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 yep i would retry dialing aliens but not with lucifer context :) ( i mean doing meditation with some psychic ability increasing soundtrack)  since  lucifer topic is also scary to me visibly :)   but dunno if its possible to do that. anyway 30 minutes wont be loss. i can study to ml algos afterwards right?  ok then :) lets retry asking help from aliens to isolate universe of ferikoy's genociders from ours universe to make sure they can not genocide any people.  hmm imho if q alike aliens wont help in universe isolation type genocide fix method, iwe would eventually invent such tech in 2025 via ml algos project.  but lets ask from aliens first maybe they would help and separate universe clusters of ferikoys genociders from ours universe to save us from genocide.  yep cool :) in some minutes lets retry dialing aliens but this time without "lucifer" concept. since if last day's incident were telepathy from aliens, the lucifer concept were severe...
 meanwhile ferikoy's genociders attempted another maniac sociopathic incident from their genocide stack.  no worries. we would make sure  ferikoys genociders would be universe isolated with the new physics we would invent. ( unless we got help earlier before we invent such tech from interdimensional beings with already multiverse technology. yep lets try to dial the interdimensional beings to ask for such favor/help (to isolate universe of ferikoys genociders ) (since they are too bad. genociders literal shows of the badness of. and not only that, they do genocide very sociopathically)  (they should be isolated from ours universe imho) (but dunno if aliens would help. ) (if they have multiverse technology they can send these ferikoys genociders to another universe cluster so that they can not do genocide to any people )   but dunno if multiverse entities would help.   i wished they helped :)  but if they wont -> still -> but nevertheles...
 I like being multitalented :)  but enough talking of my self and lets resume the ml algos project :)  (which i paused due to multiverse topics checks last 2 days) so i think category theory studying would end by tuesday end latest or by tomorrow. dunno.  hah this much intelligence (not puzzle type intelligence but hmm renaissance type intelligence of multi intelligence from arts to humanities (some philosophy some sociology some anthropology)) of course my ml algos project would succeed :)  (some self affirmative thoughts reflected to blog :) )  I like being polymath :) yep ml ml project would work with type theory thanks to specialists which build thse cool stuff like type theory /category theory based type theory constructs.  we like polymaths generalists then integrate build creative projects via what specialist type people build :) I can for instance never be any specialist since dont have such intelligence.  but rather instead polymath (not ...
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 yep for drawing skill: I had not learnt well yet even if i tried alot ->  (being slightly jealous of my very drawing talented relatives(my dad's side relative, a her) drawing talent, imho that must be why i got interested to drawing or just i found it cool since it were relaxing to draw at times or i liked drawing simply) (but not talented enough to have succeed learning myself )  e.g. last drawing try were to a quantum physics scientist-> which apparently failed to resemble the exact drawn scientist but slightly resembled some historic politician of Turkey :D (I know blog readers from Turkiye would had guessed :D)  (so visibly i had not by then (I think this was last drawing i tried last year) drawing yet. ) 
 ( hey devolveds (ferikoys genociders) did again some battery from battery/fabrication ops/curses/identity eradication attempts genocide methods stack for forceful conversion agendas )   (2000 or 2500th genocide incident which again always nihiliated/never replied to) (endless genocide attempting devolved ferikoy genociders  (attempts endless gneocide to turk people) )  the devolved mafia articulated by ferikoys genociders shouted "take once". these devolveds and the genocide's articulators do this type batteries also. always to be nihiliated everytime every incident and they retry a new incident again. ferikoy genociders (devolveds) 2500th or so genocide incident. its so crazy after 10 minutes this incident,  my family have had a conflict which my family shouted to me for angering to some topic and I very scared if the devolved favela of the ferikoys genociders would take on our familys discussions to their sociopathic devolved favela universe as if they a...
 yep my today has passed mainly remotely helping mom to help move my stuff out of home in Bonn.  other else than that-> on weekend ->  yep. saturday passed with trying to do some magic and weirdly somethings happent like some such weird telepathy alike moment in night whilst resting which were very creepy. which most possibly were nothing like that but rather imho my own brain trying to alarm me with suych weird method since due to momentarily happent blood flow issue. imho it were not any telepathy but rather my brain's some kind of weird alarm due to stomach/intestine illness blood flow side effect. or else it could be effect of having listened too much binaurual music/psychic power increasing/psychokinesis music last day. dunno.   other than that, one other weird topic were,   i were testing some psychic psychokinesis musics and read some comment like some guy saying a light went out.  I thought it must not be correct, he must be lying. t...
 hey i think in morning some disgusting incident happent (I detected with even headphone) of reported ferikoy's genociders incidents. (imho possibly stage 5 incident happent)  hey i would try to redial interdimensional beings with listening binaurual telepathy psychic power increasing music  but not lucifer but interdimensional beings to report and ask help in isolating universe of ferikoy's genociders from interdimensional beings. yep.  thinking it could really be some telepathy since I never seen some thing like that. instantly some image filled my mind never happent before. and my eyes were closed also.  but instantly an image filled my internal mind entirely. it were one very creepy moment since the image were very creepy.  could it be brain waves based information transfer tech of interdimensional aliens? dunno. or else it could be that-> last day I listened lots of special frequencies /binaurual beats/pineal gland decrystallizer alike type musics t...
 but someone must really joked us last day. in the one of the meditations i tested (to try to increase psychic skills ) --> there i read comments if that meditation really helped doing psychokinesis or not.  then one comment said one light went off during the test that were very creepy alike.  then i whilst reading comment, aha this must not be correct. since how could happen?  I thought this comment must be incorrect and thought that person is lying somehow.  then some 10 or 5 minutes later my dad came and said some electric utinsil went off some electric switch one section went off by itself. then he restarted entire switch.  I just think someone really joked to us :) with electric swich system. i dont think neither aliens did it nor i had multiverse traveled to a universe version where such stuff happens.  i think some funny person joked most possibly alike i think:) possibly someone did joke imho :) 
 its kind of funny if it were really lucifer. but i did not have courage to stay in moment and report ask help for ferikoy's genociders topic :)  since he seemed so scary. looks like a normal person guy but with much more tooth and some slihgtely sharper tooth.  maybe could it be the interdimensional aliens joke with telepathy. or communication attempt with lucifer concept?  dunno :)  i am sorry if they tried to communicate and i misunderstood as if it were some malicious entity with confusion. just it were lucifer concept were just too scary to stay in moment. i instantly said some religious keyword and such moment ended. i wish if then they communicate with some other concept but not lucifer then :)  and many thanks to replying to my dialing request :)  but sorry for my confusion if they were a malicious entity. its just lucifer concept to communicate is too scary. hey lets issue a normal nonscary looking person to do telepathy then next time ok...
aha since i were talking of lucifer ->  i must had scared myself off this topic somehow. in one of the black magic pages there were logos of lucifer alike. then i had some bloating (as happens very rarely near to none) yesterday and most possibly its due to that and not that lucifer came -> i were somehow having some symptoms of bloating to blood vessels than i think it might effected my mind ->  for a moment a human image but with lots of scary tooth filled my mind (like a normal guy but has much more tooth than normal person and tooths are slightly sharper. and were smiling he were very scary :S) . some guy as if image of filled my mind. i scared severely much and told some religious prayers i said and went.  i think what actually happent in this is -> as blood vessels impacted brain momentarily it must my brain must reacted/alarmed me like that imho. with creating scary image that filled my mind inner eye.  its were like telepathy. some image filled my...
 hey i tested psychokinesis with meditation sounds-> something happent weird  i were listening some meditation sound and then read comments to check if anyone succeeded psychokinesis with it. then i read some comment like: hey crazy there some light utinsil had gone off alike. I did not believed of course but then -> my dad came to say hey house's some electric stuff lost power so possibly electric switch has taken circuit off (due to possible overload) and he is going to restart it. ok then it restarted and now ok.  ok i don't know if psychokinesis happen. no i don't think so :) I think someone must joked to our circuit system alike :)  dunno :)  i had not any believed that comment about electric utinsil going out and then after 5 min or 10 min, some thing happent to our home's circuitory :D ok but still its not lucifer dialing right? (yayy would report ferikoys genociders to lucifer alike thought i had ) what is it psychokinesis for if it does not let ca...
 hey 2 asteroids passing in 42 hours. I just couldnt stop thinking whether if : could it be q alike aliens helping  to deter ferikoys genociders disgusting genocide type? :) (no no no it must be only coincidence imho)  plus i think even asteroid wouldnt deter ferikoys genociders genocide endlessly. imho best to stop ferikoys genociders is universe isolation. we wish ask help inq in that to isolate ferikoys genociders universe from ours universe thats the ultimate how to stop their genocide imho.  hmm imho its impossible. there is no black magic for genocide deterrence that i seen in black magic pages :S plus this is imho impossible. to do multiverse travel e.g. to send another asteroid that deflects orbit of other than that passes 5000km distant to earths atmosphere alike.  its like imho impossible. ok then i forget about magic to use as genocide deterrence. since its impossible to do such magic.  i mean altering asteroid path? would require another asteroi...
 1 day left to asteroid day and 2 huge asteroids passing in vicinity time frame.  weird coincidence.  if i tried multiverse powers to not have it fell to earth but deter ferikoys genociders :) could it had been possible. to have pass it like 5000 kms to earth whilst its 290000kms alike with point of contact to ferikoy district? (since worlds 99% oif people is good. only 1% is bad. only feirkoys genociders are bad(\and undefinable levels of bad :S ) . rest of sapiens except ferikoys genociders all good people.)  can i with multiverse skills try to alter orbit of this 2024 MK like crazy idea came up to my mind :D to try to deter ferikoys genociders never ending very devolved/disgusting genocide activities.  to deter from never ending genocide?  that it does pass 5000km distant to ferikoy.  but does not struct either. -->  only for deterrence.  hmm we need some black magic to alter asteroids orbit to pass right in vicinity of ferikoy to deter...
 hey another "a.." symbol enforcement attempt happent in vicinity whilst i was helping my mom dad's house tasks the ferikoy's disgusting genociders as mentioned never stop their sociopathic disgusting devolved genocide activities includign this enforcement of symbols attempts activity.  (this be from symbol phase of their disgusting type genocide which they try to enforce try to forcefully convert via sociopathc genocide methods with organized genocide force (mafias) (of course which always fails) and then they also do not lack symbol stage of enforcing symbols to the tried to be genocideds activity. e.g. a and b literals are symbols they try to enforce in their forceful conversion attempts(with chanting during genocide incidents) through their organied genocide actity which they articulate mafia forces for attempting reported genocide incident types. every incident fails. also this enforcement of symbols also fails. they are always nihiliated and their genocide attem...
 meanwhile nazis of ferikoy's abroad extension did another incident of  (whom are not germans to not falsely defame) "aber b....?" some many minutes ago.  meanwhile as reported, the "b" literal is genocide's symbolization stage one symbol they enforce. I just cant stop thinking whether if the historical nazi spirit in germany passed to this time a century later (to not germans) but to ferikoy and ferikoy's extensions in abroad. :S  since their genocide includes genocide stages symbolization e.g. b.... literal and a... literal so its not white napkin to shoulder nor davids star nor blue scarf but in this genocide type they try to not enforce visual symbols to the tried to be genocideds but symbols like b... (which they try to enforce via chanting it repetitively in enforcement/forceful conversion genocide incidents which they do with sending mafias which they repetitively does activities of: ugly requests batteries/fabrication ops/curses/ugly requests bat...
 unfortunately the culturally iq eq wise lesser evolved ferikoy's genociders again attempted fabrication ops incident and battery and such alike with this time also prey literal.  these genociders use alot prey literal in some of their genocide incidents.  (cultural devolution at max imho this ferikoys genociders cultural /iq/eq evolution level) (They do not any represent any of any other districst of istanbul ) (imho they must be from dolapdere alike an endless favela culture which endlessly attmpts forceful conversion attempts to people not from favela with disgusting type genocide types with very sociopathic genocide methods (e..g. ugly requests batteries/fabrication ops/curses/identity eradication attempts/genocide's symbol enforcement phase attempts etc etc).:S which all their genocide activity of enforcement/forceful conversion attempts always fails. but they endlessly retry and retry endlesly.  ) (its unfortunate to have moved to ferikoy to have countered thes...
 ( meanwhile in vicinity again they atempted symbolization phase of genocide activity with "b" literal which they try to enforce via chanting in genocide incidents as mentioned. and then also the same person said "prey" ) (as mentioned the feirkoys genociders apply some very unseen in humanity history before type very maniacal disgusting and sociopathic genocide type to we turks with repetitive enforcement attempts (which always fails) of either idenity eradication or ugly requests batteries or fabrication ops or enforcement atempt of symbols or curses or slurs etc etc alike very maniacal forceful conversion attempting maniac genocider type are ferikoys genociders are. it never ends they repeatedly endlessly attempt their forceful conversion agendas/identity eradication attempts/symbol enforcement atempts (e.g. b literal via chanting it during genocide incidents) or intimidation or batteries or fabrication ops or curses endlessly.  :S it never ends. just very unfort...
( I continued detectiving more to eqs and also sun solar flares to check if there is anomalies that stand out. (which I think evil aliens are altering gravity fields of entire sol system like crazy conspiracy theory i think of))
( some person shouted "prey". as mentioned prey literal is used alot by ferikoy's genociders in some of various maniac genocide incident types in attempt types of batteries/fabrication ops/curses/identity eradication attempts/symbol enforcement attempts repetitively. ferikoy genocider savages endless savagery of attempting genocide endlessly/repetitively.  )
  its so scary :S this eq topic is very scary to me :S plus i also scare that our sun might go nova by evil aliens whom hates sapiens most :S but most possibly i am thinking crazy conspiracies :S yep. imho my psychology is slightly broken that might be why i think crazy conspiracy theories alike above :S   lots of scary things happent last many time :S but wish Q alike aliens interfere and stop evil aliens altering gravity of this sol system or stop aliens making sun go nova :S  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I now also did detectiving to solar system to see if solar gravity also had been altered or not again.  due to this topic I sometimes do detectiving to world eqs and sun's solar flares alike. 
 maybe i create an altar to Q alike aliens to help world to protect world from evil aliens which visibly hates sapiens speices :S and does gravity alterations in entire world. maybe last day satellite breaking up  or else similarly solar flares in sun and also eqs in world, are all caused by evil aliens whom hates sapiens entirely that does attempts gravity alterations of world gravity field.  how to protect world and sol system gravity alterations ?  :S  its possible that evil aliens are altering gravity field of this universe  and sun even. I even scare they might create nova from our sun. :S how to protect world and sol system from evil aliens which hated sapiens entirely due to bads of sapiens (new type nazis of sapiens whom are even worse than historical type nazis (and to not falsely defame germans, they are not germans when we said new type nazis any:S ) ) ?  (what i mean by new type nazis, people type whom thinks impossible untrue slanders to o...
 I also many times saw genocidal people whom thinks gneocidal impossibly untrue slanders to others in globe.   then one wonders is  evil aliens trying to punish genocidal type sapiens  whom thinks impossibly untrue slanders to others and show their untrue nazi style untrue impossible slanders? (new type nazis (do not confuse as germans. germans left nazism a century ago) ) (they new type nazis they lack capability to fix their untrue slander thoughts even how many times you say you are thinking very wrong/incorrect and doing genocidal propaganda, they would never change their very rigid mind with very impossible slander thouoghts to other races :S )   but then :S what about iskenderun turkiye? antakya? gaziantep?  there are no genocidal people there. :S  Turkjey usually do not have alot genocidal people any :S -------------------------------------- world mostly is nongenocidal people unlike few.  plus nongenocidal people what about them?...
 i due to my crazy conspiracy theory i thought of (evil aliens whom does eqs in world and solar flares in sun with graviton gravity devices) i did eq detectiving  for a while alot eq detectiving.    now read some scary eq news from Peru and did eq detectiving :S   wish Q alike aliens protects world from eqs :S ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
 I heard some scary news :S (of eq in istanbul that i currently reside )  I pray god protects Turkey country and all world coujntries from earthquakes :S (which isuspect like of graviton devices having evil aliens behind :S) (wishing Q alike aliens protects from evil type aliens with graviton devices :S)  maybe than last night what i thought as my shoulder moved by itself were actually eq happenstance :S so scary :S  I once lived in eq experience in iskenderun very before :S (it had very scary sound coming from ground :S )  I hate earthquakes :S specifically after disaster in iskenderun which my family also got effected. their one wall in room bricks of also partially collapsed :S they fixed their house. but still.  we also very traumatized duriung that many weeks all our familieis boht in aborad and both in Turkey by then :S I hate earthquakes :S I have a crazy theory that never leaves my mind that evil aliens with graviton devices are causing eqs in world...
 (hey the less evolved savage (& nonturk) genociders of ferikoy attempted another incident of genocide symbol stage which they try to enforce literals (like symbols in genocide symbols stage) to the tried to be genocideds via chanting during the genocide incidents which they also attempted/attempt ugly requests batteries/fabrication ops/curses endlessly repeatedly in forceful conversion attempts of genocide process.  hey the savages then also some fabrication ops attempt with slur also. hey its so crazy how these savages continously attempt sociopathic type genocide with sociopathic methods. :S how  much severe savageness :S  no worries we would isolate the savages sol syste,(ferikoy's genociders of nonturks (whom are not armenians) whom attempts unseen in humanity history type severely very disgusting genocide types to turk race's lone living members)  from new sol systems and via that, ensure they can not come to even border of our sol system to genocide u...
yayyy lets continue today's schedule of  3 or 4 days finishing category theory study: lets resume studying to category theory now to finish wishfully by tomorrows end. then yayyyy:) I could then switch to topois and category theory basics of type theory. hmm then sometime in next week then I could finish yayyy  yayyy 19 day left to build 0.1 version :) lets study more efficiently in rest of day yep :) I did laziness today until now since had some last interview alike with software company my contract ended. then helped house tasks. yayyy now resuming  of studying to category theory yayyy bye to blogging for rest of day. yayyyy ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 
 sometopic interesting: possibly (dunno if i misunderstood or whether if it were coincidencet) -> Maybe possibly a Chinese person did some severe kindness :)   wov :) Thanks :) hey in work contract end, the HR always said "next steps" then i read a news which Chinese said "US can not stop our giant steps in space" I think they did a metaphor. or it were a coincidence.  not that US country had did this ending my job to me. but I think they did a metaphor that, this this job loss would not stop our giant steps in space :)  I saw also German people in that news article, so Germans also meant that :) that Germans and mostly Chinese said that this job loss do not mean stopping our giant steps in Space :)  and since it were US news paper, I think it might be also kindness from there also dunno :) hey people do not misunderstand if US people taken my job:) no not any :)  they did a metaphor :)  to US China Space engineering competition :) they did tha...
 hey meanwhile it turned out i dont have gluten allergy. but when i left consuming gluten the symptoms mostly gone,. my mom thinks since the i now consume food regularly unlike living alone is reason why my symptoms gone. imho maybe doctor did not test well and  I have gluten allergy. but doctor still suggested to take the medicine he written twice (of nexium and some intestine medicine with bromure ) once more.  ok with scare of the illness symptoms i would coninue not taking any gluten any for following. since symptoms very passed. but maybe it were some other allergy and medicine helped. or maybe it were like too much obesity and stomach intestine allergy both mixed. now that I lost  8 kg when eating regularly with my family(before i consumed food irregular, e.g. when stomach issue happent i might take sandwich at midnight alike:S) , and that i consumed intestine medicine with bromure and nexium medicine it might helped fixing issues. now i dont consume anyn after...
 yayyy :) people in interviews talking as it must be very hard for you(to lose job). they do not have idea of our gen (millenials)  does not need jobs alike previous gens fixation to having a stable job condition :)  actually even very shocking initially very stressing & unexpected situation this is, imho its even good for me since normally when i worked as data engineer in my daily life, i could only studied to ml algos project on evenings or weekends or holidays.   I mean even if it were initially very stressing situation and shocking,  (only for first day of learning of that i lost job due to visa situation)   I think it even is good for me. since now i could study to ml algos project full day unlike studying only on evenings. only bad side effects  -> I lost my maths physics library since its very expensive to carry that loibrary o here  (but does that matter? no. i can rebuy later) also since mom wouldnt be able to retrieve m...
-> (hey the genociders this time did some harrassment where they use literals like "****". ) (its one most maniacal genocide incident type among all very maniac and disgusting genocide incident attempts) (they have various disgusting and sociopathic genocide incident attempts, this imho one most maniacal most maniac type genocide incident type among all very disgusting genocide incident types)  (The endless savagery of genocide of nonturk (whom are not armenians) genociders of ferikoy never ends and they attempt very sociopathic maniacal genocide to turks ) (no worries! these  savages ferikoy's genociders would have 0 chance to even come to border of new sol systems to then attempt disgusting maniacal genocides to turk race people members. )    (yep absolute fix to genocide -> galaxy isolation. to isolate these genocider  ferikoy savages galaxy and ours galaxy so that they cant come to our galaxy to attempt various severely disgusting genocide types to tur...
 yayyyy today's schedule be as: (now that we have possibly a clue of space ship design given by q aliens -> (to move configuration of spaceship via multiverse change ) (or it were something like shoulder twitch dunno that i confused i dont know or most possibly twitch. but it were something i never had felt before. it felt as instantaneously my shoulder end moved instantly/changed confiuration by itself alike :S most possibly twitch imho. first ever i had muscle twitch experience in my life. or else i changed multiverse where instantly my muscle were higher. most possibly muscle twitch and i react like this cause i never had muscle twitch before. it were just so weird. )  yayyy yesterday imho i studied good but i think it would finish in following two days to study the category theory introduction book. yayyy so much enthusiastic project schedule! 0.1 version of ml algos be ready by imho in 20 days!  yayyy so much happy I fully resumed with capable of necessary focus t...
 ( hey fabrication ops +(symbol enforcement activity of ferikoy's nonturks(whom are not armenians) genocide attempt symbolization stage to turk race people which chanting b literal to try to enforce to the tried to be gneocideds through chanting suhc symbol during sociopathoc genocide incidents of batteries and fabrication ops and curses in disgusting forceful conversion attempts incidents through such sociopathic genocide methods whcih always fails since the tried to be gencided always nihiliates never replies (nihiliation of genociders genocide as if other universe alike (i mean hic bir zaman muhattap olmadim olmuyorum da) ) ) +  battery incident happent  of ferikoys genociders attempts )    (entire enforcement attempts of of forceful conversion attempts via sociopathic genocide methods alike batteries/fabrication ops/enforcement of symbol attempts/identity eradication attempts/curses  repetitively observed by ferikoy's genociders disgusting type genocide...
yayyyy :) lets resume the studying today and finish category theory book latest in 3 days. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yayyyy in 20 days the 0.1 version would be readied yayyy :)  then we could start quantum computer study and cylotron studies with ml algos in dad's village yep.  to asap build a quantum computer design to give ml algos much more exponentially much processing power. yep. then to invent new physics with cylotrons  yayyyy then we would build cities in new sol systems as mentioned wiht to be invented new physics :) and me and my mom and my dad would travel to other galaxies/do space exploration/terraforming/base building to planets in other galaxies meanwhile :)  so much enthusiastic project :)  yayyy we would be space explorers :)  (by 2025 :) I am sure by then 2024's end ml algos would start building its cylotrons like tech to investigate new physics to build...