hmm I think today is not any going good in terms of card test.

hmm i would do another day when i have more rested unlike today. 

ayy its addictive. multiverse travel test.

can't i do travel multiverses when I am not rested for that day? :)

or maybe I did get accustomed to this card test.  I might change ui/ animations of.  maybe only changing animation from snow crystal to flower to autumn leave like particle effects I found from qt docu git hub project,  is not enough. maybe I should change the colors. e.g. make background blue and make one card white. or else distribute cards in the other side of the board. 

ayyy chance to change board design is so much nice in psychic test cause one could never know why it fails. or maybe its expected to fail either and random.org is not multiverse type random.  I dont know. it initially were giving much better results yesterday thereby I think today's failures is either due to one of two reasons:

 

 - I get used to this board for psychic test which might have detrimental effect  (its easy to test it. via creating new game cards distirbution board/animations design) 

 - I am very tired today and I had most possibly less than 3 hours asleep time last night (as i watched sci fi movies) 

I think I am slightly aligned with more first possibility. since I saw such topic in earlier zener cards game. e.g. integration of it with chat gpt telling stories very first time worked. but not in second time. 

I believe the more brain gets used to one configuration, the lesser chances of psychic multiverse travel

Its a belief I had but not very tested only based on presuppositions  only due to two zener test cases I saw.

what i mean is. the brain's voltage difference. the glia cells. comiong to form more connections for synapses right ? the first time current travels in mind maybe for a first time the current voltage level is  higher,  since there happent less dendrites connections capability due to not yet migrated glial cells.

less synapse dendrite enablers less distribution of current maybe. that in that sense, maybe this phenomena is then more prone to happen in circuitory that is not active. e.g. learning a new literal and buildnig new synapse connections for it  or else watching sci fi documentary and there of course the events are always new when had not watched before, or else looking to some color in an ad (of emerald color by then a wall polish ad and emerald took my interest since seemed very cool home color though kind of rustic/ not light color  either maybe only for one room etc but not all home but then the color  looked very cool then in the 1 hour later podcast emerald literal passed. so again: such color mixture were a mixture of wall polish colors  I never seen before and I said wov just by then. 

so I believe (of course this theory might be incorrect) i believe that multiverse travel is more prone to happen in higher voltage transfer in mind. I mean before brain gets used to the new synapses that setsup. e.g. glial cells coming or myelin forming etc, all before that when there is not so much dendrite wise connectivity increase but rather even with many synapses but with less dendrites with less glial support in the initial formation of the new synapses somehow in that first time its more prone to happen. 

of course this is only a theory. maybe not any like that.

but the repeatedness situation somehow kind of impacts negatively further test results.

so its very nice that now i can test this theory very well. it were not possible to test this theory with a static zener app. now I would do various background animations to test. i might even mix sci fi tv show with qt webview and the app cards over it to mix sci fi tv show video (e.g. star trek) and the card test at the same time. or else. maybe i could have something like asking chat gpt to create a scifi story. and another ai to draw it and also with audio hearing of story and at the same time testing cards.

or else finding a very interesting detective story and again same wise mixing it with psyhic test.

but again it i believe would deteriorate the soon the glial cells come/ brain get used to the context of the psychic test :) 

but again this theory is not known if true. it might be not any like this theory either.

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now my funny very severe irrelevant life blog:

some very irrelevant and severely funny blog part now ---> 

ayy i played with my funny eye brows and it looks very unnice :D I really have unnice eyebrows. sometimes i think if it would be nice it all is taken and redrawn :D really very unnice eyebrows :D  

It were like first I took and took voer and over then some part of eyebrows got wrongly gone due to my lack of skikll in this and luckily i have fringe hair that closes that funny too much taken eyebrows :D I mean my eyebrows are also funny it just is not any aesthethic at all. I have nice eyes but very funny eyebrows :D dont know what to do about. sometimes it looks ok sometimes like this funny too much incapability of to handle etc.  i really think if these eyebrows would be gone i would be happy i mean if they were drawn instead with some i dont know paint or so :D

anyway its so funny. i look very weirdo before mom comes :D all before I looked very nice i mean at least eye brows were better not worst like this. stupid i. i shouldnt do this before mom comes :D now my eone eye brow is like gothic :D like some upper part of eye brow wrongly cut.  I might then go some gothic styla :D staying in earlier visigoth grounds, did gothica spirit visited :D no its just making fun og unintendedly having one eyebrow having gothic style :D not intendedly happent like this :D I mean if i were not fat, it might looked cool even,. with this fat it does not even look cool either :D

I dont know what to do with my eyebrows. actually i were ok last 3 months since I usually have fringe and my eye brows really funny not any aesthethic :D (currently its actually like is it only eye brows that is not aesthethic:D  look to fat on my fat or due to some trauma(& autism) behavior of nose picking (which happent alot last 5 years this nose picking behavior , I do have such unnice behaviour when I am alone sometimes I do such repetitive behavior at times and its very unnice I know I need to stop this autist behavior I bought a fidget lets see if it helps nose picking behavior. It were lesser bvefore. when trauma happent i had very severely extended this behavior. hmm wishing fidget helps to this behavior (we autists have repetitive movement behaviors many of us. but this nose picking is not nice imho. of course I dont do nose picking in public. I only do this autist repetitive behavior when I am alone at tiems . wishing the fidget I buy helps to stop this behaviour. ) .  )  my nose got sillier than usual. ) all in addition to that my right eyebrow like is some gothica styla :D

ok it would be fixed in 10 days or so (eyebrows regrow). but its very unnice this happent before mom came :D I mean I had very stable nongothic non weird eye brows last 10 months or so. its very funny that this happent before mom is coming :D

I sometimes hate having very aesthethic eye since I obsess with myself by then some instants not frequently but at instants rarely :D e.g. my funny eye brows :D some peopl;e are how much lucky with no aesthethic eye. or some people how much lucky they have normal aesthethic cool looking eye brows :D 

I mean if i had not had art eye aesthethic eye  it wouldnt be problem my eye brows being very funny and very unaesthethic in its default. unless taken care by a capable person.

I hate aesthethetic eye sometimes in such times like this :D 

buyt I wondered if i should buy some contour stuff to cover my rest of right eye brow. e.g. some gem stuff like punks or gothics. some dark make up. i mean at least to give some styla to this funny eyebrows.  hmm lets do this. lets add some gothic styla to my eyebrows and add some dark or dark violet make up and so to go on with gothic style sometime :)

I think I hate my funny eyebrows :D

hmm then its always fringe time :D  

hey i found some contour pen and would try to draw rest of eyebrow before mom cames. I wrongly cut some end part of right eyebrow whilst trying to do shape it :D ayy so funny. I also bought some now rhinestones gemstones like black ones I would try to add there to cover that eyebrow lacking region :D

hmm today I thought thoughts like this. whether I should remove my eyebrow and have it be drawn. cause i really dislike my silly eyebrow cause its really very unaesthethic. 

hmm might investigate this option either. since sound nice. cause I really hate my eyebrows very much. 

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hmm i liked this idea of going gothica style.  hmm i also liked idea of having my eyebrows taken and instead have eyebrows painted idea. lets try sometime. it surely would be my better than my default severely unaesthethic eyebrows.

end of irrelevant self discussions blog section. 

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yayyy lets go gothica styleee. yayyyy

(lets buy some dark purple alike make up  etc :) or dark leather jackets or so :D ) (no noo not dark leather jacket ) ( but only some purple make up maybe ) 

(i think sometimes its nice to change style. ) 

 I just think slight gothic style not full gothic. just some make up dark purple make up i mean and some dark black hair. and i am really sick and tired of my eyebrows. lets see whats there for eyebrows for people with very unaesthethic eyebrows.  I really would be happy to paint them always. instead of hating my eyebrows constantly. :D cause they are really unaesthethic always :D  if there is laser for eyebrows to take them for long time and some painting of eyebrows instead of eyebrows, hey i am in. cause i really hate my eyebrows:D

its just ---> I mean : --->   i think people with normal eyebrows are very lucky :D or else I should be like a person with no aesthethics eye and wouldnt hate my eyebrows when looking to my eyebrows today. 

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but lets investigate this. to completely or mostly (even not fully ) remove eyebrows option and then redrawn or I can draw it even doesnt matter.

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hmm now that I gave break to zener card tests with blogging upper blog paragraphs, after test succeeded more than usual statistics today. 

hmn so giving break and doing something else when tests goes bad might be necessary. or maybe I laughed when writing above paragraphs to my silly blog section then maybe its because then some laughing to my silly blog paragraph above made statistics become better. hmm. 

another thing to try when test goes bad. giving some break time and doing something else. hmm lets try this also.