stalk slander incident happent in building. the psycho likes to try to deceive people with shouting very ugly requests with trying to depict me very low with shouted sentences. this is the main mehcnaism of this sociopath. i think might as well an ideology be stalking me. but nice topic, i dont any care.. the psycho could shout any ugly requests that are not any related to my universe in any sense. ithe psycho works super hard for stalk/slander:D but this guh cares?  not any more.  i understood that this is the main mechanism of this psycho that stalks me. that asking very ugly super ugly requests that has none relatedness to my world. tries to deceive surrounding with such mechanism. tries to deceive people as if i am a person type that such requests would be asked to.  this the main method of this stalker. trying to deceive others with shouting very ugly requests to the stalk victim with intent of trying to show as if the stalk victim is someone that such ugly requests would be asked. tries this constant deceival slandering activities constantly. recently this version happent. in from corridor.  this is a very nefarius form of slandering anyone. i dont think any psycho is behind this. i think an ideology is behind this. cause this is so advanced form of slandering. i mean if its not any ideology that tagged me as dissident and slandering, i think then my stalker is of moriarty type of person. i mean this is not any normal form of slandering any one.  i mean its too evil.  i mean the method of slander is too evil. the psycho shouts me sentences very ugly requests. and tries to deceive people surrounding people as if i am a person such sentences would be shouted. 

hey blog reader. think that you are me. and this happens what would you do? in dont also know. but i am over trauma of it. i understood slandering people happens. and whenever we care, we help the slanderer reach goal of trying to disturb our lives. i dont know how, but i dont care this horrible situation or the horrible situation the psycho tries to create. i dont any care the stalk nor the slander of the maniac. cause caring means, giving importance to psychopathy/sociopathy act.  instead we should i think not care stalk/slander incidents. let the psychos shout sociopath sentences to try to deceive surroiunding as if guh is a person such sentences would be shouted to. i truly dont care since the sentence shouted has none relatedness to my own world. 

i understood that,  this is the main mechanism how my stalker tries to stalk me. complete deception. of very evil forms.  like shouting an ugly request in corridor to try to deceive people as if i am a person that such sentence would eb shouted to. in tandem creating rumors/slanders about me like that. does this endlessly for 5 years this psycho that stalks me does this never endingly for 5 years. i wish people arent any stupid to believe in  to such deception type. when i mentioned to my family, they said dont care people arent stupid they would understand the psycho is trying to deceive doing deception noone is dumb. 

i before, when i udnerstood this is happening, that a psycho is doiong this to me, this type of very evil form of slander,  not only creates false rumors, but in real time, plays them, with having me shouted such sentences. does this for 5 years. constantly. i never seen any psytcho stalker like mine in any one else's psycho stalkers stories. i mean this is pure form of pshychopathy sociopathy i think.

i think either an ideology is doing this to me. since i am a dissident or they tagged me as dangerous to their ideologies. or its a moriarty level psycho from sisli it started in sisli. the stalk/slander. but i even hadnt understood the slander part in first years i understood i am stalked but had not understood slander initially.  cause this psycho stalks slanders in very nefarius ways.  like recent act the psycho did. 

hey the blog reader. just think this happens to you. what would you do? this happens to me. i dont know what to do. i think i became a very powerful lady since i really didnt entered trauma this time due to slander happenstance. in a very evil form the slander occures. not just false rumors slanders happens by the stalker and the stalker's helpers. they also do shout this ugly request type of acts. with trying to decive people surrouifing people as if i ama  person that such requests would be shouted to. 

 

now blog reader, think this happens to you. what would you do. i dont also know what to do. but i am super happy i am over trauma. the psycho might shout yet another 1000 psycho requests. psycho sentences. this guh got over trauma of confronting sociopathy a very evil form of sociopathy.  

people beware. this is the main mechanism of this psycho that stalks me. dont get fooled by this sociopathy of the psycho. i mean dont ever for a second i am any person that such sentence would ever be shouted to. please dont get deceived by the stalker maniac. 

i udnerstand that, this is the main method of this stalker that stalks me.  trying to destroy me with slander.  but not just slander. plays out acts very nefarius ways. like this. shouts very ugly requests with trying to deceive surrounding people as if i am a  person that such sentences would be shouted. a constant sociopathy i get targeted to. i dont even know whom is doing this.  due to the advanced sociopathy level, i thiknk it really mgiht be an ideology doing tbhis to me. i mean an agency of a country that  tagged me as a dissident that needs to be destroyed with slander.  or its a moriarty level psycho from sisli. i dont any know. whom is doing this very advanced form of targeted sociopathy acts against me. 

i think i am super proud of my progress of not entering trauma when i confront such evil form of sociopathy acts.  i think i would fight against slander with just everytime reporting from blog when happens. i think fighting against the stalk slander of this psycho that stalks me is not super hard. before i would enter to trauma due to sociopathy confrontation. now i am very proud of my progress that i dont enter trauma. i think everytime the psycho does this nefarius act of snhouting me a very ugly sentence trying to deceive people as if iam a person that such sentences are shouted, such type of deception, i would just note from here. and i am super proud that i hadnt entered trauma feeling this time when i confronted such advanced form of psychological warfare or targeted sociopathy to try to destroy me like this with deception wirth creating an untrue image of me in people's mind. the psycho's main mechanism is this. shoutiung very ugly sentences to deceive surrouding people as if i am a person that such requests would be shouted. to create a very ugly image of me. in people;'s minds. to deceive people in such way. about me. to slander me with such nefarius way. so i warn all blog readers to not fooled by this deception acts of my stalker. this is the main mechanism or acts my stalker does. shouting very ugly sentences that has none relatedness to my world that is done to deceive people as if i am a person that such sentences are shouyted.  along with slandering me deliberately, does this playing out the slander acts. with having me shouted such sentences.  i mean not only slanders, does play out the slander also this stalker with a group pof helpers for 5 years. so this is why i think it looks like an ideology to me. i mean like stasi or such type. of course not related any to German people. German people has nothing to do with this stalk i confronted nor has any relatedness. i wish when i say stasi its not any slightly misunderstood like that. German people has none relatedness to this topic any. it started 5 years ago and i wernt here even. i been only 1 year for here. but stalk happent like this for 5 years. started long before i came here. 

i just understood i have a very extra ordinary life and i am getting stronger to handle a harder life version in which i observe my life is tried to be destroyed with sociopathy acts deliberately.  i warn all blog readers to not be deceived by the stalker's sociopath acts. e.g. that sociopath shouted me such sentence doesnt any mean i am a person type that such sentences could be shout to. this is one way the sociopath stalks/slanders me. i mean not only creates false rumors/slander but also does this playing out the slander act. with trying to deceive people with shouting me very ugly sentences with trying to deceive people as if i am a person that such sentences would be ever shouted. its a lie. its deception effort. please dont get fooled by deception acts of my stalker. the stalker does this for 5 years neverendingly.

i am super proud for my progress in fighting against sociopathy acts. i nowaadays dont any enter trauma anymore. but before everytime i entered severe level of trauma.  i am super happy for my progress that i hadnt entered trauma this time.

i think nihiliating(means not caring) is the correct way.  and reporting here everytime i observe it. i might not be able to observe everytime it happens since i sometimes listen music or in my own studies focused etc. this time i observed and noted here. i plan to fight against sociopathy acts i conftont via this approach i referenced here. and i wish all blog readers to not get fooled deceived by these nefarius acts of my stalker.  the mechanism the stalkers acts are usually most of the time like this. shouts a very unnice sentence with trying to depict me as a person that such sentences would be shouted to. such type of very evil form of deception this stalker does. this stalker not only slanders but also plays out the slander with trying to depict me as the slander words. with having me shouted such sentences. that has none relatedness to my own world. i mean i have none relatedness to any slightest degree to such sentences be shouted. but this shouting sentences like that, is the main method of this stalker. tries to deceive surrounding as if i am such  person type. a very evil form of nefarius form of slandering i confront. i mean not just slander, this psycho also plays out the slander like this. with shouting me very uglys entences to trying to deceive people and create a wrong image about me on their minds.  people, if you read this blog, please and please and i beg you please, dont get fooled by this deception act of this stalker that stalks me. dont think i am any person such sentence would be shouted. i am not any slightest degree. but this psycho stalks like this. slanders. but also plays out the slander with shouting me such sentences. so please and i beg you people please, dont get fooled by this deceptive acts of the stalker. 

personally me myself, i am very proud of my self that i got over trauma of confronting psychological warfare. i thinkm this thing i cponfront is psychological warfare like zerzetsung (again and again lovely German people has nothing to do with this stalk. i mean whenever i use stasi word, i scare if people would do wrong associations. i want to restate infiniteluy many, German people has nothing to do with this stalk i confront nor any relatedness they any have. i mean when i say stasi, i dont any mean historical stasi here. but i mean topic i confront is alike stasi i think. but not any related to German people in any degree. ) maybe its funny that someone confronts stasi like topic comes to Berlin:) maybe people in east side fought again stasi like topics and my fate to come here somehow relates to that since i also fight against stasi like topic? i dont any know.  

i am laughing right now to my last sentence. and i am so proud of being able to laugh again. last 3 years i were in trauma. now i am stronger against trauma feeling and can laugh alot. and i am proud of my progress inn fighting against trauma of hacving a psycho sociopath stalker. i think its sommething really either stasi like or i have a moriarty from sisli stalking me. i dont any know whom is stalking me and whyb doing this zerzetsung to me either its i think no different than zerzetsung. since holded also GPS lioke stalk. i definitely think an ideology backed by secret services is doing this to me. i wish it didnt turned out as a lunatic sentence. but i know it looks crazy from outside, but this really happens to me.t his zerzetsung alike topic. i am not any lunatic nor not i am any kidding it really happens. 

last 3 years or last 4 years were trauma. the very last year i started to get out of trauma. and i can laugh again:) i mean right 10 minutes after slander/stalk incident, i laughed and didnt cared(nihiliated) the stalk/slander/sociopathic sentence. i am super proud of my progress:) of getting used to have skills to fight against zerzetsung i confront. i think this is definitely surely zerzetsung. (but for to not have any misunderstandings, its not from any here. i sometimes see people misunderstand in other topics my blog, scared i would be misunderstood and wanted to many times restate this) (this stalk slander started 5 years ago and i were living in another place thousands of kms far away place then) 

this guh is super happy she found her happy mood again. i  mean i am happy i can laugh very happily again after many years of trauma feeling. 

last time i laughed were Mr. Woflram's lettering with Mr. Feynmans:D that were also super funny:D reading a real life Sheldon:D 

i dfigured out there is no need to lessen our happiness and enter trauma when we confront sociopathy. just laughing to sociopathy is the correct answer. nihiliation of sociopathy. (not caring what the sociopath shouts) it feels super proud to start laughing to become a happy person back again. that i started to completely nihiliate and dont enter any level of trauma during slander incidents. but i would report every one of them as i obsevre. 

its also very proud act to nihiliate the sociopathy acts of the sociopath. and not any enter to trauma. before all last 3 years passed with shock of sociopathy confrontation and a constant trauma feeling. i forgot what to laugh truly is. i mean i forgot hapiness named topic in my life as i entered trauma. but its back happiness feeling is back. i started laughing again. ok Mr. Wolfram and Mr. Feynman's letters were awesome first that i liked reading real life Mr. Sheldon acts and laughed alot. 

 i mean before, i even forgot what laughing is. life passed with constant scare of sociopathy confrontations or not knowing what to do when i confront sociopathy and getting lost in how horrible it is to have a psycho sociopath stalker that does stasi acts (which might even be stasi. i mean not historical stasi. but somewhere's i dont know any which where's secret services doing this zerzetsung to me? if i looked as a dissident? to which place i also dont know. i mean if its stasi, i know its not here. or maybe its just a stalker thats psycho from 5 years ago. i dont any know whom is doing this zerzetsung like stalk/slander to me(its not from here any. i am even ashamed for carrying my problem of stalk/slande rto here. here people foguht such type of evil 30 years ago(Berlin wall etc).  i dont also surely know if stalk slander i confront is any topic like zerzetsung or just a psycho type of stalker from 5 years ago is stalking slandering me? i dont any know. all i think since stalk slander happent as if holded knowing my gps data and i observed stalking people had lots ofn people power,  this is why i think its some topic like stasi like topic i mean zerzetsung like topic happent/ continues to happen to me. )) . 

i am happy i am gettin gover trauma and started to laugh agin. as told recently topic that i l;aughed constantly were finding out real Sheldon like examples like letters of very kind Mr. Feynmann and Mr. Sheldon (Mr. Wolfram) :D ok i would stop saying these sentences. as told, i share none commonality with niehter Mr. Feynmann and Mr. Wolfram and i like physics science alot and also i like Sheldon characterization alot so this is why i found it funny:D 

one thing i am pretty sure i am super proud i started to laugh again:) to become a happy person again:)