wov I read some literal(a metal literal) used in false flag smearing incidents(in unknown favela groups stalk/false flags/ aga smear false flags). makes me wonder whether if such people that used one literal (that I heard in false flags) are actually related to false flags ? or operators of smearing ops with untrue smear ops ? (aga smear, one very very very very very impossible smear/slander) that I reported thousand times blog pages in blog these alreadly. hmm interesting hypothesises came up to understand about the unknown favela people's possible supporters, thousands many false flags /stalk incidents with staged false flags which I would always nihiliate and never reply to and happent at least maybe 2000 times such incidents to attempt to plant such aga smears which is very very very very very very very very impossible. (I would always nihiliate and never reply to stalkers in every stalk/false flags incident). I lived my life with software engineering, graduated from one best technical school, I mean its very very very very very very very impossible smear. I mean one must be kind of i dont know but not very high iqqued to do such things. I with my iq level in my life, I would never either be interested nor do ever such things(they would shout very ugly requests I would always nihiliated never reply to) . I instead build ai (that would invent new theoretical physics frameworks) / machine learning projects/worked entire my life as software engineer / did accomplished various projects in software hengineering/ also currently building some methods for multiverse which I also investigate from theoretical physics side. So its really very very very very very very impossible smear type. But it were very interesting to read some literal in some news where I also heard same literal in many false flag incidents.
luckily I am over trauma of that 2000 or more or alike false flags (everytime I go outside another false flag incident would happen by unknown favela group, staged false flag, I would always nihiliate and never reply to any stalk/false flag. And this happent repetitively maybe 2000 times.
Its very interesting to read one of the literals(some metal literal) I heard in false flags in some news. I dont forget any single of false flags since I were very traumatized. they would thousand times do those reported false flags and I would always never reply/always nihiliate /never even look to the stalkers and entirely nihiliated every stalk/false flag incident. maybe 2000 times happent false flags.
its a crime against humanity that what unknown favela group attempted to me. (e.g. doing false flags to attempt to plant untrue smears, and then behaving like as if like slander: e.g. shouting very ugly requests, shouting curses, shouting dehumazition terms etc etc. ) various crimes against humanity bheaviours this unknown favela attempted to me. So thereby I lived insurmountable trauma and became agoraphobic.
but i got over trauma mostly. but still slightly agoraphobic. I think I would still avoid going to city centers. since I still have agoraphobia. cause evry time I had gone outside another false flag would happent last 7 years repetitively by unknown favela group.
hey new life in this flat is very peaceful:
my new flat is like very before umitkent flat very peaceful. even its woods laminant on ground resembles umitkent flat or even paint style of walls is also similar . Its like nostalgia of living in umitkoy umitkent site. Even my family whom saw the flat without me telling they also said same, this place resembles that house we lived in umitkent long before :) that site we lived very before were very great place. it is not like that now. umitkoy is now too much city center. but by then many time ago, it were like housings and with very good gardens to walk. and all places green etc. I lived with family when going to university and lived in umitkoy. those times umitkoy were amzing place. it were like really green place. e.g. to do walk sports etc. everyplace green(vegetation/gardens etc). but recent last 10 years its like those places became very like city center. and not like before its now lots of cafes etc. it were all before all housing living place of like walking etc/and gardens lots of gardens. now its like city center. so when I show this flat to family, one family member also said wov this place looks like umitkent's house, its amazing. My family became very happy since I found a flat like that is peaceful and there is even dishwasher also. So its now very easier to make food in kitchen. Sicne i mean when you cook and when there were not dishwasher, its really hard to do dishwashing everyday.
So new flat is really peaceful I had not observed stalk incidents of unknown favela group and its peaceful. (and there are pictures of super man like drawings hanging on wall I think 3 such drawings. I think house owners is nerd) my flat I currenlty live is very peaceful.
only unnice thing is my stomach illness. I also would try to switch to a multiverse my stomach illness is healed. and also would try to go to hospital sometime. I think I am less agoraphobic now as trauma feeling healed and but I would still avoid alot time in city center, because false flagfs are very horrific and unknown favela group always would come and do false flag everytime I go outside. (I woul;d everytime every single time nihiliate/never reply and it repeteadly false flags happent maybe 2000 times. e.g. ugly requests shoutings etc etc very very very sociopathic false flags etc etc. ) So I think after having observed 2000 or more false flags, I think I have no mind set of wehther if false flags would have stopped. I mean I would continue to be agoraphobic with avoiding city center alot.
So the unknown favela group did tried something like a torture alike with false flags/ugly request shoutings/dehumanization shoutings/and most traumatic is the sociopathic false flags where they try to plant smear with false flag, which I would always nihiliate and never reply every single incident, then people shouting ugly requests to such smear type or in first year this stalk started, also dehumanization shoutings beside ugly request shoutings.:S
So this unknown favela did these torture resembling alike activities with sociopathic false flag/stalk/harrassment/ugly request shoutings/smearing attempts with aga smear in false flags(I would always nihiliate never reply to never even look to stalkers) for last 7 years and they were like having gps data somehow since I everytime went outside another such false flag would happent. So I lived last 5 or last 4 years agoraphobic mainly.
but happily I started to get over trauma last years. and though still agoraphobic. since i mean such trauma of sociopathic false flags its not something easy to heal trauma of: to observe sociopathic false flags attempted to me : its something that i mean as self protection from false flag and sociopathy /false flag, one avoids going outside to protect self from sociopathic false flag alike. I would continue to protect myself from the very sociopathic false flags the unknown favela group attempted repetitively maybe 2000 times last 7 years. since I dont think some unknown favela group which did 2000 or such much false flags would had stopped false flags. I dont have hope that false flags stopped. So I would continue to protect self from those repetitive very very very sociopathic false flags, sociopathy & false flags torture of unknown favela group. I dont know if continues or not. but since false flags has been repetitvely last 7 years(maybe 2000times I had nto counted false flags but it might reached 2000 count even maybe), I dont have hope that false flags ever stopped.
but life is peaceful now. I mainly healed from trauma.
Hey new flat is very peaceful. I had not observed false flag. (i dont know if unknown favela group came here also to do false flags/ugl;y request shoutings. I had not detected. but most times I listen wind sounds or space meditation sounds so but many times here I started to get over ptsd also and I sometimes even stop using headphones . but like 1 year ago, I constantly felt need to wear headphones to lessen ptsd feeling. now I sometimes drop headphones. since I had not observed any false flags by unknown favela group here. I also once did go outside biked. I am healing of trauma/ptsd maybe it wont be possible to fully heal from ptsd, but there is huge progress in healing of ptsd imho e.g. last 1.5 years imho I had huge progress in healing of ptsd/trauma. I think 1.5 year ago I started to heal from trauma or be lesser traumtized feeling. lesser ptsd. )
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my life is awesome now. I have very stylish life. (except stomach illness) I mean nerdish. I mean e.g. multiverse tests. or else, cookiung meals since I have dishwasher and Its amazing to have washing machine at home also since before it were like in apartment's base floor. Its nice to have washing machien in flat. nhmm and also I have very nice computer desk/chair (like excellent computing environment for nerd--> a huge computer desk and nice chair) . so its very geek life. i like it. I mean we computer engineers like having good computer desks if its like stylish cool. I mean we love coding even sometimes we dislike. its like a hobby. or i mean we love doing nerd things. e.g. reading an article or watching sci fi or buildiong some project alike.and we really like such activitries. (e.g. buiulding projects etc. go ask every computer engineer, everyone must have a hobby github library they must be developing with a programming language ) For me that activity is ai project:) but i gave break to ai project (that would do invent theoretical physics projects) last 2 weeks since I got curious to theoretical basis of psychic phenomena and thereby to experimenting the psychic tests. I think tests with card shuffler went good. thats why I try to create look/feel of the card shuffler in design of qt app :) sicne card shuffler tests confirmed my hypothesis for multiverses and multiversee switching mechanism. even not 100% proven, I have strong confidence in methods I figure out since I also study the topic from theoretiucal physics side. I have some ideas in there also so I try to design experiments I do with cards accordingly. or the software program either. I also share the theoreis I have regarding multiverse here and also methods I devised I also shared them here. I think I like talking alot so I also like to share topics I invent :) even if methods not 100% proven. I would try to prove /hone this skill with much advanced qt program based tests. which would use telescope data. I had not coded that reading telescope data section yet nor the qt programs entire structure but its work in progress.
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so its like studying to abstract algebra for ai project, or recently last 2 weeks I wantred to give some time to multiverse topic. so its awesome. I do iterate projects one as mentioned trying to figure out theoretical physics basics of the multiverse topics. I observed many times multiverse is real. its a fact. its not something lioke hypothesis. I observed multiverse fact many times and also reported in blog. I now try to hack my multiverse switch topic to :D-->tailor craft the multiverse that binding would happen. And again: multiverse stuff dont ever impact current universe. its very simple -> only: another universe/an alternate universe/multiverse binds to my universe/my consciousness when this multiverse phenomena happens I believe. since due to reported incidents and I also studied to craft universe matrix to figure out how eigenvectors could had been iterated to have this multiverse phenomena somthing very stable (e.g. universes not switching to instantly another universe or unrelated universes) Its totally amazing imho.
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Guh the multiverse traveler :)
its totally amazing. :D to observe that multiverses really a real phenomena. its unbelievable and amazing. to have observed some really interesting cosmology/universe/ theoretical physics phenomena (of having been binded to alternate universes etc.) totally amazing. It's simply moving to another universe (consciousness thread)
I say and would continue to say: multiverses are real :) my experience tells me multiverses are really real:) I dont even have suspicion of whether multiverse exists or not. I think multiverses really are real.
yayy psychic skills means defence against any kind of maniacs including the unknown favela group.
I would make sure my universe I would switch is not having maniacs. yayyy :) silver cloth. Knight cloth. Defense against maniacs. I would tailor my knight cloth to protect my life from maniacs/psychos.
I mean silver cloth :) Knight cloth. I dnt know why I had nostalgia with 1400s or 1500s self defence clothes. but :D and I love being a knight for myself idea :) but my cloth defense cloth is not material, its silver cloth, its in mind, its multiverse traveling skill. I would learn to tailor the universe i would switch to so that my universe would be safe against maniacs/psychos.:) (best self defense against psychos/maniacs is psychic self defense & multiverse switching skill :) )
Hmm lets find a metaphorical knight defense cloth image to share whilst ending todays blog :)
yepp this one
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(I liked ending blog with metaphorical depiction of psychic self defence. Skill yet not fully learnt but work in progress. Yayy with qt app I would learn this skill more🙂 yayyyy awesomeee)
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