weird life

(I confronted online racism.)(severe form of it) 

hey  my idea on achaia, if the world people let neanderthals try to smear people with impossible slander types to other races or cultures) I guess than i would have no sentences when if aliens invaded world like in achaia and put controls in peoples head to fast evolve them from neanderthals to humans. not all humans are neanderthals (lesser evolveds) but i think people type from any race whom does smear campaigns against other races are well deserved to be called neanderthals. and when if the world lets happen mechiavellian things of character assaisntions/smear campaigns with severely untrue slanders, i believe i wont have no sentences when if aliens invaded world and would even side by aliens by then.  i am sorry for thinking like this but i think not all people but there is an evolution problem in people types wohm tries to smear other races with impossible slanders. they could come from any race or any country either. its not bound to any race to be racist i mean. all rac...

 ok it gets even more creepier when reading about investigating this air plane crashes. hmm whilst buying shoe of mustang brand, i had no idea it meant horses i just randomly selected a shoe in amazon with not knowing its brand either.  i remember the alien moive of nope now. but i dont think aliens attacked thisn air plane. i think its unknown murdrrs (human murderers) i think unknown murdrrs attack air planes. cause i really observed such stuff as i always report in this journal side of the blog. i wish the mrdrrs are caught/captured/stopped indefinitely. :S its very horrendous/horrific/heinous i think and very scary. someone (world security stuff) should know get to know whom they are and stop them indefinitely :Sits very horrifiuc/horrendous/heinous :S i dont know what to do? i cant go outside due to character assainstion agoraphobia. and i have to do online shopping. i had bought the shoe also without even caring its brand cause i just tried to find some shoe for summer/s...

Another horrific topic I also detected alike plane crashes like horrific horrendous heinous crimes. Doers of must be catched stopped. I mean people attacking to planes they should be caught stopped and also other horrific horrendous topic also that I detected either. It's both very crazy & very horrendous & very horrific and very heinous :S

 today's weird topic section: today had various topics from horrific topics i see observe report to funny ones. now the weird report section from the reports of this blog. sometimes journal like blog. this section comes to a slight moment out of trauma moment. i dont knwo but the plane crashes quite i find traumatic. though eating some outside ordered food as eating relaxes felt good. i dont even know what to think of its very horrific just i am shocked and find it horrific. and i wish popele stop the mrdrrs whom attack to planes:S i think some unknown people attck to planes as i observed quite anormal stuff in plane crashes that i report and its very horrific/horrendous/heinous:S those mrdrrs that attacks air planes should be found/stopped. its definite that they should be found and stopped. its very horrific. horrendoues. anyway to get out of the trauma feeling of that. now lets dissipate that unhappy trauam mood to return to normalcy topics. but i think that unknown people attac...

  i did rested alot last day.  i studied some topology then rested with watching tv shows. yayyy now that rested can continue topology study yuppp.  but then i remembered horrific topic i mentioned in blog and felt creeped out again very much :S i think unknown bad people are attacking air planes and someone should stop them! some one should learn whom they are and stopn them from doing that horrific murdrs things. i think its like i think whomever they are, they are mrdrrs! its very horrific:S heinous/horrendous:S i just observe and report. its vercy creepy/horrific/horrendous:S

 one disgusting thing. i found some 2 worms in some frozen vegetable. i wish they dont revive in the trash basket . i were trying to make noon food. then i saw 2 worms in the frozen vegetahble:S  anyway it means it does not have pesticides actually is good. but disgusting. of course i thrown to trash and i wish worms dont revive :S

 it happent again. some air plane crash incident happent like the previous one i reported. i think some unknown bad people are attacking air planes.  last time it happent coinciding with alpen jodsalz. this time with mustang shoes.  i think some unknown bad people are sabotaging airplanes or attacking airplanes. last time it happent when i were searching for alpen jodsalz in my room saying where is the salt then i read a news about a horrific air plane crash where a jodel air craft crashed in to alps. then i thought whether if unknown bad people read my shopping history and do horrific things scaring me and other people with that. then later today i heard a plane crash on mustang named region. mustang were the last shoe i bought's brand. :S  another thing i detected during this incidents i observe is another one is i listened to matrix soundtracks then a plane has had problem its neo engines:S someunknown bad people are trying to scare me and other people i think wit...

 i think i find really resembling coffee (ground coffee) for filter machine cause really tastes like the starbucks coffee i like alot. so the stuff is about how ground coffee is prepared then :) i mean why it tastes good. this roasted filter type ground coffee really tastes good imho. filter coffee tasted very bad before, hmm i think this blends i bouhgt from starbucks really are good or this roasting process really makes it tastes good. so i guess i didnt liked the filter coffee blends i bought before. hmm.   wov this exactly tastes similar to star bucks coffee i like.  nice that filter machine coffee resembled the coffee i bought from starbucks. it were done with espresso though not diverged alot.  for a while left coffee or were drinking near to none. coffee is back:) since i believe this one wont hurt my stomach like the just raw nescafe like coffee and water one. i think filtering might help make it more healthy. and plus coffee really has lots of antioxida...

 friday came. would on weekend continue topology study as usual. hmm this weekend i think i could iterate on maths study wishfully for topology textbook side. hmm i bought some filter coffee machine (not expensive ones) and some roasted coffees types. but i think coffee type i liked most is not filter coffee but anyway i can turn it to espresso with adding water :) or could later buy espresso making machines. turned out coffee type i like most is made of espresso coffee type but not filter coffe. i saw this after i bought coffee machine either :) nevertheless i bought the same coffee brand that i liked roasted taste of.  i when drinking that coffee with no sugar no crema at all, it just tastes awesome. so i fgured out  capicunoe or coffee+crema that i have at home is not the coffee i like most. actually i just drink its because its coffee but not liking:D i think i like sole coffee with no crema or sugar. but for that i think coffee type matters alot. so very eagerly awai...

 hmm sunday came.  today passes with after waking up at 12am, hmm passes with some making dinner or noon right now normally i dont like too much effort to cooking since i dont have mood to do that any on weekdays but hmm since its sunday spared more time to an awesome food this time. hmm meanwhile reading about a proof with controversial maximality principle type proof in some revising some section. yesterday night had talked alot with a relative and had not made my project be believeble to relative but i really believe this coder ai would be built. he thinks its impossible to build such much effort just being one person btu thinks a team of people working on suhc project is necessary and suggested me to enroll in an msc/phd program or such research proejcts involving maths/ai topics and thought i am wrongly believing that its possible to build this project and that i underlook the complexities involved to the coder ai project. he thinks i am too simplifiying and suggested to ...

 hmm failed in normal lotto :D hmm then awaiting now glueckspirale results :) that be like in 20 minutes or so :) ok turns out i won 10 Euros :) ok better than losing in all draws :) :D ok i think i might play this alot cause i liked :D its very exciting :D just on gluckspirale i won i think 10 euros since one last digit is true. but lets see if i understood correct :) ok i really liked this :D i might play other games online like this if i find websites to play. hmm i figured out in normal lotto my first numbers differed with sequence of to the end result as;  1 6 5 6 11  0  and last luck number is half of the number i set i set 8 and it turned out 4. so i would then set a number scheme than add such arithmetic addition variations to the numbers i selected as next lots next time. hmm then that might win maybe. ok lets next time not set a single number and such arithmetic variations around it like multiplication or addition with different series and try like that :) ...

30 minutes left to lottery 🙂

 hmm day continued with karaoke  along with a very cool voice since this song's vocal has amazing voice and music is amazing. hmm had some karaoke time but not with karaoke device either but just headphones and some music.  this vocal has really so good voice wov  not able to karaoke to actually.  some audios you can karaoke but some audio's just the vocal's song is just too good and karaoke looks very poor sound quality truly :D i today also lack voice but truly lack any capability to do karaoke to this audio. of this vocal really really had very cool voice. so had some just time spared to myself. to rest.  and oh but today is not good for karaoke time since coughing either. i guess i got cold or bronchitis i guess. since cough repeated. i think something like bronchitis it is. anyway later would go to doctor. so tonight is slightly passing resting with listening to music fun. and tried even karaoke :D though karaoke not possible since vocal has really coo...