yet another amazing day started :)
(this how it feels when ptsd is cured:) )
i dont any scare from corona as i lived a very scary life last 4 years (and 2 years with ptsd) due to havinf a psycho sociopath stalker that tries to depict me as a bitch with street stalk incidents constantly. as its ptsd is cured. anyway. so nothing can scare me in life except cancer illness :) i dont scare any from corona:)
an amazing life front of me now that my brain is not less working due to holding ptsd. now that i get back my curioisity and there is no pauses in time with alot suffering/scare due to ptsd/trauma of stalk of sociopath lady (pain of dishonestly being tried to be depicted as a bitch with street shoutings/street stalk constantly). now that its trauma/ptsd is cured, now that i dont any care the stalk of the socio lady, now feels as i am like 4 years ago:) 4 years ago i would even sleep everyday at3am to learn things to study things:) now that my life is clean from fear of stalk/trauma incidents of being depicted as a bitch by the sociopath stalker lady (street stalk incidents constantly for 4 years and likes to create man /woman names to me this sociopath whilst also doing such act, this happent occured for 4 years, my lasrt 2 years passed with ptsd due to that, but its now cured:) )
whom scares of corona:)
(i had(might still have) a super scary stalker (a sopciopath lady that stalks me with sociopathy, it hink sociopaths are super scary since they are fixated to compulsively disturb others with sociopathy, my stalker likes liked to disturb my life with depicting me as a bitch with shoutings in street stalk constantly for 4 years. never endingly. were dedicated to depict me as a bitch, for instance, would come to street of home and shout a sentence that depicts me as a bitch, would stalk constantly me in cafes like that, a never ending such stalk for 4 years. ) that were much scarier than corona virus named thing. ) so, restating, who scares from corona:) i dont any :) i dont fear from nothing in life now:) (except cancer. i think cancer topic is still very scary)
i understood that some people are like that, that the medicine calls them sociopaths in literature of medicine. and that they would fixate to hurt people's life with like that (as i observe my scoiopath is dedicated to show me depict me as a bitch nevernendingly in street stalk incidents with stalk in street outside). and i understood that its normal to have a sociopath stalker(since population's some ratio is sociopath), i changed its compartment from scary things in life to not to be cared/not to be stressed to/not to be scared from things compartment. i dont any care stalk now. so its resultant ptsd and trauma is also cured :) it feels i cant define how amazing it feels that trauma/ptsd is cured feeling:) it feels very amazing:) to get over trauma/ptsd of confrontation of psychopathy/sociopathy.
i understood its something the stalked one shouldnt try to understand/analyze. i tried to undersrtand the irrational behavior of the stalker and the repeatedness of it. and how it looks super scary. but i understood that, its something like, tourette syndrome. as tourette's swearing type of people cant control their swearing impulse, i understand that sociopath does such act repeatedly in same way that has an impulse in brain to do such sociopathy endlessly. as i ubnderstood the thing i confront is similar to tourette and not something scary, i got over trauma/ptsd. so the nature of thing i confront, the repeated compulsary nature pf it (that the stalker endlessly comes to street to stalk at sometimes to shout things as if i am a bitch, and 4 years stalked in cafes with even giving me man names:S i lived in agoraphobia for 1 year as i understood that the stalker is doing such nasty act of giving me man woman names and stalking me in cafes. i while entering agoraphobia i also entered ptsd. ptsd lasted for 2 years. anyway all is cured now:) i dont wont care the stalk of the sociopath lady anymore. i understood that, sociopathy is something like tourette. but an non innocent form of tourette. but it's compulasry nature, its repeatedness nature, its destructive side, kind of resembles. as soon as i put the acts of sociopath stalker to tourette like acts compartment, not to be scared of things not to stress to things compartment, all my trauma, ptsd got cured. though i coudlbnt myself change the compartment i were lost frozen in trauma. my mom's theraphy helped me to see it clearly anbd to understand its not any scary thing but its like tourette (but not innocent as tourette, a bad intentent holding version of it). i in 4 years told all stalk incidents to mom. she always were my therapist in this hard period. but i am finally last weeks over trauma as my mom stayed with me and talked and talked and her theraphy healed me. yupp now that if stalker sztalks me again, i would not be disturbed/scared any:) cause its like tourette. and the repeated nature of it shouldnt any feel scary to me. doesnt any feel scary to me by the way. but i understood that, initially c onfrontation of compulsive/repeated destructive socuiopathy acts seemed super scaryt, now that i understood its like tourette and its ok that the stalker repeatedly does it, cause some people have compulsive traits and sociopaths if they are compulsive would do spociopathy compuylsively repeatedly, so its like tourette, that its expected to be repeatedly occure, so the repeated nature of this doesnt any feel scary to me now, its expected to be like that, cause the sociopath stalker has compulsive behaviors of sociopathy. i mean before this repeatedky confronting this this repeated nature of this felt super scary to me also. it felt super hard also due to that. but as i understood that its like tourette, it stopped being scary to me. i understood like the tourette syndrome's curse swearing side compulsively swears, my sociopath stalker would constantly do street stalk me (until she targets another victim for that) with shouting things as if i am a bitch or trying to turn me to a bitch with shouting me "sleep!" shouting me curses like "oluk!/am!" etc. i mean i confront such dishonest/sociopathy thibng for 4 years. the most scariest part i think were the repeated nature of it. but i understood as i understood its expected to be repetitive, since its like tourette, (i resemble sociopathy to tourette's non innocent version, that the socio feels impulse to do repetitively sociopathy, like a toureatte person cant control impulse of swearing, but sociopathy is quite differnt in the sense its not any innocent as tourette, but is similarly compulsive and contrastingluy with full bad intent. but its no more scary to me, the acts my sociopath stalker(its a socio lady) does now looks not any tiny bit scary. its in compartment of "tourette like behaviors/not to be scared from/not to stress to". i am healed of trauma of it. all thanks to mom's support to recircuit to relabel the truama moments from scary to non scary. :) mom talked endlessly with me so that i stopped scaring from the sociopath lady's stalk/sociopathy acts against me. i am completely healed of trumaa/ptsd of it:) ) ) i dont know if stalk would continue or stop i dont care either. i just am healed of trauma of it. i just simpl;y dont care. next time the stalker or her helpr comes to street to shout things as if i am a bitch, i wouldnt scare of losing my honor because a socippath curses to me does such type pf sopciopathy acts to me like that. i understood that its like tourette, the sociopath feels compulsively impusle to try to do such acts. she got fixated to make me seen as abitch in street stalk incidents with street stalk following. like a tourette cant control swearing impulse, sociopaths i understand cant control repeittive sociopathy doing impulse. its like a repeated process of destruction i think sociopaths brain work like that. so the repetitive nature of sociopathy i confront felt all 4 years before super scary. that i think the most scary part of it the irrationality of repetitive nature of it. it felt like, i mean the scary part were seeing the dedicartion of the sociopath to these repetitive acts of sociopathy and its constant repeittion. i saw that as we normal people give our effort in life to learn or to travel or to have fun with socializing etc, sociopaths dedicate their lives to sociopathy. i saw its like a process of destruction a sociopath works like this. so it in first 4 yearsof confrontation swears/ constant street shoutings of the sociopath, the most scary part of it were like, this repeated nature of sociopathy confrontation and the amount of effort sociopath assigns to do sociopathy. that all looked super creepy to me. but its no more scary to me. i got over trauma of it. i understood that its something like tourette, so not scary as i thought. as a tourette holding person cant control swearing impulse, i observe in my confrontation of repeated sociopathy of a sociopath stalker, i observe that it really ressembles the swearing tourette side but a quite non innnocent version of it.(that the sociopath does sociopathy swearing/depicting as a bitch in street stalk shoutings for bad intent not innocently as a tourette person swearing to a person)
overall.i am completely healed of trauma or ptsd of it. :)
so everyday feels amazing as it used to feel 4 years ago (before this sociopath lady targeted to stalk me with shouting me as if i am abithc in street stalks, does did this endlessly for 4 years, tries to depict me as a bitch endlessly. i guess everyone's sociopath's stalker does something disturbing. mine sociopath stalker is fixated to make me seen as abitch with street stalk shoutings (i observed created even man/woman names to me, i read that alias behavior is also common in sociopaths that creating aliases to other people behavior) )before in every stalk incident i would feel insourmentable amounts of pain/suffering since i mean what would you feel if a sociopath shouts something depicting you as a bithc . it felt super suffering. since i am a talented engineer/.coder. never been a bitch nor would be. but constantly confronted this for 4 years. anyway, as i understood its like tourette syndrome, it felt less scary to me. before it felt like as if i am insidfe a horror movie and a victim of a horror movie, i understood its not scary as i understood its resemblence to touertte, that sociopath's brain works like kind of similar to tourette (with compulsive acts of sociopathy/stalk) but not any innocently doing it like tourette. tourette is very direct but sociopathy as i see is a planned thing. i mean tourette is a simple impulse. but i observe even if sociopathy also looks impulsive, i observe that bvased on impulse, sociopath do advanced acts more than just a swearing. tourette syndrome has no bad intent either. but sociopath does that with full bad intent but similar to tourette in impulse part. since its compulsive, it becomes repeated. so as i understood the repetitive nature of this thing i confront resembles tourette, the scare/fear due to confronting repeating stalk/socioapthy ended.
so my key take aways in this is, when having a sociopath stalker, its very critical to not do get sick of ptsd due to it. i think i were in ptsd last 2 years cause every hour of it i scared from stalk. i mnean all my life turned to fear for 2 years.
but all is healed now. i dont fear nor scare from stalk of psycho sopciopath's curse/stalk/sociopathy anymore.
i understood sociopath's behaviros are like tourette. has compulsive impulses to do repeat stalk/swear/depicting as a bitch with street stalk for 4 years. its like in overall a tourette cursing. nothing to be scared/stressed to/feared from. i am completely healed of it.
yupp so restating, yet another amazing day starts:)
(this how it feels when ptsd is cured:) )
i dont any scare from corona as i lived a very scary life last 4 years (and 2 years with ptsd) due to havinf a psycho sociopath stalker that tries to depict me as a bitch with street stalk incidents constantly. as its ptsd is cured. anyway. so nothing can scare me in life except cancer illness :) i dont scare any from corona:)
an amazing life front of me now that my brain is not less working due to holding ptsd. now that i get back my curioisity and there is no pauses in time with alot suffering/scare due to ptsd/trauma of stalk of sociopath lady (pain of dishonestly being tried to be depicted as a bitch with street shoutings/street stalk constantly). now that its trauma/ptsd is cured, now that i dont any care the stalk of the socio lady, now feels as i am like 4 years ago:) 4 years ago i would even sleep everyday at3am to learn things to study things:) now that my life is clean from fear of stalk/trauma incidents of being depicted as a bitch by the sociopath stalker lady (street stalk incidents constantly for 4 years and likes to create man /woman names to me this sociopath whilst also doing such act, this happent occured for 4 years, my lasrt 2 years passed with ptsd due to that, but its now cured:) )
whom scares of corona:)
(i had(might still have) a super scary stalker (a sopciopath lady that stalks me with sociopathy, it hink sociopaths are super scary since they are fixated to compulsively disturb others with sociopathy, my stalker likes liked to disturb my life with depicting me as a bitch with shoutings in street stalk constantly for 4 years. never endingly. were dedicated to depict me as a bitch, for instance, would come to street of home and shout a sentence that depicts me as a bitch, would stalk constantly me in cafes like that, a never ending such stalk for 4 years. ) that were much scarier than corona virus named thing. ) so, restating, who scares from corona:) i dont any :) i dont fear from nothing in life now:) (except cancer. i think cancer topic is still very scary)
i understood that some people are like that, that the medicine calls them sociopaths in literature of medicine. and that they would fixate to hurt people's life with like that (as i observe my scoiopath is dedicated to show me depict me as a bitch nevernendingly in street stalk incidents with stalk in street outside). and i understood that its normal to have a sociopath stalker(since population's some ratio is sociopath), i changed its compartment from scary things in life to not to be cared/not to be stressed to/not to be scared from things compartment. i dont any care stalk now. so its resultant ptsd and trauma is also cured :) it feels i cant define how amazing it feels that trauma/ptsd is cured feeling:) it feels very amazing:) to get over trauma/ptsd of confrontation of psychopathy/sociopathy.
i understood its something the stalked one shouldnt try to understand/analyze. i tried to undersrtand the irrational behavior of the stalker and the repeatedness of it. and how it looks super scary. but i understood that, its something like, tourette syndrome. as tourette's swearing type of people cant control their swearing impulse, i understand that sociopath does such act repeatedly in same way that has an impulse in brain to do such sociopathy endlessly. as i ubnderstood the thing i confront is similar to tourette and not something scary, i got over trauma/ptsd. so the nature of thing i confront, the repeated compulsary nature pf it (that the stalker endlessly comes to street to stalk at sometimes to shout things as if i am a bitch, and 4 years stalked in cafes with even giving me man names:S i lived in agoraphobia for 1 year as i understood that the stalker is doing such nasty act of giving me man woman names and stalking me in cafes. i while entering agoraphobia i also entered ptsd. ptsd lasted for 2 years. anyway all is cured now:) i dont wont care the stalk of the sociopath lady anymore. i understood that, sociopathy is something like tourette. but an non innocent form of tourette. but it's compulasry nature, its repeatedness nature, its destructive side, kind of resembles. as soon as i put the acts of sociopath stalker to tourette like acts compartment, not to be scared of things not to stress to things compartment, all my trauma, ptsd got cured. though i coudlbnt myself change the compartment i were lost frozen in trauma. my mom's theraphy helped me to see it clearly anbd to understand its not any scary thing but its like tourette (but not innocent as tourette, a bad intentent holding version of it). i in 4 years told all stalk incidents to mom. she always were my therapist in this hard period. but i am finally last weeks over trauma as my mom stayed with me and talked and talked and her theraphy healed me. yupp now that if stalker sztalks me again, i would not be disturbed/scared any:) cause its like tourette. and the repeated nature of it shouldnt any feel scary to me. doesnt any feel scary to me by the way. but i understood that, initially c onfrontation of compulsive/repeated destructive socuiopathy acts seemed super scaryt, now that i understood its like tourette and its ok that the stalker repeatedly does it, cause some people have compulsive traits and sociopaths if they are compulsive would do spociopathy compuylsively repeatedly, so its like tourette, that its expected to be repeatedly occure, so the repeated nature of this doesnt any feel scary to me now, its expected to be like that, cause the sociopath stalker has compulsive behaviors of sociopathy. i mean before this repeatedky confronting this this repeated nature of this felt super scary to me also. it felt super hard also due to that. but as i understood that its like tourette, it stopped being scary to me. i understood like the tourette syndrome's curse swearing side compulsively swears, my sociopath stalker would constantly do street stalk me (until she targets another victim for that) with shouting things as if i am a bitch or trying to turn me to a bitch with shouting me "sleep!" shouting me curses like "oluk!/am!" etc. i mean i confront such dishonest/sociopathy thibng for 4 years. the most scariest part i think were the repeated nature of it. but i understood as i understood its expected to be repetitive, since its like tourette, (i resemble sociopathy to tourette's non innocent version, that the socio feels impulse to do repetitively sociopathy, like a toureatte person cant control impulse of swearing, but sociopathy is quite differnt in the sense its not any innocent as tourette, but is similarly compulsive and contrastingluy with full bad intent. but its no more scary to me, the acts my sociopath stalker(its a socio lady) does now looks not any tiny bit scary. its in compartment of "tourette like behaviors/not to be scared from/not to stress to". i am healed of trauma of it. all thanks to mom's support to recircuit to relabel the truama moments from scary to non scary. :) mom talked endlessly with me so that i stopped scaring from the sociopath lady's stalk/sociopathy acts against me. i am completely healed of trumaa/ptsd of it:) ) ) i dont know if stalk would continue or stop i dont care either. i just am healed of trauma of it. i just simpl;y dont care. next time the stalker or her helpr comes to street to shout things as if i am a bitch, i wouldnt scare of losing my honor because a socippath curses to me does such type pf sopciopathy acts to me like that. i understood that its like tourette, the sociopath feels compulsively impusle to try to do such acts. she got fixated to make me seen as abitch in street stalk incidents with street stalk following. like a tourette cant control swearing impulse, sociopaths i understand cant control repeittive sociopathy doing impulse. its like a repeated process of destruction i think sociopaths brain work like that. so the repetitive nature of sociopathy i confront felt all 4 years before super scary. that i think the most scary part of it the irrationality of repetitive nature of it. it felt like, i mean the scary part were seeing the dedicartion of the sociopath to these repetitive acts of sociopathy and its constant repeittion. i saw that as we normal people give our effort in life to learn or to travel or to have fun with socializing etc, sociopaths dedicate their lives to sociopathy. i saw its like a process of destruction a sociopath works like this. so it in first 4 yearsof confrontation swears/ constant street shoutings of the sociopath, the most scary part of it were like, this repeated nature of sociopathy confrontation and the amount of effort sociopath assigns to do sociopathy. that all looked super creepy to me. but its no more scary to me. i got over trauma of it. i understood that its something like tourette, so not scary as i thought. as a tourette holding person cant control swearing impulse, i observe in my confrontation of repeated sociopathy of a sociopath stalker, i observe that it really ressembles the swearing tourette side but a quite non innnocent version of it.(that the sociopath does sociopathy swearing/depicting as a bitch in street stalk shoutings for bad intent not innocently as a tourette person swearing to a person)
overall.i am completely healed of trauma or ptsd of it. :)
so everyday feels amazing as it used to feel 4 years ago (before this sociopath lady targeted to stalk me with shouting me as if i am abithc in street stalks, does did this endlessly for 4 years, tries to depict me as a bitch endlessly. i guess everyone's sociopath's stalker does something disturbing. mine sociopath stalker is fixated to make me seen as abitch with street stalk shoutings (i observed created even man/woman names to me, i read that alias behavior is also common in sociopaths that creating aliases to other people behavior) )before in every stalk incident i would feel insourmentable amounts of pain/suffering since i mean what would you feel if a sociopath shouts something depicting you as a bithc . it felt super suffering. since i am a talented engineer/.coder. never been a bitch nor would be. but constantly confronted this for 4 years. anyway, as i understood its like tourette syndrome, it felt less scary to me. before it felt like as if i am insidfe a horror movie and a victim of a horror movie, i understood its not scary as i understood its resemblence to touertte, that sociopath's brain works like kind of similar to tourette (with compulsive acts of sociopathy/stalk) but not any innocently doing it like tourette. tourette is very direct but sociopathy as i see is a planned thing. i mean tourette is a simple impulse. but i observe even if sociopathy also looks impulsive, i observe that bvased on impulse, sociopath do advanced acts more than just a swearing. tourette syndrome has no bad intent either. but sociopath does that with full bad intent but similar to tourette in impulse part. since its compulsive, it becomes repeated. so as i understood the repetitive nature of this thing i confront resembles tourette, the scare/fear due to confronting repeating stalk/socioapthy ended.
so my key take aways in this is, when having a sociopath stalker, its very critical to not do get sick of ptsd due to it. i think i were in ptsd last 2 years cause every hour of it i scared from stalk. i mnean all my life turned to fear for 2 years.
but all is healed now. i dont fear nor scare from stalk of psycho sopciopath's curse/stalk/sociopathy anymore.
i understood sociopath's behaviros are like tourette. has compulsive impulses to do repeat stalk/swear/depicting as a bitch with street stalk for 4 years. its like in overall a tourette cursing. nothing to be scared/stressed to/feared from. i am completely healed of it.
yupp so restating, yet another amazing day starts:)
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