but this one also stolen my attention:
ok definitely attending since i like creating things (as told i started that when i am 4 or 3 years old, would create things using utinsils i have like paint polish in summer house, little plants, little lids and creating miniature plants polished in paintnail in mini lids:P)
https://www.meetup.com/artmasters-berlin/events/266488026/
(aha i think i wernt 3 or 4 years old but maybe 5 or 4 i dont know, but its the first thing i remember as any such output i created:P) i remember putting it on to tv with very hard effort (my first very sculpture that i created upon myself due to boredom. but i remember noone showing any attention but me myself liking it alot finding it very cute:) it were very tiny plant and i all painted with paintnails and created it in to a very tiny lid with also painted with paint nails. :) all humans had heart shaped heads the drawings early drawings memoeries i remember them:) but first ever sculpture trial is that tiny miniature thing:) i remember my early life memories like this. )
i exactly remember that 5 years old mind when that when painting all the plant and the lid its planted it to purple colored nail polish, i remember observing transformation of a natural entity to abstract full purple nail polish colored unity object where lid and plant is all one with full color of paint of nail polish. i remember being pride of my work and putting it over top of tv but none households giving any attention. i dont exactly remember which summer it were. but i remember the feeling of first sculpture like creation like that. for drawing side, i dont remember any feeling like that from early memories of life.i remember that personally i preferred drawingt people's head as heart shape as if its the rule. must there exist cartoons like that? :) so i were bounded by abstract rules in drawing in 3 or 4 years of my life :) so not exactly a rebel like person i am i think:) if i were a rebel i would not as if ruled out draw the heads always like that in my drawings at 3/4. i remember that times, i remember playing with ink pen and drawing things from my age of 3. i remember my 1st year of life's memories partially also. just the nanny whom looked after me, i remember her living room. i remember the feeling of the idea of i have to draw heads like this:) early memories of life remembering is fun:) not that much i remember but remembered these.
i am a c section person (born wth c section) my mom's bones werent ok for birth so she had to give c section births. i lost weight inside womb:P so not super cute when iw ere initially boron:) an 57 or 59 cm baby. and we had a mutation also:D i had tissue over my place where we get away our bodily extract of solid one not the liquid one :P (so i couldngt do create any bodilty extract for long time so doctor were suspicious:D )
i werent not super btfl new born:D a very big baby :D and not fat but lost weight in mom's womb somehow:P i rejected my 1 month pictures as mom showed me thinking i am not that ugly new born:D i claimed is instead my brother it must be my brother not me than mom showed pictures with that wiht me and my brother:DDDD
guhu's early life memories. i remember my 3 age times when i drew with ink pen. i remember the page and me always drawing heart shaped humeans heads as people's form as if it must be drawn like that:D it weree a funny constraint, i must not be any rebel person by that time:P i exactly remember that drawing experience from being 2 or 3 years old time. must be 3 years i think. i remember the idea in my brain that i should draw heads like this:D its fun to remember very early memories in life:) since they look funny after wards like why the heck i always drew people like that those times:D
my dad draws good but he never draws. my parents arent any into arts.
i remember the first sculpture i did taking no attention from anyone from home. i didnt said anything i just put there very hardly (my heiugt werent any enough so werent easy to put over tv) and but noone ever seen it :D i remember my sculpture staying there with taking noone's attention:)
but i remember liking alot what i created feeling :) i really liked alot. since it were a form i never seen in my surrounding in summer house or else where :) (since noone took me to art exhibitions as far as i remember in the small city :D ) i remember liking it alot since its thing i cfreated is a form that doesnt exist in my world iu confront. it were from lid to plant all covered in purple sparking nail polish and it were were miniature even for my small age small body even it were miniature sculpture to me my smaller form. so it must be very tiny sculpture. maybe 3 cms long or alike. since it were put inside a lid of a tooth paste or alike thing's lid. this i never forget:) the first sclptre i did ever in life:) not suepr much a sculpture maybe. i dont know if it counts as a sculpture or not:) i remember i also tried to create things using metals i found and stones i found, trying to shape them with metal things or add those wires of metal on to top of them. but this i remember from further years maybe 8 years or alike. i remember i had many time in that summer house and i liked these type of things. i remember my fight to merge stone and wires i found outside:D i remember my unreasonabloe fight to shape stones by that time:) thehn later years cousins also came and so my self tryiong to create things trials ended and turned to justg playing with cousin child games. but cousin is a super good drawer my late life interest to drawing rooted from her drawings actually. so her presence both cancelled my initial art trials world but also nourished later on. i liked to draw clothes. i liked to create clothes trials to barbies like every kid. but i liked to try to design them my i loved doing that most. and drawing clothes also. but i think io must had been into drawingv clothes from cousin. cause she told she liked to draw clothes so i must had seen from her first. so she both made my art world trials stop with taking my all free time but also noiurished later. i remember she making me force staying in their homes whilst i dont like to and couldnt say no:D she hated being alone. but i liked always sleeping in my own home so i hated staying in their home but i also couldnt say no:D I had problems with saying no to people:P i rememeber in primary school, my best friedn every noon taking cheese out ofg my sandwich and i be eating the core bread part and couldnt say no either:D
i remember my brother telling me a topic ion science and me understanding very fastly adn he got ashocked.
i remember my mom telling me things and i always ask why:D asking why in endless counts:D (some period in infants life as i read. but i were also lioke that in primary school:D
i remember fionishing SAT exams 45 or 50 minutes earlier always:D
since i readbooks alot and had fast reading skills and SAT wernt any hard exam:D
i remember finishing SAT exam 45 minutes earlier as usual in the official SAT exam and making an err in remaining minutes so that i went to Ankara whilst i were wanting so bad to go to Istanbul and even go to USA getitng in first 200. i had time in high school like, i hadnt needed to study things alot, if i listen a course once i understood it very fastly that even shocked my brother. buty those high school topics werent any hard either. so i were super bored in high school since teacher told things very slowly over and over again and i hated going to high school. i hated high school super much.
i had fast reading fast thinking skills by then (since i liked to read lots of books) so were keen on finishibng SAT 45 50 minutes earlier always:D i liked that it were like i wouldf finihs from everyone else earlier whilst people were struggling on to finish i would go went over second timer on questions that troubled my mind:D but this thing this fast thing went away as in furhter years i dont know why. maybe because i ddnt read that much in further years maybe because of that or myabe i dont know why. maybe because SAT were a super easy topic. must be like that.
---
i got in to being lazy due to that, since i ddnt needed ot study. but being lazy in university times hadnt worked out any:D but i hated attended curricula but learn other things in curricula time, i hated attending lessons since it were boring in first 2 weeks teacher would slowly talk topics which i would get super bored so i would instead go to library to read things to try to create my own curricula to learn things that i select myself (not the curricula university chooses:D i selected to study computer science topicvs i chosen with going to library and trying to select cs books and read them understand them myself i hated attending university's courses i dont know why) which faiuled by the way since i were super ignorant in that either. i rebelled against getting good grades. i just studied to homeworks which took my attention alot:D i rebe;;ed against being successful. only finished univ ersity when my dad said i wont support your laiznessn in next term either you finish this term or i stop supporitng you. that term i finished university:D but again with not super much studying:P i were a rebel agaqinst being succesful :P i find it meaningless to be any succesful or take good grades by then. i dont know why exactly. i tried to create my own curricula in library. i hated attending courses. since first 3 weeks were super easy always and i hated that or i hated the system those years i think so i rejected the attendance of pink floyd's machine to get to the loop to get great grades and be succesful or else. that meant not that much by then. i tried to devise my own curricula in loibrary but failed that also since i had no knowledge in that.:P (by the way i had no idea of pink floyd's wall named song by then. :P i gave it example but those ideas of my were my own not that i read from anywhere. i just queried meaning of being succesful those years. i rebelled against but i had to stop that as dad told me you wont be supported in the final term i were doing laziness again and he said he wont support me a next term so i finished university that term:D).
i hated attending courses, i hated tryign to be any successful in university years. i hated trying to be succesful either. i think since i were not used to real studying, that now that i have to really study were cumbersome or a hard topic to me maybe. i dont know. i think my problem were the high schookl i went werent the high school type i should gone and i ruined my life with kmaking me lazy later on. iof i had went to an art or science related one, i wouldnt turned out as a lazy person later on maybe. i loved art high schools have cloth design side which were one thing i might turned up doing if i went to a correct high school :) or if i went to science side that would be also much better. buty a college thats not specialized ot anytopic thats interesting ruined my high school years i think. so if you have a child that likes to draw or interested to science, please and please send to a correct college so that she/he wont get bored of school topic. maybe getting bored of school is the common constraint in every person's life in high school ? must be like that.
---
i still have problems in to studying topics. but i try to get over that, in hobby projects i study to topics i force myself to that yupp. (one thing wrong high shcool created to my life is the wrong trait attitude of being lazy:S ) (people dont ever send your childs to wrong high school if they are slight above mediocre, i think i were slight above medioctre, because if i were genius i would do had done good even in bad conditions of being in a bad high school which killed my interest to any posisble interest area i could had felt. i thinnk i were slightly above mediocre, not any genius, because if i were any genius i would had succeeded even in any supportive conditions of any chance of going to any specialized high school like science or art related ones. i were i think just slightly above mediocre not any genius any time).
i would succeed in being unlazy in that i believe. and wouyld create my wavelength mixing camera to do create 3 models of surroundings:) yeppp wont let laziness ruin that goal :) this time wont do laziness to do studying topics:)
----
ok definitely attending since i like creating things (as told i started that when i am 4 or 3 years old, would create things using utinsils i have like paint polish in summer house, little plants, little lids and creating miniature plants polished in paintnail in mini lids:P)
https://www.meetup.com/artmasters-berlin/events/266488026/
(aha i think i wernt 3 or 4 years old but maybe 5 or 4 i dont know, but its the first thing i remember as any such output i created:P) i remember putting it on to tv with very hard effort (my first very sculpture that i created upon myself due to boredom. but i remember noone showing any attention but me myself liking it alot finding it very cute:) it were very tiny plant and i all painted with paintnails and created it in to a very tiny lid with also painted with paint nails. :) all humans had heart shaped heads the drawings early drawings memoeries i remember them:) but first ever sculpture trial is that tiny miniature thing:) i remember my early life memories like this. )
i exactly remember that 5 years old mind when that when painting all the plant and the lid its planted it to purple colored nail polish, i remember observing transformation of a natural entity to abstract full purple nail polish colored unity object where lid and plant is all one with full color of paint of nail polish. i remember being pride of my work and putting it over top of tv but none households giving any attention. i dont exactly remember which summer it were. but i remember the feeling of first sculpture like creation like that. for drawing side, i dont remember any feeling like that from early memories of life.i remember that personally i preferred drawingt people's head as heart shape as if its the rule. must there exist cartoons like that? :) so i were bounded by abstract rules in drawing in 3 or 4 years of my life :) so not exactly a rebel like person i am i think:) if i were a rebel i would not as if ruled out draw the heads always like that in my drawings at 3/4. i remember that times, i remember playing with ink pen and drawing things from my age of 3. i remember my 1st year of life's memories partially also. just the nanny whom looked after me, i remember her living room. i remember the feeling of the idea of i have to draw heads like this:) early memories of life remembering is fun:) not that much i remember but remembered these.
i am a c section person (born wth c section) my mom's bones werent ok for birth so she had to give c section births. i lost weight inside womb:P so not super cute when iw ere initially boron:) an 57 or 59 cm baby. and we had a mutation also:D i had tissue over my place where we get away our bodily extract of solid one not the liquid one :P (so i couldngt do create any bodilty extract for long time so doctor were suspicious:D )
i werent not super btfl new born:D a very big baby :D and not fat but lost weight in mom's womb somehow:P i rejected my 1 month pictures as mom showed me thinking i am not that ugly new born:D i claimed is instead my brother it must be my brother not me than mom showed pictures with that wiht me and my brother:DDDD
guhu's early life memories. i remember my 3 age times when i drew with ink pen. i remember the page and me always drawing heart shaped humeans heads as people's form as if it must be drawn like that:D it weree a funny constraint, i must not be any rebel person by that time:P i exactly remember that drawing experience from being 2 or 3 years old time. must be 3 years i think. i remember the idea in my brain that i should draw heads like this:D its fun to remember very early memories in life:) since they look funny after wards like why the heck i always drew people like that those times:D
my dad draws good but he never draws. my parents arent any into arts.
i remember the first sculpture i did taking no attention from anyone from home. i didnt said anything i just put there very hardly (my heiugt werent any enough so werent easy to put over tv) and but noone ever seen it :D i remember my sculpture staying there with taking noone's attention:)
but i remember liking alot what i created feeling :) i really liked alot. since it were a form i never seen in my surrounding in summer house or else where :) (since noone took me to art exhibitions as far as i remember in the small city :D ) i remember liking it alot since its thing i cfreated is a form that doesnt exist in my world iu confront. it were from lid to plant all covered in purple sparking nail polish and it were were miniature even for my small age small body even it were miniature sculpture to me my smaller form. so it must be very tiny sculpture. maybe 3 cms long or alike. since it were put inside a lid of a tooth paste or alike thing's lid. this i never forget:) the first sclptre i did ever in life:) not suepr much a sculpture maybe. i dont know if it counts as a sculpture or not:) i remember i also tried to create things using metals i found and stones i found, trying to shape them with metal things or add those wires of metal on to top of them. but this i remember from further years maybe 8 years or alike. i remember i had many time in that summer house and i liked these type of things. i remember my fight to merge stone and wires i found outside:D i remember my unreasonabloe fight to shape stones by that time:) thehn later years cousins also came and so my self tryiong to create things trials ended and turned to justg playing with cousin child games. but cousin is a super good drawer my late life interest to drawing rooted from her drawings actually. so her presence both cancelled my initial art trials world but also nourished later on. i liked to draw clothes. i liked to create clothes trials to barbies like every kid. but i liked to try to design them my i loved doing that most. and drawing clothes also. but i think io must had been into drawingv clothes from cousin. cause she told she liked to draw clothes so i must had seen from her first. so she both made my art world trials stop with taking my all free time but also noiurished later. i remember she making me force staying in their homes whilst i dont like to and couldnt say no:D she hated being alone. but i liked always sleeping in my own home so i hated staying in their home but i also couldnt say no:D I had problems with saying no to people:P i rememeber in primary school, my best friedn every noon taking cheese out ofg my sandwich and i be eating the core bread part and couldnt say no either:D
i remember my brother telling me a topic ion science and me understanding very fastly adn he got ashocked.
i remember my mom telling me things and i always ask why:D asking why in endless counts:D (some period in infants life as i read. but i were also lioke that in primary school:D
i remember fionishing SAT exams 45 or 50 minutes earlier always:D
since i readbooks alot and had fast reading skills and SAT wernt any hard exam:D
i remember finishing SAT exam 45 minutes earlier as usual in the official SAT exam and making an err in remaining minutes so that i went to Ankara whilst i were wanting so bad to go to Istanbul and even go to USA getitng in first 200. i had time in high school like, i hadnt needed to study things alot, if i listen a course once i understood it very fastly that even shocked my brother. buty those high school topics werent any hard either. so i were super bored in high school since teacher told things very slowly over and over again and i hated going to high school. i hated high school super much.
i had fast reading fast thinking skills by then (since i liked to read lots of books) so were keen on finishibng SAT 45 50 minutes earlier always:D i liked that it were like i wouldf finihs from everyone else earlier whilst people were struggling on to finish i would go went over second timer on questions that troubled my mind:D but this thing this fast thing went away as in furhter years i dont know why. maybe because i ddnt read that much in further years maybe because of that or myabe i dont know why. maybe because SAT were a super easy topic. must be like that.
---
i got in to being lazy due to that, since i ddnt needed ot study. but being lazy in university times hadnt worked out any:D but i hated attended curricula but learn other things in curricula time, i hated attending lessons since it were boring in first 2 weeks teacher would slowly talk topics which i would get super bored so i would instead go to library to read things to try to create my own curricula to learn things that i select myself (not the curricula university chooses:D i selected to study computer science topicvs i chosen with going to library and trying to select cs books and read them understand them myself i hated attending university's courses i dont know why) which faiuled by the way since i were super ignorant in that either. i rebelled against getting good grades. i just studied to homeworks which took my attention alot:D i rebe;;ed against being successful. only finished univ ersity when my dad said i wont support your laiznessn in next term either you finish this term or i stop supporitng you. that term i finished university:D but again with not super much studying:P i were a rebel agaqinst being succesful :P i find it meaningless to be any succesful or take good grades by then. i dont know why exactly. i tried to create my own curricula in library. i hated attending courses. since first 3 weeks were super easy always and i hated that or i hated the system those years i think so i rejected the attendance of pink floyd's machine to get to the loop to get great grades and be succesful or else. that meant not that much by then. i tried to devise my own curricula in loibrary but failed that also since i had no knowledge in that.:P (by the way i had no idea of pink floyd's wall named song by then. :P i gave it example but those ideas of my were my own not that i read from anywhere. i just queried meaning of being succesful those years. i rebelled against but i had to stop that as dad told me you wont be supported in the final term i were doing laziness again and he said he wont support me a next term so i finished university that term:D).
i hated attending courses, i hated tryign to be any successful in university years. i hated trying to be succesful either. i think since i were not used to real studying, that now that i have to really study were cumbersome or a hard topic to me maybe. i dont know. i think my problem were the high schookl i went werent the high school type i should gone and i ruined my life with kmaking me lazy later on. iof i had went to an art or science related one, i wouldnt turned out as a lazy person later on maybe. i loved art high schools have cloth design side which were one thing i might turned up doing if i went to a correct high school :) or if i went to science side that would be also much better. buty a college thats not specialized ot anytopic thats interesting ruined my high school years i think. so if you have a child that likes to draw or interested to science, please and please send to a correct college so that she/he wont get bored of school topic. maybe getting bored of school is the common constraint in every person's life in high school ? must be like that.
---
i still have problems in to studying topics. but i try to get over that, in hobby projects i study to topics i force myself to that yupp. (one thing wrong high shcool created to my life is the wrong trait attitude of being lazy:S ) (people dont ever send your childs to wrong high school if they are slight above mediocre, i think i were slight above medioctre, because if i were genius i would do had done good even in bad conditions of being in a bad high school which killed my interest to any posisble interest area i could had felt. i thinnk i were slightly above mediocre, not any genius, because if i were any genius i would had succeeded even in any supportive conditions of any chance of going to any specialized high school like science or art related ones. i were i think just slightly above mediocre not any genius any time).
i would succeed in being unlazy in that i believe. and wouyld create my wavelength mixing camera to do create 3 models of surroundings:) yeppp wont let laziness ruin that goal :) this time wont do laziness to do studying topics:)
----
Yorumlar
Yorum Gönder