human rights is very important. specifically covering justice topics. 

and covering racism.

e.g. happy to be in an non racist place i am.

but if there were racism, my even complaint as a woman confronted sell! sleep! shoutings, even that would be considered handled in a second level citizenway. or even as "not a human" way.  so i am happy i am not in a racist place. that even my right to live right would not be considered second level or none level at all as i saw in internet such mindsets exist. so happy that this place is not any racists. (i accused internet's some sect in this paragraph. not any physical country or place).

racism doesnt show up itself as just targeting one minority. but it also is applicable for entire humanity. 

rascism and fascism are very bad things. the one with power doesnt could not define what justice means. even could alter how things happens. but justice's meaning is out of any relation to power/power system.

the way its  reacted to a woman whom been shouted sell! by a pscyho stalker that stalked her for 5 years in internet,  shows the way how people's minds are actually racist. i guess not all minds of that place are racist like that. but i am happy for being here observing this and that and those things i saw.

if a woman says she would been shouted sell by a psycho, see the fuzz see the all feminism there. then if a disliked person says this, that even gets attacked in internet like that. 

i am happy to be in a place where powersystems and concepts dont interact. and that justice and human rights gets untouched by hatred filled minds. like our suffering. like how we reported our suffering. dont get touched by hatred filled minds.  even our suffering is prone to attacks, this thing i observed. not just humanity. but our pains/sufferings, how we uinderstood them, how we might misinterpreted them, how we suffered, what we lived 5 years in being stalked by a psycho stalker from 5 years ago, and even our pain, not just humanity that i got used to have my humanity be attacked, but i see even my pain is attacked. in internet. 

so happy to live in a place where power systems + justice + human rights systems arent let to play between. that one with power has no right to torture others dignity.

we are not even in minds of others let to suffer/feel pain. nor our injustice is not any severe. nor unrelatedly to anything,  our 5 years of torture like things being confronted such torture of a psycho's stalk in life (from 5 years ago), thatseeing our misinterpretations are even attacked. so i am very happy to live here. for because i am not a second citizen here. nor that neither my pain is any attacked.

this were the most disturbing thing i ever seen, to see my pain be attacked like that. even my pain is my suffering is up to attacks. that i confronted one very bad life years 5 years of a psycho stalker shouting sell! sleep! with such words, even this be attacked this morning. in internet. i dont want to be emotional but this is totally insane.

so i am happy to live in a place where people's minds arent filled with hatred.  that there are no 2.d 3rd. level citizens whose lives/rights are opt to be tormented.  that there are no 2.d 3rd level citizenship here. that there are no hatred filled minds here. (except my stalkers that tries to tried to turn me to a bitch with shouting sleep! sell!). can you imagine this happens to their 1st level citizens. and what fuzz it would create. now even my either correct or incorrect interpretation of the 5 years stalk i confronted, is also attacked. it feels like, those sect in internet has humanity levels and i am their scapegoat. like stalkers shouted me ork for how my nose were defected 5 years, that they shouted sleep! sell! hole! super poor!. for to try to convert me to a bitch, which they couldnt.

then similarly some side in internet i see similar attitude none different than my psycho stalekrs.

so i am not even let to suffer from being targeted by a psycho stalker whom tried to convert me to a bitch. and since i suspected commies are behind this (for since theyt used manager's name also in this thing i confronted), even my such interpretation is attacked like that? come on but this is not i dont know. this is not how life should be.

when i said i would search for communities whom help people whom confronted criminal type violence, i said i would search from here. nowhere else. cause i know fairness. cause i know justice works with fairness.

know what. i would also see my justice happens. i wont give up until i see it happens. i would fight with my stalkers so that they cant shout me "sell!" word. i would get help from communities here. i know they are fair. i know i am not a second citizen. i would go to theraphy.and ask my therapist help. and this is open reply to call justice for all injustice. where and when and to whom without mattering.  i respect justice quest for black people alot since i know what how it feels to confront such things even not under racial context but under due to having a psycho stalker context in my side. injustice feels super shitty. i respect alot black people's quest for justice super much.

my paragraph is unrelated to that either. my paragraph is related to attacks in internet to my blog. that i observed even my right to suffer is not seen appropriate. or i dont know. it just feels as sometimes internet is super weird. i know not all people of that place are any like that either. but i am happier where i am seeing things in internet, seeing attacking internet blogs.  and when i said i would search for communities that help people whom confronted criminal violence, i meant communities here in this continent. not else place. happy to be in this continent. not else where.

one thing to do in life to have peaceful life is filtering hateful internet posts we see. some people look like they have insourmountable levels of hatred. when i said communities i said communities in this continent. not else place. here. cause here looked fair. no hatred filled people targeting my blogs. nor in else domain. i only continued to get attacked by smear campaign/stalk/slander that i were targeted 5 years ago stlkr  that which i would solve with sueing them after i collect evidence of the sell! shoutings. i would sue them for since they shouted me sleep! sell! whilst i would never do such thing. i would sue them for this dishonesty. upon i collect evidence someway. and also curses./slander/smear campaign etc. if it were done 1 year i might had forgoit even nor would nihiliated with saying i dont care how pswychos behave. but it happens endlessly for 5 years. so i would sue. to justice systems. that are which are always fair. tht if it ends i wld frgt but the psycho cnstntly dstrbs my life in outsde wth sell shtngs.  

i see even my not knowing whom is stalking me state is attacked. i betted that its commies behind. for since they used one manager's name in stalk. but then i thought its not commies but mainly a psycho i think. but in periods of time i think its commies. in periods of time i think it must be just a psycho stalker. the thing is, i dont even know whom is stalking me. and confronted such things. does this give you a reason to attack me like this? i still think it might be commies. but i dont loudly state either for since i really dont know. that which i stated many times. i just go think its just a psycho stalker thats friends of friends frm 5 years sgo mqaybe and gets my manager's sentences said like that. then i remember i were stalked like if they holded GPS< then i started to think they are commies. but recently i in my loud statement i stopped tsaying commies. for regarding it might else be just an Narcisstic psycho from there 5 years ago doing this and soemhow learning things said to my manager some way. i dont know what the heck happent or happens. but i reject so badly to attack i received. what kind of people the attacker is? would if your sister confronted thing i confronted, would you attakc him/her similarly with such words?

could you stop attacking my blog please? this is my place. tihs is my suffering. i am stalked by psychos for 5 years and my blog mainly wanders around that topic. and is not yours topic either.  my blog's 80% conssits of my suffering my cry due to having psychos stalking me with such stalk with first sleep! then later sell! sentences. its none your business. my suffering belongs to mine. and its not an area you could attack.  and my suffering or my problems dont even root me from either. so you correlating things bad things i confronted to me is not any fair. would i wanted to confront such suffering? i dont. would i call come stalk me to my stalkers? would i say them i am a lady interested to sleep! sell! domain? I DONT. I DIDNT. but it happens. i targeted by a group of people doing consistently such narrative to me. whilst in real life i would never do such thing. but i confront such stalk for 5 years neverendingly. so you have no right to correlate my stalkers to me. i am here this blog is mainly about my suffering for last 5 years. my hopes to get saved from stalk. my troubles in life. my happiness in life. cant you understand this blog is nt even about you? i am 5 years or 4 years i dont know blogging my troubles that are never solved. and i create hypothesis from things i confronted in stalk. like stalkers using my prev. manager's name and sentences made me think its something like in history the stazi commies did before. cauyse they also did smear campaigned/stalked. then i would think its most possibly not such thing and just a psycho friend of friend of friend frm 5 years ago maybe that somehow gets my life's details from my friends. but i truly dont know. whom is stalking me.  so this stalk is none of your business. did you felt the pain of it? did you felt pain of smear campaign/stalk/harrasmnt wth sleep! sell! shoutings? you didnt right? so i wish you understand its not a topic that belongs to you nor a topic you could attack me about.

i am quite happy that i live in this continent. cause noone attacks another about a topic thats none of his/her area. everyone minds his or her own life. i here, try to save my liufe from stalk i confronted and continue to confront. and this shouldnt bother you any. and its not your business to bother it any.

co0uld you imagine how it feels life years being stolen from me. that i stay agoraphobic? how could you attack me on such domain? that stolen my life's years from me. its not related to you nor any type of yours domain. pain of my stolen from me life peace my life years belongs to me, its not a domain people could attack me on. and i am super happy to live in a place where people are disinterested to attacking people's pain. unlike that attacking internet blog.

i being a talented engineer, have my life creeped by stalk for last 5 years. maybe if i had a normal life, i would even marry/have kids. but my life's last 5 years passed with scaring from stalk or figuring out days ways how to save myself from this stalkers that i dont even know whom they are.

could you imagine this pain? that life years passing with jut scaring from a stalk? .that having a dedicated stalker that constantly stalks me whereever i go and stalks shouts sleep! sell!. and also slander/smear campaign.

if this stalk hadnt happent, i might even had a family now. but my last 5 years passed with either scaring from stalk or improvising thinkign on what could i do to save myself from stalk of the psycho stalker 5 years ago that neverendingly stalks me.

while you people partied or read books with peace or socialized or had fun or traveled, my 5 years passed with confronting stalk and unpeace.  actually more severe period is last 3 years, first 2 years i hadnt understood i am stalked by such psycho.

can you not please attack me on this topic. cause while you were peacefully sipping from your coffee, i were fighting scaring from a stalk for 5 years. can you stop attacking my pain from your easy life? 

i dont now do drama to lost years or years spent with creepedwith scared state. but the thing is this is not yours domain to attack. this is my personal pain that happent to me, not you, so its not yours right to pinpoint my suffering with an unnice meaning. 

why internet is so much interested to attacking people?

this my pain started with super poor! ork!(for since i had a defected nose), sleep!  then last 3 years sell! shoutings. whilst i am not any person interested to such things. but i confront. the point i want to make is, i am just an engineer trying to live an engineer life with building things, with traveling, with socializing, but my life has been tormented like trhis last 5 years from stalkers i dont even know whom they are, and that being an engineer, i have none interested to neither of such things stalkers stalked but they neverendingly stalked. with no reaching any goal. they couldnt make me sleep after 2 years of sleep shoutings. similarly sell shoutings for 3 years, they couldnt reach any goal. but this neverendingly happens because the stalker is a psycho. my theory is that either animated by commies for some reason, or an NPD maniac does this to me. but the thing is, i am just like you, an engineer, a mom, a brother, a sister, a coder, a hairdresser, a student, that creates money from her profession that my profession has always been coding/engineering. i mean i am just like you no different than you, not less nor more than you. but i am stalked for 5 years with such words. what i am expected to think when i ams talked like that by people whom couldnt reach their goals and neverendi8ngly p0ursuit such sleep! sell! shoutings?  i still think its either a stazi commies like thing(not stazi  commies stazi is just a historic example, but  i meant a commies sect from some type of commies that might disliked me somehow) or a psycho stalker that somehow gets my life's details from friends.  the thing before you attack me with such words is that you should understand comprehend i am neither less nor more from you. nor from anyone. who works on their professions. in which mine profession is engineering. none different than other professions. but being confronting this narrative of sleep! sell! shoutings of psycho stalker in street, then what i am expected to think? for whom is doing to me? i just have 2 theories. either its something in history  commies did alike to people with smear campaign. or its just a psycho stalker that is either friend of friend of my friend maybe. cause as told the stalkers used very personal info in stalk like a managers sentence. or guys i dated names.  or GPS like stalk that part ri dont any understand how happent.

you people are like, you people in internet that attack people for their pain are like, people's life, lost years, trauma nothing means to you anything but just having someway to attack. attacking is kind of a something you like to do,   you people whom likes to attack people in internet. 

this is none related to you. nor any should be interesting to you. this is my personal life trouble i am trying to solve that i hadnt created either.  unless you are willing to help, stop messing with my pain with attacking like that.

so what, when you attacked my blog, did everything got better in yours life? do attacking people makes you feel better person?  the thing you should also understand is, you arent the one with a harder version of life. i wonder what this attacking someone with text blog means to a person. did it made you more intellgnt more or better person? i want to understand this loop this thing how attackers behgave. why? how? how can someone's pain be such an attacking topic? i try to understand. i try. but i cant. i mean i really i cant. go ahead doing this thing of attack. but know that internet blogger of that article that attacked me, know that i truly dont any give any shit nor care. yeah. continue please.

i am quite happy to live in a continent that respects people's pain

what makes you give right to attack me like this? instead of attacking, solve learn whom are stalking me then? i mean if you are interested to be interested to my blog, then solve learn whom are my stalkers than and tell me later also. how could you attack me for since i dont know whom my stalkers are? i just report my problem. and i would continue to do so. of being stalked by psychos and its very details. if you are inte4rested to read my blog and mess with it, then slearn whom is stalking me and then tell me later so that i dont have theroies on whom is stalking me. what i am supposed to think when i am stalked like this with also manager's names and including his sentecnes in stalk? how cofuld you accuse me for the theories i thought? if you are better in thinking better theories than mine, help the tormented person me to figure out learn whom is stal;king her.

i am and going to report the torment the torture i confronted and confront as long as i exist and as long as i get tortured by the sell! sleep! shouting stalker.  and i would have no reasons to stay silent on my theories. cause my life is the tortured life. not yours. to say any word on this, i have the right to talk. you have right only have right of helping or staying silent. you have no right to attack my theories. your position has no right to attack my blog like this. if i werent if my life werent any tortured stalked tormented like this,  i would understand your attacking words. but in such situatioin that my lifes years are lkost to this torture i confront, you have no right to attack me like this on such topic thats type of torture type.  you have no right to attack me like this on torture i confronted. if you have any interest to solve it, then solve and help and learn whom are stalking me. and stop them. but otherelse, if you have nothing to help, just please dont attack. or not expect me to care your attack when if you attack. i wonder when does this attacking tortured people become a practise? this blog 80% mainly consists of my torture reports from the psycho stalker for last 4 or 5 years. if you are unhappy to reading tortured people's blogs, then dont read instead of tryoing to attack their torture theories. that their hypothesis of whom are torturing them. if you arent interested to help, then dont read. because i wont stay silent. as long as the psycho stalker tortures me with sell! sleep shoutings, i would continue to write this blog with all my theories that which i only have 2. and i truly think all of them are quite plausible things. for due to things i confronted in this  5 years of stalk. so my words is, if you have no interest to help and catch my stalkers, go find yourself another hobby instead of reading my blog and attacking me. any help is welcome(For regarding catching of my stalkers  wyh detctvs and having them confront law systems). but attacks to this topic, on my theories on my stalk torture i confront is definitely not welcome.  you could attack me on points i were wrong. and i never saaid dont attack me when i were critizied for things iam  wrong. but i wont let you attack on my personal psychological torture topic that i confronted and continue to confront. (that stalk with sleep! sell! shoutings and smear campagin/slander also). this topic in that which i have no wrong is not any topic to attakc me. nor any attacks are any welcome. just and just help is welcome. otherwise if you arent interested to help, just please dont read. nor if you attack me, dont expect me to care that. cause i dont care unfair things in life.