ok i truly like gay people and this has nothing related to any gender.
i think my sociopath stalker is a woman. since shouted stalk sociopathy with shouting ex and naive or such words in today's one incident. ok then i wouldnt any sue the stalker since i believe in positive discrimination to gender issues. for since different genders are repressed.
i am not any gay neither.
the stalker creates unnice characters to me. constant stalk/slander wth even creating worst characters to me. (not about gender. just bitch like topics)
ok so i think the way to solve this situaiton would definitely hold no legal sues ot the stalker. since i tyhink there is repression to genders in overall.
i just dont know how to survive form a stalk when a stalker creates unreal characters to me and stalks harrasses me like that:S in stalk incidents it started with bitch characters. and constantly creates fake characters nonreal characters to me aqnd tries to disturb destroy my life like that:S i dont any know what to do:S even tried to make me convert to a bitch. made me shouted worst sentences ever. made me shouted sentences that you can never imagine. tries to destroy my life like this:S i dont know what to do:S a sociopath stalker issue:S
surely i wonrt sue this stalker. since i believe in positive discrimination. that gay people had been repressed all along history.
i need ot find a way to save myse3lf from a sociopath stalker. i dont know what to do:S creates unreal characters to me. tries to destroy my life like that neverendingly:S cnostant neverending stalk/harrasment for 5 years:S
i wish there were an institution that helps people that are stalked by sociopath stalkers. (gender has none relatedness to this topic. woman could stalk other woman. man could stalk man. woman could stalk man. stalk sociopathy topics has no gender.
and i think sociopathy must be more common in straight people than gays. so this is not any about gender) (i wish this paert is strongly not any misunderstood)
i just dont know what to do:S i wish i could find a job in agencies. so that i get protected stalk from a sociopath stalker that i dont know how to stop sociopathy acts of. i dont even know identity of. i dont even know whom is stalking me.
but understanding in today's incident that, that the stalker is gay, i would never ever sue my stalker. for maybe these type of behaviors might be due to repression or society's bad behaviors to gay people. i mean maybe stalker is trying to target me destroyal effort for her reaction to society? i mean i think there needs to be always positive discrimination against gay people for since they had quite injustice as default in societies by sometimes religion by sometimes governments etc . so i would never ever sue my stalker upon in understanding today that my stalker is a woman.
i just only dont know how to save myself stalk from sociopath stalker. i dont want to disturb the stalker's life with sueing her. but i dont know how to stop these people whom even literally tried to convert me to a bitch. i think my stalker has problems with rejection and tries to destroy my life in very severe form:S though i would never sue her for since i beleive in positive discrimination for since gay people confronted injustice all along history.
holy shit. i would happily search legal systems help if my stalker were a man. i mean since is a woman, i now dont know what to do to stop stalk. if it were a man. simple solution would be restrained order if i could had collected stalk evidences.
the stalker tried to kill my life with creating unreal very unnice characters to me. constantly tries to destroy my life like that:S
maybe is taking anger to society's represisons of gay people with targeting suych anger against me? maybe is due to that ? this sociopathic destroyal effort? due to anger of represison of societies against gay people?
i dont any know how to survive when having a sociopath stalker. anyway. (again and again this topic has no relatedness to gender. i think sociopaths occure more in straighht people than gays. i think gay people most of the time are much far much better people than straight people. so this topic really has none relatedness to any gender topic)
ok how happy it would have been if i could find a job in an agency and disappear so that sociopath stalker would not be able to stalk me any more. the agencies could investigate my life. i have none problems in my life. i would be super happy to be employed. if there any agency there from a noncommie & democratic country ever interested to employ me, this guh would be super levels of happy for that. if you save this guh from stalk of stociopath stalker with givingh her job in another city in someplace so that my stalker forgets stalking me. that my stalker stops stalking/slandering me. you could investigate my past histyory, i have none wrongs in my histyory/past.
anyway. what kind of unluck this is to have my life be destroyed by a sociopath stalker. that even visibly hires mafia in doing so. since i think people that stalked me looked like mafia due to sentences shouted. they shouted me worst type of sentences in stalk incidents. the stalker literally tried to kill my life with creating unreal/fake characters to me. i think one of the most horrorful topics in life is people whom cant handle rejection. my stalker tried to endlessly kill my life with such acts for 5 years and it hadnt stopped also. is fixated to either way destroy my life with sociopathy acts. for 5 years.
now is understood why i were given names of mans i dated names. or guys i am fan of dates. or sometimes Y1/Y2 names? i dont know how my stalker got details of my life? upon rejection, my stalker tried to kill my life with sociopathy/stalk/slander neverendingly for 5 years. i dont know how to survive from stalk of a sociopath stalker situation either. again and again this topic has none relatednss to any gender topics. stalk has no gender. its just stalk. unrelated topic to gender. and i think gay people most of the time are much better than straight people. its just statistics i think. maybe if 1in 100 of straight people is sociopath. i expect it to be 1 in 1000000 gay people to be sociopath. and just simple unfaiht to have such unluckfound my life. i mean i definitely think sociopaths occure much more in straight people than gay people. i mean i definitely think gay people most of the time or all time, much better people than straight people.
in today's stalk incident stalk shouted "my naive! " and "ex" some woman shouted these. then also shouted "fake gay". ok so the stalker thought i am gay. ok. but i am straight by the way. i dont any know whom is stalking me.
i truly dont know how to survive from stalk of a person that tries to destroy my life upon rejection of attention. tried this destroyal effort neverendingly for 5 years. even looks as hired mafia to do that either. due to many very unnice stalk shoutings that happent that which looked as were shouted by mafia. i were shouted the worst form of requests in stalk incidents that doesnt any resonate with my universe, that looks to be shouted from mafia type of people. so my stalker even hired mafia in trying to destroy my life. has problems wiht rejection and has fixated me. and i dont know how, learnt guys i dated. used guys i am fan of. or Y1/Y2 name in stalk icndents. or sometimes woman names either. i truly dont know how to survive myself from stalk from a sociopath whom stalks and slanders me. i have none idea hows to survive from this situation. constant stalk. constant slander. constant smear campaign. just the same things i read in serena's texts that i shared before in this blog. same pattern of behavior of destruction of the sociopath stalker situation.
(... agencies of noncommie& democratic countries, if ever interested to employ a software engineer thats an amazing engineer, please give me a chance and give me a task in a remote far away country where my sociopath stalker cant stalk me please:S) (if ever such chances exist, i would be super duper interested to and i would work very hard and would create amazing solutions to your tasks. and in side projects, thids engineer creates algebra learning ais. so could even create science projects to yours sides. if ever any employment chances ever happens, please also consider this guh. she is an amazing coder that could create amazing projects to you in science in machine learning etc or even recoding physics science any task you give me, even learning special relativity, i would be able to handle, this guh could learn any topic. so if ever interested ot employ such a guh named engineer, this guh would to forever be iknterested to be employed, if you protect this guh from her sociopath stalker with giving guh a job in a foreign land that stalker would forget stalking me. you could investigate me to see my past that i have none wrongs in anytopic/ that i have a clean past. my stalker even visibly hires mafia to stalk me and tries to destroy my life with sociopathy acts with stalk/slander/smear campaign. so this guh would be to forever grateful to you if you employ her and protect her from stalker with hiring me in remote places in far away places that stalker would forget stalking me and wouldnt stalk me. you could investigate me and also this topic to see i truly have none wrong. )
(if i cant find such chances, second plan is buildikng recoding physics framework topic (like string theory or holographic universe with newly created algebras). and surviving sociopath stalker problem with capital help from that (goal is to create new physics frameworks using data/models/knowledge of current ones. starts with creating new algebras to rebuild physics knowledge frameworks on different algebras. newer forms of string theory etc. or new understandings for special relativity topics. goals is that in that project. i guess i could even create capital from that wiht creating tech on that such later. ok so it starts with creaitng newer form of abstract algebras/analysis of all math knowledge out there to look to maths differently if possible and create alternative math systems (to furtherly investigate current known of physical models on those algebras) when physics or any topic seems kind of non hard or reducable to learn, this silly side plan to save from stalk is like this. maybe with winning physics prizes:P why not. when being able to learn what ever i want:P definitely would give a try as a side project:) i always not any understand why people discuss any topic as it needs to be very overcomplicated. it could be reduced to easier parts and learnt easily i think. i mean i dont understand why people reflect such areas as hard. maybe its hard. at init, it doesnt look so. but i might be wrong. i dont know why but everything seems easily doable to me. only would take some slight time. ok i love this plan also. creating new algebras:) consuming spionging all maths knowledge out there. and recreating newer algebras. then going to physics. then rebuilding similarly new physics knowledge frameworks which again i think is quite possible and not that hard. only thing in this life that i would call hard is having a sociopath stalker problem. and exams maybe secondarily i also hate exams or studying to exams. never could succeed to study to any hard exam ever in my life. it just feels super stressing. to enter any exam. since it would show i am a silly person:P i am just good in learning or turnign topics to easily learnable parts to myself. but not gifted either any. in this secondary plan option. i dnot know if i would be able to. lets see how it goes. this plan is also very exciting. (creating new algebra systems to maths:P when everything is learnable feels as these types of goals are achieveable. i think anyone could achieve if given time eihter. its just what we focus to study i guess. ok this abstract algebra and first step of creating new math formalisms feels super exciting initial step of this secondary plan. some sponging entier maths world knowledge time to rebuild alternative math algebras/understandings. i am pretty sick of having single maths ontology. lets see. this secondary plan is like this. trying to create capital from winning physics prizes and creating a safe house like that etc. ) but definitely first plan in one above paragraph i think would have been the most exciting version of living life:) ). but i would always favor firsgt option since feels the most exciting form of how to live life (e.g. working in an agency. i think nothing would be more exciting than that:) ) )
having a sociopath stalker that tries to destroy my life with slander/stalk upon i guess rejection of attention (i dont even know my stalker)(i think might be a woman) has been quite hard. slander incident recently happent. i think these type of topics like socio stalker is much more harder than sciences or such topics. as told and as told, if ever any agency would be interested to hire me, i would be super interested to be hired (of course of non-commie & democratic countries). you could investigate to learn i have none wrong. and i dont know how to survive srom stalk/slander of a sociopath stalker. i really dont know. any agency that wonders could investigate. and they should ask questions to the stalker with lie machines cause the stalker is a sociopath. i confronted endless slander/smear campaign. i have no wrong nor nothing to hide either. so i mean if ever any agency would ever be intersted to hire me, they could investigate this. i have nothing to hide. nor did nothing wrong. and i dont understand why this sociopath does this. i think because of rejection of attention. i guess such topics goes as serena's text i shared(the socfiopath st6alker wont stop until reaching target of destroyal of the stalk target). but what i mean is, i just want to say, i did nothing wrong in my life. nor not knowing even whom is stalking me either. the sociopath stalked me for 5 years with helpers. literally tried to convert me make me a bitch. contsant stalk/slander + ugly smear campaign. first sleep shjoutings for 2.5 years. then uglier shoutings last 2.5 years. without reaching any goal, happens like that. i just dont know how to survive from stalk of a sociopath stalker who does stalk/slander/curses for 5 years. i have 2 plans. first and one that i want most is having chance to work in agency of a noncommie&democratic country. so i work in security industry to people /a country from maniacs (e.g. since i got stalked by a sociopath that stalked me with sociopathy for 5 years, constant stalk/slander + curses + sexually harrassing sentences also and very ugly curses, i would be super interested to work in security sector). )against terrsts/hackers. whatever task agency would assign. i would be super interested to apply to if ever any chances happen.
some places i saw a car with guy staring. i dreamt it were an agent giving me job chance:D like in movies:) but since its just i dont any know. might be a total stranger. i wish i looked more. to get clues. how dream it would have been to have chance to enter an agency firm. they could investigate my life's everypart. i did nothing wrong in my life. how cool it would be to have4 chance to become an agent. as told if ever any agency (of non commie4 & democratic countriews) interested could send me an email and i would attend. then to forever i would work for them. since those things goes like this. once you enter you cant leave they say in such topics i heard. i would be happy to forever work to agency whom would be interested to employ me and help me survive from the stalk of the sociopath stalker. as tolld i did nothing wrong. i dont even know whom is stalking me. i think is a psycho neighbour that fixated to me. you could investigate. beside, i did nothing wrong in my life. my life is very open. if you investigate this stalk topic, please investigate with lie machines cause there is stalk/trying to turn me to a bbitch in first 2.5 years + constant stalk + constant very ugly request shoutings+ constant slander. i dont even know whom is stalking me.if i knew this topic would be resolved with going to police. and sying the stalk problem. but when you dont know the stalker, that option also becomes inapplicable. so i guess its main reason why i couldnt survive the stalk of the sociopath stalker. stalk is very hard situation when you dont know the stalker. i went 3 times to police. in first one in ankara the police said are you sure stalker is cursing to you. by those times i even hadnt understood stalker is also shouting sleep word to me. theni went to police also last year here. but when not knowing whom is stalking me, it never gets solved. to be able to stop stalk with police's help, you need to know whom is stalking. i dont even know. i think might be a woman. since due to today's stalk/slander incidents sentences. or its that under ears haired guy i depicted. i dont know if still in that style that i saw in stalk incident. those stalk incidents is from 5 years ago.
the creepiest part of all were the stalker creating names/characters to me. i hadnt understood that in first 2.5 years of stalk. of woman names and also more than woman names, i saw the stalker stalked me with giving alot of names. 2 names were guys i dated. 1 name were guy i fell in love 10 years ago. 2 names of people i am fan of. i would ask what the heck is happenig. the people would sit in a desk beside me saying sentences using a famous name. turned out the stalker likes to assign me whatever he or she wants in stalking me. its a thing i never understood even in first 2.5 years. the psycho likes to create me fake characters and stalk like that. as told, my life is very open. you could investigate. reason i thought its commies doing this psychological torture is; they used also Y1/Y2 name alot in stalk incidents. specifically in year stalk started. i would think Y1 is stalking me. turned out stalker likes to create fake names/fake characters to me. wouidl tried to make me a bitch. and used Y1 name alot in that. and tried to make me mentally ill. constant stalk. gps like stalk. constant slander. Y1/Y2 name were guy name whom offered me security job long before. the stalkers used that name alto in stalk incidents. depicting me as a bitch with many names including Y1/Y2 name. reason i wondered whether is it stasi like people stalking me were this. that gps like stalk. and specific use of first and second name of the security guy whom offreed me security job long before. how i wish i had accepted. i would live my life peacefully happy. i dont know if commies did this to me. or it might be just a psycho stalker situation. i think latter is also possible. cause my stalker somehow i dont know gets my life details. like guys i dated. or manager names like Y1/Y2. i mean i wont be shocked its not commies whom did this psychological torture like stalk to me, but just a psycho stalker that somehow someway gets my life's details i dont know how. then constant stalk and slander. constant curses. constant smear campaigns.
for the chances that commies has did this to me (i dont know, its very small probability io think. i think instead, high proibability is having a psycho stalker that somehow learns my life's details. ) but anyway. as told, i wouild be super interested to work in a non commie country(&democratic)'s agency if ever anyt ime such chances happens.
today i dreamt some guy in some car is an agent like in agent movies:D life would have been super happy back again if i could have chances to be an agent in an non commie country. cause then, if commies are doing this, they wouldnt be able to do. since i would be protected. or if its not commies, but just a psycho stalker (which is very highly probable) then again i would be protected from stalk of sociopath.
i confronted one very ugly killing of my life effort with stalk and slander(with stalkers shouting every ugly requests in stalk incidents). and it still happens.and but i think the creepiest part were fake characters creation that the stalker liking to create names/charactrers to me and stalking me like that. this part, i only understood after 2 years of stalk. i understood whats happening after 2.5 yewars of stalk confrontation. before it were some to me it were a fixated psycho stalker situaitoin. but as i understood this name/labels creation/fake characters creation sociopathy, i entered trauma. i never seen such much creepy topic ever in my life before. having a psychopath building names/characters to me and stalking me like that. i in deftault after understanding this, i entered trauma. recently i got over trauma after 3 years. it just still feels very disturbing in slander stalk incidents. but the shock state of trauma has gone. i mean i still get lost in a feeling of wanting to mentally fight against injustice when stalk slander happens, that strong injustice feeling of sociopathy confronation. that psycho creates whatever names he or she wants to me. and stalks me like that. with creating unreal characters to me. and trying to kill my life like that. it never loses its creepiness this sociopathy thing i saw. that the stalker creates unreal characters to me. and stalks me like that. can youunderstand? on how creepy it were. last 3 years passed with trauma. there is in my head two probabilities for this situation. either a stasi group stalked me. or a psycho stalker like depicted in serena's texts. (maybe that guy with hair in ears level that i saw in various stalk/slander incidents 5 years ago. or maybe a woman stalker that has that behaviors serana's text defines. i dont still know whom is stalking me. if i knew this topic would have been solved loong before with police. i went 3 times to police. its that its expected that i point out the stalker to them. but reverse happens, i dont know whom is stalking me and i usually went depicting stalk incident's place and asking requesting investigation to learn stalkers identity. but i understood, before going to police, i shouild learn had learnt whom is stalking me. i still dont any know. )
i find myself rereading this document.
https://www.bstu.de/assets/bstu/en/Downloads/stasi-exhibition.pdf
cause it the thing i observed, quite similar to this. makes me wonder commies behind? i dont any know. but i observed the same things as those biographies. the stalker create characters/roles to me and stalks like that. with fake characters. unreal characters. can you imagine how horrorful it were to be stalked like that. i been confronting such thing for 5 years. luckily i also hadnt understood in first 2.5 years(otherwise 5 years of severe trauma it would have been). in first 2.5 years i thought some psycho likes to curse me. but never could imagine this names/characters creation sociopathy. the thing you read in this document, its exact version happent in my life. but i dont know whom did. its either a stalker that uses stasi tactics. oir its really commies.
my life's 5 years dont exist. it passed with constant scaring from stalk/slander incidents. in first 2.5 years, asking whom is this psycho stalker that stalks me everywhere. last 2.5 years severe trauma after understanding having a sociopath stalker. i had no life last 5 years. either due to having a psycho stalker. or its something like commies. cause the exact method i read in this document happent to me. i hadnt even ujnderstood when happening. i understood when only after 2.5 years of constant stalk/slander incidents.
this happent to me:
focused more on preventive surveillance and so-called 'psychic demolition'. It used manipulation and targeted rumours in its attempts to systematically intimidate individuals or groups, to ruin their reputations, isolate or criminalize them. Friendships were destroyed, and professional careers ruined without the victims even realizing why.
i dditnt even understood whats happening in first 2.5 years of stalk. i never could imagine i hgave a stalker that could create unreal characters to me and labels. constant curses. constant stalk. gps like following. constatn this characters creatiuon. using even guys i dated names. ysing Y1/Y2 name.
in my case, friendships nor career hasnot been impacted. but my life impacted. i have nor had no life last 5 years. last 3 years constant scaring from stalk/slander incidents. cause this type of sociopathy, that unreal characters creation is something not easy to confront. i mean from outside, it could come easy to you. but think that thats done bya group of people. creating characters/labels/harrassing/stalking/slandering constantly. with a gps like stalk. every cafe i went, i were stalked. every shopping center. every where. then i became agoraphobic as told. it might feel non important from otuside. btu in inside, being target of such sociopathy, has been felt like i am insidfe a horror movie.
i know that its quite plausible that its not any commies. but justa psycho stalker. (just read serena's text to understand that psycho stalkers also do stasi like acts).
but i still wonder, how. how i were stalked everywhere. it were like even like i stopped in a shop for 6 minutes, i were stalked there. or i would go to some big shopping center. then i would enter door. then deiciding to leave 10 minutes later you know. then 10 minutes later, in cafe in front of it, i were stalked. every step i did. every time i got stalked. i dont know if its like this last year. i as told i last 3 years dont go outside unless i have to most of the times most of the times i feel agoraphobic.
once i went to bolu named district. on path to it, in mid place i stopped at a cafe. then i got stalked there also.t hen also in bolu. i know it feels unbelievable to readers to have this like stalk confrontation. but really happent. and i dont know whom stalked me. they are like expert in sociopathy and cursing. that people whom stalked me. i just sometimes believed a psycho person fixated me(maybe that guy with hair on ear level or woman in today's stalk incident) and hired mafia. which might be whats happening. or its sometopic like commies. i dnt any know.
its either a psycho stalker that uses stasi tactics. or real stasi like people (commies?) i dont any know my stalkers.
but i know its quite probable that its not any commies but just a psycho stalker. (that likes to use stasi like techniques:S) but it were a dedicated group of people. which makes me think an organized people set stalked me. which makes me again think of commies probability. the exact sentence you read in this leaflet that i shared, happent to me last 5 years.
having lost my life years without even knowing whom did this to me. this stalk/slander thing. that still happens.
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as so, want to restate:
any agency interested from noncommie/democratic countries, i would be super happy to apply to work for. and my life is super open type of life, nothing hidden. & i did nothing wrong in my life.
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if such chances dont happen, as told second plan is rebuilding physical frameworks in new algebras. ok couldnt found a nice chalkboard yet.
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--- again and again this topic has none relatedness to any topics of editors nor ceos or company managers as you see. it has none relatedness. it has non type of relevance to them. i wsh other or such people dont read but people expert in helping people like me reads only. i wish ceos or company managers or news paper editors dont read ever.
i wish people who are expert in sociopath stalkers topics only or people who are expert in fighting against stasi like commies like topics only reads this blog. no one else other than such people should read.
i think i were either target of a sociopath stalker. or something like stasi happent to me. so i wish only people that helps people(or in other words victims) like me reads my blog. i wish news e4ditors nor ceos nor company managers dont read. it has none relatedness to their universes this topics i confronted. has none relevance nor relatedness.
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stalk/slander continues. in some times in real time. when i write slander sometimes slander very ugly slander happens in real time.
i exactly confronted a stasi like acts and continue to confront. that sentence i shared. its exact version happent/happens in my life last 5 years. its either a sociopath stalker or sometopic like stasi acts happens against me.
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as so, want to restate:
any agency interested from
noncommie/democratic countries, i would be super happy to apply to work
for. and my life is super open type of life, nothing hidden. & i did
nothing wrong in my life. i would be very happy if such interested people investigate this topic. though if they arenot priotizing they dont have to. if they employ me, what agency priotizes would be my priority surely. if this topic becomes their prioorty it would be super happy, cause i want to learn whom did this psychopathy sociopathy to me. but if not priotized its also ok defintiely. whatever they priotize would be my priority. if they employ me, and protect me from stalk of sociopath, i would be very happy to work to them to forever. and as told, my life is very open type of life. nothikng hidden. they can investigate anything. and i would bve very happy to work to forever in an agency whom would protect me from sociopath stalker. i dont even know whom is stalking me. (i just wanted to mean, if anyone interested to employ me and investigate this, i would be super happy for it since i want responsible people to confront legal consequences for tryingto kill someone's life with sociopathy/psychopathy against her(me). but if anyoine intersted to employ but not priotizs this, its also ok. everything is ok when they protect me from psycho stalker)ok times i start to believe this is a cult maybe a religious cult. because in recent stalk incidents and many long years before, i heard deccal word from stalkers in 3 stalk incidents. maybe i been targeted since i am an atheist. and wrote atheist sentences. ok my stalkers might be a muslim cult then? i ahve no problems with muslim people nor christians onr jews. in recent 2 stalk incidents, and in one stalk incident i think 5 years ago, this deccal word were used by stalkers. in recent stalk incident, stalker shouted "deccal! forgivement.". i think i start to think my stalkers might be a muslim sect or from a psycho cult inside that religion?
i dont any know. again and again i have no problems with any religions. i am just atheist. everyone lives his her fate/life/religions. i have none relatedness.
but is it possible, that stalkers are something like thawt? i always thought commies are stalking me. but this deccal word usage started to make me think it might be some psycho type of cult?
ok now i read about this religious figure. lets see. ok i always found religions kind of non interesting topic. oh shit. ok then topic turns to: hjow to survive when a p[scyho cult is stalking me:S (i thought its stasi? maybe its such type of stasi? some cult's stasi? ) i am not interested any to Muslim religion. but i wondered, is my stalkers from Shii or Sunni sects? i am none of them. i am atheist. my family is also mostly religionless.
so maybe what happens is some psycho cult labeled me as a kafir woman? and tries to destroy endlessly for 5 years? ok. what kind of unluck this is:S
i have muslim friends from Turkey and they are awesome people. being good or bad has none relatednss to any religion. i mean me being an atheist, have no prejudicies against people with religion. i mean cause i had many awesome religious friends nearly from all religions. i grw up in iskenderun. had christian friends. had muslim friend. had jew friends. i mean me and religions have no problems in pepole domain. in ideas' domain, i always like to talk discuss this topic in ideas domain in atheist concerns. otherelse, i respect all religions. everyone has a single life. and should live life with whatever topics they value. if a person values religion its his or her life. and personal topic surely. similarly if a person does not, its again his or her personal choice.
ok my probability set of my stalker has moved largely to the possiblity that a religious cult is stalking me. since last week stalk incident this deccal word happent. in recent stalk incident happent. 4 or 5 years ago stalk incident happent. so a religious cult targeted me since i dont live my life in theirs way and tries to destroy me endlessly???? holy shit! i always think commies are behind my stalk. this deccal word in stalk incident made me thought it might be instead some psycho religious cult.
some body save me from this crazy cult please:S ok so its neither commies nor a sociopath stalker. but a religious cult which is of psycho that targets woman that live very independently?
hey ok this atheist is interested to help of any agency that would save me stalk from these psycho cult.
I would also ask help of Church of here if possible. or Jew people's sinagogs. to save me from stalkers. I guess they respect atheist women whom dont live their lfie according to religion. normally muslim people also respects.
i wonder whom this psycho cult is:S i also respect cults usually if they dont disturb lives of other people outside or innerside of the cults.
ok then i ask help of :
agencies of world (from noncommie/democratic countries)
from Church
from Jews people's Sinagog? (their church)
Dalai Lama?
to save me stalk from a psycho cult. whomever helps i would be happy to get help of.
i never been to any religion. as i came here, i tried Christianity. then i again got lost in atheist ideas. i honestly not a religious sided person most of the time. so whjen i ask help, i also add this.
i have lots of atheists people in Turkey whom live life happily. i guess this happent to me by unluick cause i never saw such thing that happent to me happent to anyone else. its a very free country honestly. so i dont want to leave any impression. Turkey is a mixture of various cultures. everyone lives life freely. most of my friends are alcholics there:D i mean people drink lots of alcohol. like to travel. or there are also religious people similarly. but manage to live peacefully. most of my colleagues were both liking alchool and both were religious:) so i mean its a free country like other free world countries whom dont impose any religion to people.
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ok but so, i understand that this 5 years stalk then most possibly is from a religious cult? ok i wonder which cult? i dont any wonder. i am only wondering why a religious cult targeted me? cause i had never had any religion eever in my life. just i came here, i tried once going to Church. and liked it. but my ideas are still atheist so i due to that ddnt went later. but surely religious places feel super peaceful.
ok again and again,as told, i understand soimetimes religious cults target independent women? cause i never been interested to any reliugious cult ever:S
i wonder why a religious cult targeted me and try to torture my life with sociopathy?
i truly thought its commies. but this deccal word, put the probabilities weight to the possibility that my stalker is actually a religious cult. cause deccal is from muslim world's topic.
somebody please save me from these maniacs's(whomever that religious cult these people are) stalk/slander/sociopathy please:S
why thge fuck a religious cult targeted me:S
it were always very visible its an organized people set with variopus resources. cause stalk happent in very severe level. i mean to me it were visible that the stalkers are an organized group of people. but i always thought that organization is stasi like, e.g. commies. so they are commies from muslim side?
ok i revise my life to check if there wer epeople whom looked like they might be from cults. i dont know any. i am an atheist. i dont talk to friends about their religioins most of the time. actually i dont ever talk either.
i mean, i wonder what kind of a psycho cult tortures women otuside the cult? its also surely super psycho act if a psycho cult tortures women inside the cult. but i mean, i am otuside whomever these sociopaths are's cult. what the heck? why these maniacs mess with me? i wish their women saves themselves from those sociopaths. and revolves agains t them. but i mean, i am atheist, whats that cult's problem with me? cause as i knew, cults usually work around people with same religion, not on differnt religions. why the heck they mess with my life? i dont have even any religions:S
ok so now the probabilkity space for whom is stalking me were:
before:
0.5 commies
0.5 sociopath stalker ( asociopath thats sociopath that much like in serena's texts)
now it turned out:
0.8 a psycho religious cult (which one ? i dont know any. i am not interested either)
0.19999999999999 a sociopath stalker (maybe that hair in ear levels guy?)
0.00000000000001 commies (actually after religious cult topic, i dont think its any commies. but who knows. there are also very leftist religious sides and might be such one. i mean, it might be still commies but i dont know any)
i think maybe someone i talked in previous workplaces or some friend were from a cult? i mean i try to understand whom makes me stalked by a maniac cult? i thin these people whomever are they are maniacs. they stalk me with stalk/slander/smear campaign. i had no life last 5 years. every step i took i were stalked. then also smear campaign. constant stalk/smear campaign/slander. for 5 years:S it wer exactly like that stasi document i shared's tgat psychic demoliton named definiton part. for 5 years constant stalk/slander/smear campaign. and various ugly/psycho/creepy sentences in stalk ikncidents:S
somebody please save me from these maniacs's(whomever that religious cult these people are) stalk/slander/sociopathy please:S
i ask help of :
agencies of world (from noncommie/democratic countries)
from Church
from Jews people's Sinagog? (their church)
from Dalai Lama? honestly i never ever entered any religious cult in my life ever (for since being an atheist). for since a religous cult might be stalking me, i wanted to reassure that i never entered any time any religious cult ever. (i only recently once made joke of making Mr. Resnick's altar:) for sicne i came up to personally lots of important ideas by reading that chapters)
ok if any agency of world countries (that is non commie and also democratic) ever gets interested to employ me, i would be super itnerested to work for them if they protect me from this psycho people that i dont even know whom htey are that constantly stalk/slander/smear campaign for last 5 years.
maybe its only a sociopath stalker problem. i truly dont any know. i just confronted constant stalk/smear campaign/slander. in stasi acts type. that documents pshchic demolition part quite resembles what i confronted. but it might also come from a sociopath stalker. but looks more organized than that. cause a sociopath stalker i dont believe could had stalked me every step i stepped years ago. in cafes wise. i mean. i mean i do think i actually am sure that this is not any something like just a sociopath stalker situation. its something like stasi i think(not from here surely:) i mean when i say stasi, i dont any mean historical stasi. i mean wonder whether its versions happens in other places with help of commies? ). i dont any know surely whether its somethinglike that(stasi like). but gut feeling i think it doesnt just only look like a psycho stalker situation. it looks like an organized group of people doing such psychological torture of stalk/slander acts. as told in first 2.5 years, constant uglyu shoutings of sleep! were done. then it got worse and worse the sentencs in stalk incidents got worse. they never could reach goals either. its just happening perpetually for last entire 5 years. i had no idea i m stalked by a sociopath stalker in first 2.5 years either. i tjhought i had a psycho stalker and helpers but never could expect having a sociopath stalker problem.
i am just so sick and tired of even telling this super stupid topic. ok i wouldnt any caree slander. and i am sick of blogging even. bogh:S quite sick and tired of blogging about this topic.
as told, i would be super intersted for if ever:
if any agency of world countries (that is non commie and also
democratic) ever gets interested to employ me, i would be super
itnerested to work for them if they protect me from the psycho people
that i dont even know whom htey are that constantly stalk/slander/smear
campaign for last 5 years. whatever agency priotize would be my priority surely. i would be to forever grateful to any agency whom saves me from stalk of sociopath stalker(maybe its something like stasi. or just a sociopath stalker. ) and would work them to forever as long as they want up to forever. if any agency ever gets intersted, i would like to state that i would be very interested. specifically you could i guess understand such interest/motive from a person whom life years were stolen by historical stasi like acts (that i dont even know whom they are, idont know whom is stalking me. ) for 5 years. constant stalk/slander/smear campaign. topic (about slander) i read in that stasi exhibition document's very similar version. they create labels/slanders/smear campaign and execute it for 5 years. i dont even know whom "they" are. i hadnt even understood this happening to me in first 2.5 years of stalk i confronted. the first biography i read also resembles. i mean really very resembles to that historical stasi document. nearly same happening in one biography example i saw. nearly same. if ever any agency ever gets interested to talk, i would tell about all this psyghological torture i confronted and continue to confront (that i ddnt understood happening in frst 2.5 years of stalk). and i would be to forever intersted to work for any noncomnie&democratic agency that saves me from this stasi like topic. it started 5 years ago in istanbul. i wonder since is a big city, whether if commies also hide there and do execute stasi acts? anyway. i just wanted to tell this. that i would be very happy to be employed by an agency of any noncommie-& democratic country. tht would save me from these stasi like topic i observe that happening to me for 5 years. i dndt understood such topic is happening in first 2.5 years of stalk/slander confrontation either. actually one of the biographies i read there quite resembles.
if that doesnt happen, second plan would be creation of that recoding of physical knowledge frameworks to create capital with winning prizes there. i dont know but everything feels learnable to me. i think i am an expert in learning topic. (not gifted either in any area) then dreaming other possible versions of topics. these 2 topics i supe rhave fun of. trying to think topics in different alternative versions. quite intriguing side task. actually obsessed to learning physics but couldngt spare time yet. left in middle 4 or 5 years ago. that which i spare now enough focus. i dont know but this side tasks type of redreaming already existing constructs in other possible versions seems super intriguing. this side task. of everything starts with maths in this side project. starting that in maths area. to create newer forms of abstract algebra versions in this side project. first step is like that. its my side projects calling. i am little bit obsessed to this side task in free times. cause it feels doable i think. or very intriguing to try.
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