i never react but i reacted once this time to one character assasintion incident. as mentioned they also use Dila Dilara name in character assasintion from this unknown cult beside mostly man names like serdar/sedat/oguz/tan/ada/ege/tom and today in morning some incident happent with shouting aga slander of the slander they harrass in persistent thousands of character assasintion incidents and severe black propaganda incidents also is included in this process as mentioned to try to depict like that.

they create a false aga crime/mafia role to the person they try to character assainste, they do heavy black propaganda incidents thousand times, and they also shout forgivement shoutings many times last year or I remember also its like where people forcefully try to make people accept crime they did not commit/stealing innocence of people and they do this with trying to create aga/mafia rumors, and its done with persistent thousand of black propaganda incidents awhile very sociopathic black propaganda incidents as reported. 

i confronted one very most cruelest behavioral patterns of genocidal or such behavior pattern where they try to kill miurder people with like you know in history, they falsely tried to assign untrue things to people and in this character assaisntion process they do that and they many times shouted forgivement sentence also and also in today's shouting they shouted accept!. 

i am confronting stalk harrassment irrational slanders slandering of an unknown cult like this last 6 years. 

i just cant understand why they use also Dilara and Tan and Tom literals. and I remember also one incident where they used Ismet and Tom names in a sexually harrassing sentence. and I remember later also many times they useing tom word tan word and later also dilara words in stalk slandering incidents harrasment incidents. I thought there is a Tan named stalker in next building. and Serdar. and Oguz that are maniac sentences were shouted using such names. or outside either. and constant following unnice requests shouting using Tan or Serdar words. I would think I have such stalkers called Tan. then turned out these unknown cult does try to character assaisnte with very maniac type sociopathy and creates names to victims it tries to character assainste with thousands of black propaganda incidents.

 today in outside they used one of the literals used in character assaisntion process and shouted "hunt" word. so they this unknown cult spread flase rumors agbout me very irrational impossible untrue slander about me like aga, and not only libel rumor, they do play very severe black propaganda incidents of thousand times of constant black propaganda incidents, and they spread such false untrue rumors to others and also today and last night this "hunt" word were shouted along with literal used in character assasintion incidents.

I am confronting character assasintion of a genocidal behaviors show casing unknown cult. it started in another country/

in first time this heavy stalk started they started with shouting unnice requests like guys with no hair or so i remember and or shouting "ork!" 

you know one basical step of genocides is dehumanization. in that year. before I came to istanbul, that family's that about ismet named people, their one relative shouted ork in the corridor of the work place i work to by then. 

then i came to istanbul told that to my friends. then that year the stalk incidents with loud "ork!" word started.

first step is genocide is dehumanization. I were severely traumatized since they would harrass stalk follow with shouting ork and unnice requests or alike.

then sometimes also sexual harrassing sentences would also happen sometimes.

then this tom tan serdar named harrassment started. where i perceived as there is a tan or serdar or oguz named stalker stalking me. since they would everytime from other flat shout tan or serdar based sentences or in outside they would always stalk follow and similar would happen. i would always not reply. and in home, i would try to stop stalkers with shouting psycho stop stalking me. psycho serdar. and would not stop. so I moved to another place since I had arrythmia there since stalk consistently happening and everytime i went outside i were followed stalked and harrassed with tan tom serdar oguz and some unnice maniac request sentences persistently. 

i would perceive then I have a stalker named serdar and also people like tan tom is stalking. or oguz. everytime i go outside i were stalked. and it started also that time alot ork shoutings.

hey coming to that ismet dilara names usage of this unknown people and it feeling very suspicious to me. they tried to use also dilara word whilst during the character assaisntion incidents. that i understood this scheme that e.g. there is no tom named stalker or dilara or hande but they do try to murder people with creating names to them that from their sick minds and they do harrass with shouting unnice requests also like that. 

i someitmes suscpected whether family of ismet named person is responsible of articulating proxies to harrass and to try to character assaisnte me. since ork shouting were initially done not in istanbul but in such company in corridor their one family shouted loudly ork word. then i whilst returning to istanbul in air port some people shouted ork word also. and they knew my air plane ticket since i worked there and my air plane ticket were bought by company.

soo i hypothesized whether if they are behind this.

but then it came up to me, i told this shouting to my friends then  that instead the maniacs that is using articulating proxies to do hcaracter assainte me might not be also that fmaily but whom i told of this ork shouting incident either. so I by holiness of innocence being truth until converse being proven, regards to that family think they are innocent until converse proven. since this cult might be somehow learning where i work to and somehow using those people's names in character assaintion to make me falsefully think they are behind this stalk whilst they are not any maniacs whom tries to do character assaisnte people they dislike. actually ismet named person when i were resigning told do you believe in love and i said please stop this topic (since were not my type and were married and if not married also were not still my type) i since in one incident where i were working in a cafe iwth my laptop to learn numpy for some machine learning algorithm on my pc, some person came in recent desks and told with someone called ismet on phone and said some harrassment sexual harrasment sentence with using tom woird. and  but still, i think really really this family might have nothing to do with this character assainstion or these harrasmsent and slandering using proxies/articulated proxies. because this cult is unknown maniacs, they could had learnt where i worked to and take people's names from there to make me think its them behind that whislt its not. because this cult were like also using personal information, like i dated a mesut named guy very before, and they used also mesut name alot ins talk slandering harrasment incidents or ugly request shouitng incidents. 

its like a puzzle to me to learn whom is trying to character assinate me with slandering me with irraitonal slander of aga/mafia slander. 

its really like a puzzle. a sociopathic psytchopatic personality is fixated to try to character assainte me with severe sociopathic maniac black propaganda methods severe sociopathy and seems like is either an unknown organization or a cult it is doing this. 

some one is trying to make my life unlivable/murder with character assaisntion like this last 6 years.

i remember by then at the building maybe at 3rd floor, some person shouting some of the names i hear in stalk incidents when i were outside the building and a slandering word, i had not take on didnt thought its said to me, since by then i had not understood their naming sociopathy beside that. so whomever this unknown cult is rented flat in building i live by then. i think i am not sure.   i wont tell which place it is.but i just reflect the entire process. 

and these people have huge people power to allocate in black propaganda incidents and a genocidal real life genocidal horrorful various severe sociopathic character assaintion black propaganda incidents happent outside.

ofr instance, i were always reporting to mom and mom were always saying dont scare from the stalker and dont care and never cqare, and go outside dont be agoraphobic, then i went to a cadfe by my car then the stalkers came, they shouted ugly requests like mafia request using ork word first. then severe black propaganda incidents happent in recent desk. i were first trying to not care and took my headphones on then but later i thought its very disturbing and went outside. then 3 people came and used slandering ssentences and endlessly laught saying slandering sentence/black proapganda also were tried to be done inside the cafe, with I heard someone in remote desk, saying to some one "guher is now  bla bla  like again sociopathic trying to associate a very sociopathic black propaganda incident like that, iu think hearing that i felt very disturbed and went outside. i were studying to calculus revising calculus and wanted to go outside to got over agoraphobia. then these black proapganda incidents were very horrific since they are very  horrific terrifying that they do very advanced sociopathy in that just like false flag or i dont know what literature fits, but they try to show the tried to be character assainted victim of slander type with either whilst they talk on phone or the sentences they say from they come to cafe and sit vicinity and do black propaganda like that. everytime i would leave cafe but would never reply and always nihiliate.  

i confronted some unknown genocidal cult's horrific conspiracy attempts/character assaintion attempts persistently. 

 and though i am very proud of myself that i got over trauma. for instance, in today's morning or last evening some people passed in vicinity of my house and shouted one literal they said in black propaganda sociopathies black propaganda incidents, and they also shouted hunt. i think last night also happent. but i am very proud of myself that i got over trauma and didnt entered trauma.

but when assigning false narrative forcefully to a person incident happent, of someone shouted "dila accept!" like sentence, i remenber this dilara dila word sahouted in character assaisntion incidents like alot in some time frame of this thousand times of stalk black propaganda incidents following black propaganda incidents, so I resembled it to incidents where poeple shouted "forgivement" sentence to the mafia crime they innovate from their sick psycho sociopathic minds and try to character assainte, some period alot of times forgivement! snhoutings were happening, so this "accept!" sentence resembled that the moment of  observing extreme irrationality, of observing being tried to be character assainsted with lies/slander, then also at the same the shameless psychopaths shout forgivement sentence along the torture of character assaintipon. resembling the emory of forgivement shoutings, i reacted this time and started to shout wishing outside unknown cult member hears, to shouted psycho maniac why do you create names to me and do create untrue rumors/untrue narratives to me/sociopath maniac cult! sociopath mainac far rightists i shouted. this time i reacted. normally i werent reacting any and always nihiliating but made me resemble the "forgivement" shoutings to the false crimes they create from their sick minds, this unknown cult. its same like stalin i dont know only example i know where people were tried to be assigned false crimes is stalin example, so its when shameless dishonests creates untrue lies like mafia, then at the same time they shout forgivbement, it really becomes so much aggrevating. normally i would always nihiliate character assaintion incidents, but this time today i reacted. i reacted with shouting lots of sentences like that. 

as mentioned as reported in blog last many time, i am tried to be murdered (character assasintion is also a murder type) by an unknown cult with very untrue irrational slander of mafia types. i felt severe trauma since they this unknown cult's such genocidal behavior pattern, is not easy to happen. its truly genocidal. because they craft untrue crimes to people this unknown cult and then tries to hunt the people they craft untrue irrational crimes to. (They tried to slander me as mafia). 

but i am very proud of myself that my trauma level is much less recent year. e.g. in yesterday's hunt shoutings i fetl not trauma and didnt any cared and even pitied to the i mean i think its something to be pitied to showcase genocidal behaviors.  then but in morning when an incident happent that made me remember recent time period's forgivement shoutings i got aggrevated and replied with shouting all the sentences to be said to the unknown cult. i normally always nihiliate but this time replied. since it were resembling that forgivement sentences.

i remember like for instance 2 years ago,  its like you live like otters or so when you go outside street when this unknown genocidal behaviors showing cult is stalking. i mean you scare and want to always walk to safety anywhere. i remember people shouting 2 years ago aga word. since its a slander of course i had not looked to the shouter, then the shouter shouted "son of a bitch! look" in the street.. or one incident where 2 people start to wa\lk 1 meter behind and shout very loudly a curse from the slander types they try to slander with as. 

so when this guh says she confronted genocide, its not a joke, its real. i dont know but i think this looks quite genocidal to me. its not slight genocide. thought i were not physically killed, i confronted something like genocide attempts of an unknown cult. i dont know whom they are. they seem to have huge people power they articulate and they send their cult memebrs and proxies to every country every town to continue character assaisntion. 

what i observed from having confronted a form of genocide from an unknown cult, my observations of genocide process:

it starts with dehumanization. started first ork shoutings and maniac requests. and also during alot time period of this, also persisted ork shoutings. so in genocides, they try to reduce emphaty with first dehumanization of the tried to be killed one. either is because of other religion or race or nonreligion. 

i were shocked to see, i were just wondered whats happenign to me, an d started to read genocides information from wikipedia, to see and to get shocked that my process quite resembled there technical definiton that in world, in any genocide, first dehumanization had happent. to reduce emphaty to tried to be killeds.

but i am at the same time very proud of myself since i enter much more less trauma near to none trauma. except that i ams till; slightly agoraphobic. other than that i really got over trauma of this unknown cult's persistent genocidal attempts of character assasintion attempts with really i think thousands of black propaganda incidents really happent. unbelievable to readers i know to think how much maniacness could happen in world, and but really like this, i think really it must had reached a thousand times or so black propaganda incidents by the time (it has been last 6 years or last 5 years char. assntn has been happening) but i am so proud that i got really over trauma of and dont get truamaitzed like before. so i really got healked of trauma even if character assainstion has not had stopped. 

this unknown cult is not known whom they are.

it could be maybe religious or anti-religious or far rightist or far leftist i ahve no idea. i am a centric person i dont have any leftist nor rightism either. but i dont know which cult they are. totally unknown. and it started in another country but its unknown if tyhey are from there or not.  they are not from here either. but its this unknown cult sends its members to every town to persist its character assaintions endlessly. 

and i am truly very proud of myself that i really got over trauma of. e.g. when last day hunt and slander aga word shouting happent, i had not any entered trauma. though even writing aga named slander also feels very traumatic in blog actually. since its very irrational impossible severely infinitely many irrational slander of character assasintion. 

yeah,. if there is a resume for life, i would note in a paragraphy i psychologicaslly survived genocide qattmpt of an unknown cult to my life's accomplishments :) i think what happent to me is really like genocide, since shares very comminalities of genocide process. e.g. creating untrue rumors/lies then shouting hunt or doing thousands of false flag like black propaganda incidents to try to defamate/character assasinte, it just i think is no unsimilar to genocide. 

so if there is a resume of life, i would have a paragraph saying i am psychologically survivor of a genocidal character assasintion attempts of an unknown cult :)

really huge accomplishment to survive when genocide happens from an unknown cult.

its really  really huge life accomplishment to survive when genocide happens. i meana character assaintion might be still continueing i dont know, but at least i got over trauma of, and my psychology is feeling not that constant ptsd terrified with trauma mood anymore. i feel like nonstressed most times and i beieve i could partially also get over agoraphobia. i am very proud of my accomplishment of getting over trauma/healing of trauma/ptsd to some extent at least.

its an unknown cult, its not known whether if they are anti-religious far leftist, or religious far rightists, or just far leftists or far rightist extremists with genocidal mind.

though i proudly share my iteration in healing of trauma of this that i really got healed in huge extent of trauma of having confronted genocidal like character assaisntion attempt of thousand of black propaganda incidents. 

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