situation here. and thanks alot to here for a safe harbor here. i now also would follow correct paths this time i wont knock doors of irrlvnt insttns but correct places. like places whom are used to hearing chr. a topics. its not police's respn. area or expertise area. i found a safe harbor to learn about my situation here. and also i healed from trauma here. 

 

 i had a safe harbor in Europe that i healed of trauma. but yet still not home since chr. a. also impacted my experience here. even if its not any related to Europe.  and its not any related to Turkey either. but someone that i were given clue in internet, i were given clue that some person, individual had done this to me, i were given such clues of. i were giving clue that some person were spreading lies that i were a spy in very nationalist environments etc. anyway. i dont know the correctness of the information cause i cant verify source is really the source type that claims hisself to be. 

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so Europe time of life has been time wher ei healed of trauma, learnt experienced got experienced on about the topic (of chr. a.) (since i had tons of free time to read about) and but on today's clue on yesterday's clue i were informmed about that an individual had made this happen to me with spreading lies about me in very nationalist environments which resulted in this happening to me. like spreading lies as if i were a spy. this topic started long before, it started in Istanbul. 5 or more than 5 years ago.  its not related to any Europe. and if it could be any countryw i would suspect where  istanbul is from and honestly  its also not related to Turkey either. Turkey were even unaware of this stuff. i mean Turkey has none relatedness any level either.  but just a psycho individual person doing this to me. making this hapopen to me of chr.a. topic to me. but here i found a harbor with lots of free time and had chance alot to read about details of such topics in internet. and i would report all every chr. a. incident in my huge letters. to address to topic whom could address. and i wish to immigrate to Argentina. Europe/Turkey are also cool places. but chr. a. has spoiled my life time there. and now i am more experienced in chr. a. topic, i would start knocking doors of correect institns that this topic is in theirs expertise area of. i got experienced on what to do what not to do when confronting chr. a. i think blogging all detaikls were for instance were right correct action item. but for instance in following city (e.g. Buenos Aires) i wont go knock door of police. cause its not any police's responsibility area these type of topics. its responsibility area of insttns like amnesty org or immigration offices or lawyers systems that are expert in these topicsfor helping chr. a. confronted people. this time since i know whats happening to me, i woudl do correct steps. e.g. write a letter to immigration office detailing a report on hr. violations i confronted and asking for residence. if i knew whats happenign to me, i would also do it like this when i came here. but i were also unaware. then from internet i read and learnt about my situation type. that its called chr. a.  i would in detail report every incident happent for 5 years and asking for immigration. to Argentina place. l;ets try. and Europe has been kind of safe harbor where i try to build my future life.  its place where a place where i healed in lots of free times in home. and also from internet i got learnt about situation i confronted. so following time i move, i am now aware of chr. as. i confronted confront and would move with along necessary steps whilst moving to  aplace. with reporting in everydetail of the incidents in a huge letter to the immigration office. if i knew what i confronted is a process called chr. a. i would also report to here when coming  here. its just i were very unexerpeinced of my situation when i came here and did all wrong steps. like going to wrong insttns. etc. i would whilst asking for immigration would in advance report all details of the h.r. violation of chr. a. i confronted in detail  and ask for immigration to there with via such method making officials get informed about the chr. a. i confront. i guess there are lots of people moving from one place ot another for various reasons. immigration is a fact of world. lots of people immigrates. i am one fo them from millions of people immigrating from someplace to another. people escaping wars people wanting to find better life conditions and sometiems even rarely chr. a. topics. lots of people immigrate to other places due to reasons etc. i were even myself unaware of my own situation so i hadnt followed correct steps whilst coming here. if i were by then awarfe of that topic i confrnt is chr. a,  i would had also written a huge letter when coming here. but its this year i got informed about these topics by reading in internet. and again want to restate thousand times its not any related to Turkey. Turkey hadnt done this to me. were unaware of this either. its not anything like a country doing chr. a. to me. i always were very keen on to not any drop any shade on Turkey where this topic started, but i knew and know its not rooting from Turkey. nor Europe. Europe has been a safe hrbor with lots of out of work free times that i healed and also in internet read about topic i confronted to become more experienced. Europe has nothing any relatedness to this topic. it has been just a safe harbor where i heal. Turkey is also safe place. but this chr. a. like topics spoils your experience in place you live and you dont want to live to forever there afterwards. cause its trauma. and you want to move to a new place where traumatic event doesnt didnt happent. when a traumatic topic happens in a place, you want to move to anotherplace. i guess the rationale of most imigration stuff in world be like this.

 and like i thought, on internet last days i were given cclue on internet that some individual did spread lies in very nationalist environments that as if i wer e aspy and i confronted chr. a from individuals. 

i would try my immigration chances to Argentina wiht a huge letter describing all chr. a. incidents i ever confronted for recent 5 years that happent perpetually and it might be still happening i dont know i am agoraphobic i dont go to outside unless i have to.

but in Argentina i would get over agoraphobia and be a street portrait artist. if i could immigrate to there. i would write a letter to ask for immigration. lets try chance. and Europe has been a safe harbor whilst i try to find a new home. and Turkey is also very safe and could be called safe harbor. but you dont want to live in a place where trauma happent to you. even if enither Turkey had not did this to me. they didnt. nor even Europe, Europe is definitely unrelated. its  a safe harbor where i try to setup a life in a new home. to call home as. i would try chance of Argentina. would write a huge letter describing all incidents. that ha[pent for 5 years and would ask for immigration. 

i were given clue in internet that this topci happent to me due to some person whom spread lies that if i were a spy and clue said the guy spread such topic in very very very nationalist environments with having goal of me being targeted like that. i were given name of the person whom did this to me. i cant verify the source so i cant be sure if the knowledge is correct but it might be coming from some agency such clue infromation and if its coming from there it must be true.

but since i cant verify the source i am unsure. but i wre provided such clue.

so i would never share the clue i were given. since source is unverified. but as told, i would write a huge letter to Argentina immigration office telling about all the chr. a. incidents and i want to be an immigrantmy recent life goal. Europe has been kind of a safe harbor to heal from trauma and understand whats happening and get knowledgeable on whats happening(chr. a. topics) and what to do  etc. and mainly also healing from trauma place. and agasin Turkey has none relatedness to this topic. thouhg i want to go to opther places cause chr. a. topic spoils your life experience in any place no matter where. the topic i confronted i learnt is orchestrated by individuals whom spread topics like if i were  aspy in very very very nationalist environments etc. and then nationalists targeting me with chr. a. methods. i want to restate this topic has none relatedness to Europe. this topic started 5 years or mroe  yyears ago in Istanbul. anyway. and also Turkey is unrelated.

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i weregiven clue on whom did this.  but i am not sure on that information cause the source is unverified. 

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ok i wish i find a new home in Argentina. Europe has been a temporary safe harbor where i heal. now finding home time. immigrant i want to be. i would try my chance to immigrate to Argentina. and would describe any of any stalk slander incidents in a huge letter with asking immigration chances to immigrants office there. 

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now i scared if c.a is misunderstood as cia:S its definitely not. i just didnt wanted to write consistently the long word of character assasination so used acronym but then i now scared if its misunderstood like that i changed back to chr. a. to have not it any be misunderstood like that:S actually the clue on whom did this to me might be coming to me from cia like agencies i dont know. this topic is not any related to cia either. but clue might be coming from them or some other such agency i dont know. but wanted to restate chr. a. i confronted is not any kind of any related to cia. and i wanted to state it clearly so its not misuynderstood due to wrong usage of acronym that i fixed asap afterwards to chr. a. 

i received some clue from some agency like people in internet. on whom did this to me. but i cant verify the source. anyway.

but wanted to make it be known this topic has none rel;atedness to cia. i fixed the acronuym asap afterwards to have it not be any misunderstood like that any.

i were given a clue on whom did this. and it said some guy spread lies about me in some bvery very national environments and spread lies like i were a spy. but i cant verify it cause i cant verify the source. but received such clue. and i inferred then might confronted c.a. of nationalists i dont any know. but saw such clue in internet that were given some clue of what happens to me and how i confronted c.a. topic. anyway. so its just one individual responsible for it not any country not any place. and individual with making me targeted by some other nationalists whom decide to do c.a. to me since the individual said i were a spy spread such lie about me in very very nationalist environments. then constant chr.a. happens to me for 5 years:S 

anyway i would in detail report every single incident in my letter to immigration request to Argentina for asking chances to immigrate there.

even this topic honestly has none relatedness to Europe it also spoiled my life experience here. since Europe is free place, these people also stalked me here whomever they are and so alike. Argentina is also a free place. nbiut this time i am moving to another place,. i also init the sityuation in gov. offices level with stating the stiuytauion with a letter. and i would try to find a chance to move to Argentina as an immigrant. and would raise the issue in correct departments this time and also with also specifying the situation to immigration office and asking for chances of being immigrant. and also would consult help of lawyers about h.r. violation topics there for related to this so that i would init the issue this time on raising the topics to gov. offices levels etc. now i am experienced in confronting chr. a. but before i were unexperienced. but now i am experienced. and i healed of trauma of here in Europe. but even if i healked of trauma here, yet i couldnt make the trauma feeling spoil my experience here even if its unrelated to Europe. 

 

and but this time i would init the action items necessary to do in chr. topics. to fight with chr. a. you need to make raise these topics in gov. level offices or amnestyorg like places. and i would do that in gov. offices level when trying to immigrate to Argentina. first with a huge letter describing every single stalk slander incident happent for 5 years. to the immigration office of Argentina for whilst asking for immigration for. wish me good luck in finding immigration chances please. I want to be a resident of Argentina. looks like a mediterranean place like where i am from. 

aand want to restate this topic has also none relatedness to Turkey., and Turkey have no kind of relatedness to this topic i confronted. honestly its like that. but its just when trauma happens in a place you want to relocate. its like that. Turkey is also beautiful. like Europe is beautiful. i think every continent country is beautiful. 

but since this chr. a.  started in Istanbul, i planned to move to abroad. even if it werent done any by Turkey to me. it has none relagtedness to Turkey in any level, this chr. a. topic. not any related to Turkey honestly.

 

 

ok wish me good luck in finding immigration chances to Argentina. if i believed to God i would pray for this to happen. but i am not used to praying named topic. but wishing that this happens. i sometimes believe in God sometimes not. but carry religious symbols like cross pendant necklace for incase God exists, to have blessings be on me. 

i would start investigation of how to to try to connect immig. offices there to init chances of immigration with letter of description of 5 years of chr. a. confrontation and finding a residence request. 

ok. 

 

meanwhile i iterate bitcoin project which might enable me buying a home in my following city in city which would be called home in city i wish to find immigration chances of. i thinkk Argentina looks very like i dont know very interesting and i wish to try to be a resident of that country. i would try my chances. with sending such letter to there for asking for immigraiton chances. 

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ok i saw a home office job here also would apply to that, since if i do home office here, i could also in tandem investigate solution of the topic i mentioned from Europe's Berlins' mechanisms. i dont know if stalk slander continues. but i think i could also get help from Europe's Berlins' such mechanisms against topic i confronted (of chr. a.). ok. lets apply to home office job here. yupp. Cause Europe is also very famous for h.r. tlopics. i mean protection mechanisms of h.r. topics like other world places. ok. i would init this topic but this time with correct steps. and wouldnt confuse steps. and would make it possible to have me get over agoraphobia. my home is comfy. this home office job application seems interesting. and i think i could also investigqate hr. violations lawyers here to write that letter to here such people. for on the stalk slander topic i confronted. for more than 5 years. ok. i would reinit this topic but this time with correct steps. this time through h.r. violation orgnztns like places or lawyers in cities in Europe here in Berlin or other cities to describe my situation i confronted for 5 years. and i even if i got a clue on whom did it, its not credible information cause source is unverified. its not sure information. i still dont know whom did this. but i think i could investigate my h.r. violation here in from investigating lawyers from here or also attending a therapist that i share therapist all stalk slander incidents happent so maybe therapist also have me find a lawyer to investigate. 

 i newly received a home office job from Berlin. surely would apply. causde home is comfy when being agoraphobic. and agoraphobia i could fix it with making steps through therapist and lawyers i could investiage upon initing therapy. ok this is also cool idea i think to do follow. 

i decided to do follow this as i received recent home office job chances in Berlin. i am out of trauma whrn i work home office cause being home feels safe against stalk slander incidents that happent for 5 years. but i would init steps to solve this. and but this time correct steps. not incorrect steps. Europe is also very famous with hr. protection mechanisms. and i think me confronted stalk slander were a torture by general torture definitions i read, since i were slandered with things i never did and this happent to me for 5 years perpetually, which in resulted me being agoraphobnic. but i could pursue solving this here also with Europe's lawyers right? and now received a home office job application from Berlin that which i would apply to. 

 

as wanted to restate Turkey has nothing to do with torture i confronted. its not any rooted from Turkey. its individuals did this. constant stalk slandering act for 5 years. which i in free times in this year learnt this is called in general literature torture, of slandering a person with things she he never did and doing this for 5 years, its called torture. so i would init therapy here and would tell that all of every stalk slander incidents that happent one by one to therapist and than also would investigate lawyers that help torture cases.  

this stuff i confront is no easy stuff. just imagine: every time you go outside, some people stalk and slander. is it any easy? and think that this happens for 5 years. this is torture and human rights violation in severe form. and i were stalked slandered with things i never did and they tried to destroy my existence with slandering stalking me. so ok finding a Europe lawyer time.

i figured out i already had moved to Europe. and now received a home office job offer. what if i cant move to Argentina. Argentina is adventerous cause i dont know if i could move there and secondly Europe would be cool when i fix this topic of torture of human rights violation i confronted of stalk/slander. cause i always wanted to live in Europe actually. Argentina is also cool. but lets not have make me adventerous moves like trying to find a job in Argentina or such which are unclear whether if i could  and lets fix this in Europe and when this topic gets fixed my life would resume being cool here in Europe also. 

ok lets fix this topic the right way this time. i got experienced now in how to handle being character assasinated tries. if anyone confront chr. a. i could give suggestions cause i also confronted and i dont know if i am still confronting. i would learn if i am confroint or not with just going outside. these people whom do this seemed to have someway hacked my phone or like that they had capability to stalk slander me everytime i go outside for 5 ytears. so best test to test if stalk slander would be just going outside. 

ok lesser adventerous goals set. Argentina is adventerous because i dont even know if i would be accepted to imigration and i already found a job here and  its adventerous to try to move to somewhere else. i think erasing idea of living in Europe since i confront ch.r a. is illogical. because Europe didnt did this to me. i think and also i could investigate make this situation solved here cause Europe is also very famous with its h.r. prtcnt lawyers etc. ok new agenda: starting therapy.telling all incidents one by one to the therapist. and also investigating if stalk slander continues with going outside.  

as i wanted to restate;  Turkey hasnt any done this to me. its just some people did i dont any know whom they are. but its not any Turkey.

and i figured out also erasing living in Europoe from mind since i confront chr. a. is so illogical because Europe is not the place whom did this to me any. This topic started 5 years or more ago in Istanbul. but it wernt done by Turkey either idont any think Turkey has any type of relatedness any degree. 

but i remembered Europe is very famous for h.r. rights protectiuon mechanisms. and topic i confronted were exact form of torture (of being stalked slandered for 5 years) and i think i could solve this topic also in Europe. since i am not happy due to my life (for since i confrnted chr. a) i shouldnt do illogiocal topics like results unknown topics like immgrtng to othr places where i dnt knw i fi could even. I already found job in Europe. and my Europe life would eb cool back again after i solve the stalk slander topic. 

 

yet again wanted to restate this topic is definitely not any level any related to Europe.  this stalk slander topic started 5 years ago in istanbul. anyway.

agendas:

finding a home office job as i received a job application chance.

secondly, starting therapy and the letter i mentioned for writing every stalk slander incident, i would tell one by one to therapist. of the hr. violation i confronted for 5 years which turned me agoraphobic. since perpetuators of this h.r. violators, seems to somehow had either hacked my phone or else that they always stalked slandered me whenever i went outside for 5 years. i would tell every single stalk slander incident to the theapist. then would also test if stalk slander continues with going outside. to check if stalker slanderers come to cafe to stalk slander curse with slandering or saying bitch alike or such words and also very slanders.

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ok i think clue i received might be really from an agency. or people pretending to look like agencies i dont know. anyway. if i could verify the source i would believe its a clue on the topic. of my chr. a. confrontation i dont know surely cause i cant verify if source is person whom defines self to be. i need to verify the source to make information be sure knowledge. if i knew the info came from an agency i would surely believe but i cant verify where it came. might be else a person pretending to look like agencies whilst is not. so i cant verify the information.  

second i went over in my mind of living in Europe or not options. i am thankful to Europe for giving job chances and comfy home and nice salaries. but i think i would try out the Argentina path. and also would have the h.r. violation i confronted of chr. a. topic i would investigate there. i think Europe is cool. but i am not cool. i have probl;ems like chr. a. i think if i hadnt had such issues I would be quite happy here. but this issue impacted my life so bad. so i want big huge changes in my life. with also persecuting the investigation from whicever place i go. i wont stop persecuting investigation of torture i confronted. i confronting nothing less than torture. if you cnfrnted chr. a. you would also understand its like torture. even if Europe hadnt did this to me, i want huge changes in my life. and i thinking rethinking constqantly i decide even if Europe is cool, due to my own life, i step some huge changes in life. 

starting with bitcoin project i finish it on today. then i would try to immigrate to Argentina. 

i think it might be happent to me as if the given clue if is correct, some people targeting to destroy my life upon suspecting me of being a spy. i think this is what happent. but i cant assure if its correct because i cant verify if the source is correct. what if source is someone whom pretends to look like agency people whilst is not. i cant verify the source so i cant verify the information. i obsevred a persistent 5 years of trying to be destroyed effort with stalk/slander with horrible methods of chr. a.  its not any easy topic to confront. i dont think any Turkey any did this. i think its some individual there in istanbul as i were given clues of managed to create such situation to me of chr. a. confrontation. i think he managed to make me be targeted by nationalists cause many aspects of the stalk slander incidents also points out in that direction. and it were very horrible process like as any type of chr. a. could be.  Turkey has none relatedness to this. were unaware also. its as i were provided clues of, orchestrated by an individual person whom spread lies as if i were a spy. i were given such clue. but i cant verify. but if it really comes from agencies i would thinkits surely true. cause many aspects of the chr. a. i confronted carried stuff pointing out to that. 

 

and if that person whom posted that in internet is reallyt from such places, i wish also talked to me in real life so that i could detail in what kind of topics happent to me.  of chr. a. named torture type.

Even if Europe hadnt had did this to me any. i just found a safe harbor to build projects here in Europe nothing else. but i want big changes in my life. like moving to another continent.  i want to be far away from everywhere in street i confronted this chr. a. topic. i heard that, h.r. organizations (human rights organizations) also transfer people whom confronted chr. a. topic to other places. 

 

 for instance unless my mom and dad passes away i dont want to touch my foot in Turkey even if Turkey is a very beatufiul coiuntry and even if Turkey had no fault in this chr. a. tlopic to me and has none relatedness to. its just when you confront chr. a in life you want to be thousand miles away from places which it happent to tyou. 

like here, Europe is not any related to any of this topic,  and but since in street here since is a free continent stalkers also stalked here and chr. a. happent. so reason i also want to be far away from here. even if Europe is not any related to this topic in any sense in any kind  of relevence type, is defintiely unrelated.

 

but as told, chr. a confrontation spoils your life experience in any place on whereever it happens.  

i think i wont come to Europe second in my life after i could migrate to another place. not because they did anything bad to me. they gave me a safe home safe life everything great work life with lots of perks, they did nothing bad to me, but like Turkey i dont want to live here also since the stalkers also stalked slandered me in streets of here also. since Europe is a free continent. i am sorry for introducing guhucentric issues to Europe people. i think Europe is very cool place. and my issues is neither related to Europe nor Turkey. but some kind of individuals orchestrated chr. a stuff. which spoiled my life experience in recent years wherever i lived.

 

I am very thankful to Germany/Europe for giving me a job that had tons of perks like lots of free time. and i am very thankful to cozy warm flat. and all chances for working in great companies here and also working in a very authentic nice workplace.  i thank for that alot. as told Europe has nothing relatedness to chr. a. topic though kind of spoiled my life experience here unrelatedly even if chr. a. is nothing any topic any kind of related to Europe. its not. any level related.

 

 

 

ok lets try to find job in Latin America. as mentioned. or some msc study or alike such topic.  

ok lets make first layer work on today. today passed with crying alot till mrning 5am. that post i read in internet about clue, made me remember all chr. a. topic i confronted for 5 years and today passed with tons of crying :P nbut now feeling ok. last 1.5 hours or last 2 hours. 

 

i would never go to Turkey again. i wish mom and dad came to where i would live in future. but i know they wont come. cause Turkey has a very good health system really really very good and very expert doctors and i think if they wernt there mom had might lost her stomach, honestly Turkey has really good very very good health sector.  for instance, for a possible stomach cancer patient, the stomach is not taken and cleaned constantly with making life quality of patient as much as possible.  really Turkey hadnt any did this to me.  its just i dont want to live where this happent to me. not any because any Turkey did this to me. I think Turkey is a really beatfl country honestly with very lovely people like all world countries.  and really honestly they didnt did this to me. but when trauma happens in somewhere, it doesnt matter place is betlf ior not its just you want to be far away from place where trauma started. so i have plans of not going to Turkey any second in my life. and if my mom or dad passes away it wont change my decision. 

i last day decided same for Europe. even if its a very cool place. and even if gave me awesome career chances. awesome cozy flat, awesome jobs etc, but i again gave same decision. cause i dont want to live in place where this happent to me. and here i were continued to be stalked slandeered. so i dont also want to live here. 

 

i think my dream living place is Latin America.  but i would this time take correct steps of informing people of the situation i confronted. so that perpetuators of stalk slander cant spoil other countries experiences for me.  tnhey succeded to manage to spoil my Europe experience even if Europe has none relatedness to stalk slander i confronted. 

chr. a. is a topic like, when happens, where happens, spoils the life experience of place you live in and you become frustrqated and you dont want to live there afterwards. even if place has none relatedness to that. Europe has none kind of relatedness to stalk slander topic i confronted, not any single level of any degree nor relatedness. but when chr. a. topic happens, it has huge impact to person's psychology and he/she whom conferonts chr. a. doesnt want to live in place it happent to him/her. thats such type of stuff. 

i became expert in confrontation of chr. a. anyone confronts chr. a i could give advises on what to do what not to do when confronting chr. a.  

now my dream recent dream is to move to Latin America. 

a place wher echr. a. doesnt spoiled my life experience in there:) and this time i wont let it spoil my life experince in there. cause i am now aware i confront chr. a.  so i would step in informing gov. officials that are lookijng to topics ;like chr. a. like topics or human rights lawyers so that chr. a. perpetuators wont be able to succeed to spoil the life experience in another country in another continent to me. 

ok tionights goal, finishing important part of bitcoin project. to win 600k. then i would try to move to Argentina. but with informing what happent to me (Which is not any related to Europe nor Turkey) which i wpuold ask immigration help to there. then i plan to buy a home with a tree inside that i would make some swing on tree branches so that i swing under tree sometimes. 

i think even if mom or dad passed away i wont still wont go to Turkey even for funeral if such very sad topic happent. but  i wish mom and dad lives until 90s. cause i love them so much. and again to restate, this topic has none relatedness to Turkey. nor its not any related to Europe either. but i gave decisions like: i wont live in places in which this chr/. a. topic happent to me. ebven if chr. topic is unrelated to place. 

 

and i am very thankful to Europe to having given me a cozy home, a really awesome job place with awesome teams, an awesome salary, awesome salary that i bought lots of stuff to myself. 

i have a very cozy home here. with a very comfy beanbag, awesome coding place to code bitcoin or any project i sestup. i constantlys tudy to projects e.g. my texts for qm project side is on way (i bought some books  from online stores etc) i have a very comfy home with a very comfy life and Europe has none relatedness to any of this chr. a. topic i confronted.

but no ,matter where chr. a. spoils the experience of life. but this time i wont let chr. a spoil ,my following other place i move to. this time raising the topic to government offices level looking to such topics. e.g. i would contact to lawyers in Argentina to report topics i confronted and also would try to find msc.

if i knew i were confronting chr. a bt not just stalk/slander, i would also did this whilst coming here, but i were unaware whats happening to me when i came here. so i followed wrong steps here. so that i couldnt create a shield mechanism against chr. a. with correct steps. but now i read lots of topics in internet, now i know what is happenign to me, now i am aware of that, in following place, i would make it be known there what happent to me, so that i can create shield against a shield of human right lwhyers. if i knew if i were aware of whats happemnign to me, i would do it here also. but i were unaware either.  but in my lots of free time here, i read alot about these topics to get to understand what is happening to me. 

before it were just i thought it were a disturbing very disturbibg stalker slanderer issue but until i read about  documents of chr., a. topics in internet, i had no idea i were confronting such topic. and also the people doing that amplified their attacks of slandering acts here more. and they spread lies about me like when i walk in streeet some place, the slanderer follows and says the slander word. or when i go to a cafe, stalk slandering bitch narratives happens etc. 

so i would inform all details of every part of chr. a. topic i ocnfrtonted for huge 5 years to my initial contact with human rights lawyer in Argentina to ask to immigrate there when i ask to immigrat ethere.

my dream is buying a country home beside city not so far away from city. that has a tree that i make a swing of. and attending therapy there. and creaitng a shield against chr. a. there with human rights lawyers. for to shield against chr. a. topic.

Europe is also very cool place.

but i gave huge decision ion my life, like never stepping foot on any place that chr. a. topic happent to me even once. that this 5 years happening chr. a. topic i mean. i gave such decision.  even if Europe has none relatedness to this. this toic has started in Turkey and people whom did this continued their efforts there. but in Argentina i would create a shield against chr. a. with help of human right lawyers so that i could resume my paused life for 5 years. if i knew i were confrontting chr. a. i would do the same here as i came here before chr. a. would spoil my life experience here. but when i came here i were unaware of whats happenign  to me, i were thinking by then that i have a psycho type of stalkers and slander issue. i n my free times read some stuff in internet to understand these type of topics are called chr. a.  i wish i knew these stuff when i came here so that i wont let chr. a. spoil my liufe experience here with preventing that with going to human rights lawyers in advance to create a shield. anyway. i gave huge decisions. like not touching my silly foot on any continent any country that chr. a. had happent to me. even if chr. a that happent to me is not any related to any Europe. oits not any even sliughtest level re;lated its none related. 

so creating shield against chr. a. i wish to init building the shield against chr. a. in Argentina wishfully. 

but when trauma happens you just dont want to go there whicever [place it is. 

like here, i thin k i wont press my silly foot on this continent again after i found a home in another continent. like Europe i wont come to Europe again ever after. even if Europe is nothing any not any kind of related to chr. a. topic, its just: because Europe is very free, its nothing bad to be free and good, but it kind of happent it as, people whom stalked slandered me also did that here in cafes here. so even if Europe has none kind of relatedness nor any kind of fault in my chr. a. confrontation topic, like i plan to not any go to Turkey any ever again in my life, I think i think of similar for Europe even if Europe is not any related to my chr. a. confrontation topic. neither Turkey has any fault. but its just: unrelated to place, if some trauma happens you dont want to forever not any second time any ever go there any second time. 

i dont want to go to Turkey in degree of: if mom and dad passed away i even might wont attend their funerals. cause something horrible happent to me. cause chr. a. is horrible. even if Turkey has no fault of it, i setup an decision on today  to not any second time be present in places where that chr. a. topiuc happent to me.

i would try to find an msc or some jobin Latin America and immigrate.

and i am thanking Europe so much for giving a cozy home awhile whilst i try to find my new home. and i found an aweosme job. and alas.thankking for amazing stuff.

now finding a new home.

cause something really horirble happent to me. chr. a. is something really horrible type of stuff. 

this time in new home, would first contact with human right lawyers to create the shield in advance, in case stalkers slanderers try to persist stalk slandering. i would first build the shield against chr. a.

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so i think i became quite expert onconfronting chr. a. topic. on what to do.if anyone else confronts, i would be happy to give suggestions.

and also gave big decisions. like moving to Latin America if possible. and but as told, this time before i go to such a place i would first create the shield against chr a. topic i confronted. i would tell a huge letter of telling every stalk slander incident i confronted for entire 5 years with findinfg  an h.r. lawyer there. and i think it became even moire than 5 years. i would tell in detail i dont know how many pages the letter would sum up to but i would report every stalk slander incident i confronted in detail for covering 5 years of my life in this chr. a. topic i confronted. and would ask for residence.

and i would never ever go to Turkey nor Europe again. even if neither Turkey nor Europe has any fault in my chr. a. topic. specifically Europe is definitely unrelated. chr. a. started in istanbul. though Turkey is unrelated to this topic. i were given clues on whom did this. and it might be like: some person making me targeted by nationalists with spreading lie like as if i were a spy in very very nationalist environments that i got be targeted to chr. a. i were given such clue like this info in internet. but i cant verify the source and due to that i cant know if this is like this but lots of supportive evidence exists for this also. but i dont know since i cant verify the source. cause its some info i read in internet and source is unverified.

even if my mom or dad passed away i wont even go to their funerals. i were thinking  what to do when if mom and dad passes away. usually kids go to mom dads funeral right? i decided even in that i wont go. even if they are my loves. i love them so much. but i decided i wont go to Turkey even if such thing happens. i thought on topics which might mandate me to go to Turkey and this i thought.  then i thought i wont go there even if this happens.

 i wont ever gpo to Turkey even for a second. even if Turkey ddnt did this to me. its just when something horrible happens to you, youwont go that place any second time. not that what happent to me were any done by Turkey. but like Turkey for instance as i find a new home, i wont also ever visit any Euro[pe any second time ever. i feel no different to Europe even if its unrelated to my chr. a. confrontation.  in the end, chr. a. started in Turkey and were run by Turkish speaking people as i saw in stalk slander incidents. but yet still, since the topic also continued in Europe, i decided after i find a new home, i would never ever even for single once ever go to Europe ever second time in my life ever. Even if Europe is totally unrelated to this. its just when chr. a. topic happens,  it spoils your life experience in place it happens irrlvnt to place. even if neither Turkey nor Europe have had any roles in my chr. a. topic, since in place wise it happent there and here, i decided i would never go to these places again in my life. 

Europe has been a safe harbor to me awhile. a cozy home. comfy home etc. a nice workplace etc. 

anyway i decided such decisions like these. 

and this time i am moving, i would first build the shield against chr. a. topic with finding a human rights lawyer in place i move before going there. to ask for immigration and protection from the hr. abuse i co nfronted of torture of chr. a. i would write a huge letter of entire all incidents of stalk s;lander happenst awhile 5 years or even more of my life. so following place i move to, i would first create the shield against the chr. a. named torture i confronted. and would in advance ask for residence chances. wish me luck in finding a new home. 

i wihs i knew i am confronting chr. a. whilst coming here so that i woiuld had done this also here. 

anyway. so goals are as: building some capital from bitcoin. then also finding a human rights lawyer in place i move to (i would try to move to Latin Americas) and would init the raising of this h.r. abuse issue that i confronted for more than 5 years.

 

neither Turkey nor Europe i would ever step my foot in i think:P even if Europe did nothing ot me, but its that, people whom did this to me (of chr. a)  also stalked slandered  me here so i decided i wont any visit any neither Turkey nor Europe again. they could be in love to each other EuroAsia continents countries. :P since they share the same geolocation. i dont wish to exist in this location anymore. of this EuroAsia continent i mean. even if Europe had done nothing to me.  only gave me a cozy home cozy workplace etc. its just because: the stalk slander also happent here. even if Europe hadnt did it, the chr. a. topic spoiled my Europe life experience also. also werent any done by Turkey either. 

i decided after i find my new home, i would never come to neither Turkey nor Europe. even if Europe is not any related to chr. a. topic i confronted. Turkey is also unrelated but chr. a. started there in istanbul. even if Turkey is not as country wise not any related to chr. a..

 

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some places erased from my mind tagged as places i would never step my foot in since the horrible chr. a. incidents happent there: first started in Turkey then also perpetuators followed and did that also here in Europe. so when i find a new home i decided i would never ever step my foot in this neither Turkey nor Europe named places. i dont think noone would miss me either:P i am just a silly citizen.  that migrates from one place to another etc. 

but pyshic demolition chr. a. is a topic to not forget. and since perpetuators also managed to continue psychic demolition topic in Europe also, Europe is also entered to the list of not to come to places for guh topic. Europe has no fault in this but since this also happent here i decided neither Turkey nor Europe i would never come to. and i would as this time before i move to another place, first would create the shield against p.d. or chr. a. stuff i confronted with telling about all stalk slander incidents happent for 5 years. i wish to try finding chances of finding Argentina residence. my agenda is as: first finding a human rights lawyer to create the shield against p.d. topic i confronted.  with in detail describing all 5 years stalk slander incidents in advance. 

i dont any think Turkey's  country did this to me any. but doesnt matter to me. 

 

Europe has none relatedness to this. anyway.  

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so decisions made: not coming to any place where this p.d. stuff happent to me in cafe. or else.  

this time would try out a new home: but this time would first create the shield against p.d. i confronted. the perpetuators of p.d. tried their best to break my life with p.d./chr. a.

 

this time i am aware of the p.d. and chr. a. process i confront. so this time i move to a place, i would take necessary steps in advance. like creating a shield against the p.d. chr. a topic that i confrontedwith raising this topic through a human rights lawyer.

 

before it all looked to me having a psycho stalker doing this situation. now i am awafre its p.d. /chr. a. 

 

perpetuators whom did this to try to hide their torture of p.d. did their most of to try to obscure the torture of p.d. . and even increased their stalk slander incidents here. they tried to obscure the p.d. process and they tried  so bad to make it look something differnt. 

this time i am aware of all. that i dont have a psycho type of stalker. but confronting some process of p.d. 

so this time, would take the necessary steps in advance.with finding a human rights lawyer in advance from some  place to describe the p.d. process i confronted for 5 years. 

 

i would in detail describe any of the horrific human rights abuses i confronted through out this p.d. i confronted in detail to the human rights lawyer i would find in Argentina. 

 

in Europe i thought i would find a safe place against this p.d. process here. but turned out i followed the wrong steps here with not first visiting human rights lawyer first. then the chr. pd also happent here and spoiled my life experience also here so that i turned out not wanting to live also here. 

 

this time i would take the necessary steps in advance.  when trying to move to Argentina, i would first in detail consult to a human rights lawyer on the situation of human rights abuse i cons fronted for years extendingf 5 years. 

some people tried to fuck my life with constant stalk/slandering me. and shouting things like bitch. or else. and it were no different and even worse than what happent in psychic demolition like topics in history that my innocence were also tried to be stolen with slandering me. and they had gps like skills whilst doing this like if they had hacked my phone.  i would report every of this human rihgts abuse i confronted to a human rights lawyer in advance.

i dont any think Turkey any did this to me. I think even started in Turkey i think it has no relatedness to the country it self. and i dont think Europe has any kind of relatedness in any level Europe is totally unrelated. 

 

 

 

but doesnt matter these doesnt matter to me. only thing matters to me is finding a safe home where this human rights abuse doesnt happen to me. but i understood there is no ready safe home concept you have to be proactive to make any home safe. i mean: when confronting confronted a human rights abuse, you should create first the shield against it with through human rights lawyers. there is no non worked ready safety, when hacving confronted human rights abuse, you have to work to create the shield against it. there is no free safety against human rights abuses. cause when humanrights abuse happens, perpetuators would make everything to obscure their acts and would try their best until they reach their goals since otherelse their acts of human rights abuse would be visible to world.  so when confronted human rights abuse, safety feeling safety concept only resumes with some hardwork in advance : of finding some human rights lawyer and creating shield agains the human rights abuse. being passive when having confronted human rights abuse is not any viable status. one should be hardworking when having confronted human rights abuse. cause perpetuators would do anything to obscure their human rights abuse and try to destroy the targets credbtly for to obscure their human rights abuse.  so being passive when confronting a destructive process against is not any logical process. all awhile lots of people suggested me to nihiliate and not care, but i think being passive, nihiliating is not a viable status when confronting human rights abusetopics cause they wont stop the destruction with p.d. goal they inited for because to obscure their human rights abuse acts.  psychic demolition topic's dynamics happens as: perpetuators wont stop unless they succeed cause else their human rights abuse would be visible. so they do endless and bvery horrible acts of stalk slandering through out it as i observed. to end the targeted person with p.d.. indirectly. throguh stalk/slandering. psychoic demolition concept is a very nasty stuff as i see when happens to me. its a repetitive process as i observed in stalk slande rincidents. and somehow looked as if perpetuators had managed to hack my phone. that stalk slander incident happent like if gps loc. of guh is known. it looked like as if my phone is hacked. anyway.

i wanted to restate Turkey hadnt did this to me. but it started there. but not any Turkey did this to me. its i think i were given clues that some individuals did this to me. even if source of such information is unverified yet.

nor Europe is not any level any related in any sense.

this time since being aware of the p.d. now, i this time know buildimng a safe home to self requires some hard work when having confronted human rights abuse. being passive is not a viable option cause the dynamics of p.d. happens as: they increase their acts to eradicate credibility of the p.d. confronted person to obscure their human rights abuse they initied to make p.d. to a person. 

 

so the hardwork ij mean is: finding a human rights lawyer and creating the shield.

 

i been always a lazy person.  i mean i thought safety feeling when confronted h.r. abuse is something freely provided. but i understood i have to work for it like finding h.r. lawyers and creating the shield against h.r. abuse. 

 

i wish i were aware whats happening to me so i would do this long before. 

 

but since hr. abuse like p..d. topics are not shared or known, i were unaware. i think p.d. like topics should be taught so that people could become aware and be proactive against when if happens.  it took a very long time for me to understand the p.d. i confront. before it looked to me as if i have a very psycho tytpe of stalker, then trauma of figuring out slandering then i thought i have a very very very very very psycho type of stalker & slanderer, then through this year throiugh reading and since they made this process in such level that the pseudo and process nature of it become more visible that made me aware of the process that its an orchestrated process that is repetitive and has goal of destroying the targeted person with stalk slandering.  and they wont stop it other elsde their p.d. and human rights abuse would be visible.  they scare from their human rights abuse be visible so they dont stop until they reach their goal. this is called chr. a or p.d.   and also i read alot about these in free times. 

so it took long time in my case to understand tha p.d. i confronted. p.d. is a very nefarious topic. it takes a lot years to understand whats happening. i wish this kind of knowledge areas were taught to people so we could be aware when happens. understadning what is happening even also takes lots of time. 

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i were given clues like this process happent to me since i were spread lies of as if i were a spy in very nationalist environments. and that later confronted chr. a. but i might misunderstood the clue.  and source is unverified.

i know Turkey didnt did this to me. but some individuals i think? that i try to understand whom are they?

 

i were given some clue but  source is unverified and i might had misunderstood it even either. i dont know., and its nonprecise info cause source is unverified.

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but now being aware, i would this time try to move to Argentina since this topic spoiled my life experience here because i ddnt did the correct steps cause i were unaware of p.d. topic i before thought its just a psycho type of stalker situation. 

now in future life, i would do the correct steps of first raising the topic to human rights lawyers with every specific detail of every stalk slander incident that i confronted. i think i dont forget any single stalk slander incident. so first would raise the topic with a huge letter.  of entire stalk slander incidents set. to the lawyer i would try to find in Argentina. 

i  confronted some p.d. process thats really horrible. if you wonder i could in detail tell from nonblog environments. i dont log tell every detail of it here since some are so horrible that i dont even blog log about. some parts of the stalk slandering process i observed happens to me dont even blog about. but if you wonder about, iu could tell you details of it on nonpublic spheres like via talking.

 

anyway my life agenda be as:

first creating 600k from bitcoin. 

then finding a human rights lawyer in Argentina. to describe all stalk slander incidents in very detail. to create the shield against p.d./chr. a. and to init investigation against.

then resuming my life like it used to be 5 years ago. when chr. a/p.d. topics didnt happen to me. 

 trekking in Patagonia, being a street portrait drawer in Buenos Aires etc. 

i would buy myself a country place small home there(that is easy to maintain, it would be hard to maintain a large home). not far from city. this is the life style i dream of there. and lots of trekking/ learning/socializing/trying to learn violin/  being a street portrait drawer/  qm and grad maths/swinging in swing i would setup or some hammock:P forgetting all terrible 5 years of p.d. confrontation also this be another goal. which is quite easy after shield to p.d. is setup.

 

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