Excluding the char. assntn that happens last 5 years with very very very untrue defamations (either by far leftist or far rightist group, i dont any know),    things i am  very grateful for in life:

my flat currently is awesome. really very very very awesome.

i have nice chance to develop my projects in weekends in cool flat or rest either.  

my flat is very cool.

and i think this char. assntn of persistent harrasments is sociological anthropological study opportunity to do analyze process of char. assntns with very untrue defamations.

 

 

i cant make enough fun of honestly. that intellectual gap that articulates very savage behavior patterns like character assaasinations with very very very very very very untrue defamations. 

 

this make my interest to sociology anthropology more but anthropology of far rightist or far leftist groups that try to do char. assntns to people with  very very very very very untrue lies. just being in center of such process of character assasination attempts perpetuation, i thinkits a nice field study opportunity to analyze in view of last 5 years experience of char. assntn with very very very very very very very untrue defamations/lies with theathratical slandering defamation attempts. 

 

its a nice field study opportunity to analyze evaluate various lines of sociological evolutionary processes which some lines has unluckily intellectual gaps to show very savage behavior patterns like character assasination attempts with very very very very very very very very very very untrue lies.

  

 

it made my interest to sociology anthropology to grow to understand savage type of human behaviors i think and made me got interested to sociological development(cultural sociological evolution or regressions stagnations in that due to urbanization/inequalities) lines of humanity's behavior patterns along all along world history and its multidimensional lines sociological evolutionary status along various dimensions like groups or nations or world countries or individuals. 

 

hmm humanities becomes much more interesting after confronting very savage human bheavior type of character assasination with very very very very very very very untrue defamation types.

i wish to learn about more cultural evolutoon adn world's development along history to look analyze savage behavior patterns in modern times. (character assaisntions with very very very very very very very untrue lies/defamations) 

 

but unhappily i dont have time to spare well deserved time to humanities readings.  

its very sad i dont have time to that.

i first would need to build coder ai project first. and quantum gravity tech(for transportation tech i meant spaceship tech) is also very very interesting alike humanities area. humanities has been always my interest area even much more than other sciences i think but right now i am sad but i dont have time to spare right now. 

sad but like that. i dont have time to study to anthropology articles book buyings sociology book buyings to study to read now even if very sad:S

 

 

i love humanities areas so much :) i might been an anthropologist or sociology or philosophy sides if i had any chance to read in high school times (there were philosophy course but i other than some readings hadnt werent directed to such areas like anthropology by my family cause noone were reading anthropology around me my surrounding so i hadnt had chance to know about even, my family were more like engineering type examples existed or doctors but not anthropolgists etc) but i didnt even knew what i wanted to be then by family's suggestion became computer engineer. but i observe i really like humanities sciences alot very much more than other sciences.

 

but many people did double major in humanities areas when also being engineer. i were just not knowledgeable enough to do accomplish that by then. i wish i did

in my university many people did double major in humanities. i werent knowledgeable or capable of doing that maybe or not directed enough to accomplish that.

 i wish i were knowledgeable also in those areas. 

i think engineering is also helpful since enables me to target some projects i really wonder like quantum gravity projects(for transportation tech for spaceships) etc.

but i think humanities is also very helpful to try to understand/analyze humanity/world. 

 

anyway. i wish i did double major and hadnt just turned out as engineer. or its not that we have to finish universities to be educated  i can follow online universities also i guess or just read articles in auto didactive methods. but in any case, i am kind of sad last many years that i cant spare enough time to sociology areas etc such readings. but i figure out i have time every day. its lack of planning adequately those readings i guess. lets buy sociology anthropology  textbooks also then i can read one article a day i guess it wont break my coder ai project's scheduling yepp :)

 

 

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hmm today i did alot laziness. 

 

for quantum gravity project goal (for building spaceships project goal) i needed to be less lazy this weekend.  i did alot laziness this weekend and postponed studying constantly. anyway i wish i resume studying now. 

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i just couldnt resume to studying after resting on evenings whilst being ill last week.i wish i could resume studying now.

 

 

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Talking about many many hours ago: i now saw an unnice coincidence of words related to many many hours ago's blog  but i didnt did any intentionally used such words :S  completely unrelated :S just coincidence :S

:S

i really hadnt used such words intentionally any many hours ago :S i just even hadnt seen that even.

only coincidence:S

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