yep guh has chosen to do sculpting activity now :) (since learning violin would require help of someone changing wires I am too lazy to try changing wires of violin now plus not wanting to start learning violin now. i think i could either paint or sculpt yep instead. ) (or painting requires finding painting utinsils. yepp I think its then sculpting time)
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To try to heal from very severe most severe traumatic event Yep activity set today whilst trying to work: - Listening some song compilations I liked music of - Would add more art activity awhile at some rest time - Would add some cardio exercise (Yepp still feeling very severe trauma but I read in internet such suggestions how to tackle severe trauma after having read if most severe traumatic event )
I think this is some cultures really deliberately like death/fights eg religious country whom articulated Hamas terrorists todo attack it's religious wise enmity to Israel. In doing so they doers of this didn't cared a shit about Palestinian people living there. It's their culture to not care life but glorify death/religious fights. Then also israelis in their very righteous self defense but also didn't cared Palestinians civilians as read news coverage. (Which they should surely cared/care of course since they do have same human rights as any other country civilians) I think this mayhem it's all caused by original mad type Muslims whom didn't cared Palestinians life there any in articulating proxy Hamas to attack Israelis. The Muslims that articulated Hamas like proxies themselves didn't cared a shit to Palestinians living there imho. For their culture of liking fights with other religions and liking death. (Death culture) It's such horror imho and it...
It's so sad a person self sacrifices for that middle east region of where all of world tribal religions originated and whilst they could had not caused this at all if a religious country hadn't done articulated that proxy terrorists of Hamas to do proxy wise attack to Israel people and if the Israeli side had cared more civilian life in response. I think Internet propaganda is very dangerous to people susceptible to A person thousand miles being impacted from a fight thousand miles away and self sacrificing is too sad/horrific.:S I hate all religions. Now I think Christians are also bat shit crazy alike Muslims whom likes deliberately death culture/drama instead of normality. I mean culture of constant searching for fights and liking death type culture :S (not all Muslims of world but some ) And I think it's very sad that civilians were not protected well enough in response to mad Muslims type Muslims (whom glorify death culture and constantly search ...
now I see Christians are not less maniac than Muslims I think it's the time now put Muslims and Christians same category of very crazy religions some of them even do terror evils/horrendous barbarianism. Some of them craziness of self sacrifice. I think both Christianity and Islam are bat shit crazy religions of evil type/bat shit crazy religions imho. I before thought Christianity is less bat shit crazy now I changed my mind. Same bat shit craziness imho. Guh the anti religionist(before it were guh the atheist now not only atheist also anti religionist). I hate religions They are all tribal crazy maniac and harm humanity
( hey i think that were the most traumatic/terrifying/horrific/very sad/terrorzng type news i saw ever for a lot while:S ) (I initially couldn't believe such a news is true but considered it as stunt until understanding isn't stunt) (I think one very most terrifying horrific very sad, traumatic and terrzng news :S)
ok then. lets switch to first painting or drawing. since art really helps reducing trauma feeling alot. - then also search for some tailoring utinsil to the women dress i thought. like some cotton cloth and so. or maybe lets do build a jacket to me instead. yep. or first start with some cotton jackets alike yep. yep seems as nice idea. and I discover tailoring also helped reduce trauma. and also playing with metal wires that i bought (i bought to create sculpture wires to later build sculptures support). that were also trauma relieving. I tried to make some sculptures via those wires. but not talented yet. then i throw since really did failed. i think playing with wires were very trauma relieving. but i failed to create any sculpture with that.
trauma condition still not resolved and severe still but lesser than hours ago or day before. yep then lets from sculpting study switch to now drawing study. since really helps relief to trauma. felt severe trauma last day of such terrifying horrific sad terrorzing news. but today art study helped to reduce trauma.
