hey i did rested after work.

ok cant stop checking for phones now. also would make myself some mocca coffee. today's evening study is very crucial because i would first time test the layer in this working way.

ok i bought a phone right now. ok. cool. this time i would use some phone protection cover so that glass of it doesnt break like this one.ok i also bought that. 

 

ok now making self mocca and layer finalization starts and testoing also. i think i would be able to test in 2 hours. 

cool. wishfully it runs and i celebrate from here also. then other evening i would make it n layers.

 

i really liked saturday or sunday morning's devised multiplication algorithm. specific to this task.

yayyy this saturday i might have 300k :D (now since btc became 50k and mining reward per each mining success is 6 btcs) 

after 300k or 600k i would not rerun and stop by there.

it still feels funny to see people mine with lots of computers/fpga farms etc but actually only single desktop computer is really enough to solve mining quest.   

 

 

i read some cool quora posts today. related to spy topics again which i like reading alot about. spy topics is always cool to read about. 

also i like reading science topics alot. like maths etc.

 

i found another philosophy talkspace also in internet. but its not this time like quora but a forum. where people write philosophical texts to forum topics/discuss/debate about.  helped me decide my first philosophy article's topic that i wish to write from here and medium. the topic i chosen is quite eccentrict topic. and i would also publish there. i saw interesting writings there today about some frameworks. i might also find philosopher friends there to discuss philosophical debates/topics etc:) i saw ltos of writings i read with interest from there today noon. i found a place to talk to read philosophy yupp :) and also lots of people debate on ideas frameworks of philosophies which made me quite like that  forum of philosophy.

ok mocca and studying time. ok lets build up some 300k :D not today. i think by weekend or friday wishfully and latest on sunday i guess. but i wish on today i make the single layer of mining component run successfully.

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ok work day ended now. wuold start akka project  to make the single layer work  and would start studying at 21:00 or 20:00. 

hey i bought lots of teas and also diet pills (some high fibre food that makes person eat less) (nothing any related to metabolism either. just high fibre of a specific fibre type pills). teas have alot of taste/aroma than i expected. i started diet today. ok on noon ate also healthy food. in dinner as usual salad sandwich like stuff that i like to eat such food at dinner usually. this tea kind of relaxes weirdly. has lots of dffrnt leaves inside and tastes more than expected aromatic i wish it were lesser aromatic. i wish this diet pill also works to reduce the food intake i eat cause i am not used to any having any belly. and couldnt do sports these days. some day i would resume sports when i am lesser lazy for it. 

i would now rest till 20:00 to start very exciting phase of the project. first layer's first run wishfully happens today. that today i celebrate. i wished to celebrate last day but i started studying on 12:00am last day and coded just 1 hour. 

yayyy mining project's (mining component but doesnt mine with guessing, mines based on algebra thats built in progress of being built) very exciting day happens today.  cause single layer of its run logic would first ever be ran today. i wish it works without much fixes. 

then upon 300k or 600k building from mining, i would send 6 btcs to brother since it were not my idea to build such mining product initially. then with my 6 btc, i would prepare myself a year of adventure. a backpack. with calculus texts. i also ordered some quantum textbooks that i liked internet versions. and need to print out the measure theory text i like the most (of course text from author of Resnick named professor's) and some topology texts. then would setup some big backpack thats easy to carry my clothes and my texts and my drawing tablet. then would try to register an art course in Argentina. then a year of adventure of:

being a street artist with after learning how to draw more detailed with correct shading,

traveling there and Patagonia named place traveling:)

 

yayyy its very exciting. to dream of setting a backpack. to setup to travel see places i never ever seen. and travel and study and setyp lots of friends. ok if ever philosopher wants to be friends, he and his wifey could we could meetup in Patagonia?  but i dont think he wants to be any friend. i think he just did random internet interaction with complete strangers or were interested to be friend of a weirdo but then give up thinking i am very weirdo. as told if wanting to be friends, he and his wifey we could meet up in Patagonia:D but i dont think he wanted to be anyn friend with this weirdo me myself. i think it were just funny random stranger people's funny talks not for friendhsip. 

its very exciting dream to setup a year with backpack traveling time. 6 months i wish to be a part time street artist with being a portrait drawer. i would try to find an art education in Buenos Aires and some spanish course i would init also. i also bought ordered my quantum chemistry texts since i would also study to quantum mechanics stuff. but with modified algebras. as targeted. first would start with grad maths studies continuation basing abstract algebra and measure theory first, then in tandem differential geometry and topology topics. then would wishing to resume qm area study with a new algebra to do it in diverging than usual maths.  i want to create quite unusual maths operators. current maths tooling i crafted for mining bitcoin mining component not that much diverges from default math operators. but only slightly.  but in qm project i wish to diverge alot from usual maths and usual measures thats employed in  qm solutions. 

 

 

ok i wish tobuy a hiouse there in Argentina. ok, today would start studying on 2100 pm and until then wouldcheck homes there. 

ok to guh its not ok to live a stationary life. life should be full of exploration. seeing learning meeting up  setting up lots of friends. and exploring. 

end of agoraphobia. (my agoraphobia is not related to city i live in. not to be any misunderstood in that any way. )

 

i got over trauma majorly. not fully but quite healed of trauma feeling. 

 

 

Berlin is also lovely city. and all other world cities are lovely. but i lived here 1.5 years. now next 1.5 year to be inside a different city. and other 1.5 years mgiht be like that as well..  this time i select Argentina :) for following city for 1.5/2 year. then might choose other place next time. i wish to live in multiple cities :P 1.5 years to each city. then might settle in some place sometime. that a place i call home i might setup some years later i dont know how many years later i would settle in a city.

ok next year plans as: i mean this year: learning Spanish. then finding some art school some msc programme. in either my area or philosophy or arts schools etc. then finding lots of friends in place i live. and very active life wiht art/science/lots of socalization/lots of art learnings etc.

 

but from my 600k i would generate i might buy a small flat up to 200k or might rent a home. and find some art courses then first 6 months learning drawing. other 6 months being a street portrait drawer with some msc in arts or some other such school there. 

ok i think i need to first ask whether its ok to mine like i would mine? to generat 600k. whom could i ask? my mining method is as: not guesisng but computing the nonce extra nonce values (via my algebra) is it ok to generate 600k like this? i dont know where i can ask this query? maybe information systems laws etc. i could find a lawyer and ask this before i do this. because if its not ok to do, the results on my life would be bad. me personally: thinking feeling as its ok. since i generated a new algebra to advance mining tech and use it to mine in my own mining software (that funnily to run on only a single desktop computer). 

ok if this happens: then my dream of living in multiple cities happens. like other dreams of mine (e.g. being a part time street drawer) this were also a dream of mine, to live in lots of cities. 

ok now would make my mocca and study to the akka transformation to make the db structure run. kind of exciting since its the first time this important part would be tested. i have lots of dreams. e.g. dream of being a part time portrait drawer in street:) 

i also in tandem startefd to read more about autism, i am either high functioning autism or mild autism spectrum. and i also reject this high functioning nomenclature to the autism types. my experience of being from this spectrum, i really liked it. even makes life more challenging. i mean if i had a chance to become neurotypoical, i wouldnt be. even if autism side is more challenging. but i wish i knew i were from autism spectrum so that i would have support systems or knowledge about my syndromes. like for instance, i hated to feel stressed when during walking in front of a group of people. and i always tried to win over this and make this dissappear or were frustrated with suchb symptoms for periods of my life, that i feel streessed when walking in front of a group of people or alike. or lots of other symptoms. i wouldnt be frustrated and would get consultation support if i knew i were from autism spectrum. so my family is autism unaware type of family i think. i dont only have autism i also struggeled with alot adhd. qand i know well the feeling of looking to some study text and not being able to concentrate, but somehow these years been able to study topics newly last 6 years. in high school it werent problem cause i ddnt needed to study to high school classes cause they were quite easy and i were severely bored in high school since it were so stressing to listen and liusten all same repeated easy knowledge that i already knew. so high school, i ddnt had any drawbacks because i had adhd. but in university if you dont study you dont pass the course and i had repeated taken courses. if i knew i had adhd i would take medication for it that university years i might not have to repeat courses because i cant study. i still lack the studying topic. but this years i started to studying. < managed to study to calculus fully for the first time (but yet still without being able to solve the chapter end exercises which i cant manage to do, and now i know that lack of patience is called adhd). and started grad maths studies.  lets see how it goes. if i knew i am from autism and adhd spectrums, my life would have been easier cause i would had taken necessary enough consultations and not ask myself nor ghet frustrated with my symptoms.  but again, i think if i could change myb life to be nonautism sided, i wouldmnt want to. to me being neurotypical looks boring and sorry to neurotypicals for saying such sentence:P but really honestly autism feels awesome when you are. life is always feels as adventure and also challenges. but i dont know i wouldnt ever want to be any neurotypical and sorry to neurotypicals for saying such sentence. i feel as being from autism spectrum is much mroe fun.  or maybe i talk like this because i dont know how it feels to be neurotypical. maybe  being neurotypical is also fun. but from inside of autism, i definitelyt assure you people that being from autism spectrum is severely fun:) even with all challenges beside it accompanies to mylife. you get used to challenges of. i got used to. but i wish i knew i were from autism spectrum that i would have support system instead of being frustrated to challenges during times i got felt frustrated to challenges it encompassed to my life like stressing when walking in front of a group of people etc.

ok lets start studying and lets not repeat of starting studying to coding at 1200am today like yesterday. 

ok this slim pills i mean losing weight pills really works on less eating from first day.  and these teas even very aromatic, become a replacement to snacking as i intended, i dont need to feel to eat snacks but i feel tea as if ok. cool, seems as i could fix this belly issue fastly via those teas/pill to get slim(pill just includes a high fibre food. doesnt impact metabolism. so its healthy. not risky types of getting slim tablets it is that works with altering metabolism rates. its just fibre. to feel full. ) i am not used to any jhaving a belly concept. so would fastly turn to having no belly status. and having a belly is unhealthy for heart health. also because of that mainly. 

ok its been 22:00. end of blogging and making the single layer system work on today. i thinki would celebrate with either whisky or wine when it runs this single layer. and start searching backpacks for trekking in patagonia which looks severely fun. trekking in patagonia, art school in buenos aires, recent years resolutions. last 1.5 years i lived in Berlin which is a  lovely city (like all cities of world which are all lovely) now planning to move to another lovely city to live life's 1.5 years. then might move again 1.5 years later to another city. i think for many years every 1.5 years i would move to another city. since its been dream to me to live in multiuple cities setting. like being a street portrait drawer, one other life dream of me has been living in multiple cities. 

i dont know which city i would settle in with making the main city i live in. i dont any know. but following 1.5 years is planned to be Buenos Aires life. maybe i call home to there. i dont know. Berlin is also lovely like all other world cities. but felt like its has kind of cold climate in winter specifically this winter. lets this time go south and warmer place in south. Berlin is very comfortable city and i suggest all digital nomads to work here truly. life is very comfy here. but this guh wants to see also other lovely cities of world. (i think all cities of world are lovely all of them). Berlin time corresponded to the time frame of getting out of trauma. but i were also in trauma feeling unrelated to here unrelated to Berlin but it impacted my life experience here. my trauma is not any related to any Berlin any level. but the feelings of your life impacts your life. and i think main feeling of Berlin is very comfy really very comfy city. i can order anything from internet and every service is easily available every service like transportation or taxis or anything you can think of, its very easy and comfy to live here. and everything is very stable. and worklife is also not tiresome. but i also wonder other cities of world now. as told i suggest Berlin to all digital nomads (i mean software/coding expats) cause really you would have a very very very comfy and also easy life here and also very happy. and everything is stable and i dont know its just very very very very comfy place. and very stable and just the air is kind of cold in winter otherelse everything is great and very comfy and life is very easy to live with all that big city life amenities and all good working systems of big city lif ehere, lots of out of work time is left to life and else i mean really very comfy/happy life in all aspects.  so suggesting to all digital nomads/expats to here.  but i am kind of also iotnersted to experience lots of other cities lifestyles. it has been dream to live in multiple cities to me. now wanting to explore being a street artist of being a portrait drawer in Buenos Aires and also sportive life like trekking sports/events in Patagonia.

ok lets start working and stop blogging for tonight.