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yepp today very funny thing happent in mountain top. i am always very courageous person but i think sometimes its just i dont know if its any good thing to enter a piste with courage whilst i learnt later i shouldnt had entered the piste beforelearning how to snowboard.. cause i thought i could snowboard from top of mountain to cafes place in mountain top. i went on cable car that goes to top of mountain. (not the initial cabin like cable car but the one without cabin and which goes to pistes). i thought i could learn snowboard fast. i really had progress with respect to yesterday. btu i figured out i really dont know snowboarding yet. i am better but it s not possible to go down a very steep slope. and that mountain top's entrance had such a slope. i before going there i trained myself and saw i could now without scare go in to lesser slopes. so i thought, i could just walk the initial slope and then use the snowboard in lesser slopes. turns out such slopes are not possible to wal...
ok hello super cool friend:) i definitely think it looks like myt atmosphere scattering logo in slack or its just coincidence i dont know. hello super cool friend:) all best wishes:) happy new year! things that wont happen in normal life of guhu happens:) like this post i saw:) i definitely think this is a simulation when such super interesting/super extraordinary/super cool things happens in my life :) in my normal life, before, such things ddnt happent like things happening this year:) this feels like as simulation, wov
ok this guhu's Wittgenstein time:) (learnt today Wittgenstein stayed in cabin for a while:)) i come here to snowboard and but also liked this cabin like room in a Chalet like building:) now Wittgenstein reading time:) i always postponed readings of texts of Wittgenstein. now time. since is hojliday and have infinite time :) if i were at home, i would feel mandated to work on coding projects:) now coding pc is thousands miles away so i cant postpone reading Wittgenstein with urgency of coding tasks :) (not tha i any resemble Wittgenstein, i just like to read philosophy and reading Kant and Wittgenstein were tasks i postponed alot. i want to be more knowledgeable person and see all viewpoints before designing a mechanism to create buildings.
hi :) i wonder whether this i sa simulation when i see correlagted things with my blogs and an internet platform:) hi writers of internet platform:) hello:) (ok this must be definitely a simulation:D) (i wouldnt expect normal life to be this extraordinary:P i must be somehow inside a simulation othewrwise my life wouldnt be thismuch extraordinary:) :) hello:) hi:) all great wishes frmo here:)
ok when my life gets very interesting i want to definitely label this as a simulation:) people talk me with very different ways:) wov :) i feel like in movies where ai talks to people via weird ways? ok its not ai rihgt? but people:) but feels exciting interesting like that at least :) ok when my life became like movies i start to tag this as simulation:) i think Japan cabins are also nice cabins :) cabin concept is a nice concept. it really is a nice way to rest/ to think/ to read etc.
i confronted authenticity discussion of substance versus form in internet from a blog post. while i found this hotel authentic. it were about a wooden house thats rebuilt with changing its original design, a replay that is away from origins. i had a chance to read intense emotions about a blog post writer about a wooden house thats separate from what i wanted to investigate but a different dimension, for a different internal investigation of a different form of architecture, restoration. I am mere focused on the architecting new buildings or analyzing previously built ones. This were an intense feeling set about a restorated one. The writer's point were that, in restoration topic, substance's authenticity matters more than form's authenticity. Since the replay of form(in restoration process) might be losing ties to original form. I read a reflection of intense feelings of a blog post writer against another form of architectural practise. restoration. in reading that, i wo...
ok i think my snowboard is little bit big for me. its radius is 150cm but i find it very energy needing to carry it. i think i saw another woman with a smaller snowboard and we had same height, so i think my snowboard is little bit heavy, or its the appropriate model but i lack muscles, thats also possible cause i never did any activity in mylife that works on muscles. i think swimming + sauna would be nice right now. i stopped snowboarding at 15:00 today. i had no energy :) i think people have point in that you should start with skiing.i think carrying them is also easier. this 150cm radius snowboard of mine, its i dont know how many kgs it is but is kinda heavy. i loved finally finding an exercise that would build a level of muscle weight in me. i mean i think i lack necessary heallthy level of muscles since i dont do any type of activity other than sitting. so i read that snowboarding works on every muscles, so i liked it. finally something some activity to add health to...
trying to learn snowboard myself since for 2 days there is no teacher available. (very crowded ) ok thing that scared me not knowing how to stop (rollerblades had breaks ) but i newly watched videos on how to stop and wld try. i tried to stop with falling down all times. ok i fgre out snowboard uses alot muscles and i liked it because wld make me healthierthan☺ its really very energy taking to do , learn etc.
ok i think if i coiuld i would still send money to family. mom said you dont have to. thebn but also said things that it would be nice. its a family member with some temporarl problems on money, i try to support via mom& dad. i feel as but i needed this holiday. cause i really had hard time last years and simimlarly i ddnt wnt to stay at home at holiday time. ok but took much more costly than what i planned. behaved little bit impulsive in that. could had gone to a cheaper holiday/ but i think i needed such thing. cause muy life really had been hard. but feel ashamed also for not having had gone to cheaper version. ok i think i deserved this holiday. for staying strong in all years all alone. though mom and dad always monetarily were beside me when i needed. feels ashaming when i did expensive holiday and might not fully but partially support a family member. but thinking how much hard life i had, and all i had behaved as ptsd whilst my stalkers in ferikoy were really exi...
ok i dont know if i already took my tax back. th9is month i took salary more but i were expected to since my tax level were wrong and fixed. but dont know if its normal salary or tax returned one. i think i would ask after christmas weeks. if its my normal salary its nice:) i dont know any. lets ask after returning form holiday. if i would also take my taxes back like that, wow,, anyway lets ask when i return from nholiday. i had problem with my tax identification so i got used lowest level of taxes.lets ask when returning from holiday. i think i would take alot return and its cool :) or maybe little and itsa also cool:) its like taking savings:) i dont know how much oif it i already took as tax return?. or is it promotion. i dont know. i just have none idea why that much my salary were:) . i would check as i return. i calculated tax retuern higher so thats why i am confused. i mean if it were tax return its not correct maybe. or i calculat ewrong. or its my normal ...
ok i spent so much that i want to find freelancing coding task for rest of holiday cause have nothing to do after 1900 and also i think i also spent from money i wld send to family. costs had taken higher than expected due to lack of experience in this joliday type. i might hadnt spent to be sent to family i dnt know i might have still l9t due to tax return if i wld take. wld check that. and since i m bored after 1900 wld code things even if is holiday.
i ddnt snowboard at chamonix de mont blanc since it would have been late to return my hotel. i returned to hotel and would snowboard tomorrow here at Salvan.yayyy i got my snowboard/boots/helmet. this village & hotel in Salvan is super cute. Chamonix is also very nice but i liked here more (Chamonix has more tourists and very populated. here hotels are also woiden/chalets and i liked here more. Chamonix is big as a town. maybe there arecmuch piste alternatives tjere but as hotel i liked here more, this place is like a village and every building is like that. and its a very small village. i liked here more. but chamonix is also cute. i rented my snowboard from there. would return in 31th late afyernoon. )
hotel is very very beautful. seems as i went to back of hotel in dark last night. they waited me till midnight😯 i am soery alot to that😔😔😔😔 its a very beautiful hotel i super liked(chalet -hotel aux milles etoiles) its swimming pool looks so beautiful i wish menstruatin thing doesnt happen so i could swim. 😑
i first fell yesterday on ice even without snowboarding😂 lets see what happens today while snowboarding😊 (40 falls? 100 falls? 😊) wearing inner insulate layer and snow board clothes time and going to les marecottes to check in to my hotel . then Chamonix 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 supersuper exciting! learning snowboarding time!
this Salvan place is very nice & on top of mountain. i wld try to ski here instead if Chamonix cause road is kind of hard. someone saida sentence but i scare of talking to strangers when its dark. if is any blog reader sorry i were too stressed and had no time to reply since i were trying to find hotel and were kind of stressed. i wld if it were to me next time wld of course reply next day. sorry for unresponsiveness i were scared stressed to unrelated things. (word was as if from my blog thats why i suspected might be a blog reader)(might not be also) hotels entrance is at very adventerous place. i had to maneuver car alot to go there but missed the checkin hour. ☺ this place is a mini mountain city in Salvan. i definitely liked. i wish snowboard could be also hired fromsport shop here cause i cnt go to Chamonix road is really hard.(has steep twists ) or maybe i wld go buti cllct sme energy. i need to fnd anthr hotrl fr today my village town is even higher than Salv...
i forgot the following incident. to tell to police when i went here. in stalk incidents, as told, some people shouted names different names guy or woman names in stalk in cafes. in shouting "sleep!" word. here, in Spandau, a very short guy, with white black mixed hair, shoutedly said some name that were shouted alot in incidents and shouted "if you dont listen i would shoot you" like thing. i ddnt understand. at the moment of stalk i ddnt understood. i wish i noted the day, so camera records would help. i forgot this incident, i forgot to tell this incident to police when i went to police. i think i can call police and tell this also. maybe they would more actively help more priotize the psycho of ferikoy case. i remember in stalk incidents a serdar name were shouted. i thought i had a serdar named stalker. that shouts me sleep!. then i understood it might be names tried to be assigned by these psycho of ferikoy people. i think i am really stalked by bad people? s...