what i understood as brief -> 

some topics like ->

we turks are usually unaware and have pronoia i mean we usually do not have awareness of genocidal level hatred to turk race/genocidal level enmities

we turks usually have pronoa. that we never have genocide awareness or genocidal level enmities to turks.

e.g. recent story i were told.

some turk moves to greece. (kurd type turk alike) then => he even thinks he would be killed. (due to genocidal level enmity)  and he says he is kurd to the genocide attempters to him, then the enmity stops.

so what i unserstood, we turks really unaware of genocidal level enmities to we turks. 

so i think turks should get raise such awareness. 

since genocide attempted to me turk from nonturks (a nonturks cete of ferikoy attempts a nasty type genocide to we turks )  i also observed genocidal level enmity to turks concept unfortunately :S

so what I could suggest in overall, to we turk race, never ever move to ferikoy diostrict. there is a nonturk cete which attempts genocide to turks organized wise. (whom are not armenians)

I very disliked aspect of having have to come to Ferikoy to help my family.  they currently stay in ferikoy, thats why i came here. 

but imho on the other side, its good in terms of collecting evidence with detective me and mom.  yep me and mom detectiving to collect evidence. 

that its good to be in place where genocide started only in terms of that. in order to collect evidence. via detectiving. 

but i just really dont any like being in ferikoy. being in place where genocide started.

I wish my fmaily were living in iskenderun now so that I also had gone there. 

or else imho safest place against genocider nonturks of ferikoy  is sivas village of my dad. 

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of all these  horrors of having confronted racial type genocide -> 

--> I had learnt some knowledge like, there happens nonturk types that genocidal levels hate turks and attempt really genocide against.:S (unfortunately :S)  (and these people does attempt genocide very very sociopathically :S) 

-> I had very severely traumatized. but healed alot. (one has to heal otherwise I might died of traumatized mental condition. like 2 years ago or so, I were like severely traumatized. if that mental state persisted, i might died from mental trauma imho. so its nice that after sometime I started to heal of severe form of trauma. ) 

 

-> I learnt when having encountered genocide, detective requirement is mandatory.  (Although I had not had economic capability to hire detectives before )   (but now since mom is near me, she could help detectiving.  )

 

-> I learnt in confronting gneocide, its really one very most hard life experience maybe most difficult life experience in life. so inner strenght becomes one most important topic when genocide happens.

 

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although i never lost hope that i would survive genocide. and I would. 

we would fix/stop genocide. 

with mom detective and me detectiving, we are collecting evidence.  (a nonturk cete of ferikoy which does attempt organized wise genocide to turks and a very nasty genocide type:S)  (whom are not from armenians to not wrongly defame) 

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yep due to some topic we couldnt go detectiving with mom and me detectives today. 

but other days we would continue to do detectiving. 

yep as soon as we would had collected more evidece I would sue to Turkey law institute with exact absolute genocide crime of 2000 or more genocide incidents happent until now (visibly by a nonturk cete of ferikoy whom attempts genocide to turks (and attempts it very sociopathically and organized wise :S ) ) 

 

(not to wrongly erronously defame armenians, when saying ferikoy, I always add that the nonturk cete is not from armenians. yep.  )   

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