the stalker psycho doing street stalk and slander act from street this night again. but i really dont any care.
the psycho is fixated to do this street stalk/slander thing endlessly.
tries to depict me as bitches. tried to turn me to abitch. couldnt. now does slander. constantly tries to mess my life. last 2 years slander. before, identity theft with creating names to me. that i understood in second year of stalk. a definite psychopath sociopath. but i dont any let this sociopath pscyho steal my mental processes anymore.
in ferikoy home, i would shout back, psycho stalker stop stalking me. in last 2 years i never ever reply. i would turn to lose my voice due to shouting in ferikoy home. but the stalker lived in next building.
would endlessly stalk me. and i understood creates man names to me in end of 2.d year of stalk.
i guess shouting to a stalker to stop stalk didnt any worked. it made stalker more angry. and does severe slander. shouted poor! ugly! every kin d of bad words in street. had shouted sleep! sell! for first 2 years. had created names to me that i understood in end of 2.d year of stalk. in ferikoy home i would shout back stop stalking me psyccho. were trying to turn me to mentally ill.last 2 years i dont shout back to the stalker when stal;ks me. i dont any reply. i never had understood my neighbour is a severe psycho. i know i had a psycho neighbour but hadnt understood is creating names to me. trying to destroy my life with trying to turn me to a bitch(shouting me sleep!) now continue this thing. comes to street to stalk/slander. it never ends. but onething i observed, shouting stop stalking me psycho makes the stalker more angry and it created an endless anger to the stalker to try to destroy my life. i guess i should never shouted back psycho stop stalkin g me in ferikoy home. since i guess it made the stalker fixate me more. and i confront constant slander last 2 years.
the psycho would create names to me. would shout things like "is Y". "Y sleep!" (y being the NSA p0erson;s name. i dont know where this psycho took Y name either). or similarly serdar. or similarly hande. or someguy i am fan of. i never understood i would have a psycho stalker whom would assign guy names to me. and sometimes woman names. i never understood 80% of the stalk incidents due to this method this psycho applies. in first 2 years of stalk, never used my own name in stalking me. so i thought i had a serdar named stalker. i had a hande named stalker. various names.
i remember my voice would goine for since the psycho would stalk. but i by those times unexperienced to having a stalker topic, i had no idea one thing that should be never done is making the stalker more angry with shouting psycho stalkler stop stalking me. i should have never shouted such thing.
the psycho would also shout hurrem from next building. its a black haired guy and a lady. dont know which one is stalker. hurrem is a lady whom were turned to be a some thing by forcing her to. i guess since i replied psycho stalker stop me stalking, since i replied with shouting with reacting to the psycho stalk, i guess this psycho created a hurrem named position in his or her (dont know if that black haired guy or that lady is the stalker) psycho sick mind world. only i replied were stop stalking me. but one thing i learnt, never make stranger people angry when they stalk. otherwise they become more angry and do much worse psychopathy sociopathy. but i dont know if this sociopathy i confront would got lessner or worse if i hadnt shouted back to the stalker with psycho word. i dont think there is anything that saves from the stalk. either i make him or her angry with shouting "psycho stalker stop stalking me. i am an engineer coder. i am a startup builder. why are you endlessly stalking me" would try to make me mentally ill. for instance i were fan of a guy named someone lets call someone. he would shout "someone is ex". i never thought this psycho calls someone to me and labels me his or her ex. i would understand it as; i would understand that "someone is ex" sentence as:the psycho trying to show surrounding if someone is my ex. i would shout back no i am fan of someone. he is not my ex. psycho sociopatrh stop stalking me. i would shout. this would repeatedly happen. i never understood the psycho creates names to me and calls even someone name to me along with a bunch of names. i understood that this psycho creates names to me in end of 2.d year of stalk. i dont know if the stalker is a woman or man. creates both man and woman names to me. i understood this name creation stragety of the stalker in end of 2.d year of stalk confront6ation.
i guess shouting to a psycho "psycho stop stalking me" (till my voice goes) were something i shouodlnt had done. i should had done this act of silence. like i do it now. nihiliating the stalk. the psycho now last 2 year likes to do street stalk with slander. says very bad curses to me:S does slander. i think this psycho started slander thing as i replied to him or her "psycho stop stalking me". i think its either a woman or man stalker. tried tries to destroy my life endlessly with stalk/sociopathy for 4.5 years. i think this stalk started with an orhan named stalker.
the stalker both tried to turn me to mentally ill and both for real in life incidents in cafes in street tried to show me as a bitch. it were like confrontation of many theathres. with constant stalk. everywhere i went i were followed.and i udnerstood this that they are following me and have such agenda in end of 2.d year of stalk. but couldnt turn me to a bitch this psycho enighbour. (either that black haired guy or the woman beside) but nmow likes to disturb with street stalk incidents and slander.
lessons learnt: dont ever shout making angry things replies to stalker. i guess the stalker got super angry more as i replied psycho stalker stop stalking me. and i guess its why maybe he or she never stopped the sociopathy. for since i think i charged with anger this natural anger filled person(socipath). i mean for since i degraded the stalker with "psycho" as is psycho, but as i shouted back "psycho sociopath stop stalking me". i guess this hurted the psycho. and made it an endless stalk confrontation to me. if i were intellgnt by then, and hadnt any reacted ot the stalk i confront, maybe the stalker would left stalking me. but since i made the stalker angry (either is a woman or man), is like i have a dedicated sociopath now to do dedicated sociopathy to me. so lessons learnt: never make a sociopath stalker be angry to me. with shouting "psycho sociopath stalking me" . i wish i had known these lessons learnts 4.5 years ago. thatg iwouldnt shout back psycho to the stalking psycho neighbour. i should just nihiliated. but i think, i dont think that would even saved me from stalk of this psycho. its just, i dont still get where this psycho learnt the "Y" name which were the persdon who ofgfered me a security job. i mean she would use both 2 names of the Y person in stalking me. i thought they meant someone else when they use those Y Z names (that NSA guy's 2 names). t\he psycho would try to depict me as a bitch with those names:S that does this with many names. just Y Z is just 2 names, there are lots of names this psycho stalked me. this naming thing, i understood in end of 2.d year of stalk.thats why i got paranoid if any relative is behind that. for else how they get Y Z names:S i mean some relatives knew my Y Z manager called me genius sometimes (confused me as genius, i am not). so i got paranoid for thinking any connection. anyway, i would get confused from my flat. that a constant shouting from next flat with Y or Z name or serdar name. and sometimes "Serdar sleep!" shoutings etc. every cafe i were stalked. but alwasy differnet names w3hich made me not any understand anything i confront in first 2 years. this psycho never stalked me with my own name in first 2 year of stalk.i thought there is a serdar named stalker with hande and those names as friends. i never understood in first 2 year the stalker creates names to me. then last 2 years severe defamation with slander happent. still happens. so i think i made the stalker very angry as i replied psycho stalker as stop stalking me (to this black long haired guy(hair under ears, not that long hair, a dark black haired guy) or that woman whom shouted from next flat) or thatbald haired black haired guy sitting in cafe using stalk word once. i now dont care the stalk/slander. but i became agoraphobic for alot period even. the stalker constantly does this identity theft (giving me names, creating names/characters to me)/ and stalk and last 2 years severe slander. i guess i made a psycho neighbour angry very much to me(with shouting psycho sociopath stop stalking me) and tries to destroy my life due to that i guess?. now i am powerful inside my soul and i dont any care the stalk/slander of trhis psycho neighbour (either a woman or man).
i think confronting identity theft is one very scary thing in life(creates names to me and disgusting things (bitch characters to me) in cafes/street stalk incidents). had shouted me in park sleep with a name i heard in stalk incidents even(or in cafes)(in the park i understood from that moments i understood this naming scheme of this psycho stalker). so i guess tried to turn me to a bitch also this psycho stalker.
but i am over trauma of it. i dont care the street stalk incidents also anymore. i think this thing were the creepiest thing i ever confronted in my life. i still confront but due to mom's theraphy i got healed of trauma of it. now i dont any care stress to sociopathy of this psycho sociopaths street stalk incidents. i am 100% over trauma:)
i remember in one cafe incident. i were studying hbase system's architecture focused with my headphones on. then the black haired guy i saw sitting to me were shouting to a woman very bad curses. with talking on phone. i had by those time had no idea the stalkers were using that woman name to me. if i knew i wish i had known. so this psycho might be that black haired guy. or a woman that he talks to in end of line of phone? i were also stalked by that woman name that w3hich i also understood by end of 2.d year of stalk.
something creepy happent with this woman name also.
i once were reading quora. i saw an english version of that woman name. since i hjeard lots of curses with that woman name, i thought i had a woman that hates me says me those curses from that people with that name. so as i saw that woman name's english version in quora, i said in my mind, i dislike this name so much, i never knew its english version also exists (thi8nking i have a stalker with that woman name that constantly makes me cursed).
then in news, in world next day, in a world place we read news that a mud flow happent disaster happent with that name. i never thought there is a world place with that name either. i think this were just coincidence like those coincidences. anyway. maybe news happent later. and quora shown that name due to happening thing. i dont know it must be like that. or otherelse it would had been a weird coincidence. or not wierd even. just i have a stalker with using such name doesnt isnt any coincidence. but the creepier thing is i never even didnt knew the stalker gave that name to me. if this posycho even for once used my own name in stalking me, i would have any idea on whats going on (that i am stalked by a psycho that is severely psycho sociopath). i understood whats going on after 2 years of stalk.
lessons learnt: never shout back to a psycho that things that would make him or her angry. i should never shouted "psycho sociopath stalker stop stalking me' cause i guess this is why this psycho fixated to try to destroy my life severely. if i nihiliated the stalk, maybe would had stop the stalk. but as i replied like that to the stalk i confronted, i observed that this psycho tries to destroy my life with every type of possible way. first tried to turn me to a btich with shouting sleep!. last 2 years with severe slander. this psycho whomever is had were could stalk me like if he or she had my gps data. every cafe i went i were stalked. i guess these people might had hacked my phone even.
due to these cute sentences of my cute mom (she is the loveliest mom of earth to me) i completely got over trauma and dont any care the street stalk incidents anymore. i dont even tiny bit care any of street stalk incidents anymore. i am super proud of my self for staying strong whilst confronting such thing in life (confronting targeting of a psycho) and staying alot strong. and thanks to cutest mom of globe (whom is snoring right now:) i got used to snoring sound :) before it were somehow differnt to get used to to try to sleep with snoring sound:) now even snoring looks cute concept since my mom is very cute person, she healed my trauma:)) (since this is a single room flat, when there is snore sound there is:)) normally in iskenderun home there are lots of rooms. so snoring is not any problem there :) i got used to:) not any problem also here:)
yayyyy my opengl4.5 book is tomorrow at home:) (noon i would take it:)) i ddnt wanted to study today. i worked on other coding topics non game engine topic today night. yuppp so would get to see the design of that semaphore concept in buffer read write mechanisms :) nice:) its not any nicely told in the text i studied. did wanted to see the reference text of opengl4.5.
the psycho is fixated to do this street stalk/slander thing endlessly.
tries to depict me as bitches. tried to turn me to abitch. couldnt. now does slander. constantly tries to mess my life. last 2 years slander. before, identity theft with creating names to me. that i understood in second year of stalk. a definite psychopath sociopath. but i dont any let this sociopath pscyho steal my mental processes anymore.
in ferikoy home, i would shout back, psycho stalker stop stalking me. in last 2 years i never ever reply. i would turn to lose my voice due to shouting in ferikoy home. but the stalker lived in next building.
would endlessly stalk me. and i understood creates man names to me in end of 2.d year of stalk.
i guess shouting to a stalker to stop stalk didnt any worked. it made stalker more angry. and does severe slander. shouted poor! ugly! every kin d of bad words in street. had shouted sleep! sell! for first 2 years. had created names to me that i understood in end of 2.d year of stalk. in ferikoy home i would shout back stop stalking me psyccho. were trying to turn me to mentally ill.last 2 years i dont shout back to the stalker when stal;ks me. i dont any reply. i never had understood my neighbour is a severe psycho. i know i had a psycho neighbour but hadnt understood is creating names to me. trying to destroy my life with trying to turn me to a bitch(shouting me sleep!) now continue this thing. comes to street to stalk/slander. it never ends. but onething i observed, shouting stop stalking me psycho makes the stalker more angry and it created an endless anger to the stalker to try to destroy my life. i guess i should never shouted back psycho stop stalkin g me in ferikoy home. since i guess it made the stalker fixate me more. and i confront constant slander last 2 years.
the psycho would create names to me. would shout things like "is Y". "Y sleep!" (y being the NSA p0erson;s name. i dont know where this psycho took Y name either). or similarly serdar. or similarly hande. or someguy i am fan of. i never understood i would have a psycho stalker whom would assign guy names to me. and sometimes woman names. i never understood 80% of the stalk incidents due to this method this psycho applies. in first 2 years of stalk, never used my own name in stalking me. so i thought i had a serdar named stalker. i had a hande named stalker. various names.
i remember my voice would goine for since the psycho would stalk. but i by those times unexperienced to having a stalker topic, i had no idea one thing that should be never done is making the stalker more angry with shouting psycho stalkler stop stalking me. i should have never shouted such thing.
the psycho would also shout hurrem from next building. its a black haired guy and a lady. dont know which one is stalker. hurrem is a lady whom were turned to be a some thing by forcing her to. i guess since i replied psycho stalker stop me stalking, since i replied with shouting with reacting to the psycho stalk, i guess this psycho created a hurrem named position in his or her (dont know if that black haired guy or that lady is the stalker) psycho sick mind world. only i replied were stop stalking me. but one thing i learnt, never make stranger people angry when they stalk. otherwise they become more angry and do much worse psychopathy sociopathy. but i dont know if this sociopathy i confront would got lessner or worse if i hadnt shouted back to the stalker with psycho word. i dont think there is anything that saves from the stalk. either i make him or her angry with shouting "psycho stalker stop stalking me. i am an engineer coder. i am a startup builder. why are you endlessly stalking me" would try to make me mentally ill. for instance i were fan of a guy named someone lets call someone. he would shout "someone is ex". i never thought this psycho calls someone to me and labels me his or her ex. i would understand it as; i would understand that "someone is ex" sentence as:the psycho trying to show surrounding if someone is my ex. i would shout back no i am fan of someone. he is not my ex. psycho sociopatrh stop stalking me. i would shout. this would repeatedly happen. i never understood the psycho creates names to me and calls even someone name to me along with a bunch of names. i understood that this psycho creates names to me in end of 2.d year of stalk. i dont know if the stalker is a woman or man. creates both man and woman names to me. i understood this name creation stragety of the stalker in end of 2.d year of stalk confront6ation.
i guess shouting to a psycho "psycho stop stalking me" (till my voice goes) were something i shouodlnt had done. i should had done this act of silence. like i do it now. nihiliating the stalk. the psycho now last 2 year likes to do street stalk with slander. says very bad curses to me:S does slander. i think this psycho started slander thing as i replied to him or her "psycho stop stalking me". i think its either a woman or man stalker. tried tries to destroy my life endlessly with stalk/sociopathy for 4.5 years. i think this stalk started with an orhan named stalker.
the stalker both tried to turn me to mentally ill and both for real in life incidents in cafes in street tried to show me as a bitch. it were like confrontation of many theathres. with constant stalk. everywhere i went i were followed.and i udnerstood this that they are following me and have such agenda in end of 2.d year of stalk. but couldnt turn me to a bitch this psycho enighbour. (either that black haired guy or the woman beside) but nmow likes to disturb with street stalk incidents and slander.
lessons learnt: dont ever shout making angry things replies to stalker. i guess the stalker got super angry more as i replied psycho stalker stop stalking me. and i guess its why maybe he or she never stopped the sociopathy. for since i think i charged with anger this natural anger filled person(socipath). i mean for since i degraded the stalker with "psycho" as is psycho, but as i shouted back "psycho sociopath stop stalking me". i guess this hurted the psycho. and made it an endless stalk confrontation to me. if i were intellgnt by then, and hadnt any reacted ot the stalk i confront, maybe the stalker would left stalking me. but since i made the stalker angry (either is a woman or man), is like i have a dedicated sociopath now to do dedicated sociopathy to me. so lessons learnt: never make a sociopath stalker be angry to me. with shouting "psycho sociopath stalking me" . i wish i had known these lessons learnts 4.5 years ago. thatg iwouldnt shout back psycho to the stalking psycho neighbour. i should just nihiliated. but i think, i dont think that would even saved me from stalk of this psycho. its just, i dont still get where this psycho learnt the "Y" name which were the persdon who ofgfered me a security job. i mean she would use both 2 names of the Y person in stalking me. i thought they meant someone else when they use those Y Z names (that NSA guy's 2 names). t\he psycho would try to depict me as a bitch with those names:S that does this with many names. just Y Z is just 2 names, there are lots of names this psycho stalked me. this naming thing, i understood in end of 2.d year of stalk.thats why i got paranoid if any relative is behind that. for else how they get Y Z names:S i mean some relatives knew my Y Z manager called me genius sometimes (confused me as genius, i am not). so i got paranoid for thinking any connection. anyway, i would get confused from my flat. that a constant shouting from next flat with Y or Z name or serdar name. and sometimes "Serdar sleep!" shoutings etc. every cafe i were stalked. but alwasy differnet names w3hich made me not any understand anything i confront in first 2 years. this psycho never stalked me with my own name in first 2 year of stalk.i thought there is a serdar named stalker with hande and those names as friends. i never understood in first 2 year the stalker creates names to me. then last 2 years severe defamation with slander happent. still happens. so i think i made the stalker very angry as i replied psycho stalker as stop stalking me (to this black long haired guy(hair under ears, not that long hair, a dark black haired guy) or that woman whom shouted from next flat) or thatbald haired black haired guy sitting in cafe using stalk word once. i now dont care the stalk/slander. but i became agoraphobic for alot period even. the stalker constantly does this identity theft (giving me names, creating names/characters to me)/ and stalk and last 2 years severe slander. i guess i made a psycho neighbour angry very much to me(with shouting psycho sociopath stop stalking me) and tries to destroy my life due to that i guess?. now i am powerful inside my soul and i dont any care the stalk/slander of trhis psycho neighbour (either a woman or man).
i think confronting identity theft is one very scary thing in life(creates names to me and disgusting things (bitch characters to me) in cafes/street stalk incidents). had shouted me in park sleep with a name i heard in stalk incidents even(or in cafes)(in the park i understood from that moments i understood this naming scheme of this psycho stalker). so i guess tried to turn me to a bitch also this psycho stalker.
but i am over trauma of it. i dont care the street stalk incidents also anymore. i think this thing were the creepiest thing i ever confronted in my life. i still confront but due to mom's theraphy i got healed of trauma of it. now i dont any care stress to sociopathy of this psycho sociopaths street stalk incidents. i am 100% over trauma:)
i remember in one cafe incident. i were studying hbase system's architecture focused with my headphones on. then the black haired guy i saw sitting to me were shouting to a woman very bad curses. with talking on phone. i had by those time had no idea the stalkers were using that woman name to me. if i knew i wish i had known. so this psycho might be that black haired guy. or a woman that he talks to in end of line of phone? i were also stalked by that woman name that w3hich i also understood by end of 2.d year of stalk.
something creepy happent with this woman name also.
i once were reading quora. i saw an english version of that woman name. since i hjeard lots of curses with that woman name, i thought i had a woman that hates me says me those curses from that people with that name. so as i saw that woman name's english version in quora, i said in my mind, i dislike this name so much, i never knew its english version also exists (thi8nking i have a stalker with that woman name that constantly makes me cursed).
then in news, in world next day, in a world place we read news that a mud flow happent disaster happent with that name. i never thought there is a world place with that name either. i think this were just coincidence like those coincidences. anyway. maybe news happent later. and quora shown that name due to happening thing. i dont know it must be like that. or otherelse it would had been a weird coincidence. or not wierd even. just i have a stalker with using such name doesnt isnt any coincidence. but the creepier thing is i never even didnt knew the stalker gave that name to me. if this posycho even for once used my own name in stalking me, i would have any idea on whats going on (that i am stalked by a psycho that is severely psycho sociopath). i understood whats going on after 2 years of stalk.
lessons learnt: never shout back to a psycho that things that would make him or her angry. i should never shouted "psycho sociopath stalker stop stalking me' cause i guess this is why this psycho fixated to try to destroy my life severely. if i nihiliated the stalk, maybe would had stop the stalk. but as i replied like that to the stalk i confronted, i observed that this psycho tries to destroy my life with every type of possible way. first tried to turn me to a btich with shouting sleep!. last 2 years with severe slander. this psycho whomever is had were could stalk me like if he or she had my gps data. every cafe i went i were stalked. i guess these people might had hacked my phone even.
due to these cute sentences of my cute mom (she is the loveliest mom of earth to me) i completely got over trauma and dont any care the street stalk incidents anymore. i dont even tiny bit care any of street stalk incidents anymore. i am super proud of my self for staying strong whilst confronting such thing in life (confronting targeting of a psycho) and staying alot strong. and thanks to cutest mom of globe (whom is snoring right now:) i got used to snoring sound :) before it were somehow differnt to get used to to try to sleep with snoring sound:) now even snoring looks cute concept since my mom is very cute person, she healed my trauma:)) (since this is a single room flat, when there is snore sound there is:)) normally in iskenderun home there are lots of rooms. so snoring is not any problem there :) i got used to:) not any problem also here:)
yayyyy my opengl4.5 book is tomorrow at home:) (noon i would take it:)) i ddnt wanted to study today. i worked on other coding topics non game engine topic today night. yuppp so would get to see the design of that semaphore concept in buffer read write mechanisms :) nice:) its not any nicely told in the text i studied. did wanted to see the reference text of opengl4.5.
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