weird life

It's the second time billionaire groups acts of I mean ngos doing dick sucking behavior to billionaire groups whom hates my blog these billionaire group dick suckers even could try to brainwash people to translate topic entirely different. Capital were good when billionaire group monkeys of evil type (there exist good billionaire groups) did not have this much monkey articulation power imho. Now there is toxic capitalism where the billionaire group monkeys creates kaleidoscopes of any level  to brainwash people to perceive even severe  human right abuses as very invertedly conversely.   Toxic period of capitalism where kaleidoscopes of billionaire groups whom could even use dick sucker type ngos in their monkey brains based unprecedented hatred act  A definite toxic world of monkeys and some ngo monkeys very like to be dick suckers of billioaner groups 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I mean to take blog content like that and using like that is definitely having brainwashing goa...

 its so much funny to nihiliate the unknown cult's black propaganda sociopathy and also helpers of. today in place where i were entering a building, 2 people were awaiting and shouted some literal alot used in black propaganda sociopathy of lie/slander literal. then also in noon in cafe, someone shouted the following black proipaganda helpers literal then shouted one literal that of shouted by a stalker of the unknown cult even 5 years ago i think, a guy would shout such literal doing such harrassment beside all reported sexually harrassing request shoutings by this unknown cult and all dehumanization also shoutiungs by this unknown cult beside that is reported one by one in blog all 5 years. last 2 years a helper to this unknown cult has been detected: they do say sentences including "perfect" word.  for instance they do very horrific black propaganda sociuopathy rehearsal whilst passing beside and shout perfect afterwards. i think they are kind of a group that helps ass...

In my nightmare: I were living in iskenderun at 5th floor or so in city center (place where I lived a lot time many times ago. Many times my dreams pass there) then a person in the nightmare came running w ith crying. Then we asked what happent. She cryingly said a building collapsed on the other side of street close and many other building blocks also. So the usage of gravity weapon nightmare has also started to enter nightmares  I just feel insurmountable angry upset and mostly very sad that such weapon is used by an unknown country in world. We just observe/investigate this cases of such unknown gravity weaponry usage but don't know which country is using such horrific weapon. Seems to me it might be a gravity particles based quantum weaponry most possibly. It's unknown unpredictable which country it's. I think in investigation of, all building collapses and earth quakes should be investigated to understand if it's a weapon used from satelkites/spaces or ground or if...

I saw a nightmare where a building collapsed in where I lived many time ago. I think it  the scare of graviton weaponry even now passed to my nightmare. It's very scary to me I just don't know how to react yesterday reading nuclear war risk and detecting also graviton weaponry usage i some instances wanted to give scream reaction of screaming. And then last night I observed gravity weaponry in night mare. Huge building blocks of an area collapsed and in nightmare I understood it as again usage of such weaponry. Yesterday's mood be sometimes wanting to give scream reaction. Of reading nuclear war risks and detection of gravity weaponry. When I do investigate gravity weaponry usage and saw it again in the investigation feeling of it is wanting to scream kind.  Guhs many instants yesterday's mood be as: 😱 Then I also investigated prep gears on case some how world goes nuclear even very scary to prepare eg. gear for it eg packed water food or such stuff. 

My crazy hypothesis: I believe some unknown country can alter gravity which means in this chaos we read in news such country would be safe and might be allegedly an unknown country might be interested in escalation of crisis to reside later as only remaining country in world maybe. 🤔 I think I observed gravity weaponry usage in world many times whilst investigating this topic  I think an unknown country can alter graviton particles or similar such stuff. And I think that would make such country safe from armaggedon with remaingn the only country in world.  So from my silly blog this silly says: I wish to suggest calm to all countries and keep not that provocated from escalation intents. Since I think there exists also graviton weaponry in world in an unknown country and that country might be even happy from escalations to armaggedon since they might protect their coubtry using graviton.  Just a crazy hypothesis. But I really observed gravity weaponry usage in world I thi...

  one funny topic, i as mentioned dont any get traumatized any more and every time make sevreely fun of every single time the unknown cult does yet another black propaganda sociopathy:  hey meanwhile the unknown cult persists black propaganda operations that which is very funny to nihiliate every single time. they allegedly innovate very untrue impossible irrational slander to the persons they target to try to destroy the  and persistently do black propaganda. its like civil war topics i had read before, that one group would target another groups in civil wars and  this unknown cult does try to kill identity of people with thousand of black propaganda incidents where they create severely irrational/impossible slander/irrational/impossible rumors.lies and do thousand many times black propaganda to try to depict person like that. black propaganda sociopathy has happent until now then at least a thousand times that which every single of has been nihiliated and never rep...

  i think my energy level came back very newly to normal or lesser than normal levels. wov tootache really were so bad until treatment today. last day could had only 2 hours of sleep.  yayy :) now continued studies continue :) first psychoanalysis topic yay of first humanities science readings like that some pages, then might switch to either I guess i might tonight switch to another humanities area readings or NLP readings I dont know. as I believe to a hypothesis, that I might have chance to apply to aliens organizations later, or actually might visit them with the spaceships i would build later on to say hi to friends with time machines but it might not be possible to do that since they are in a different time frame. hmm then I would await their hi. I 100% believe to existence of aliens. since its impossible to not have aliens exists statistically after having read that anthropology podcast that I shared many blogs ago, I understood that human intelligence generation period...

Last days adventure: (blog content below)  It feels so good to have tooth be cleaned& tooth nerve roots taken in very short time after a restless toothache night/morning.  It hurt before, this tooth, slightly ached and got had colored (some inner region) and but then ache passed then I ignored then due to laziness months ago. But last day it started to hurt very bad and could only had  rested 2 or 3 hours due to toothache and morning it were not any better, constant toothache then managed to find a very good dentist/arrange emergency dentist appointment to 1045. And now it feels soo good that ache has passed and a temporary filling had been inserted then in another appointment persistent filling would be arranged. Doctor were very diligent/fast  and handled it all very fastly.  Yayyy feels so good that ache has passed. Toothache sucks. Never stopped for a second. I tried remedies last night until today's morning/appointment arrangement (e. g. Stirring whisky...

 hmm yesterdays star trek coincidence be as: yesterday i thought whether if i should order sandwich or not for a while, then in the tv show the captain shown sandwiches to a person whom were taking Star Fleet exams :) I interpreted such coincidence as:  since i always say, if there is open vacancy at aliens' star fleet like places, i understood it takes exams to enter to. and captain in the movie suggested to study learn philosophy, history, anthropology and other physics/chemistry like sciences to be ready for Star Fleet of aliens exams. :) ok could be a coincidence. or might not be. maybe aliens with time machines really did created such coincidence whom could know :) I take it possibly to be like that. one other tv show were about Vulcan history and anthropologists were doing observatiuons to  a protoVulcans society in 2400s. then the protovulcans discovered the anthropoilogists. and the Captain did a lot effort to not contaminate culture (to not block/early advantage ...

(Wov this uv glasses is very relaxing. Had no idea uv environment light spectra some sectionswere causing some stress or disturbance. It feels very relaxing to wear this glasses wov. Though it hadbt looked any fit to me but anyway seems as I would get addicted to this feeling of extra relax sense this glass provides)   Turns out my one autist behavior like playing with my hair etc gone after this glass so I conclude spectra one range is creating stress to my mind and feels as my one such repetitive playing with hair like autist behavior is gone after this glass. We autist have repetitive behaviors as a stress side effect in handling constant maybe excess input maybe but seems as this glass reducing spectra really did stopped my such repetitive behavior and it totally feels very relaxed. I deduced some spectra were creating issue for my autist brain. Wov it feels very relaxed. And it feels nice to not do repetitive behavior. Which most autist people do many times eg either play...

I wish enterprise like space ships stopped by world and took me and we traveled vastness of space with aliens 🙂 guhs dreams be as, 🙂 Yayyy my star trek poster is coming 🤩

I saw tetris 1 letter changed literal in Star Trek yesterday and it coincided with commodore 64 topic then my ambassador of nerds topic coincided without me knowing tetris creator said ambassador of benevolence sentence. I don't think aliens do earth quakes on world since they are like star trek, does star trek would do such thing I don't think so. I don't think aliens are any responsible. Aliens contact worlds but don't try to destroy them. 🤔 Whom is doing earthquakes in world? 

Can someone explain me how epicenter of eq matches with tetris like image😭. I don't think aliens did it since aliens don't need to do Terra forming world since they even have time machines I mean they wouldn't need our world since they are very very  high tech.  23°09'32.0"N 121°18'57.6"E https://goo.gl/maps/zqtEfXqWT5793wHV9😰😢

 i forgot to mention the tetris coincidence that also happent in first star trek tv show i watched yesterday. I when searching commodore 64 computers, remembered also nintendo like or tetris consoles. and in the late after noon first star trek i watched also has had a tetris resembling literal maybe only one letter differring to tetris  literal. now that i seen tetris in another coincidence this time not tv show coincidnece. but i also detected last day tetris coincidence in Star trek but havent had reported it until now. 

 yayyy today's second Star Trek I watched about turned about first contact :) they made the first contact with first sending survailling people to the planet and also did initiated the contact with the science ministry. and they told to her that we would not want to make contact  in space but rather find it like this more appropriate and also believe that it would ease understanding of the contacted culture.  :)  the planet they contacted were placing themselves at the center of universe and were kind of not that open to idea of a galactic cosmic club of other civilizations and the contacted civilization were thinking as they are the most important topic of universe like positioning they had to them. and some of them were resistnt to their change of life e.g. to leave traditions and accept new.  then i think i cried whilst watching the part where they told the way they communicated is like this because  they believe this would ease contact.  one very w...