one other human rights abuse of this unknown people set were; they slandered and then they with their slanders shiouted hunt also. i confronted many times hunt word in stalk slandering incidents.

its exactly like denial of existence. with preparation of slanders that are untrue. and trying to destroy with persistent harrassment slandering stalk.

then i wondered whether if this unknown people set actually did tried a form of genocide intent to me? 

cause my right to exist were trying to taken away from me with false defamations attempts and it were happening very repeatedly,

i remember hunt word also in 3 years ago stalk slander incident or 4 years ago i think. 

and last year also this hunt word also happent in stalk slandering incidents.

i just wondered whether if i actually confronted some type of genocide intentionality? 

cause they also did dehumanization whilst doing this.  they used a very unnice dehumanization type either. which i even dont want to write. this dehumanization effort happent like 4 or 5 years ago were happening alot in 4 or 5 years ago stalk slandering incidents.

its like my last 5 or 6 years i am fighting to exist against persistent character assasintion attacks. 

i confronted a prolonged stalk slandering defamation period. 

which made me not able to set up any family since i just couldnt socialize even.

or economically since i had to move flats sometimes ecenoomically i also became poor during this very hard period of persistent stalk slandering attacks to my life.

i wondered if the unknown peoplke set were doing some kind of genocide? 

but then it has to be to more people not only me.

so i just wondered whether if i am just tried to be character assaisnted only or if is it something like genocide intent having scheme? i mean this unknown people set (whom are not Europians any & whom is not Turkey) 

what is the difference between genocide and something like people craft lies about a person and harrass even using hunt word?

i thjink character assasination is very hard even resembles a type of genocide like violence. 

cause even its one person and unsimilar to genocide in that sense, its just similarly you fight to just exist. against the violence of character assasintions/slanderings.

i think character assasination is no unimportant topic. cause what you feel is like what people feels in genocide. i mean just fight to exist. scare of being destroyed. scare of being character assaisnted. whilst they perpetuate advanced very sociopathic slanderings with sociopathic methods i mentioned. 

they try to defamate a person with crafting lies and persistently stalk slander and also defamate the person to other people and other peole even then harrasses with hunt word following a slander word beside.

what happens in character assasinations is not very unsimilar to genocide topic.

just how it impacts is very same: you just fight to exist. you just dont exist by your self, you fight to continue to exist.

i dont know if any other people know this feeling of fight to exist feeling. when people allegedly try to destroy. an unknown people set either.

its very horrific.  

its an unknown people set that does this. it started in istanbul and happent in ankara and happent everywhere i went, even in Europe. they have advanced stalk slandering mechanisms either.

they are not Europian. they are not Turkey connected any either not to be misunderstood as if its country based topic nope its not. 

its just, i dont know if any one else knows this feeling of trying to be extermniated with slanders and confronting it with from an organized people set. first they craft slanders, then they hunt the person when they stalk they sometimes used the hunt word also some of the stalkers.

i researched whether prolonged character assasination is genocide or not. and i concluded understood its not. since its done to only one person but not a group. 

but i definitely think prolonged character assasination feels like having confronting genocide even technically its not genocide.

i mean impact wise its same. its just you just find your self in a fight to exist. your basic rights are stolen from you that limits your life. e.g. persistent slandering attacks outside so you scare of going outside. you scare of going to doctor even. you scare of going to outside so you stop socializing and you cant even set up any family. 

its impacts are even done to a single person its really impacts are similar but just as a single person.

i dont know whom is trying to destroy me like this. persistent character assaisntion attacks with very sociopathic slandering methods (as exemplified in previous blog page)  over and over and over and over happent again.

my dreams after confronting such stuff;

this topic is not any related to Europe. but somehow people doing this also have people power here. and they perpetuate these slandering harrasments and horrifying stalk slandering acts as detailed in blogs.

i just written crimes against humanity behaviors of the doers. like sleep! shoutings. shouting things that would be shouted to bitches and trying to slander like that. or try to defamate like that. and even they try to make people believe to such lies whilst some people even stalk using hunt word afterwards.

i been confronting crimes against humanity type crimes for last 5 or 6 years as blogged. and i dont know where to ask help even. i tried amnesty and since i dont know whom is stalking me, and they said they focus to other type of topics. so i understood amnesty is not correct place to ask help in my case.

then i once asked help from stalk confrontations helper institution they spared time and listened but they said they couldnt help since i dont know whom is stalking me. they said they can help in cases where stalker is known.

in first start of stalk incidents 5 or 6 years ago, they did a very intensive stalk incidents with using a dehumanizing term. that i were terrified and didnt understood but never replied nro look to when happent.

then recent year i started to read internet to understand whats happening to me. then i saw dehumanization is one step before genocide type acts. its used as a method to reduce emphaty level felt by the human rights abusers to the abused person/victim of it. its a method as i read to reduce emphaty to the victim. i wont write which dehumanization term were used in that first year of stalk following slander incidents. it were horrific and i wont write. i were terrified. i would think i am very ugly cause the word meant very ugly. and then i started due to stress more autist behaviors like picking my nose alot in my home time terrified by the dehumanization including stalk slander incidents. but slander part i were unaware by then. actually initially i think initial stage of this stalk slandering started with core this dehumanization acts. shoutings loudly of a term which were terrific which meant i am very ugly and which werent human. they would persistently stalk follow and shout such term. and i were totally terrified. i would think there is something very bad in my look and i have very maniac stalkers i would think. first i think there even werent slandering. i dont know if there were but a huge dehumanization attacks. i mean stalk slander incidents shouting with a dehumanization term.

then this year i read that dehumanization is a step in genocide/tactic of genocide.

so, but my case is not genocide confrontation since i am just a single person. techinically its not genocide. 

but what happent after quite resembled imho. 

i were persistently tried to be defamated. i were consistently stalked followed tried to be slandered, shouted things which would be shouted to bitch occupation:S like sleep word. initially i hadnt even understood whats happenign, cause they wouldnt do this directly etiher, i thought i have psycho /maniac stalkers for maybe 1 or 2 years awhile. then i understood i am confronting consistent persistent repeated defamation attacks.  with various sociopathy methods i execmplified from their scala of sociopathic slandering acts. 

anyway. long story like this. of fighting just to exist. last 5 or 6 years.

i written thousands of sentences awhile.

i written over and over again whats happening. 

i reported stalk slander incidents as much as i can.

when my dad became cancer, it struck me, that life shouldnt be lived in "fight to exist" mode. that which is oppressed by the stalkers to me with persistent stalk slandering attacks to my life.

i understood if i can not find help to stop character assaintion process, i need to try out other places in world to try to stop character assainstion there or try to find help for to stop it.

i understood these stalkers have people resource in Europe, not any they are any Europeans,  they are not Europeans any.

i mean cause i even couldnt travel Rome which is a city to be traveled right? i just go outside 2 times or alike there. since in home's street stalk slandering incident happent. in my local language. but its not related to Turkey either. its just an unknown people set that does this. not any related to country. 

its not any related to Europeans either nor Europe either.

its like they take away from you your right to exist, or try that.

and they force to make that happen with repeated stalk slanderting incidents trying to defamate you as lies:S

with the various sociopathy methods i mentioned. e.g. reply sociopathy etc. 

a persistent stalk defamation slandering attempt happent repeatedly everytime i went outside like that.

so as a result my right to go outside were taken from me like that. 

but that were not their intent only, their intent were actually to destroy me. they persistently tried and tried with repeated stalk slandering incidents.

and even they in some of the stalk slandering incidents said things like 1 year ago, hang self like sentences which ultimately shows their end goal were destroying of me.

so me not going outside is just a limited impact of their actual goal. i mean its just a side effect, agoraphobia situation is.

it started with horrific stalk slandering incidents where theywould shout a horrific dehumanization term which means very ugly. and they would do that with shouting that dehumanization term very loudly it were very scary how this stalk slandering incidents started. first year 's initial part stalk following incidents were happening where people very loudly shout some dehumanization term in stalk incidents.

then i think slandering incidents also started.  but it started with dehumanitzation term shoutings. 

it were very scary and traumatic to confront that initial part of the character assasination process. 

i mean cause that term means a being that looks very ugly.  they would loudly shout that word whilst passing beside me. first i think this stalk slandering's first very severe harrasmsnts started like that.

i think even such dehumanizatgion term even happent in a foreign place. i think it even happent also in worms. some local(i mean from my nation) person sohuted that dehumanbizing term there i think. then also when returning to Turkey in path some people shouted that dehumanizing (looking very ugly term) then in istanbul people were passing by and shouting that term very loudly sometimes. 

it were very scary. 

then stalk slandering incidents started. i mean beside stalk this serdar word used stalk slander topic started. i were unaware i am shouted sleep word. (i were unaware i were confronting an intent of crime against humanity, that i am shouted things that would be shouted to bitch ocuppation. i mean they try to first dehumanize me then try to depict me as a bitch, and they shouted sentences like sleep! to me.  but i were unaware specifically when i were at istanbul. i understood at ankara that there is no serdar no oguz etc and the stalkers call serdar to me and shout sleep! to me. that they create names to me and shout crimes against humanity type requests to me. i would when this happens in istanbul,  i would by then think i would perceive it as if i have a serdar named stalker. that whom is maniac since people say creepy sentences with also serdar word. etc sleep. i would understood that as if a serdar named maniac is stalking me and his friends are shouting him to sleep with me. i would  think what kind of maniac is this serdar and what kind of maniacs his friends are. but wouldnt reply nor care.  but at the same time also dehumanization shoutings looked very scary/very horrific. that time a mixture of outside both serdar and dehumanization shoutings would happen. also an engineer colleagues 2 names first name foreign also were shouted in stalk slandering incidents. from home's vicinity shoutings or outside sometimes sexual harrassment sentences were shouted to me alike similarly. but it started to also be used that engineer colleagues 2 names in shoutings. i thought he also stalked me, turned out they also use that psycho sociopath naming sociopathy in that. and that he is not any stalking me. i mean that engineer colleague. i were everywhere stalked everytime i go outside. or not only that also in home's vicintiy. or i mean if i go to macka i would still be stalked slandered, district i were didnt mattered, these people whom they are, also stalked slandered in also ankara.and even a stalk slanderiung incident happent in first home i moved to in ankara. from a flat, they shouted again that engineer colleagues name. and another stalk slander incident happent.

i am persistently tried to be destroyed like this last 5 or 6 years. i dont know even if whom are doing this.its an unknown people set.

it were horrific to be shouted very creepy sentences:S

i think it really resembled genocide but done to only 1 person.

not only that, they as usual as in character assasintions characteristics, they would try to defamate me people to cities i live in, and some people i remember in berlin stalked me with shouting hunt word and then saying slander word:S

i mean every psycho sociopathic aspect of character assasinations happent in my character assaisntion confrontation.

i dont know how i couldnt find help from amnesty. but i guess they help people in cases when governments does such things. in my case it werent any government but an unknown people set.

i twice emailed amnesty org but i were rejected saying kindly i am not in specific focus group to such NGOs focus groups.

i understood it as that since government is not doing this, i understood then its not belonging to such NGOs.

anyway.

in Germany visibly they defamated me as slander type with that dehumanizing term name, 

sometimes people would shout me aschlock! dehumanizing_term! then some request sentences that would eb shouted to the slander type.

many times i observed they used the dehumanizing term and shouted requests that would be shouted to the slander types.

people would in scary sound shout the dehumanizing term then shout requests that would eb shouted to the slander type. this at least happent 3 times last 2 years. or 4 times. which made me conclude in their defamation, they defamated me as a person with that dehumanizing term title and with slanders.

people would shout me that terrific dehumanization term or aschlock then shout requests that would be shouted to the slander.

or not only that, theirs naming sociopathy as mentioned, names they used, people would pass beside me, and say that name and say creepy sentences.

i understood these psychopaths create names to me only after 2 years of stalk confrontation. cause it were like "serdar! sleep!". 

or "mesut! sleep"  or engineer colleagues name and creepy sentences either. or dehumanizing term either. i would think i have stalkers that are maniac by then. 

i even observed their defamation act's result as: they shouted someone shouted "dehumanizing term! gun!".

so they also defamated me as a person whom is in to guns whilst i never even seen nor been interested to.

 but not only that, also stuff like this were happening: "aschlock! dehumanizing term! some sentence that would be shouted to the slander type!" though these happent only 3 or 4 times this type of harrassments.

but worse were the continued sociopathic slandering efforts.

i mean like when you go outside, a stqalk slandering incident happens with sociopathic defamation methods as exemplified.  or curses similarly.

or that very scary reply sociopathy i mentioned. or negate sociopathy i mentioned. i mean trying to defamate in a very twisted sociopathy way it wre. it were like exponent of socioapthy, it were some other form of sociopathy i think. i mean exponential version of socioapthy i mean twisted sociopathy. 

i mean trying to deceive surrounding as if you are such slander with very deceptive some sentence shouting sociopathies i exemplified how they are. 

those wre the scariest moments of character assaisntion. i mean trying to be slandered moments with advanced sociopathy.

it happent everywhere everywhen, when i went to Rome again happent. it were like happenign every city. every time i go outside.

my life is like this last 5 or 6 years, constant fight to exist. i mean fight is not like fight, its just staying strong to just exist with confronting tremendous trauma creating character assasintion's worst forms.

i think i confronted a worst form of character assasination and i am pretty sure if i go outside, a stalk slandering sociopathy again would happen.

so i want to go very far away from place where this traumatic topic happens/happent. where there are not much people around that talks my local language even. cause i confronted tremendeous amount of trauma due to a very very veyr horrrific character assasinaiton process like this.

even if Turkey has none relatedness to character assasintion, i am noit wanting to go there even dad is cancer.

i dream of going to Japan or China.

in Europe or Turkey i didnt know couldnt find how to stop this horrific character assasintion to me.

its not done by any Europeans and its not any related any done by Turkey country either.

its just an unknown people set  but whom has huge stalk slandering advanced sociopathy advanced character assasintion skills. 

i were thinking like in Europe i would be safe, but when since also happent here, i felt like this part of world is not safe unfortunately as a result. cause even in Rome it happent in home street with some guy shoutuing slandering sentence in my local language. 

i thought of going to Canada, then i remembered there are also lots of Turkish people there like me, and what if stalk slandering doers also try to defamate there? then i thought it would be same again. same trauma repeating again. so i decided i should go to some where else. 

then i remembered cool countries like China and Japan also exists that i can try searching safety against character assaisntion. 

actually before dad got cancer, i were in a mood of contempt with living inside home since i were happy with my accomplishment of getting over trauma up to some level. i were kind of proud of myself to got over trauma to some level and were in such mood.

but when dad became cancer, it came up to me that i am wasting my life whislt i am proud of accomplishments but actually i am just also living only inside home i mean ok i can be proud of acvcomplishment of getting over trauma of huge extent  level to  the character assntn process i confront, but yet still i scare of going outside. so how life it is to not go outside? is it how life is meant to be lived? is not else instead wasting my life? i understood life is very important and short, and shouldnt be lived inside home, i mean this knowledge alreayd known innately but yet still, you forget it whilst you are inside agoraphobia and start to normalize living inside home. 

\as dad became cancer, it also struck me that hte fact of i am wasting my life due to agoraphobia side effect due to confrontation of a dishonest character assasintion confrontation.

i figured out i should do something more to try to stop the dishonest character assasintion.

then i thought what i could do. then i thought i cant solve it here as visibly since continues. 

then i thought lets go to somewhere else, maybe in somewhere else, i would be able to create protection against charactrer assasinaiton somehow. 

or maybe the unknown people set might not have lots of people power to articulate in character assaisntion incidents in some where else.

and then cool China and cool Japan countries came up to my mind.

as told, i decided to try to migrate to there.

as i understood these unknown people has alot mobility in Europe and stalk slandering power.

they are not Europeans any. to restate.

they are not any Turkey country related either. it started in Turkey but its just an unknown people set, its not any related to country of Turkey to restate.

its not something like if any country does.

its just an unknown people set.

 

but i figured out they have huge mobility and stalk slandering resources in this part of world. whomever this unknown people set are. cause i also stalked slandered everytime i went outside here. 

so i decided as mentioned to try to migrate to China or Japan named cool countries.

i guess you are if you never read about gigantic level human rights abuses or character assaisntions, i guess you are shocked by reading what you read and shocked at how such things could happen in world i guess.

i also never knew about gigantic level human rights abuses/character assasinations until it happent to me.

i guess maybe you like this suffering of characrter assasintion story as if its an interesting story but i am pretty sure you get shocked of how this type of stuff happens in world.

i also didnt knew such topics like character assainstions until it happent to me.

yes you are right to find it horrific cause character assainstions are horrific.

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i just still am very mad about my lack of expression capability on how this character assainstions is to amnesty org that they had seen it out of scope whilst my character assaintion were world's one most horrific character assaisntion attempts. it were horrific caue i am alone and conrfront it all alone. 

i think that this character assaintion is one worst example of character assasintions literature.

i mean the character assaisntion attempts to me. it were really horrific. 

but i am very hopeful in future i would be saved from character assasintions and character assasins wont be able to do character assaisntion incidents to me that i would be able to fastly call police for asking help whenever an incident happens. 

i would as told try to migrate to China and Japan. yuppp. 

i am hopeful i would be saved from character assaintion process one day. yuppp.

that it would again become safe to go outside as it used to be before.