hmm i think i cant handle studying very late today like yesterday :D
its sad that I need to continue tomorrow :S
hmm then next day's goal is to reach to representation theorem chapters. I think tomorrow would be unlike last weeks that when my productivity were not good in studying.
since the fantastical mythical entity has suggested to become more cheerful (an allegorical story of careography arts in mind's 3d renderer :)) , I resumed the inner energy to study productively again :) something I sometimes lose. I mean productively studying pace. after mythical entity's careography there is no lack of motivation or laziness stance. Since it shown me dance matters most :) (I mean the rediscovering the importance of the (of these tech I mentioned to live life to forever I mean wov:D is not it an awesome project agenda/plan? :D) . and how cheerful/epic is the existential dance, dance of cheer of existence/life :).) there is only dance now. and how important the dance of life/existence ( I mean nothing is as significant as importance of the project to build mentioned technologies. ) the dance covers my universe and becomes the sole reality of my universe.
I mean the sadness e.g. depression to sickness of stomach or laziness sometimes or not finding how to be productive in laziness etc or alike. now all I see is the dance. now all my universe is that black environment with the mythical entity's cheerful exuberant dance :D I mean the renderer of 3d renderer of mind where in a black enviorment (like a stage) the mythical clay creature is dancing with cheer of joy and reflection of cheer of life and existence. the dance of life/existence. )
I think this represent a phase where I slightly fix unproductivity of my mind I mean reprioritizing I mean fixing my productivity problem :) I mean now all is the dance :) since dance is very cheerful/aesthethical and fun and like an infinite source of cheer :) (cheer of creation & cheer of existence. cheer of reflection of joy of existence & life if we forget to how to cheer sometimes. (e.g. being cheerful alike right? ) )
( ay this is really very cheerful you know? I mean 3d renderer of mind doing ballet careography ballee in mind :) I wish everyone knew this arts related joy/aesthethics related joy/cheer. maybe everyone has it i dont knbow.
i dont know i have no idea if other people have 3d renderer in mind that does create careography arts in mind of ballee when listening to nice music :) maybe everyone also has this 3d renderer /careography thing not just me. its really euphoric. i mean aesthethics of arts/careography/ a mythical entity's theme/song/careography inside mind i mean & ballee :D sometimes its a woman ballet. sometimes its a male ballet that dance in the stage. this time a mythical entity. )
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