some very weird stuff happent. sometimes at this home. some one shouted "guher. el. ". since i have kind of stalker issue that i dont even know my stalkers(i dont even know my stalkers), i dont interacted for risks. might be not from stalker.
someone twice or three times recent months did this. shouted guher! el!
ok this is really weird.
definitely creepy to me :D
since i written those am i psychic experiences. since really weird things happent. like that Shieh incident. but i wish i hadnt blogged for since: what if people who do those tests that we see in those movies are after me now beside having unknown stalkers slanderers problems :D this looked severely creepy :D
you know those type of stuff are i think creepy. i would forever not attend such test. since its very creepy. that kind of psychic ability tests. i ddnt any get. some one shouted guher! el! and some woman shouted ok!.
ok this turned out little bit creepy :D
i now regret having blogged those experiences like Shieh. or Leia. or others. in those i queried whether am i a psychich. i wish i hadnt blogged that. what if such people now are after me? as if i dont have enough creep feeling in my life:D (unknown stalker slanderer issue for 5 years being slandered is already enough levels creepy:D)
fuck. i should never blogged those. i myself queried asked whether if i am psychic in those instances. but maybe now this made psychic ability believers be after me. gosh i dont like such stuff. its so creepy. if they say come they should know i wont come:D causes psychich topics i dont think its any true i think its just statistical hiccups but other else the tests i read about those are very creepy. i am a phobic person. they shouldnt say come to me cause i wont come. :D what kind of a weird incident this is. some people said El! come!. now also pshychic abilities believers are after me? this is severe levels of creepy. i read one test where people sit in a weird colored room with pinball like eye glasses. it looked severe creepy. i would never attend that test. or any such test done to psychic ability testing subjects. being a test subject? nope not ever planned:D they should never call come to me cause i would never come:D
my life is extra levels weird. i many times queried is this really real to incidents happening in life. like being slandered with most impossible lies.(its real that slandered but the slander is unreal totally lies). than seeing a stranger 2.5 of my age scientist commenting writing references to my blog. in that i definitely thought ok this is unreal i must had been hacked. this person must not be doing references to this blog i said. then i understood later friday it were really real. this is not creepy but were sad since scientist said some harsh sentence that i saw on friday but said much earlier i think. i got severe sad. anyway. but i forgot the words now. but made me severe sad. that this werent creepy. the scientist sad a haersh word to me. thats why i got sad and cried all weekend. a kind of hatred word said to me. but i forgot it now. this day i am ok.
but:
so when this much unexpected topics happening in my life, whyen some one shouted "guher! el!" and some woman shouted "its ok!" like sentence, this might be really people whom interested to psychics are after me also. beside having an unknown stalker slanderer group stalking slandering me for 5 years. as if that much creep werent enough. now this. :DDDDDD
ok too much creep feeling to my life:DD
this guher! el! shouting happent recent month and now today. ok maybe it were definitely not any logical to log psychic experiences like shieh incident thast also coincided time shocked me. that i asked whether ami a medium that sensed this. or else leia topic similarly. but i wish i hadnt blogged these:D
one weird thing is also: some people, when i blog some sentence, they shout "da! " sentence from some floor. ok is it coinvidence or Russians are kind of also i dont know why this happens.
some guy shouted the slander word then shouted "American *****" to me some day. then said some language word. then said Ja afterwards. ok. said this in Turkish. (i think said that since i constantly support capitalism and such stuff. might be some noncapitalist minded person this person whom said this that might be disliking such sentences of me. ). this were also weird.
this life observes too much different incidents. everytime i blog a paragraph someone shouts sometimes Da! word.
ok. :D some Berlin-Russian person is interacting with me like that i think. or might be just coincidence. here there are lots of Russian people. also lots of eastern Europe people also. like two colleagues in workplace are from Ukraine. one person is from Poland.
i would scare to death if KGB is after me. but why would be ever after me. i am just a very unimportant person.i think its an illusion to think KGB would be ever after me since i am the most unimportant person on earth. i mean why. i mean i dont think its like that. but this also happens. someone shouts Da! word everytime i blog a blog paragraph many times. or its just some people are talking and Da word is said also. i mean it might as well be a coincidence. i think its just illusion to think like that cause i am really severely unimportant type of person. whom the heck i am(i am noone). i dont think its any like that. its just coincidence i think.
have you read this much colorful life blog ever:D lots of interesting topic.
this also really happens. every time i blog a paragraph someone shouts Da! word from a floor. ok :D hmm.
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ok the creepy stuff in my life is being stalked slandered with all lies for 5 years. the other creepy stuff newer topic sometimes some person shouts me "guher! el" one day a person shouted "el! come!". of course i ddnt investigate whom said. would i ever want to get to those tests? not any ever. in any case. :D i dont think psychics exist i think my psychic experiences were just coincidences. this really happent. some woman shouted "El! come!". i am not any kidding. this really happent. of course i ddnt went. whom would ever want to have any el like tests:D i dont. i like my head with no wires around:D they do tests to psychics with EEG devices. whom would want EEG on her brain? i dont!. so of course i ddnt replied:D this "El! come!" sentence happent 1 month ago. today a guy said shouted this time "guher! El!" then a woman said "ok!". ok this were severely creepy:D this El shouting is not as creepy as stalk slandered topic but near to very creepy level. 1 month ago some woman shouted from recent flat loudly: "El! Come!". would i ever come if someone says El! come! of course not! :D lets listen the very creepy song about psychic people now. for to this creepy El related incidents in recent months. today some guy shouted "Guher! El!" and a woman shouted with relaxing voice "ok!". i dont think psychics are real. i think it were just coincidences my psychic experience queries. but i would not want to be a test subject:D this is severely creepy if people whom tests psychic abilities are after me. i heard in many countries such tests are done still. ok this is severely creepy:D some one shouted 1 month ago but i even ddnt blogged it. someone shouted "El! come!" :D would anyone come when someone shouts as El come? :D i dont think anyone. cause that stuff is severely creepy. i mean psychic tests stuff or being a test subject stuff. :D i dont think psychics exist. i think its just life's coincidences. as normal statistics. but what extra level my life c ould get weirder is this topic is i think:D i mean someone shouting El! come!. this is so creepy. even if i laughed. i dont want to accept the reality that someone shouted such sentence to me cause its very creepy sentence. dont look to my lauvghes. i find it kind of not wanting to accept reality of funny. that someone shoutiong sme such sentence. nope i reject this topic to be happening:D since its creepy:D if someone shouted you El! come! sentence you would also creeped out. what kind of weirdness a life could hold i dont know how much more. :D
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but that also there happens interesting topic like: everytime i blog a paragraph someteims some person shouts Da! either coincidence or not. i really dont know. interesting. i wish KGB is not any after me. why would be? whom the heck i am. i am noone. i have no importance. i think this must be just coincidence.
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one music groups collective that makes severe good music: Denovali. try it. just so good. like songs i call as best songs i ever heard beside all other best songs i heard. so good. just listen and see. they have a hidden orchestra named orchestra. being an autism spectrum i many times hide in communication in people with least visible place when a group of people talk i find myself in lesser centric places:D that is on one corner of group:D so this hidden orchestra resembled autism's such trait as i observe in me. so i liked its name:) but not just their interesting orchestra name, i liked this music alot:D beside techno music i like also techno songs. ok so that Berlin Russian person if reads blog, i also advise to listen that Denovali songs. i think lots of Russians live here. i dont know if coincidence or not. might be coincidence or not. everytime i blog a paragraph, a da comes from a neighbour i dont know whom :) a Berlin Russian i guess. might have happent since i blogged things i confronted resembled stasi? (i scare alot to be msiudnerstood as if its stasi of Russia. its not like that. i think a stasi of unknown nonwestern country did does this character assntn to me).
ok my neighbours here. one is El! shouting person. creepy neighbour. one slander incident happent with slander word (not waanted neighbour i dont know if constantly here. i dont know i constantly open high music at home). some Berlin Russian neighbour whom visibly reads blog or is coincidence. hello then if reading blog of. might be interacting since i told i confronted stasi like events in my life i guess this is reason. (but i scare if its misunderstood as if the stasi that dstrbed me is from Russia its not. its i think an unknown nonwestern country did this to me does this to me. or some group of some nonwestern cotunry. but a group of people did this stalk slandering acts to me. anyway. )
i cant imagine anything as creeepy as El! shouting. this really happent. one month ago some one shouted "El! come!". with loudly. whom would come if anyone says El! come! after watching El's movie:D. i dont think its not anyUSA this people whom shouted El!. cause they stopped psyuchic investigation projects 40 years ago right? i read some coiuntries other do still sometimes psychic tests. it must be such place. but i dont think anyone who is shouted "El! come!". would ever come after watching El movie. :P whom would ever want to be a test subject ever:D
i cant imagine how this event of "El! come!" happens:D this is severe levels of creepy and weird at the same time.
but i were also shocked like on Zappos medium like incident. or Leia like. but i think its just statistical coincidences nothing nonusual. just statistical hiccups. i dont think psychics exist.i think just statistical hiccups. i wish those people wont shout again El! come! like severe creepy sentence again. this is very creepy. i would never ever want to be anyn psychic tests subject ever.
as i blogged that someone i think hit the floor in some floor. either by chance or by such neighbours i dont any know. some one hit the ceiling actually but is my floor.
or happent by chance. it happent after i blogged El topic. or it just were coincidence. i dont any know.
this life of mine is severely weird:D but its funny whom would ever come if anyone says El come! :D i myself wont come ever:D
even if they promised me that they would protect me from stqalkers slanderers i wont come. cause such life version with being test siubject is so creepy. even creepier than slanders topics.
i am just perplexed. a month ago someone shouted El! come!. a woman shouted. then today "guher! El!". then a woman shouted ok!. what the heck is happening?
i dont think psychics exist. i think topcis i blogged were just coincidence. i dont for a second nbelieve to psychics topics. in trauma times(last 5 years) i were more prone to believe whether if possible. but now i feel lesser trauma these months and i dont any believe in psychics.
one day i read a paragraph recent months a person saying the squid or octopus trying to escape of aquarim and some scary words like that the squid would be dismantled. said by an army oiffcer. i think this ha[peenbt by coincidence. ok i think this were just chance and not related to me being shouted "El! come!" topic either. i mean that were i think just coincidences at all. ok. but this El! come were severe lkevels of creepy stuff that happent in my life.
something before like happent: i think i were hacked in that. or just coincidence. i blogged i liked this octopus emoji. i am this i said. since it looks cute. (happent on twitter). then i saw later before 2 hours ago someone posted army is building octopus robots.we never talked of octopuses before and talked on same day. its not weird coincidence but since i were in trauma those times, i mistagged as if its some weird coincidence. i told i am this octopus like sentecne since octopus is cute. then i saw 2 hours ago a person says that. that teleloigism i did since i were in trauma that i asked how we talked on same topics on same day:P cause those times after Leia incident i were always chckng such stuff. like that. and due to trauma feelings since by then i ddnt evben knowm i were slandered but stalk hapepnt and it were also traumatic. so i think i had teleogical moods when during peaks of trauma moments. i now look to this incident and say its just very normal. nothing not any weird about it. but that time i asked wondered about such stuff.
then in that quora post, the guy were an army reitree. and said the octopus or squid i dont remember exactly that tries to escape the aquiraium would be very weird words here.that i wont share. i think this were a joke by an army retiree and not related. might be reading my blog and might wanted to do such joke. tjere are topics that i scary and i reject reality of at times. like this cant be said to me. (not referncing scientist persons words any. in that i also said this cant be real but not because its scary. ddnt wanted to misunderstood as if i also said this to scientists words. ok i have none relatedness to scientist by the way. i wish its not also misunderstood like that either. reason i cried were because even a stranger person, that harsh word hurted alot due to being a harsh words. not any i have any relatedness either any. not to be misunderstood. ) at reading this on quora, it were moment that i ddnt accepted reality of reading such paragraph. cause i said many years ago: i am an octopus. then some friend turned out 2 hours ago says army builds octopus robots. then many years later an army retiree joked to me saying octopus which runs away from aquarium would be bla bla. i took it as a joke. i think that person read my blog. or it were just all internets coincidence.
and all not any related to this recent El come! topic i think above topics not any related.
i warned youy people, my life is really weird., if you started to get shocked of weirdlty i told its a weird life so please dont get shocked:P
so weird things happens in my life that if i tell to anyone would say what? this cant happen. e.g. being slandered for 5 years. not a frequent topic i mean not happens frequently alot this charactr assntn topics. secondly or this El! come topic. if i tell anyone noone believe i were shouted this sentence but really happent. and same people shouted "guher! el!" today. ok this is creepy. but i dont think psychic exist and those people whom shouted shouldnt believe to psychic topics ever. cause such topics dont exist.
ok very differemt topic this El shoutings that happent. but its creepy to me. cause psychic topics are alot creepy.
i think Da topic happens since i mentioned stasi? or happens by coincidence. i wish its not like that KGB is after me:S that would be very scary:S as told this topic when i told stasi i never meant Russia ever as always said. i wish KGB is not after me. but why would siuch thing happen. i am just severely unimportant person. if KGB were after anyone it wouldnt be me:D cause i am severely unimportant most unimportant person of world maybe. so i think it must be coincidence those Da words.
ok.
i am definitely not ok yet after crying last day. i dont know when i would get back to normal mood.
this life feels so creepy due to stalk slander topic. if happent to you you would also creep. its so hard to get slandered with things you never did in life. and this were done to me for 5 years. not any easy process this character assmtn named process is to confront. i were slandered with all lies.
anynway i wont push myself to study today now. since i cant. yesterday crying impacted alot.
if i had psychic like capabilities i would had applied against unknown slanderers sure, if i had such capability i would had used to learn whom they are. so that i could sue them. or to distrub them when thgey slander me:D i wish such stuff really existed:D i dont even know whom is slandering me. if i had psychicb capability i would used it to learn. i even tried this once.:D its very hard when you dont any know whom is stalking nor slandering you. i remember 2 or 3 uears ago, :D doing such stuff: there were i were stalked with security guy's both 2 names then also they added a suffic to the guys name to make it woman name and also stalked like that asa i observed. that times: i thought i were stalked by these such names not aware of the sociopathic naming scheme these stalkers applies. i would think such woman name is stalking me. so i bought clay. then written that name to the clay with question mrk. and i ddnt any knew any answer and that try of trying to use ESP if exists ddnt any worked out. i still couldnt learn whom is. i think ki were alot impacted by such psychic topics interest by those times.(3 years ago like i think) but if i had any psychic capability i would then have power to reach learn whom they are. i those times were very interested to these ESP like stuffs. i tested my own skills but i think ddnt worked out:D i tested with android apps. and ddnt worked out. but there is when i use card there is some toic of having 6 hearts always first like topic happent once in playing solitaire but just usual randomness. then someother time a card were fallen to floor and it were 6 hearts. but i think that card must have differnt pshycal quality that makes it behave dfftn physcially. i thnk its not ESP.
what would i do if i had pshcyc powers: i would sure learn identiy of those stalkers slanderers so that i could sue them. i would also do some funny stuff like messing their lives little bit:P not severely for their dishonest slandering effort to me. like making curtain move:D it would have been super fun if i had psychic powers:D first it would have been useful to learn identity of whom are stalking me slandering me. second also i would surely did some reply to 5 years of stalk slandering me effort with some way. like making their curtain move or alike like some kind of stuff since i dont forgive those people who did this slandering me for 5 years topic ever. i would make them confused with playing their curtain like stuff i would do i think. but i think i dont have anyn psychic powers. if i had i would had utilized to find identity of whom is stalking slandering me. i dont even know that. if i had psychic powers i would be able to sue them. onl;y reason i cant right now is i dont even know whom they are.
ok i postpone studying to tomorrow not in mood for studying now.
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