Its very disturbing to me to have figure out they created digitization of planck energy levels in quantum mechanics from again analog logic without being imaginative on different measures. these people are obsessed with analog tools of mathemathics. :S this is completely frustrating. because when i saw bohr's erronous model i had hope in future years people had devised something different to solve the original problems. but it turned out they just used the eigenvalue logic of orthonormal functions. this is very frustating to me. i expected much more creative stuff to find when i studied quantum mechanics. i honestly think all these people are obsessed with math's analog toolings. its just so frustrating. a never ending obsession to analog toolings of maths. even digitization is constructed from yet still analog toolings. this is so sad and frustrating. there is nothing that creative i expected to find out in these stuff they call as quantum mechanics. it has a cool name but it again uses the analog mathemathics which is very frustrating fact to figure out. :SSSS i thought quantum mechanics would be a fun concept. turned out the usual uninteresting analog mathematics tools stuff. this is just so frustrating to me. because i thought quantum mechanics were something much more cooler. turned out usual analog mathematics stuff:S yet another uninteresting type of explanation of how particles behaves it is.  it just has hype but turned out yet still same analog mathematics wiht none kind of creativity nor cool thing inside. i thought i when read about quantum mechanics, i thought i would be amazed by findings. turned out same old analog mathematics stuff with no type of extraordinary creativity factor other than usual forms of maths:S this has been very frustrating to me. i thought quantum mechanics were an interesting field. 

anyway. gives more motivation to be creative and create if possible newer form of measures so that we dont see this same old analog maths in everywhere including this quantum mechanics named area which i expected would have holded lots of creative stuff, what i found out inside is instead orthonormal functions. 

guh as figuring out this -> my mood:   :SSSSSSS

why the heck these areas lack this much creativity and why these people are obsessed with this analog maths toolings? i dislike obsessions unless its my obsession:D (like being obsessed to fix verlet which were quite easy task sure regarding to tasks i read people solved in these areas i currently read, my task has much less complexity. but still whenever i see obsession to a tooling framework, it kind of feels very disturbing. )

sorry but lack of creativity is disturbing levels. as i read about quantum mechanics. i wished to find some real digitization not fooling aroudn as digitization with yet still analog math toolings.  

upon this desperate frusturations holding observations, i would listen some music some rest before i finish studying rest of chapters. the lack of creativity in this area is creating desperate levels of frustration/sadness in this guh's mind.

 

lets listen some music then finish studying all necessary domain knowledge.  i became quite sad to figure out quantum mechanics is not any cool as i expected it to be. i expected some cool stuff there. its very sad moment to me for today. to figure out this. anyway. goals goals goal. having simulator by at most further monday be ready. lets fix this temporary sadness with energetic songs to passthis temporary sadness moment. made me sad.anyway.

ok i expect4ed universe rules' be more interesting than orthonormal functions. and i ddnt liked that double slit experiments proved such stuff for electrons also. or de broglie;s findings were also proven. i mean i expected something more fun happening other than orthonormal functions defining these

i wonder if measure theory wise fun versions could be created or not,  that would still makes findings of current frameworks valid. its just current frameworks are just uninteresting since they use the same old school maths. 

its very desperate to learn about these cause i dreamt that i would confront with new types of maths versions in this area. which happent not like that. 

anyway maybe yet still new math frameworks still happen to be viable and still supporting the measurements observed like double slit. maybe universe works more interesting than just old school maths who knows even if measurements show it aligns with old school maths' orthonormal functions related components in these parts of framework logics/interpretations.

ok i feel sleepy after i finish chapter 3 i would rest and wld continue in early morning. 

ok i checked remaining chapters from chapter 3 (i were at init of 3.6) and decided to postpone this to tomorrow morning since i feel sleepy and would wake up early tomorrow. 

 

ok temporary sadness due to not finding expected new type of maths toolings for quantum area passed completely.  i am not sad now:)

ok i am very excited for my bike thats coming, also my 3d printer. and also the simulator project and new type of wind turbine design i would try to design if it turns out feasible (if idea i thouhgt turns out feasible through simulations).

ok rest time for guh. since i constantly yawn awhile while writing these:D

hey simulator related stuff exactly start at these chapters i think: 

https://chem.libretexts.org/Bookshelves/Physical_and_Theoretical_Chemistry_Textbook_Maps/Map%3A_Physical_Chemistry_(McQuarrie_and_Simon)/05%3A_The_Harmonic_Oscillator_and_the_Rigid_Rotor

so even it were uninteresting functions to learn about in chapter 3, its good to learn about them as from here.

ok i feel as if i also study other stuff related also,  the simulator would be coded very correctly. good. ok:)

now rest time:)