i went to walk :) (its so peaceful to watch the lake:) ) but it were late so hadnt walked till lake.
Game engine coding time yuppp
whilst going downstairs, i couldnt see the people since were walking the stairs down since were focused on stairs and some people said hi, some person said some sentence in english i couldnt understand exactly. i couldnt also see them since they were very fastly going. they used a very different sentence for which partly i heard so i wondered to look. but couldnt see since they were fastly walking upstairs. i couldnt understood what the neighbour said but some words were really curiosity creating of whats the said sentence is but i couldnt understand what were said in beginning part of sentence. made me wondered whom said me hello that i also lacked chance to see whom is. since were walking in stairs i.
i the ugly guhu did some sports of walking but would buy a bicycle sometime i think also since i figured out there is alot calories possible to burn with bicycle since i got fat and i eat unhealthy things like cookies alot so better i also do sports.
my funny eyebrows looks ok when my hair is tied but i figured out i look so messy when my hair is opent. i played with my hair's strand all day my tie. whilst working . i wished my hair didnt fell down today due to that. ok think i should go to coeffur sometime if coeffr shops arent closed dont know. i hdnt gone for ages and i think my eye brows look silly. it looks nice wiht my hair tied i like that weird look i have when my hair is tied. but when i opent it i hated how i look:P anyway. qwhislt coeffrs are closed if they are, lets always tie my hair then.
(i am the guhu ugly guhu as my usual ugliness lf i think:P) (in such day whils ti hated the look of mysekf:P (when i opent my hair when hair drying) i think its super silly to think such negative things like i didnt liked how i look. ok i should talk something positive not such silly talk:))
ok trying to get used to getting fatter again:) unlike other people, fat never fits me.
i got thinner then when mom is at home, i think i got 10 kgs or 8kgs or 5 kgs i dont any know. its because normally i do diet with buying nothing to home or just diet things. but when there is guest the home also is filled with food so i also eat. its so easy to do diet when living alone but contrarily so harder when not alone. but i am always grateful that mom viisted me since healed my trauma 1 week ago as told.infinitely many <3s to mom for that:) she healed my trauma <3
mom planned to stay 20 days but she has to stay longer since there is no flight right now and also if she goes back to her home, she would be quarantined since is coming from abroad, which we dont ever want. there were planes 1 week ago but there were also quarantine thing for abroad comers if she went back to home, needed to stay 14 days in quarantine. we never wanted such thing even if she missed her home. so didnt attended the planes and waiting for this illness to resolve get lesser and time when quarantines would end.
i try to make mom's life more fun in case she gots dismal since my flat is smaller than home she lives in and her home there has even garden. so for to make time more fun to her since she is away from her own home and also my dad which is her life friend, so to make life more fun i installed netflix. i wish mom's time passes as pleasent whilst with me. i saw she missed her garden(i also liked their garden, they have a very nice lemon tree which i like alot) . try to make her time as pleasent as most possible to this lovely mom of mine. thouhg mom discovered the lake beside home:) i am super happy mom shown me that place cause its really very peaceful to go sit by lake and watch the waves on water or the trees etc. there is a big park thagt has many tiny lakes in 1km of home or 800 meters i dont know and is beside a water canal. its perfect to ride bicycle i think i might buy a bicycle since its a fast calories burning sports.
i think mom wouldnt get dismal if she gets used to watching documentary series in netflix or tv show series:) thinking ways to have mom feel lesser dismal incase she feels since she i think might missed her home/dad's friendship or neighbours there in her own home.
i think mom is kind of tiny bit unhappy for since she msised her own home but cant since retrn since thereis mandatory quarantine for foreign comers there. for my side, i am happy she is beside me. but as told try to make life as most as pleasent for her.but i from their talks see they feel alone no matter how much pleasent i try to make life, since mom and dad always pass time together usually so dad is there alone and mom here alone. i mean no magtter how pleasent i would try to make life, i think i wont be able to. so this corona thing spearated lives of my mom and dad. dad lives in iskenderun home alone. mom here.
i watched anthem videos to check out world's rendering. to think in my game engine.
ok game engine coding time:)
^^^^^^
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above sentence didnt happent since fall asleep at 11:30 last night:S
ok game coding fun to this night then:) last day i were sleepy since the day before last day i hadnt slept well.
Anthem yuppp wanting to have scenes like Anthem for outside:)
its super fun to write a game engine:) lots of things to do though.
i knew i should do this before because i hated using other people's engine for that since it were using js constucts from 5 years ago(and didnt liked the rendering engine's performance super much i think i would myself would require a hybric server client distributed rendering approach. ) . i know similar things might be said similar to my engine 5 years later:) i know mine would be just like 1 not popular game engine in 100 or such many game engines around. but my wish that my initial game would be popular, it would be resembling Anthem i think. i think the unnice lack of language features, or non standard js usage patterns in everypart of engine (that i tried to use) made slow down my game development. its better to write my game engine myself as i observed beforehand writing a game. so that i would have all optimizations beforehand ready and wouldnt bother it to too much in development of game. i want such game development experience that i wouldnt stress alot to performance bottlenecks up to some threshold level. So there might still have bottlenecks but would be much lesser than using other people's engine. it would be optimized, made performent to have a fun development experience instead of a fight between gpu and cpu and coding structs. there might still exist fight between cpu and gpu but the game development experience wouldnt turn out to such constant anxiety of how to use cpu/gpu lesser than currently used.
i mean it would still be a concern, but would make the engine good enough to keep that concern's anxiety as much as low as possible. that game development would smoothly progress with no constant stress of how to use the resources less to have a nice looking game (eg. nice quality like Anthem, No man's sky...) in the end.this is my main reason for not wanting to use other people's engine.
ok sentences got repeated since i were also talking with mom whilst wrtng this above paragraph. saw it when reread.
yayyyy i studied 50 or 60 game engines details how they render 10 years ago so this is really some area i quite like alot:) the coding area i like the most in my life: its for sure game engine side:)
Game engine coding time yuppp
whilst going downstairs, i couldnt see the people since were walking the stairs down since were focused on stairs and some people said hi, some person said some sentence in english i couldnt understand exactly. i couldnt also see them since they were very fastly going. they used a very different sentence for which partly i heard so i wondered to look. but couldnt see since they were fastly walking upstairs. i couldnt understood what the neighbour said but some words were really curiosity creating of whats the said sentence is but i couldnt understand what were said in beginning part of sentence. made me wondered whom said me hello that i also lacked chance to see whom is. since were walking in stairs i.
i the ugly guhu did some sports of walking but would buy a bicycle sometime i think also since i figured out there is alot calories possible to burn with bicycle since i got fat and i eat unhealthy things like cookies alot so better i also do sports.
my funny eyebrows looks ok when my hair is tied but i figured out i look so messy when my hair is opent. i played with my hair's strand all day my tie. whilst working . i wished my hair didnt fell down today due to that. ok think i should go to coeffur sometime if coeffr shops arent closed dont know. i hdnt gone for ages and i think my eye brows look silly. it looks nice wiht my hair tied i like that weird look i have when my hair is tied. but when i opent it i hated how i look:P anyway. qwhislt coeffrs are closed if they are, lets always tie my hair then.
(i am the guhu ugly guhu as my usual ugliness lf i think:P) (in such day whils ti hated the look of mysekf:P (when i opent my hair when hair drying) i think its super silly to think such negative things like i didnt liked how i look. ok i should talk something positive not such silly talk:))
ok trying to get used to getting fatter again:) unlike other people, fat never fits me.
i got thinner then when mom is at home, i think i got 10 kgs or 8kgs or 5 kgs i dont any know. its because normally i do diet with buying nothing to home or just diet things. but when there is guest the home also is filled with food so i also eat. its so easy to do diet when living alone but contrarily so harder when not alone. but i am always grateful that mom viisted me since healed my trauma 1 week ago as told.infinitely many <3s to mom for that:) she healed my trauma <3
mom planned to stay 20 days but she has to stay longer since there is no flight right now and also if she goes back to her home, she would be quarantined since is coming from abroad, which we dont ever want. there were planes 1 week ago but there were also quarantine thing for abroad comers if she went back to home, needed to stay 14 days in quarantine. we never wanted such thing even if she missed her home. so didnt attended the planes and waiting for this illness to resolve get lesser and time when quarantines would end.
i try to make mom's life more fun in case she gots dismal since my flat is smaller than home she lives in and her home there has even garden. so for to make time more fun to her since she is away from her own home and also my dad which is her life friend, so to make life more fun i installed netflix. i wish mom's time passes as pleasent whilst with me. i saw she missed her garden(i also liked their garden, they have a very nice lemon tree which i like alot) . try to make her time as pleasent as most possible to this lovely mom of mine. thouhg mom discovered the lake beside home:) i am super happy mom shown me that place cause its really very peaceful to go sit by lake and watch the waves on water or the trees etc. there is a big park thagt has many tiny lakes in 1km of home or 800 meters i dont know and is beside a water canal. its perfect to ride bicycle i think i might buy a bicycle since its a fast calories burning sports.
i think mom wouldnt get dismal if she gets used to watching documentary series in netflix or tv show series:) thinking ways to have mom feel lesser dismal incase she feels since she i think might missed her home/dad's friendship or neighbours there in her own home.
i think mom is kind of tiny bit unhappy for since she msised her own home but cant since retrn since thereis mandatory quarantine for foreign comers there. for my side, i am happy she is beside me. but as told try to make life as most as pleasent for her.but i from their talks see they feel alone no matter how much pleasent i try to make life, since mom and dad always pass time together usually so dad is there alone and mom here alone. i mean no magtter how pleasent i would try to make life, i think i wont be able to. so this corona thing spearated lives of my mom and dad. dad lives in iskenderun home alone. mom here.
i watched anthem videos to check out world's rendering. to think in my game engine.
ok game engine coding time:)
^^^^^^
|||||||||||||
above sentence didnt happent since fall asleep at 11:30 last night:S
ok game coding fun to this night then:) last day i were sleepy since the day before last day i hadnt slept well.
Anthem yuppp wanting to have scenes like Anthem for outside:)
its super fun to write a game engine:) lots of things to do though.
i knew i should do this before because i hated using other people's engine for that since it were using js constucts from 5 years ago(and didnt liked the rendering engine's performance super much i think i would myself would require a hybric server client distributed rendering approach. ) . i know similar things might be said similar to my engine 5 years later:) i know mine would be just like 1 not popular game engine in 100 or such many game engines around. but my wish that my initial game would be popular, it would be resembling Anthem i think. i think the unnice lack of language features, or non standard js usage patterns in everypart of engine (that i tried to use) made slow down my game development. its better to write my game engine myself as i observed beforehand writing a game. so that i would have all optimizations beforehand ready and wouldnt bother it to too much in development of game. i want such game development experience that i wouldnt stress alot to performance bottlenecks up to some threshold level. So there might still have bottlenecks but would be much lesser than using other people's engine. it would be optimized, made performent to have a fun development experience instead of a fight between gpu and cpu and coding structs. there might still exist fight between cpu and gpu but the game development experience wouldnt turn out to such constant anxiety of how to use cpu/gpu lesser than currently used.
i mean it would still be a concern, but would make the engine good enough to keep that concern's anxiety as much as low as possible. that game development would smoothly progress with no constant stress of how to use the resources less to have a nice looking game (eg. nice quality like Anthem, No man's sky...) in the end.this is my main reason for not wanting to use other people's engine.
ok sentences got repeated since i were also talking with mom whilst wrtng this above paragraph. saw it when reread.
yayyyy i studied 50 or 60 game engines details how they render 10 years ago so this is really some area i quite like alot:) the coding area i like the most in my life: its for sure game engine side:)
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