another coiuncidence happent last night.


i would try to learn to meditate to talk to being that does coincidences.  or its as well just coincidences.

 

but i would try  to invent my meditation method. last method i read didnt matched up with such topics like meditation i mean i ddnt quite liked the meditation techniques i read. i would try to find that  tranquility of meditation method myself without directed guided meditation.  (not that i dont have usual inner peace tranquility, i have, but i read other tranquility levels in meditation topics)


 

 

e..g. for instance, i am sorry but i am not in to chakras or such knowledge. e,g, chakra points in body, nope. i dont think so its ike that. 

 

i am not in to world knowledge in this topics. as usual i would follow autodidactisim like in every science i try to learn, i would try to invent my methods to meditate. i dont like conforming to knowledge other people built as usual like in everytopic. i mean like similar that i want to invent other math grammar versions.  this is as usual my agttitude i observe. i just dont conform to/take as granted truth knowledge set historically built up.  i miught utilze knowledge others built, but would rather invent my own mathods e.g. to try to meditate.   the iteration of history has its own iteration and i have no duties to follow traditional meditation methods which might be a learning experience or trying to build my own methods, that i respect alot, (traditional meditationmethods)  but i surely wouldnt any follow.  like in maths. i have no bitterness to any topic i respect usual grammar of maths or meditation methods. but i find it constrianed to follow the historical methods. i find it less intriguing.    i mean systematically i find it no responsibility to follow the current methods. i mean meditation methods.   i would try to craft one method to myself. with alot respect to meditatioin techniques already existing.  which i would read to guide my knowledge in trying  to build up a method.  but i also like alot Buddha's sentences (aforisms) when i saw some of them.  i might buy a Buddhism related stuff for aphorisms of Buddha to learn about.  cause i saw some of them and liked very much)



cause, i really suspect something really weird happent in coincidences. and its not any caused by me myself either. so i would try to talk to that source whihc does coincidences through meditation. they are most ;possoibly  just coincidenbces. but i seen so weird coincidences that i really believe as a belief some being does coincidences rather than just usual statistical working of universe. but its a belief not fact. i just believe but not grounded on scientific grounds. but i really believe to that that some weird topic is happening in coincidences topic. and i wish to try to meditate to try to talk to source of the coincidences. i honestly very believe that such weird situation is happening. i jhave no suspicion that to the contrary descriptions. i really believe to that something weird is happening in coincidences i mentioned. and i dont think its universe's usual default working style.  but its a belief to restate, not fact. just belief. that i intent to check. but i really believe. i seen very weird correlated coincidences. it just cant happen by itself in my humble opinion. i intend to try to talk with the source of these with meditaiton if possible. but i guess i wont be able to. but lets keep my self very open minded and try. 

it might be as well very much coicnidences. 


being a psychic is a very confusing status of life but i have no regrets in being psychic.


but i guess people call psychics to people whom very weird unusual stuff like i reported happens.(i meant coincidences)

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being psychic is very weirdo status of life. i think i am a psychic. 

 

i think all topics i analyzed on this topic mades me think such deduction 


should i buy a crystal ball :D no i wont.  i am not that kind of psychics. 

i just would myself meditate to try to understand. whilst i also do contionue my life's duties like projects e.g. grammar styudies or fun e.g. i found a web site with very advanced compiutation problems a communityu that talks about that, its pure fun. its very complex maths proiblems and a community that discusses them. i thuink it would be very fun to discuss very advanced comptuation problems with people. i directly bookmarked that site to later check. i am still working to ai project so i might not spare time to that alot. and i need to study alot maths more to solve those very advanced maths problems. but there are thousandfs of people like me whom likes advanced maths. so its very cool i think i found a community that discussess topics i like alot.advanced computation or maths problems. hmm. but later than coder ai project. or awhile i dont know.


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so being psychic doesnt change  my life alot. i just sometimes would meditate to understand or talk to sources of psychic coincidences. which might be not possible. but i would try. 

then i would continue as told ai project, to build a coder ai project,. to investigate quantum transportation mechqaims e.g. spaceships with quantum gracvity tech. to explore galaxies or to try to usually disrupt existing frameworks, i learnt listened from Higgs boson inventors that psychicists are like that, they themselves try to disrupt existing knowledge systems in physics to create new frameworks, i liked that i have same mindset, i also want to disrupt existing knowledge frameworks in physics. so i liked i have some commonality with physicists even though i am not physicst. i am not intellgnt like scientists. but i am only intelligent in creativity wise in science. 

yuppp.



 

i wouold try to meditate and understand this topic. 

then i would continue studying to maths for coder ai project. to code instead of me and build new math grammar versions also plus to do quantum mechanis simulators in new math grammars plus investigate quantum gravity to invent to try to build new spaceships with quantum gravity tech. this is a long time to accomplish the exploring galaxies goal. but not much long time i guess after coder ai is ready would might iterate more, but i think earliest in 2027 we might have such space ships to explore galaxies with altered new versions of p hysics frameworks. 


as told i am a very optimist person as you see in above paragraph i am. but why not :) 

 

i understood i share some commonality with pshycists cause they also try to disrupt their own frameworks like i intedn to do build new frameworks for physics. i likde that commonality maybe i also have some theoretician side in my soul. of course i am not intellgnt as pshyics scientists either. but i liked their mindset cause i share the same :) (to existing physics frameworks, i also similarly want to disrupt existing knowledge frameworks ) (i am too optimist romanticist like in 1900s in positivism romanticism analogies goes to my optimisim, but why not, i mean i definitely think why not? i tjhink it could be possible to accomplish these goals of disrupting existing frameworks) 


(being stucked in a planet and ina  galaxy of this galaxy, nope. i have other goals like exploration later)

but i know its both possible and it might not happent either.


i am also not very intelligent. e.g. my semantics grammar were idea of medieval times as i reead and laughed alot figuring out(i mean grammar of thoughts were a medieval idea :D even if i structured grammar of semantics ideas. though it revived later so not just only medieval thought but i laughed alot to my ignorance for thinking i had created a cool idea where it were a medieval times idea :D anyway:D ) . i mean even if i believe that i might succeed, i might be far optimistic to believe like that. but i believe i would succeed. i wanted to reiterate its a belief, belief to myseslf that i would acconmplish my goals. but its a belief, not assured fact. but 100% myself i believe it can happen that after b<uilding coder ai project, i think quantum gravity projects might follow afterwards ad disruptions of knowledge frameworks might happen afterwards in quantum gravity field then. its just a belief. but i believe 100% to myself to accomplish goals i set as usual. i am inherently a very optimistic person. as you read you get to see that.  its inherently like that.



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