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one stupid info to write so that it doesn't repeats since it felt very disturbing when this happens: 

sometimes i observe people very older (not happent any recently but sometimes happens) than me try to date with me. its impossible. i only fall in love to people either my ages or atmost ~10 ages older than me.  but not more. (i don't like to date also people younger than me.). people i like to date is either my ages or atmost 10 years older than me. 

of course this is different for everyone. some people like to date with very older people than themselves and find it more attractive. its personal domain. i heard that people with old dads fall in love to older guys. i am not like that. its different for everyone but i wanted to specify this so that this doesn't repeat.  but its also ok that other people fall in love to older people and find it more attractive. but i am not any like that. 

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i find it kind of disturbing when a guy whom is very older than me shows interest to me.  this ddnt happent recently. but sometimes happens. so i written here. that it doesn't repeat. of course such people can find dates cause not everynoe is like me. there is one for everyone.  womoan with older dads find older guys more attractive. so this is just so subjective domain and there is one for everyone.

i don't know whom is my one that i like to date. but definitely would have age of   either same ages of me or almost ~10 years older than me. also wioyld be happy if is interested to snow sports. and also would be very attractive if were a spy. or software or maths or quantum. physics guy or arts guy or humanities (like anthropology or sociology area person) (i like those occupations as kind of cool :P ) (but sexiest job to me is being a spy). (or similarly i think anthropologist and sociologs are also i find those occupations also cool) (since means endless humanities talk with the counterpart which seems severe fun)  (but again being a spy looks as coolest job yet still in all other occupations to my view). 

they say there is one for everyone.  i don't know whom is my one:)

(he might be surely from autism spectrum like me. :) ) 

i think idea of endlessly talking humanities either sociology or anthropology or philosophy also looks very cool idea. or having a spy date also looks very cool. or from software side. or maths. or quantum physics mechanism side or arts that we do painting together(but i cant paint good.) or compose songs together.  i don't know whom is my one. maybe would be to forever alone since i am not good in these topics any. in that case that's also an ok life version since my life is also fun also alone. but would be happy to have had one to talk be in love to in my life.  but its also ok if i cant find anyone. 

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