I heard some scary news :S (of eq in istanbul that i currently reside ) 

I pray god protects Turkey country and all world coujntries from earthquakes :S (which isuspect like of graviton devices having evil aliens behind :S) (wishing Q alike aliens protects from evil type aliens with graviton devices :S) 

maybe than last night what i thought as my shoulder moved by itself were actually eq happenstance :S

so scary :S 

I once lived in eq experience in iskenderun very before :S (it had very scary sound coming from ground :S ) 

I hate earthquakes :S

specifically after disaster in iskenderun which my family also got effected.

their one wall in room bricks of also partially collapsed :S

they fixed their house. but still. 

we also very traumatized duriung that many weeks all our familieis boht in aborad and both in Turkey by then :S

I hate earthquakes :S

I have a crazy theory that never leaves my mind that evil aliens with graviton devices are causing eqs in world. 

so i very scare from eqs :S

if eq happent in istanbul i would most possibly die since imho our building does not seem that much sturdy imho :S

I always very scare of eqs :S

in iskenderun, i remember in that 4.5 eq, there enourmous sound came from ground which were very severely scary :S

in another iskenderun eq when i were living there, i were then like it were like 1998s or 1995s or so, I newly learnt rollerblading and i were showing my mom and dad how i roller blade to them that i learnt in house. then eq happent :S with roller blades on my foot in house. in that mom and dad left earlier then me and i tried to run away with roller blades with taking support from walls of that house that we lived earlier in sekere.

i hate eqs. in iskenderun eq:

2 of our relatives lost their homes. one of them in antakya. lost all their house.:S 

one other similarly :S

then my family luckily saved. and house's structure got not broken but one wall bricks fall :S

then it were such a horror to us. we were like for many weeks were psychological wise broken all we all people relatives all :S 

i still scare that evil aliens with graviton devices might caused eqs. (gravity changing devices alike :S) 

but it must be a crazy conspiracy theory and untrue. 

Its just when something very draconian disasters happens, one can become some slight crazy to  conspiracies :S

i still very scare of evil aliens with graviton devices like crazy conspiracy theory (that technology which alters gravity field of world and even sun  or other planets also :S)  

I if such aliens exists, wish that Q alike aliens also exists and protects world from eqs. 

maybe my partial belief to Q is due to trauma of this eq topic :S (of disaster in iskenderun 1 year ago:S)

dunno :S

since I wish some entity protects world from eqs :S

from evil aliens with graviton devices :S

which must be a crazy type conspiracy theory :S

but when such a draconian disaster we lived through with our families (with my own family right in epicenter :S) 1 year ago, I just my psychology is also broken in this :S 

i have crazy conspiracy theories like evil aliens whom can even alter gravity fields of sun even. :S

(of creating sun flares with altering gravity field :S) 

(and similarly to world :S) 

but must be a crazy conspiracy theory. 

its just when some disaster happens and when happent right in center of where my family were living is,  my psychology is completely broken in this topic. and there due to that, I think such crazy conspiracy theories:S

e.g. to me my broken psychology on this topic -> I think even solar flares are done with gravitons  tech of  evil aliens.

:S 

its just my psychology is broken entirely on this gravity topic after having lived through a disaster which my family were in epicenter cities of. (and city i lived before also :S and country also :S ) (2 of relatives lost houses (both from antakya) ) (not only that people lived insurmountable losses ;S it were just a severe bad time for all of us :S we constantly cried and felt helpless when seeing news coming from iskenderun and vicinity cities by then :S our psychologies severely broken :S it were just one of the most bad disasters i ever seen and happent in city i lived before and my family my relatives live there :S we constantly cried by then and felt helpless by then for many weeks constantly afterwards when we watched news :S) 

after our psychology got broken with such severe disaster --> 

i believe to very crazy conspiracy theories alike evil aliens with gravity graviton devices and e.g. i believe that sun flare is like were done by aliens. (nor eqs in world also) (with gravity changing devices like crazy conspiracy theory I thought:S)

I with my broken psychology wish existence of Q alike aliens which protects world from eqs by my belief to such crazy conspiracy theory. 

Hey Q aliens please protect world from earthquakes please :S

( I am just so sveerely scared of earthquakes :S) 

(its just some most scary topic of world imho to me :S)  

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