weird life

 to run of we humanity from sol system requires invention of warp.  if have left any sanity lets focus to projects to invent warp.  lets even feeling nausea against the insanity of terror in this sol system, lets even terror in sol system makes one close to losing mental health,  still lets not try to lose mental health and try to if possible study to projects in a very mentally sick sol systme ridden with terror :S yep i feel nausea :S (due to eq terror in planet)  of living in this sol system of this sol system with very despicable terrors:S (e.g. -> e.q. terror:S)  feeling actually nausea right now. (due to eq terror in planet)  but we need to be alike super human alike inner wise powerful to stay powerful in worst moment in humanitys time. of eq terrors alike despicable terrors in planet.  to stay dedicated to study to projects although its very hard to do.  since its really hard to live in a mentally sick sol system :S (due to eq terr...

  yep lets finish game dev project! I think 4 tasks remains in overall.  hmm one task is configuration of mars rover vehicle and then second task is some skill tree and then third task is health bar alike systems and 4th task is sound systems configuration (since needs edit/better music)  hey i thought 1.4 gb is mmuch until I saw that -> most of steam games takes 160gb alike.  ok coming from mobile game development side to desktop side I said "what?"  ok then 1.4 gb is like nothing at all.  I initially thought 1.4gb for my planet3954: planetary rover fight desktop game is too much. but then after seeing this I relieved.   some time it were 1.4gb maybe its not some more.  yep i think i would try to finish 4 tasks today.     I am so confused in whats happening in world.  :S i am so confused on how to interpret.  I have no idea nor interpretation capacity of whats meant:S. so I focus to game project also instead of ge...

 yep against sadistic maniac terror of the psychopathic sadist foreign diaspora foreign race (which constantly hires terrorsts/criminals to attack to guh with monologue fraud method) lets asap build game project and do something some success instead of getting depressed in hard conditions of life. depression alike sitting not focusing to project solves nothing.  ok something made cheer up in a sad condition of life -> communication of meteor dragon. protector of world.  haha the meteor dragon said meant it consumes bad borgs also in its refernece. funny meteor dragon friend :)   so i had a meteor dragon friend which said it consumes borgs (attacker isid/kurd terororst/criminals). since i told borg queen. and in the place there were something that resembled borg queen's spine. yep meteor dragon targeting terrorists /criminals given bounty by sadistic foreign diaspora to attack to guh :D hah borgs we have a meteor dragon protecting now. see what :D meteor drago...

 in this insane life condition of ->  (a psycopathic and sadistic foreign diaspora repetitively gives bounties to criminals/terrorst grp to do sadistic terror attacks with scripted monologue fraud method last 8 years:S (which of course any terror attack always fails. but is very disturbing very disgusting :S ) )  --->  in such a hard life version where a psychopathic sadist foreign race/foreign diaspora repetitively attempts scripted sadistic terror attacks to guh (verbally, with scripted monologue fraud method with giving bounties and scripts to criminals and terrorists to terror attack to guh with scripted monologue fraud method) :S ->   what is cool even in such a life condition where a terrorst foreign diaspora attempts sadist type terror attacks repetitively -->  its cool guh is actually like this --->  lets not mention even.  meteor dragon ->  features ->  - protects world  from eq terror.  (sinc...

:D  -->    having a friend of meteor dragon whom spawns meteors in sky :)  meteor dragon's features ->  - protects world from eq terror.  (since dragon is the most powerful thing in universe. its more powerful than any terror and can stop any terror including the despicable eq terror in world. dragon is the most powerful thing in universe) - makes guh's day with communicating with her :D  -------------------------- yep you meteor dragon, you really made guh cheering :) with doing reference to my game project :) yep it were a very funny reference :) :D hah see you hater not known which foreign diaspora, we have a meteor dragon ally protecting us (and all world)  so from maniacal hatred of hater foreign diaspora/foreign race  to criticial terror issues in this sol system, there is meteor dragon to help!      (dragon is the most powerful thing in universe. so thereby by its power it also protects world from eq terror. since ...

hmm i wish i had some paints. i wanted to do painting (although very incapable) I am capable in drawing slightly but not any any slightest in painting.   aha lets do vr painting. yep there is a page in vr you can do painting. yep.  hmm then  continue project with focus completely lost due to unusual events happent.  very unusual events happent last days very unusual. 

its so insane. in all insane life condition of guh last 8 years (a foreign diaspora repetitively gives bounties to terrorst grp to do type 1 type 2 terror attacks :S)  --->  i were saying last day, hah how about using throwing meteor to the kurd terrorst grp man or isid terrst woman when they attacked borg alike terror attacks 2 days ago. and I thought what if my skills increase in time and rechecked my meteor skills. and it had not worked.   (I tried meteor magic) to throw meteor to the terrorst 1 meter vicinity.  yep. but it did not worked.  and I tried to contact to future guher version for help. and she helped.  but she never timely helps. e.g. she does not exactly helped on moment of terror attack of kurd terror grp that day. its so strange.  but future guh referenced universe os. -> evrenos maybe possibly saying which technoology by then from her timeframe she interacted me with. wov. wov.  its just insane.  wov I were very d...