again grandma's friends came. every day once 2 days.

yep nice that such situation woulkd end when grandma goes back to istanbul :)  

(we just are tired of over guests situation :D grandma has constant visitors alike :D )

Also my mom is being 70 she also has health issues for knees, whom thought its a good idea to have my mom give elder care whilst she is also elder alike.  what kind of illogical situation :)  

I see my mom sometimes getting very stressed to having excess responsibility some times not stressed. I definitely insisted of sending grandma to istanbul back as 3 months completes then afterwards. since I see my mom is quite alot stressed sometiems. i mean if werent grandma maybe my mom would go travel world but currently she everyday same routine of elder care (since grandma can not walk very much, care requriing elder care situaiton its alike )  and i think mom is tired of all the stresses they went through already due to stage 4 cancer situaiton  before of my dad which were very hard period either. so I think this period mom needed to travel alike to get off stress or rest. but due to stupid thought she took on responsibility to take care of my grandma whilst noone asked her to. instead they could had hired an elder care taking person where grandma stays in istanbul alike she always used to.

I think mom is stressed on my grandma's bath days. since grandma bathes for 2 hours and there is no bath in 0th floor, they convert the toilet place to bathroom with placing plastics to cupboards there (since our baths are in upper floor and grandma hardly walks, she can not use stairs and we dont have currently money to buy stairs elevator system for her either. so she bathes in toilet converted bath placce once a week. and those days mom gots very stressed.

My grandma is like 94. and cant walk and hardly walks with walker. (she has slight alot disability in her knee joints alike and walks with walker but very hardly. )

but i dont get why my mom's sisters/brothers accepted my mom's idea. although they in every call say if mom is tired they can retake grandma to istanbul alike. 

i mean mom and we lost my dad 4 months ago. plus even before that my mom lived very hard 3 years. in which she had both emotional alot trouble (for family member being stage 4 cancer) and alot effort patient care which she had no time for herself anytime and all the issues tiredness of such situation alike. all other during while she has most severe knee issues and her health issues.

the time i went to istanbul it were very sad situation I would had cried even. seeing my mom having knee hurting issue severely and carrying heavy bags all 5 stairs every day. (since my dad is patient) it were quite a sad situation which then i took over home tasks when i went there as much as i can nearly all. 

then we went to iskenderun alike. yep.

yep so after all life troubles, mom as if her life were not very hard last 3 years, she stupidly wished to take grandma here (for feeling responsible since she never did hosted grandma in our home) then but the thing is my mom is also elder alike (she is 70) i  dont think it were a logical idea. I think this time she needs to relax/travel world etc and alike right? but now she everyday does elder care responsibility. meanwhile instead grandma could had stayed in istanbul in my mom's broither where an elder care person is hired alike. (which were the situation for a lot while. ) 

So i today first time insisted really to my mom to have ask rearrangement of situation. of their family finding an elder caring person whom looks after grandma instead of mom. since I mean my mom is also elder, how so she does elder care every day:S

its time for her to relax/get over all the hardship of life that happent and rest and travel right? I think so. but instead she is like giving elder care to elder type which can not walk even very much that much. (only with walker to toilet alike ) so quite alot care requiring elder care situation. 

I think its illogical situation. I dont get how my mom's sisters accepted this situation. even if mom has suggested. 

yesterday were very funny :D we heard some guests visited my mustafa uncles/selver aunties. then it were in default that they would also had visited us afterwards. and me and my mom rushed to have mom go to traveling outside to avoid guest visiting :) since we are tired of guests. then they had not visited our home. :D so i were very funny insistiong mom hurry! please hurry before guests come! :D (since i mean we raced agaisnt time before guests come. since we are tired of guests:D ) so mom ran away from home before again guests visited and spared herself some time outside. Its like every day guests come., once 2 days grandma's standard visitors. then many other days again alot visitors many times. so last day my mom ran from home with me rushing her to go hurry before guests come :) (so that we ran away from again hosting guests at home :D)  nice that mom has spared time to herself yesterday. instead of hosting guests which come at home. (again to visit grandma :D) 

grandma also has alot guests :D  nevertheless we  dont complain of guests which stays half hour or 1 hour. some guests come and sit many hours. thats the issue type guest type :D

whom comes? relatives or my grandma's friends/neighbours before in times she lived here. 

e.g. we are already stressed that my grandma's brother told might visit us.  since we are not used to this much guest hosting. many guests due to grandma. constantly people come to visit grandma :D

before when my dad present,  hmm dad did not liked guests alot so this situation did not happent. 

and before also grandma did not lived with us for same reason, dad wouldnt liked to host grandma at home alike. 

ayy I love my mom very much :) our situation were very funny last day :D ->before guests to visit grandma came we hurried and succeeded my mom go outside to spare time to her self (instead of hosting guests at home which visit grandma :D ) :D that were my mom's rebellion point against guests constantly visiting grandma imho. before guests came mom ran away from home alike to spare time travel at outside alike :DDD

you jsut can not imagine the guest count of people whom comes to both state funeral related condolences wishes. that type visitors of visiting to state condolences were alot  some time. now this time grandma has alot visitors. 

its like our house became like a guest house. constant flux of visitor to grandma alike. :D

but some guests we enjoy. e.g. a very poor neighbour at 80s  (a poor 80 person whom lives alone and is quite poor )   that nice she vsits us. but otherwise we are really overwhelmed with this situation of constant guests coming to visit grandma situaiton :D 

since my grandma used to live here before. she has alot really acquintances and a lot guests constantly :D

ayy my family is my happiness.  without them I wouldnt smile or laugh i think. e.g. yesterday we alot laughed when my mom ran away from (to ran away from guests again coming to visit grandma again :D ) (I mean she went and traveled spared time to herself outside alike) 

 with all the troubles in life.  its my family makes life better. specifically my mom (that we lost my dad unfortunately)  

its just so kind of absurd. my mom her self is elder (she is 70) and she taking care of 94 grandmom is quie absurd. (and illogical) its time for mom to travel world and my mom's family should instead hire an elder taking care person alike they used to before imho.  even if mom suggested, its quite absurd imho. nevertheless this monthg it would been 3 months then I insisted mom to talk such topic to her family side to talk idea of finding an elder care person for this situation. 

Its just that I am sad for my mom for doing elder care right we lost my dad 2 months later. she already had a hard life very hard troubles (e.g. stage 4 cancer before in her spouse (my dad) alike very hard life issues)   its time she now relaxes/rests/travels world to get over all the hardship life has had. 

hmm so i would insist to mom to talk with her family although family always suggests taking grandma back in case mom is struggling to take care at every phone call. 

hmm i am sad for mom since she is doing elder care whilst she needs to rest/relax/travel alike imho:S

but i think when grandma is gone to istanbul, i would definitely arrange world travel tours to mom. 

hmm e.g. to Egypt to Europe to North America to South America alike etc etc. 

normally if we had not asked money from her (one family member constantly ask support for rent of thier home) she can do collect her money to travel world herself.  but there is also one family member that constant needs support so mom also does not wish to travel due to that. but still even with that i think she can arrange traveling world with collecting from salary.  hmm one family member can not handle economic burden of home rent and constantly asks money every month alike situatioin also exists :)  but not important, we are a family that always supports always of course. 

hmm so I wish to see my mom happy/relaxed/traveling world. e.g. going to Egypt like exotic places/going to relatives in Europe side to travel there, going to North America/South America etc alot traveling places  in world alike.  

wishfully I can also create income sometime from this ml algos project so that I can buy tour holiday to mom. since they really had a very stressful life with no going to any world tours even :S

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yep ml algos income aganda is to build a quantum computer design to create capital then to build particle physics lab with that capital.  yep. standard technologist agendas :) we create income from such projects alike we technologist/engineer people type. ( unlike character assasination attempts of technologists enemy unknown cult which does char. assasntn attacks to engineers/technologists with impossible smear types to attempt to charcter assaisnte we technologists,  unlike such indefinite idiotism which even smears are lacking any kind of rationale nor logic,  unlike to such deception efforts of char. assasintion attempts, we engineers/technologists/software engineers create income from engineering always (and for last near to 1.half decade of hardworking engineering life of computer engineering occupation). ) 

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The only funny aspect in this is commie German attacks which do aber incidents of smearing attempys

 I think Germans have worlds history commies type commies issue funnily wom supports technology enemy maniac insane cults which attempts insane character assassinations with sociopathic methods. 

Whilst even Soviet times commies is a topic of history to even Russia there is funnily Soviet style commie people in Europe IMHO funnily, 🤣

Nothing is funny in this character assasination except commie type unkwn Europe grps support to unknown maniac cults sociopathic character assasination attempts

In Turkey there is 'Sen bir dur Diego' alike funny idiom 🤣 this aber incidents really funny absurd alike whom these commies are where the heck they come from and funny 'Sen bir dur Diego' alike funny idiom moment🤣🤣

Whilst Soviet style communism is long gone in its original Russia lands, we detect earlier commie style character assasinatiom attacks to technologists from an unknown tech enemy world cult and the only funny thing in this very absurd topics is the aber incidents of countering Soviet style commie style aber incidents patterns attempting to support untrue character assasination 🤣 whilst Soviet type communism gone long before it starts IMHO this time to western side of Earlier Soviet lands 🤣 

Ayy really when aber incident patterns happens it's that much absurd that becomes even funny 🤣

I mean it's absurd like going to mars 50 years later Soviet communism is gone and in mars 50 years ago communism style commie character assntn attacks from evil cults and it's insane stalkers even from yet still commies type people we don't know where they are from 🤣

I think  Europe has slight resurgence of commie grps problem which we don't know where they are from exactly either🤣

It's like living in Soviet Russia and being a tech entrepreneur in Soviet commie times this European commie grps which supports mentally insane criminal and siciopth cults character assasination attacks to tech entrepreneurs 🤣 

I mean these aber incidents makes relive Soviet commie times IMHO by those times pepple would attack to tech entrepreneurs in commie times 🤣

As Soviet type communusm gone from Russia it then funnily reemerged in Europe sides weirdly absurdly🤣

There is nothing funny in this topic except the aspect of being targeted by commie grps of europe whom visibly supports unknown maniac cult insanely the cult which attempts character assasintns with sociopathic methods/immense sociopathy. (Which we infer a technology and technologists enemy cult it is) 

Europe has IMHO emerging communism problem same were happening in other countries continents either 

Seems as socialism has a tendency to also sometimes go to communism which we think root cause of insane commie grps in Europe (which supports criminally insane cults and cults character asdntn attmpts)  which is very absurd really. (And sometimes funny 🤣one just becomes 'where these aber speaking commies come from alike🤣🤣🤣🤣')  

So only funny aspect in this topic being targeted by commie grps which insanely supports char asntns to technologists. (As an unknown cult attempts chrctr asdntn with sociopathic methods) 

We detect aber incidents which tries to support char assntn with repeating untrue smear symbols used by unknown cult in char assntn fab ops incident patterns attempts of insane unknown cult's char assntn attempting fab ops shows