hey today was weird. i did cleaned house usually like every weekend or once 2 weeks:P then whilst making pasta to dinner, i burnt my finger:SS it hurted alot:S  it happent due to having one carrying place of the saucepan were left in over open electric oven (i halfly put the saucepan so that it doesnt flush out as were happening) but forgot the radiation based heat transfer or convection that the carrying place of the saucepan became very hot. then i not thinking that, i tried to carry the saucepan from its caryring places (which are metal) and my finger burnt and the saucapan dropped to the stove and hot water came out and burtn my other hand also:S i never had any burnt in my life that hurted this much. my pointing fingers upper part had burnt issue due to carrying the metal carriting place of saucepan and the other hand burnt due to hot water that splashed whilst i dropped the saucepan unwantedly as my finger burnt:S but the finger burnt much worse:S not big region but hurted so much. i for 30 minutes put my hand on cold water. and everytime i take out my hand it hurted so bad. then i decided to go to medicine shop in street forgetting it closes after 14:00 (i went at 1700 i think) then returned back seeing its closed. i were planning to buy some burnt creme. then i constantly do used some ice bag to do cold compress to both hands. and really it helped taking the pain of hurt from finger and other hands. maybe 1 hour passed like that. then its not finger now doesnt hurt its hurt passed. but the other hands burnt place is still hurting but its acceptible levels.  the first 40 minutes everyttime i took my hadn out of cold water plate,  it hurted unacceptible levels that i wanted to shout from pain i never had any burnt in my life before that hurted like this. 

today were clumsy. on same spot some wine bottle dropped 2 hours before than this and wine splashed everywhere:S today were definitely avery clumsy day. 

 

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i hidden my personal information from public blog. spome blogs i hidden i blogged then hid :) since i dont like my personal information on my public blog. anything i blog is not usually that much personal for me but last days content were very personal to me. so i hidden. 




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yayy what i am doing now: 

last 3days bitcoin projects studies didnt go productive i were quite adhd. so today i wish to complete that layer that i couldnt code on last 3 weekdays evenings even if i planned i couldnt since i wanted to rest in evenings i just couldnt study last 3 days. but this is weekend and tonight wishing to accomplish single layer today that i complete the software on tomorrow. cause weekdays in evemings i plan to study but i cant study any good in weekdays evenings recent weeks. so i think i have got weekends and some of evenings of weekdays.


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ok soundcloud again passed to songs i wont listen.  and move the song to stavroz again. these stavroz songs are of very high entropy and i like that too much.  if i become a music maker in my holiday with learning violin, i want to (i woudlnt be able to surely since i am not talented in music any but just amateur level interested to) i want to make such compilations like stavroz's which needs  also piano surely i need to  learn 2 fingers playing of piano.ok. i long before liked playing piano alot but just single handedly(i liked [playinog piano when i were a child and liked to recreate songs i hear in songs on piano i guess everyone likes that:) not only me:)). since not educated to and dont know if i would be able to learn 2 handed playing of piano. and right left brain coordination for that ij dont know if i have it. would give it a try to learn 2 handed piano playing. but i dont know if i would be able to learn. i once tried for 1 hours from a video lecture i watch then gave up. need to try out more i guess. trying to learn violin was complete epic failure, i decided i cant learn violin by myself and need to be taught on that. ok this learning violin goal (some recent goal) is also very exciting. Bach's cello compositions might be tried out with violin also? :D Vivaldi ---> this would b equite hard to accomplish to play compositions from Vivaldi i guess:D  and other awesome violin sounds i hear, i want to be able to play. 


i know this might look overwhelming hobbies setting to a life to retaders for not understanding why one would try to learn lots of stuff. i think its just addictive. the desire to learn i think. to me its addicitive to me this wanting to learn feeling and maybe even holding dopamin somehow i dont know.

 

and also i think life would be more fun if i could create music. since it looks a very fun creation act from outside. specifically some compositions i want to test, two different tones their synchrocity and their difference of toning but in overall creating an awesome result, those topics i want to try since looks very fun from outside. but first needing to study over music theory and hold expertise of tones/notes.   

 

 

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i wish it doesnt look nonnormal. to me trying to learn lots of hobbies. its just its like dopamin or addictive to me. specifically also i wish to learn drawing also.

 

i wish this doesnt look nonnormal to readers. of wanting to constantly learn stuff. i cant bound this. i find it very itneresting and fun. to learn stuff.

 

 

sometimes i saw people calling me inferiority complex for my projects like wind turbine design i heard do you have inferiority complex word once. ok i have inferiority complex but it is not any related to that. wanting to learn ,lots of topic at once is none related to my inferiority complex any honestly. i think i have inferiority complex but its not any related to my wanting to learn lots of stuff topics.  


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cause its very fun. if i could play violin how much fun it would be. thats related to this. not related to my inferiority complex any. its just, creation feeling is so fun and i cant imagine the fun level of music side creations. like two different musics harmony i want to try out that with buying musicqal instruments. later. 


ok. i am also getting interested to painting area that i inited these years but hadnt pursued since its not ok to do painting at home place. i need to do it either in balcony (since its not summer i stopped). that also looks severely fun. but kind of not easy to learn craft i think.


i also inited sculpting again this year and did my first 7 or such sculptures. before i tried doing 3 sculpotures before. i saw that sculpting is quite easy to learn craft(much easier than painting, painting is much harder to learn, i hadnt learnt any how to paint any yet. i watched some courses on internet but in tryings i couldnt manage to learn any yet). but i left it due to wind turbine project. then i paused wind turbine project due to bitcoin project. 


and my long year before set dream of being a street portrait drawer. which looks very fun also. 

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ok lets continue project.

 

hey Argentina life goals  of being street portrait drawer, traveling, trekking, learning grad maths  (and if i have a secret in love to me person thats also invited as mentioned in hidden blogs of such personal topics of mine. i dont any know whom is that person nor i dont even know if i have any in love to me person either:D but if such topic exists, definitely invited to my Argentina life e/.g trekking or traveling events:) but honestly i dont know if there exists any person in love to me. i really dont know i there is any one in love to me any:D and i dont even know whom is if there exists:D this topic is completely unknowns for me. i might have none in love to me person. i really dont know. buty if exists, invited to my Argentina events like trekking or traveling or hanging around) )



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