yep my psychology got very broken. after reading some news hours ago ->


so the unknown particle physics entity (unknown foreign country) again striked world alike one can infer as.



of course I were very devastated and slept many hours with no kind of any life or i just felt severe tired and depressed. then later I fixed somewhat my psychology. 


 I became sick of depressedness after reading such horrific news.


we yet dunno which foreign country behind this aggression to world- -> its not aliens. any such horrific topics of any type happens in sol system is always from humans. aliens do not create harm.



what it were very psychology breaking and devastating. and i were just thinking hey aliens might be trying to help humanity with i mean they alike the sakura tree story, they are like soul of the tree with no flowers, but then they liked humanity and tried to be human alike  -> which means they tried to help humanity invent multiverse tech and so as understood they also found this sol system quite scary for we all civilization here. so they try to help humanity. were my opinion. I read sakura tree story and thought hey this might mean aliens liked humanity and try to help invent humanity multiverse tech.


then we read the horrific news. and all our psychology were broken/devastated. I couldnt even sit and slept and rested and just had very hard time fixing my psychology to get up and sit and somewhat try to resume tasks. 


its that visibly whomever the entity behind eq attacks again striked world. No its not aliens. aliens are not hostile. it must be some unknown foreign country's particle phyhsics thingy.  but yet not known.



so whilst reading cool japanese story about sakura, and liked it, then were utterly devastated by the horrific news. I just couldnt even blog. I wanted to scream my mood were wishing to scream indeed. but even scared to blog that. i couldnt even blog due to scare then rested since couldnt have any power to sit even. 

whomever is the horrific entity visibly attacked japan. horrific particle physics thingy of unknown not predictable source.  but its not aliens. aliens are not insane nor they have any insane agendas of begin a civilization which has harm factor.  they are not insane. please do not falsely correlate, its not aliens. 


  for a while my mood were 3 hours ago or so the first time i read such horrific news,  I blogged first hey people do not falsely correlate blog entry first. to inform people its not aliens any behind any of such horrors.  any horrors in sol system always caused by humans. its not aliens.


then after reading such horrific news, for 1 hour or so, my mode were wanting to scream, wanting to blog i want to scream of horror,  and scream of horrifiedness,  but i couldnt since i were even scared of blogging it. so randomly opent blog and then canceled writing due to scare of since even blogging i want to scream felt also scary even scared of blogging that moment.  since i were even scared of blogging.


then some later wanting to scream mode passed, then depressive mode came and then slept and rested for many  hours. then later got up but with still being very depressed and very utterly trauma mode/horrified,  and feeling no power and very tired, and not posisble to even chatter with mom due to very horrified/sad/terrified mode,  then later some later fixed my psychology and resumed project studying. at first i had very hardness to do so, since i am very terrified/horrified but then i somehow continued since thats how i live life, doign projects and so thats how i tried to keep on studying to project. 





 

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