hmmm human rights abused blog part again:

info about today: 

the Turkish talking stalker slanderers stalked slandered again. hmm but some other nice Turkish people helped charging my phone. so i dont want to leave a bad impression like that. Turkish people are usually very kind  these people that stalk slander are extremists of there not the usual people. maybe its some thing like a criminal organizaiton being used as proxy by others or maybe a cult or maybe an organization that tries to do ethnic or religious cleansing to people. but normal usual people from there arent any like that. this is just maniacs of a very populated place of course there also happens maniacs. i mean i dont want to leave bad impression whilst telling this. its just extremists of there. some maniacs/extremists. trying to do destruction of torture of people with slandering/harrasment with slandering. 

anyway.,

last day:

or coming to 2years ago: the stalkers slanderers started to stalk slandering in berlin using co word in slandering words. severe shoutings of slander would happen.

 

 

coming to yesterday:

 

someone shouted an intelligence agency's short hand and Co word. which i thought might be they? intending to help? i dont know but i ddnt know where to look and i dont know why it were shouted like that. if they intend to help to record this people's hyuman rights abuse, i would be very interested to get theirs help. in solving torture of stalk slanderings some type of ethnic cleansing resembling stuff but i dont know whom they are either. either religious ethnic cleansing stuff of trying to destroy atheists. or an organization like cult. but trust me these people stalk slander everywhere, so it would have been very cool to get an intelligence agency's help to record this organization's torture of stalk slandering. i dont know whom shouted that agency's name and co word. but made me hope that they interacted got interested to investigate this cult organizartion that tortures does ethnic or religious cleansing operation. or i misunderstood it might eb as well nothing like that. i dont any know.

 and some people shouted some country's name in near desk i understood it might be help? but i am autist i ddnt know how to reply nor itneract. i dont know its very hard for me to interact to strangers being autist so i ddnt knw what to say or hadnt had courage to look or actually didnt understood what that meant. some people sat in desk beside me in 3 incidents shouted a country's name which felt like they are people from there trying to help. i dont know i might misunderstood.  but i am sorry due to autism i coudlnt manage to interact since felt overwhelming to even look to strangers right that moment. due to autism. anyway.

 

coming to today: 

 

again stalk slandering incidents happent in outside. they first shouted slander word. then then i passed to other street then a person shouted run. then i tried to show i dont care nor run awayt from slandering with just entering a cafe 200 meters later then i left since i couldnt find sandwiches which i intended to find. so i just tried to show i dont care the slandering right that moment.  

and another slandering incident happent where they shouted an ethnic minority's bad person's name with resembling me to doing bad stuffs and shouted some uigly request. 

and right whilst coming to my flat in some place:

someone used co word with a very very ugly slandering context if i hadnt misheard. and this time it were foreigner. i think i would buy some detectiving equipment and have it constantly be open and go outside alot so that i could sue everyone attending this character assasination activity at Hague like places. but the stuff mainly done by Istanbul extremists. but they somehow found some foreigners that assist their char assaintion so very rarely also a stalk slandering harrasment happens from foreigners but very very rarely.

this happent to be my life goal. 

of having justice happen.

trying to sue ehtnic or religious cleansing operation doing extremists and their helpers all to Hague like places. its my current life goal. to record every person attending and sueing them at Hague like places. 

ok i would meanwhile buy some detectiving equipment and whenever i go outside i would have them on so that i collect evidence. meanwhile i start to search human rights lawyers to report these slandering/defamation very including harrassments. 95% of them happen from Turkish speaking people but normally Turkish people  are also very kind. its just extremists of a very very very populated place. Turkey has huge population so its just extremists of there. i dont want to leave bad impression of Turkish talking people since such thing happens to me. its just every country has extremists issues. and i report one such issue here. but usually people there are very kind. right now 20 minutes ago someone Turkish speaking in a shop helped charging my phone's internet etc.  so this is just extremists that are harrassing. not usual people arent like that.

anyway. so:

i am very dedicated to sue these slandering very slandering harrasment incidents in Hague. i am very very very much interested to see justice happens at Hague like place.

cause what happent to me felt like religious or some kind of ethnic cleansing alike stuff of extremists of istanbul and i confronted severe torture of slandering harrasments/incidents all awhile. i wont stop until i see all perpetuators get sued in Hague like places. this is one of my life goal recently.

it shouldnt be easy to do human rights abuses of character assasinations.  i would see justice happens and i wish to collect every video/audio evidence of character assasination momnet. i think i might not get video evidences cause i find it not ok to open video on my hat whatever detectiving equipment. i cant do that. since i am  didznot a detective. but i would keep audio open and i would keep a gps position recorder of mine open so that when audio recording happens some place, gps records might be used to figure out attendees whom attended slandering incident in Hague like places law suits. i want to sue everyone attending slandering incidents/slandering harrasments. i want to see them be sued in Hague like places.

so: i need some mix of audio recorder that i would order from detectiving sites that i open everytime. but it should have time info attached. cause i want some time info attached gps recorder in my phone for me to know where i am when a stalk slandering incident happent so that we could bind audio to the gps position to get to know the identity of the people attending slandering harrasment. 

i wont stop until i see they are sued in Hague.

 

 this is my one of major life goals. to sue in Hague like places people whom harrass me with slandering/stalk slandering harrasments.i want to sue character assasination that happens to me and i want to see all perpetuators be called to Hague like courts.

 

soo: 

 

today's tasks:

 

investigate audio recorders that would be always kept open whenever i go outside. and i wish i could find one with time date info attached. i would have audio recorder open whenever i go outside.

 

second. i would write a program to my phone to repeatedly record my gps position along time or submit my coordinates to a private server. so that: i would have chance to provide exact lat long of me when a stalk slandering incident happent and so that: in hague like places, in  investigating perpetuators to that:  the regional cell phone registrations records could be processed to get to know perpetuators.  

 

i wish to start have this  be investigated very soon. so that this evidence collection also i start. i am no more agoraphobic i go outside like before now.  i got over agoraphobia. 

 

yuppp. 

 today's task set: i give my task of finding a human rights lawyer to record this 5.5 years happening character assasination. 

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what i did today:

hmm whilst searching for telekiom shop and market, i confronted a shoe shop i needed shoes cause my sneakers i had to throw when coming here since they got very dirty i used them all, then my other shoes in baggage seems to be alot deformed and not comfy.

so i bought two shoes. one is half boot alike other is boots again. 

then i did also a lot shopping and bought breakfast stuff olive oil tomatoes etc etc  anything to the fridge& detergant to wash clothes (since place has laundry yayy:))  shampoo etc etc anything needed. 

my room that has even a kitchen stuff is on 4th floor which is awesome sports by whilst coming to flat i liked that. i am really fat. so any sports is wellcome. 

 

i would also investigate bouldering sports around to go everyday a hour to burn 500 or 1000 calories with that every day a hour. 

i liked my room actually. very clean. kitchen stuff everything new.

 

as i went outside, i thought i liked Hannover, looks as nice city.  were fun to walk. but i would travel more tomorrow now that i have also internet on also outside. 

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i liked this place. 

 

hmm i calculated i burnt 17 calories since i climb at least 80 stairs. hmm so if i do this sports 5 per day at least i would spend  85 calories jyst due to it which is nice. hmm if i go to bouldering also then 500-1000 calories from that either. 

ok lets urgently lose weight. never been this much fat before and its unhealthy for heart even this fat i got. 

if i could lose 4 kgs per month i think it would be healthier life style.  never been this much fat :D 

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ok somethiong psychic topics now from blog. (hey :) i know you readers like reading my blog since has unusual content like char. assntn or psychic topics also.)

 

ok coming to psychic topics.

 in outside today, something about psychic topics also happent :D

i know you wonder alot what i would write now :D

:D

anyway lets not keep you curious. 

 

 some people  3 times in 3 different places shouted a famous tv show psychic name to me trying to interact me maybe as job opportunituies as a psychic i dont know. but in last one they shouted the psychic word then na. saying this psychic seems not available :D

i just dont know how to interact to anyone whom shouts me a psychic word honestly. i am autist. i am not good with interacting with strangers. i just kept walking without being able to look even. cause i reallyt find it hard to interact to strangers due to autism. but if i could interact, would i want? yes, because i wonder what people would say to me that shoutted that psytchic word:D 

the people shouted me a famous psychic word :D  but due to autism i couldnt even look to the shouted person. i just have this due to atuism. i cant when i am outside walking i just cant even interact with strangers or even look to i cant. i told befcore, i am severely autist. 

i wonder what they would had told me. i mean the way they chosesn to interact me is not suited to interact toa  severely autist person :D

i wondered alot what they would tell me but couldnt learn since couldnt even look since i am autist. 

i dont know if one day i could learn to get away fro this autism rooted streesslevel and not being able to look to peoiple outside.  i guess it wont change ever, and i would always not be able to look to people when i walk outside. 

they chosen a famous tv shows psychic characters word to shout to in psychic topics interaction but they chosen wrong way to itneract :D i cant even look to strangers when walking or sitting outside. 

 

i wondered what they would said to me. 

 

its also risky i think to be seen as a psychic. i mean the word they shouted, in that thing they try to put the psychic to a lmiited place :D so maybe its nice that i coudlnt interact with due to autism :D they shouted El to me. resembling things i blogged of to El's skills :D

 

so some people tried interacting to me with shouting El 3 times today resembling me to psychics like characterized as El.

 

i really wondered what they would had said really very wondered/ but  i just  only because of autism i couldnt even look to them when they shouted to me like that. i just cant look to strangers due to autism. i just cant change it. if a stranger i dont qany know tries to interact me in outside, i would never manage to look to. cause i am severely autist. i cant ever look to people ever when i walk or sit in outside. 

in the last one, the guy shouted El NA (el is NA (not available) like sentence) i guess doesnt know that i cant interact with people in outside like that cause i am autist. must not be knowing that i am severely autist and lack such skill to reply to or look to any stranger outside.

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i really wondered if i looked to them, what would they tell me. but i couldnt manage to look i just couldnt due to autism but wondered alot what they would tell me with shouting me such thing. is it some psychic skills investigation stuff? i dont know but i wondered alot what they would tell me :)  but i coudlnt learnt due to autoism though i severely wondered. i wish that moment i won over stress of autism and could interacted since i wondered alot. i am still very much wondering what they would had tell me. i not because i ddnt want to look, i just only couldnt interacted because i cant due to autism. but i wondered alot. what they would had told me. i wish i could had interacted. if only i wernt autist, i would definitely had interacted. only reason i hadnt interacted is only because of my severe levels autism, not because i ddnt wanted to interact. nope, i wanted to interact but autism blocked me to even look to. i guess they dont know that i am severely autist tohave chosen such itneraction with me. 

 i didnt liked they chosen El word to interact to an psychic :) i wish they chosen other known psychics  instead. cause i dont resemble El like psychic types. my psychic skills if i were a psychic, woupld be othger psychis like but not El like.  

i guess they dont know i am sesverely autist and cant look even to strangers in outside. if they knew they would try to do their psychic topics investigations with using other method to itneract to a possible psychic person. i dont know if i am psychic. but i felt as people interested to investigate psychic topics tried to interact me today. for maybe psi tests maybe i guess. but i wish they interacfted using another way other then a way an autist cant interact with. i wonder what psi test they would had done. i wondered alot what they would tell about psychic toics or which kind of esp test they woyuld talk about. but i just couldnt learn since i am autist and couldnt even look to. 

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coming to an anecdote: 

of self personal psychic topics. not yesterday but the day before: i couldnt sleep due to burping alot. and in early morning hours it got worse instantly.  then i started to burp very alot for some minutes. then right that moment:  in outside, some bird started to sing very like crazily as if something weird happenig than a bird flied in corridor of the apartments like if gone crazy and creating sounds like crazy flying crazily like if something scary is happening. i wondered if during that deoxygenation moments does something like EM waves happens if it were a psychic topic that disturbed birds outside. there were no birds singing until then. it might be just coincidence either. but the bird flied and created sounds violently.  maybe some cat there attacked right that moment bird it might be as well like that i dont know. but right at moment burping severely happent birds flied crazily outside maybe a bird or two birds. first one started to create sounds crazily and then one flied crazily with creating some sounds as if something scary is happening. i dont know.  most possibly it were just coincidence of timing. when  happent when i burped severely it just felt weird. because there silence all before and as i burped severely that happent instantly. birds gone crazy for a while outside. then calmed down.  i think its jut coincidence. maybe birds outside had something like cat attacked etc cause that place had cats. maybe its most posisbly coincidence of timing. of nothing like em waves happent when i burped. i for a while thought if my brain created some waves that disturbed/made birds gone crazy outside.  but most possibly its just timing. most posisbly its it were some cat outside disturbing birds. there were at least 3 cats there. in that place. it must been cats and nothing like brain waves like psychic stuff. 

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weird, last night i ddnt any burped even single time. today passed with not burping either until just 5 minutes ago once.

seems as for last 24 hours burping illness has stopped. nice :D

 

 

wov i ate some salad food of celeries roots salad. hmm my stomach right now goes ok with no burps. awesome!:) maybe it healed? :) lets see :) 

right now burp happent hmm so not fully healed. ok. hmm so should arrange some tests to check pylori for sometime i think. ok.

 

 

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i dont know but i dont hadnt burped (except once) last 24 hours :D

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hmm tonight i plan right now a tai chi exercise video :)

hmm i first wanted to buy some coat now since my coats are in a rented space in Berlin. hmm but then i thought i would instead go buy from ashop. 

 

hmm then i searched monitors for my coding prjoects for my nonlaptop computer.  but i think i would buy that from shop this time also. ok. hmm maybe i would buy usb monitor types so that i could carry whi;lst traveling. i had one but thrown away:S ij wish i hadnt thrown away :S i ddnt liked its quality but would be useful yet still. hmm. i think i might buy from shop this time since earliest deliveries are on items i liked are on wednesday which is kind of late for me.  i want to continue projects earlier.

hmm maybe i find a working space for tomorrow and finish one project that tackles my mind on tomorrow.  i want to finish some coding project before monday. ok lets finish on tomorrow. hmm for other coding studies i can use this laptop. yupp. hmm lets do study on an office place tomorrow to finish project but lets find somewhere with monitors.

i did nothing awhile but i would study to tai chi tonight again for some time. hmm. i am really interested cause i can be a psychic for real. or i am not i dont know. but some stuff that happent makes me think i really might be(about anthropology podcast department's podcasts, that red blanket i bought that day then in night i open podcast randomly and it tells about political topics like people with red tshirts a political movement in a country) . anyway. lets learn aboiut tai chi. cause i think i really might be a psychic due to these weirdities. one before that were paper and pencil.  one other were emerald. i suspect i might be a psychic. so i would try to focus to learn psychic skills at free times. like this night would continue studying to tai chi so that i learn and practise it.  e.g. if  i have brain waves stuff also, it would be weird but i think tai chi might let maybe learning to message with that brain module of me also maybe. or not. maybe its impossible to do  that. anyway. (of course i wont ever uses that to create any harm by the way.  i mean if i have brain waves stuff i would of course never ever use it for any harm)in any case, tai chi seems as a healthy sports whether if it helps to learn how to use chi or not. but my main aim in accomplishing this is just finding some interesting sports to add to my life beside my main goal of learning how to use chi topic. if it can be learnable. it might not be. 

 

 

hmm

 

 

 ok i learnt about chi energy ball movement. i would try to practice it. todays practice first this then i would try to learn other movements. and but would try to feel the chi in this yuppp.

 

 ok i am not good in sports so it doewsnt go very well but i try and would learn.