ayyy sometimes being autist is very funny in the sense: 

e.g. there are times i avoid interaction with people more. :D and e.g. even going downstairs to take clothes from washing machine dryers machine alike task, means passing from kitchen, which i would avoid due to such uninterest with seeing people (people stay in house, whom are very kind people :D)  its just autism, i just sometimes dont like or avoid interactions or just too much effort to go downstairs to take the clothes.


hmm i do favor either going early or late. but right now feeling tired either :D

 i admit its not a good idea to stay in a populated house whislt being autist :)? :D


but there were no house available to rent in that short term i needed to rent a home by then  (i mean for my capability to rent home for my economic condition by then, it were like,  i were living in some place then they asked to move to another flat there second time (due to some conference or so), i were upset, and i searched flats and found this one only that i could have had rented with my economic capability by then so this house i just rented in a hour or so in such very urgent needing to find flat condition)  and this home very very nice except kitchen and washing machine part being common place. otherwise this home were truly awesome because it also has a garage to park my bicycle.  and people were also very kind. it were an amazing house actually.  very nice decorated/very nice built etc. all modern equipments etc etc.


but being autist, i would definitely preferred a house with noncommon kitchen. 


maybe i should go to some psycholog to ask something tohelp social anxiety coming from autism.

since i have it alot. (social anxiety)

but then i also scare of changing my brian physiology it might impact my intelligence or even that multiverse topics?


maybe i might go to psychologist to ask something for excess anxiety (coming from autism) but after having accomplished multiverse tests. or instead i should continue to live with excess anxiety.


I once before knowing I am autist, i confused it as having social phobia. and took lustral very slight degree of it to get over social phobia by therapist suggestion. but did not have helped autism's social anxiety things by then. 


hmm i think I can live by autism's excess anxiety conditions in my case,  thinking i mean i wouldnt want to impact how my mind functions either intelligence wise nor if it has multiverse skills i mean impacting it might even remove multiverse skill.


so lets continue living with social anxiety then :D since i dont want to chanfge any thing for anxiety.


hmm lets make my life condition more autism friendly life in tinme, e..g next time i could rent a home lets make sure kitchen is inside the home or any such things etc. since its not for type social anxiety type personality to live in house with common places etc. 

House owner were very autism friendly. and people would always gets shocked how an autist would rent in such house where there are common places. but i did rented urgently in one hour and this house were the only housing option i could afford by then. but its really very very nicely modernly equipped/very nicely decorated. e.g. my room were awesome. very huge place room and nice studying place /a huge armchair/sitting couch alike, some other desks etc etc. 



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