i bought an ebike. i thought options of transportation whilst not having a driving license thats converted. i thought ebike is better than taxi. since it includes more sport/more autonomy in the sense i can go everywhere. though since i dont have alot money i bought quite cheap one. tuesday it comes.

its just, i dont know riding bicycle started to become hard. in specifically in wind when wind happens. or i got some weight maybe and it became harder due to that. or i became lazier i dont know. but somehow commuting with non electric bike started become kind of harder task to me.  i am eagerly awating my ebike:) its quite cheap i bought to 465 Euros. i would try to convert my driving license and collect money to buy a car also. but also those winter bikes ebikes seems quite look they look like motorcycles the snow ebikes. with large tires. but they are like in ranges like 1200 Euros or 1500 Euros. i think instead i would initially buy a car when i collect money. i plan to buy something 4000 Euros range. next year i plan to buy with collecting money for it. 

i am so happy that now the slope in one place thats like 20 degrees of slope at least would be easier. all my commuting roads are flat except that road. i could go to a full slopeless road but that is longer so i favor this shorter road but it has such a slope maybe its 30 degrees slope. so i guess ebike would help that. 

since i b ought ebike, i need to resume less eating schedule since calories spent to cycling are soon gone:) i think ebike is a very fun option. lets see how much lesser effort i would have. 

i checked power consumption per daily charging of it and saw its really like 2.5 Euros per month or such. so i thought aha, i dont need to pay extra for bike's charging. i were thinking adding some money to rent to compensate the extra bill turned out its not costly.

there were awesome ebikes that ones that looks like exactly motorcyles. i liked them alot but couldnt bought since they are too expensive yet for me since i have bills to pay  but they would get lesser by end of 10th month. (i had taken credit from bank 2 years ago it ends in  10th month. i also pay my previous currently currently unused hsbc credit card that i frequently used before now dont using it since i lost my simcard that i  use it:D) anyway i guess in new year i would be able to collect money and i would try to collect money for car. maybe every month i put 800 Euros or such and or maybe 900 Euros and buy some car of 4000 Euros price range i plan. then i would surely buiy that ebikes that look like motorcycles:D i got fond of them but they are currently yet too expensive. (1200 Euros~ or such ranges).  (my ebike costed 465~:D)(i bought the second cheapest one:) ) cause using constantly taxi finishes my salary. i stopped using taxi when my money got very lesser last month:D i think  ebike is better than constant 680Euros per month which is how much taxi costs per 20 work days to me. i would instead collect that money for car:)  

i cant believe i found an 465 Euros ebike:) none of them costs less than 700 Euros usually. and its foldable thats also nice. but i think i wont fold alot. since we park inside workplace's parking lot which is inside not outside. and i would carry to home with elevator i heard it fits to elevator. so i guess most of the time i wont need to fold.  but its always nice to have it be folded. since normal bikes never got fit to taxis. i never tried the sentence looked as if i tried? nope i hadnt tried but i dont think normal bikes would fit to cars. so for instance last friday i came with taxi then my bike stayed in parking lot:D but now that i have folding bike i could carry my bike when i also use taxi:)

i had before b ought a very big helmet thats also for motorcycles but hadnt took it from cargo firm:D i wish i took it:) since i think with ebike its safer to always use helmet. since i mean has more torque now i dont know. i am super happy that i wont feel exhausted now. i am either due to lack of consiustent sports in my life or because i am little bit fat, i feel always very exhausted when riding my bike.  though it were a good healthy topic i thin k to do sports. now that sports would be again gone, (i guess ebike would have much less burnt calories span) i need to eat less. using non e-bike were like, i can eat extra food since i burnt extra calories. now that i need to remove that extra part from my life. 

 

yayyy i dont have to climb that hill anymore. wihch is 30 degrees or alike:) i usually recnt weeks most of the time got off bike and walked instead finding biking so hard in that slope.  

wov with excitemtnt i am awaiting this cheap but nice ebike. since its cheawp its range is not like others. other ebikes have 25 or 40 kms or some have 60 km ranges. for mine it says 25 kms but people said in comments its usually in between 15 and 25. i mean it doesnt have that super much range. but my home is roughly 5.2 kms away from workplace so quite fits in range of bike i wish. 

today were cleansing day:D i cleansed lots of home places in my hoome and clothes cleansing and sheets washing. i went to laundry endlessly today but happy that laundry task is finished. 

i listened other nice podcasts. one were about obesite. and it were ncie since i also have weight issue little bit:P. but it were about the interdisciplinary framewors its parts its inner modules that tackles obesity problem. in all aspects. 

i would buyy a snowboard this winter if snowboarding places get open this year(i last time bbought the clothign of it like coat/pants goggles all that stuff. this time would buy the snowboard utinsils). i wish by then i would be able to convert my driving license so that i could rent a car and go do snowboarding which got left in middle learning phase, got left in middle in last holiday. i dont know if this winter we would be able to do snow sports due to corona topics.

i would continue hackathon 1 hour later i think. i just cant believe how much unclean home gets per week. today were a resting day and also a home cleansing day :D i mean i usually rested listening topics i like podcasts. or music.and hackathon newly continues i think. i were studying some time. but it got interrupted since i went to laundry many times. clothes home sheets all were so unclean happy tomorrow have nothign else other than continueing hackathon. 

 

i figure out when i got over trauma little bit by bit, it feels that i have a very nice life:)  my home is cute. workplace is quite nice. commuting to workplace now would be lesser exhaustive(since would be with ebike). actually there is also buses trains subways but i had stopped using them for ages. and switched to bike or taxi. now would switch to ebike:)

today i felt like i have a very nice life:) even if i have got a psycho stalker problem. that does stalk slander to me a very psycho type of stalker from 5 years ago place:S(maybe doing that ideologically i dont know. i mean does slander with lots resources. rsembles to ideological stalks slanders. i mean maybe i am dissident to some ideologies and they targeted me 5 hyears ago? or its just a sociopath that stalks. i dont any know.).  only impact of it is not gointg to outside alot(actually none when i dont have to i dont ever go outside).  but now i feel life is very nice. since i solved the exhaustive biking problem. for agoraphobia i would listen very loud music outside. for if stalker from 5 years ago stalks. and i have tons of projects to do at home. (first alkgebras hackathon and trying to rewrite physical frameworks project) (then second hobby would be writing sociology articles or such articles that i think of with my silly ideas/silly thoughts) (i want to be a medium writer as hobby. in that domains. )  so recent hobbies is that algebras topic. and humanities side interests learning and writing topics.  

today i constantly felt i have a nice life:) now that bike problem is solved also:) (since really i ddnt liked getting exhausted. ) hmm now would buy a big helmet. and ride my ebike:) second ebike would be that motorcycle looking ones:) i liked them alot. they look exactly like motorcycles. when not having a motorcycle license, its a nice alternative:) to feel like riding a motorcycle. but i think i wopuld also some time take a motorbike license for sure.  

today's mood is life is very nice:) as i also bought my ebike:) and got healed over trauma of being stalked/slandered by a psycho type of stalker for 5 years. maybe the stalker does that ideologically. took me an enemy to his ideology and tries to destroy my life with stalk/slander. but i am very much stronger against it.  i just got used to having an extra ordinary life that i need to be more cautious than other people due to having a psychopath&sociopath type of stalker.  and i am healing from trauma of it. and find my life very nice this weekend:) i think i like my life alot:) specifically when weekends comes or in weekdays when listening to anthropology podcasts, life becoimes so nice. i think anthropology podcasts makes me happy in general since is an area i think i am super interested to listen about learn about. 

ok washing hair time then continueing algebras hackathon! to redefine new measuyre theory and new algebras based on new measure theory focused hackathon. 

i like weekends alot :) i like my life alot. this is mood of this weekend as i solved the exhaustive biking issue. biking really exhausts me alot. specifically last week were windy and it requires more effort in wind to ride a bike. and i am already on edge for i assign all bits of my power to ride the bike being little bit fat person i am. and not holding lots of muscles. so when wind happens it becomes super harder to me. but no more a problem since i bought an ebike:) 

( for detectives topics i hadnt received response yet. i would try to reconnect next weekdays.  but since i bought ebike this month i dont know if i could hrie detectives this month. i do think i wanted to first solve the commuting problem first. i mean i priotized it more than that. but maybe i could still hire a detective even for this month i think if i force my economyh which is something i can. like spending very little i think i could manage that. lets see i would try to connect detectives also this following workweek again.)