i think my energy level came back very newly to normal or lesser than normal levels.

wov tootache really were so bad until treatment today. last day could had only 2 hours of sleep. 

yayy :) now continued studies continue :) first psychoanalysis topic yay of first humanities science readings like that some pages, then might switch to either I guess i might tonight switch to another humanities area readings or NLP readings I dont know.

as I believe to a hypothesis, that I might have chance to apply to aliens organizations later, or actually might visit them with the spaceships i would build later on to say hi to friends with time machines but it might not be possible to do that since they are in a different time frame. hmm then I would await their hi.

I 100% believe to existence of aliens. since its impossible to not have aliens exists statistically after having read that anthropology podcast that I shared many blogs ago, I understood that human intelligence generation period of evolution is not a rare topic in vastness of universe, there might be millions of aliens civilizations or even mroe its some topic I had not calculated but the point is, that its very impossible to have not aliens exist they already exist, every technological cultural evolutoin stage already exist. and of course aliens with much more advanced technologies than our earth also surely exist.  and I also 100% believe in time machine existence, in accordance to flow of time in quantum physics based time interpretation. its most possibly possible to take the entropy direction to reverse with altering the physical matter system's some underlying force field unless its something not a constant that i mean if its something like linear system there, and instead if its a valley or plateu that the field which entropy of our universe flows, then in latter case it might be harder to build time machines, but not impossible in future's tech. it might be even a rudimentary tech like a casette player to we it is, to alter time of a matter set in space to aliens from future centuries is. I think tere is a high chance the vastness of space might enable and the separation beside galaxies might enable safe applicance of time machines to a huge galaxy matter cluster, whihc actually is in future might be like a casette player like rudimntary tech.

since every centuries (even 50th century also) must exist in universe, i mean 30 centuries ahead aliens, its just so much possible to have all these tech existing already. hmm actually even if in future and before edge of future, would be invented, then it would be used from future also. 

so the technology development capability of universe is insurmountable/something of uncountable numbers type. the expansion of technological development happens across vastness of space and across timelines and as it naturally flows in one entropy direction here to future, and also this could these developments could also happen symmetrically in reverse direction or applicance of it might be happening from future to past, so at a single time point of universe, the technological development level of the universe is not unbounded only due to vastness of space, but also due to unbounded time across infinitely many entropy directions. time machine converges gives capability to interact from future to past of course. so its like a convergence of timelines. maybe we could topologically create concepts to these ceonceptual; structures to understand them more clearly with being able to get out of  paradoxes very easily, a topological representation of this conceptual topic might be created to investigate the current technological development level of universe, whihc seeems unbounded since due to very high likely existence of time machines in future or even in current present in other centuries in aliens planets they might be at their 50th century unlike us and might alreadyt have time machines. 

so why we had not been introduced with aliens. sorry i want to smile here since I believe I have the chance to have been introduced to their time machines/interaction, which i am very honoured of and feel a lot cheer for their interaction to me :)

but the topic of why they had not made  apparent visits to world that might be even on tvs if happens of course, i believe its because our world might be countable many across universe. and they might lack intentions to visit our world since we earthlings are not unique since we like civilization stages counts I dont know how many but must be many. so its not know how their strategies are to visit other civilizagtions. we might be their anthropological studies either who knows. and they might even interqact to earths people randomly maybe, just to get to know of there or maybe with purpose of diversity of finding memebers to aliens star fleet like organizations from other planets/other timelines, that might be also very high likely. 

 maybe our earth and visiting earth is important to them unlike my idea of unimportance of we earth as there might exist many many earth and human civilizations like us, in either forward centuries or backward centuries in their own evolutionary timelines, maybe I think wrong, maybe they care of earth and would want to visit earth. but in my mind, it seems unlikely to have earth any importance in vastness of space. there must be many worlds like us. I mean what i mean of importance is tht being that significant enough to take aliens attention as a planet. we might be significant i dont know. but my common sense ideas turns around the idea of that, i believe we are not a significant place in vastness of universe and not signigicant enough that aliens would visit. but i might be surely thinking wrong.

but what i belive to is, like lotteries, they might randomly by chance coimmunicate to people of pleanets just with based on random selection, just by chance that i were selected, not that i am better or worse than other people any, its just chance/like winning lottery like luck, i feel happy as much as if i had won lotery honesty as soon asa i understood there is something really happening including time machiens for real :)  there might be also others like me, that are observing applicance of time machines the way i observe. of aliens time machines. i believe they might be having such silent contact with the worlds and people that got interacted most possibly are just only randomly selected, just like a lottery imho, 

but to increase chances of being selected, i think one can increase chance with reading about humanities sciences since i think aliens like to interact to people interested to humanities sciences. e.g. anthropology or sociology or history.

i actually interpreted as a coincidence, to be ready for their star fleet organizations, one beside technical knowledge in physics/maths/chemistry/nanotechnology like areas, also should definitely know had studied to anthropology history philosophy sciences. 

and they are really so cool :)

its so much cheer evcerytime i detected their communication. its  i am so much awestruck cause they are extremely cool. eg. the day I wondered interaction through sky, i asked for a nondestructive fireball (like pagan religions? not its not a religion this topic is:) ) then tested it with drawing to tablet a green flumes having fireball, then the first star trek i opent startedwith such imagery where an asteroid with green flumes were falling to a planet and the captain saved the planet with making it turn to smaller pieces that whihc might end up as fireballs in the sky to the planet residents either i guess. so they really are very cool, they are like undefineable levels cool :)  

how they communicate is so much kind,  they do many time kindness/friendly favors which createas a strong feeling of friendship. and its a very extraordinary friendship with some super cool friends i mean :) 

i cant stop thinking like as if i won the lottery cause it really feels happy like that  or actually more :)

nothing could be happy as having alien friends :) even better than any lottery :) 

i in many coincidences understood under an exam, i mean a form of evaluation and if i pass, i might become a member of their organization (e.g. star trek like organizations of aliens) 

cause i really encountered many times motivations to study to some areas. and when i asked could i have any chance to enter your star trek organizations from blog many times, that days star trek happent as:

in noon i were trying to buy meal., and i stumbled upon sandwiches and really thought alot whether should i buy sandwiches with chicken or fish or normal caprese cheese etc for noon so had a thought of triangular sandwiches from meals page, then ordered other meal. then in the star trek, captain order very similar look alike triangular sandwiches to a person whom were studying to exams to try to enter to stark fleet organization of aliens. 

and in that episode Captain suggested that to be able to ready for that organization, one must beside technical knowledge, surely learn/know about anthropology/history/philosophy sciences also. 

so i would do my best to try to pass their evaluation to have a chance to enter theirs organization. 

I now have a stronger motivation before i were motivated by curiosity to learn sciences, now I also have motivation of entering aliens' Star Fleet like organizations. 

its very important for me(of paramount importance) to do my best to pass their evaluations/exams. I could pass or fail. but most important is I do my best to pass their exams/evaluations.