the conspiracy of aga/baba smear topic again discussed in below blog: 

 hey the early hominins alike cult (lesser evolved beings, they must have some gene region that results in this maniac sociopathic behaviors) did another conspiracy incident with using "hunt" literal. 

hmm these extremist religious or extremist race maniac people seems to be seeing our life as along like animals since they use hunt like words. how funny its the same view from ourside to see them as lesser then homo sapiens, but we think they are not animals but early hominins. They seem to think people out of their race or religion are to be used "hunt" like literals. what kind of maniacs these unevolveds are? 
I had not had any designation like early hominin to anyone before after having observed half a decade lasting extremists genocide. they are like another version of taliban but softer to not be caught of doing genocide to people not from their religion. Kind of extremist religious people I expect. a cult or so.

hmm I think these hominins belong to a religion or race and they do seem to hate people out of their religion or race. (extremist religionists like people, extremists of their religion I guess) E.g. to them for instance nonreligious women are intended to be destroyed and harrassed ebecause they dont obey their religion. (But whilst we nonreligious women do nothing wrong in life except not being bound to any religion and nothing bad/nothing wrong ) 

This compulsive behavior to attempt to destroy from people not from their race or religion is must be something early hominids behavior. I mean this maniac neurocircuitory of forming extremist groups of race or religion and then harrassing others from outside from their group is something very maniac behavior. This must be coming from early hominids. this is not any any homo sapiens behavior imho. 

hey I never thought any person as early hominins (much near to distant chimpanzees branches in millions ago time frames) never had this thought after having observed half a decade genocide attempt by these extremist unknown cult. they seem to have sometimes also use "hunt" word. 

they seem to have compulsive behavior of repeated destruction effort to people not obeying their religion. like taliban mind. whilst we do nothing wrong ever in life. exceptr being atheist and not following their religions orders belonging to how womens should be/dress etc. and also we atheist women do nothing wrong in our lives. nothing any bad/nothing any wrong. but this extremist group seems to be coming from 1400s or so. kind of extremist people.  I think today another conspiracy incident this time using hunt literal happent. they sometime use also hunt literal int heir conspiracy polanting planting untrue conspriacy attempts.

 these taliban or more then taliban extremism is something very maniac. This nefarius form of taliban extremism (since taliban does nonnefarius form of extremism or destruction to people not fromt heir religions blatantly not nefariusly but this extremist group has taliban mind of forcing sharia laws to people whilst we are not from their religion any but somehow they have compulsive behavior of forcing their religious laws to others and compulsively harrassing people not from their religion or race or whatever these group/cult is) 

I think this cult is like a nefariuys more evil version of taliban. since does attempt genocide to women not from their religion. like if its 1400s again. 

their usage of "hunt" literal also is an evidence they really have some early hominin genome being active. these are not any homo sapiens behavior of latest homo sapiens i mean. they seem to show case early hominin bheaviors of setting up extremist groups and using hunt literal in their extremism activities.  

they seem to have some maniac mind set of: they think women whom are not from their race or religions are animals and they use hunt animals literals. they seem to have a very strong in their nonrealist reality i mean in their less evolved culture of extremism, they seem to set up some fromt heir less evolved minds they seem to setup untrue narratives to people not from their religion or race and compulsively repeat such destruction intent in maybe 1500 or more incidents. 

hmm one really gets interested to learn more anthropology and how genes shapes neural circuitory regarding this maniac less evolved brain circutiory type of this unknown cult /unknown group. 

hmm lets sometimes read study articles like this one:

Genome Digging: Insight into the Mitochondrial Genome of Homo - PMC (nih.gov)

its so much psycho i think these people are.they expect their religions orders be obeyed by people not from their religion and they do try to destruct women not obeying their religion. this extremist cult or group. Whilst we do nothing wrong in life other than not following religions, we literally never ever do nothing wrong, they do try to designate bitch role whilst i am an engineer, they try to destruct with compulsive repeaterd harrassments with conspiracy planting attempts or just routine harrassments with hatred and destruction intent but i think most traumatic experience of confronting genocide were: where they craft a role to me because i am not from their religion and  i am not from their cult or group either but seemingly they have hatred to people not from their cults/extremist cults,  and then :the most traumatic experience is: they wish we to be destroyued with smears like bitch or so since we dont follow their religon. such level religious extremism.  then they do try to attempt planting untrue false conspiracies with suych goal and they also repeat this attempting false conspiracy attempts maybe 1500 or more times whilst i am an engineer that lived her life with engineering and i have supposedly nonpoor parents that i could ask money whenever i need, so i would never ever do bitch things ever. but these people these religious extremist since i am not obeying their religious practices even me not being from them from their groups or cults, they seem to select such people not from their religion and do attempt genocide to women activity (with planting conspiracy intent to later destroy intent) and when a women is not protected from genocide by anyone, they seem to not stop this activity of their early hominin alike behaviours of group behaviour of their extremist group of doing genocide to women not from their religion. 

a definite extremism example of extremism of religion i think due to slanders they use. or nthey could be instead also anti religious people. but due to their similar behavior to other extremist cults whgich also did genocide behavior, i think they are an extremist religious people with not any less tyhan taliban extremism having minds but with lesser nefarius genocide methods to not being caught up doing genocide activity. 

i think its better someone had asked genes of this cult to investigate their genome for their unevolved behaviour and to understand why they have such less evolved behavior sets. 

oh gosh being stalked by an extremist cult feels like as if its 1400s again :D but i mainly got over trauma though still is very disturbing. e..g the incident which they use hunt literal. oh these less evolved extremists and their return to nature :D since they use also some nature metaphors in their genocide. like hunt or so. lets see these early hominins cult these extremists what kind of more funnier extremist severe hatred activity they would show case in following anolther conspiracy incident :D

 

its like I am not from any religion. and I had for instance outside marriage had whilst discovering sex like thing in my 28s i had sex with some 30 aged guy. to these religious extremist, people women should have sex only when they are married and to only to their husbands :D and if you are not from them and if you have nothing obeying to their religions because you are not from their religion, and if you seem to be a lone person: they attack. they attack you because you dont follow their religion. they curse you. they compulsively repeatedly attack you. with trying to plant bitch narrative which is very untrue.  and they title love something bad. :D i mean like to them love is someting like sin and people should do only have sex when they are married :D  I only had 8 or 9 times sex in my life like some guy 30 years old or another time such guy hmm sometme a 40 year old guy. and this is to these extremists a nonvalid sin to not obey religious principles like all women  should live such life their religions says or like sex out of marriage is a sin and women whom does that should be dstructed type of behavior they do compulsively/repeatedly and they do attempt this genocide to women activity with attempts of planting untrue false conspiracies attempts(aga/baba smear). repeatedly maybe 1500 or more times they do showcase sociopathic planting untrue false impossible conspiracies attempts to do genocide to women activity.  

oh gosh its like living in 1400s again whenever this unknown cult does another planting untrue false conspiracy incident :D oh less evolved extremists :D

ay someone please take genome example from these extremists cult/early hominins to have we curious people investiage these early hominins such extremist behaviors of genocide to women activity :D

Think of finding yourself having targeting of an extremist cult whom thinks women whom does not obey their reliugion orders must be destructed.

this is what this blog is reporting for a very long time since this has been happening like half a decade time or even more. 

they tried to plant untrue impossible illogical aga/baba smear conspiracy with repeated sociopathic conspiracy planting incidents to destroy life. they did compulsively repeated this planting conspiracy activity at least 1500 times last half a decade.

its trauma level is lesser now. e.g. i went outside to take amazon package of my cool rollerblades wish i remember hw to roller blade fastly, and some perfume as to myself a christmas gift,   then right at that moment, someone shouted aga in outside,. so they again sent their cult members in vicinity in planting false aga conspiracy attempt. before i would feel much more trauma now i did not any cared and felt trauma. but 1 hour ago one incident with hunt literal created trauma some degree.

these less evolved early hominins, their compulsive conspiracy planting attempts, their compulsion to do attempt planting conspiracy is a very exemplary example of compulsive maniac bnehavior but this time done by shown by an extremist cult. 

its something i mainly got over trauma of and try to get to adapt to the reality of that world is not same leveerl evolved, there exists early hominin level devolution showing hominins whom does attempt genocide to women very vioklently with severe hatred with severe maniac sociopathic conspiracies/conspiracy planting attempts. so lets adapt to this world version which is not equally evolved. and but still its very disturbing when today a high bass voiced guy used some conspiracy planting untrue smear with also hunt literal it still felt some trauma not that much got over trauma fully i. but at least i got over extensive level healing in trauma ptsd of confronting genocide, a type genocide to women to type genocide from religious extremism.

i think my roller blades might also help me get over agoraphobia, with creating some activity other than fear of another stalk incident by unknown cult. and also if i advance using it i can always use it to goi outside. but i am sure these extremists would send their cult members whenever i dine in a cafe (to do attempt 1503th planting untrue false conspiracy planting attempt) so even if i go outside i dont spend alot time in places which another stalk incident can happen. 

hey i also have stress when walking outside due to autism. but i can get over it evem if i dislike such autism side effect. its like feels like, too much sense feeling. of too much data coming to my brain when people are walking beside me. its like my brain freezes of data and even walking activity becomes a nonautomon activity. its like as if people are looking to me whilst they are not and but the idea of people looking to me is my autist trigger which triggers autist overloaded stress. to me talking to people that are unfamiliar is same wise stressful but its more stressful when walking outside since even walking activity becomes then a nonautonom acitivty.

this too much data thing of autism is unnice. its like for a minute all world becomes full of pressing data and even walking becomes hard. or full of stress. or full of anxiety. as if like there is myobic people are all looking to me and i feel like my brain gets overloaded with data with stress. 

some autist people have this overloaded of data feeling when they see patterns or they hear some music. some autists similar to me also have this overloaded with data feeling when in unfamiliar when people are looking to them or possibility of even people looking to creates such overwhelmed feeling. 

but i were succesful in getting over this stress and loved going outside alot. until this early hominins extremist cult targeted and they even lack morality in levels to do genocide to even autists and to attempt planting untrue false aga/baba smear conspiracy attempts to even slight disabled people aka autists.  so these early hominins are kind of i think really less evolveds. to harrass slightly disabled (autist) people with attempts of planting untrue conspiracies like aga/baba smear. 

hmm. 

but as told, i get over trauma alot healed alot. got more strength against this like if from 1400s type extremist unknown cult. 

so its not any like that much drama anymore. I think rollerblade would help me both in autism related stuff which i can handle but i think rollerblade would feel nicer cause ion that autism moment even walking feels hard and nonautonom behavior as if my brain gets full of data/stress/anxiety when people unfamiliar I see walking beside me. but i could had manage that and walk even harder than usual people whom dont forget walking when outside. i mean usual nonautist people do walk autonomously right? in autist trigger moment i even feel it hard to do walk activity. as if that autonom region gets filled with stress anxiety and i try to walk but not autonomously. so in overall it becomes a stressful experience. this autist trigger of brain getting full of data it cant control and even data overwhelming autonom regions like walking that even walking becomes challenging. but I got used to being autists such side effects and would force myself to go out to get over or get used to this autist side effect so that it does nto limit my life. for a moment my brain goes haywire when autist trigger happens like in all autist people. Some autist people have this much less. lucky autists i think:) i mean aspergers. but to autists of not slight autism, this autist trigger is really challenge. but i were adapted to my autist life and would everytime force myself to go outside more before to get used to more and so that this autism does not limit my life to home. 

do you know how having so much neurons in brain is its like when you fear you feel fear amplified alot. its like similar to anxiety syndrome. but its the default condition of your brain. amplified fear. frozen wuith fear fgeeling sometimes even. not frozen but feeling overwhelmend with fear. 

we autists dont go the process of atrophy so we havce hgigh densityneurons so our brains are so much sensitive unlike poeple thinking oitherwise as if autists are not snesitive people. we have amplified fear feeling. anxiety also amplified. its like much more neurons and lesser distant connections. so kind of we autists are not like neurotypical circuitory but a less distant connections but more dense local connections having minds we have.

if we hurted by trauma we feel trauma more. if we feel scare we feel scared more. if something some anxiety idea happens in brain it can spiral out and fill our brains with entire feeling severely anxiety feeling. we are we inherently have anxiety disoerders. i mean we autists with not slight degrees of autism. 

but as told i before got over feeling sad to this unnice thing happens of autist trigvger of losign my brains autonom powers like walking when beside people e.g. walking in street. instead i would force myself go outside to get used to this autism side effect and to learn to live with it more and more each day. though such practising help, such autist thing always resides and becayuse its brains having amplification behavior due to lacking atrophy period and but still this forcing myself go outside alot were had helped get used to my autist life more before.

then the early homionins cult had targeted and started doing genocide activity and false conspiracy planting attempts of aga/baba smear, then i became agoraphobic.

but as mentioned i mainly got over trauma and live my life more happier with respect to trauma times with huge trauma feeling. 

yhayy this roller blade i wish also helps my agoraphobia (which really is not due to autism) and also to autism in outside. 

since in such mnoment of autism, i forget even hwo to walk or find it harder to do my usual walking behavior so my brains anxiety feelings spirals out and feels severe anxiety stress feeling. but when roller blading in such moments when i feel anxiety due to people looking to me (my autist trigger is people looking to me/, some autists most autists has similar thing of being stressed when people look to them. or talking to people. most autists has problem when talking to people or people looking to them/ unfamiliar people. to some autists its its sounds or patterns that creates such autist trigger of overwhellmed by anxiety stress feeling, to most autists its people/unfamiliar people, e.g. talking to people or walking beside people. like in my case. ) 

this spiralling out anxiety feeling in such moments that takes over my brain full of stress anxiety, i wish i had some thing that calms brain reduces anxiety. but i think i could manage to handle this gaps of slightly forgetting how to walk or just i mean find it less autonom to walk in such moments like feeling like if i do walk with less autonomously and feelks very stressed out very stresful,  i think roller blade would help in those gaps when i mean autism happens. and severe anxiety happens. 

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if autism were a mutation, the autist societies would be like: i mean our divergence we contribnute to homo sapiens would be like: our socieites would have less communication :D or even walking areas would be per person not many people to help autists walk without autism syndrome.:D

 i mean lesser dunbar number it would get  back to from i mean initially humanoids earlier distant branches has had lesser dunbar number, then it become peaked with homo sapiens, then if we autists were a mutation, then we would be like a mutation towards lessening of dunbar number to have more seclusive environments even for recreation or sports like walking. 

:D

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yayyy fun of trying to remember rollerblading time now to which i believe would also help my severe agopraphobia due to confronting genocide (conspiracies of aga /baba smear) from an unknown extremist cult, and also, to my usual autism. of time gaps of severed autonom behavior due to autism. e.g. lesser autonomouys walking feeling it hard to walk use complex autonom systems during autism trigger/autism moment of spiralled out anxiety stress that most autist shares this some level. 

it would be very fun if i could remember. i remember i had nice control of sliding skills before in when walking on ice or early ice skating. unlike coordination of walking which severes in my autism moments, which momentarily feels like less much less autonom and harder and becomes very stressful moment to me momentarily, this sliding things seems easier to me like ice skating or rollerblading. if i could remember. 

hmm it might even help me losing weight if i could find an area i could skate. since it has calories burn rate like similar to running spots. 600 calories per hour. quite nice exercise.

they say autists most time have less body coordination skills. I observe in that dancing. i cant dance ever any good nor could not learn how to play volleyball good any. but i observe i have balance skills in sliding. i mean i dont lack coorindation skills in balance related sports like roller blading (if i could remember) though it would be harder to roller blade with this much weight. i wish i got lesser weight so that i could be much better urban roller blader that would help healing of agoraphobia and also even help autism (which is not any related to agoraphobia).

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