something that happent that made card tests very  uninteresting:S

I last day were doing card tests and i think i managed to succeed in card tests slightly i mean when to stop shuffling with imagery in mind to coincide with the finding 2 in last 5 cards moment. I set test to be like that. like being in last 5 so that prob of it happening is like 5/38.

I think I managed to suceed better last day i were thinking. 

but i started to make the pastry be two colored. in one of the tests i chosen white colored pastry and shiny glitterish blue color shapes over it. like lines like stars crescents etc etc white flour over glittering darkish blue color.

Then that it turned out 2.d card int hat one.

Then later i opent news to see some person passed away at 92 age. she were a drag queen and her cloth were having white colored and such blue colored hair and that same glitterish blue colored dress:S

so this makes my test end. i cant do test anymore this finding 2 in 38 cards :S

 its very unnice :S i know it must be a random coincidence but still its very unnice i become nausetic when thinking of card tests correlation to reading some death news, its naeusetic and very unnice. i stop this test. 

I discovered finding 2 succeeded more if i do have make the dough be having a base color and some addinitional colors.  and were tested 5 or 6 tests of thinking such roll of dough getting rolling on a table test to arrange such test condition where end of roll would unfold and would have 2 clubs card.

I tried to colorize test with adding secondary colors to dough last day:S and it made success rate of finding 2 higher. wth respect to previous days tests.

but unfortunately reading such news with such image with same glitter blue color dress, with white colored hair and blue colored hair of passing away drag queen person's image on news list:S

It must have been just only randomness. 

 but knowing the correlating power of universe, :S i am so much feeling very scared or nausetic of doing ever this finding 2 clubs card in 38 cards test anymore. I just find this very unnice/very horrific and nausetic at the same time to observe such coincidfnece. it must be only randomness but what if its not.

it were like i were like initially last day failing and switched to these 2 colored tests and in 2.d one i think i thought this color merge. and it second wise succeding the finding 2 clubs in 38 cards alike situation made me understood i need to continously color the dough that is unfolding in desk like if a baker but colorful doughs to find clusb2 card among 38 cards. and to not have consecutive cards coming i removed all A and 3 cards from card deck and some 3 other cards so there are like 38 cads totally. 

but i decide to instantly stop tihs test. or if i continue i would not read news. i mean i literally start to think i should not read news to not observe correlative moment of universe. i mean i really start to think i should stop reading news. cause anything that makes news happen can happen to correlate. 

i think its better to test this correlative power without reading news so that no correlations with active world happens.  i mean i think i could read news of 50 years ago or so maybe at most but i think i should stop reading news:S

this correlative mystic nature of universe to have discovered is very sometimes very unnice :S

i think this test coinciding with that sad news makes me understood that this topic is a serious topic to be taken careful care to not read news to not observe  correlations with active universe. but at the same time i think i became nausatic i mean very unnice to see some death news of a beloved drag queen and test coinciding :S it must be coincidence but still made me stop this test.

to see a  test coinciding with death news is something very nausetic topic:S i now i think cant continue this test anymore with eveyrtime remembering this coincidence :S

ok its clear world has correlative universes thing for real to me/to my understanding.