I tried to get over trauma but couldn't yet today study to ml algos project yet still. I tried to do activities etc etc to resume day etc but still not hadn't started studying today. As mentioned January be like: 😱😰😢😭😵💫😬😱😨😵💫😬😨😱😰😰😰😰😰😢😢😢😢😧😱😨😨😨
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-> we very very infinitely many hate/deplore/despice mentally sick insane maniacs which traumatizes rest of world citizens with very mentally sick stuff. e.g. insanes attacking to south korean airplane. or insanes religious extremists attacking to people in another continent or insanes doing arson attack to bolu hotel. :S or insanity of horrors of current wars in world :S various types of severe insanity:S really horrific times it were January specifically top most horrific time of last many horrific times :S i think after aliens evil types threat to world, insanity/mentally sicks is second top most worst threat to world planet :S we citizens of world tags january as most horrific scary month ever :S as if insane type peoples got even more mentally sick :S very horrific time :S very very infinitely many horrendous/scary time period :S we world citizens mood -> 😱😰😢😭😵💫😬😱😨😵💫😬😨😱😰😰😰😰😰😢😢😢😢😧😱😨😨😨 Not enough emojis to describe severe st...
yep 1097th day of ml algos project -> - lets finish topoi study today (the one least succesful study task of ml algos project since has not been able to be accomplished in time ) - lets build war asap to protect world from aliens evil type and then after fixing that main threat issue (aliens evil types invasion threat), also to fix all any world issues with creating star trek alike utopias of space extended civilizations of all world to space and to warp beyond even. - lets never watch world news in tv since world news is horrific most of the time and traumatizes and creates ptsd and disrupts ml algos project studies with trauma effect of horrific insane world topics :S (e.g. for instance horrific news of january :S starting with attacks to planes then recently horrific arson attacks to hotel then also evil aliens attacks to planet alike various sorts of horrific news alike world news is usually (we also forgot to add horrific war news which were constant horror/to ...
yep 1097th day of ml algos project -> - lets finish topoi study today (the one least succesful study task of ml algos project since has not been able to be accomplished in time ) - lets build war asap to protect world from aliens evil type and then after fixing that main threat issue (aliens evil types invasion threat), also to fix all any world issues with creating star trek alike utopias of space extended civilizations of all world to space and to warp beyond even. - lets never watch world news in tv since world news is horrific most of the time and traumatizes and creates ptsd and disrupts ml algos project studies with trauma effect of horrific insane world topics :S (e.g. for instance horrific news of january :S starting with attacks to planes then recently horrific arson attacks to hotel then also evil aliens attacks to planet alike various sorts of horrific news alike world news is usually (we also forgot to add horrific war news which were constant horror/to ...
today passed with all outside time. first on morning kazim husband in law of serpil aunt called would visit us/grandma and then had rushed to to untidy living room alike since were tidy etc. then selver aunt in law came before and then later kazim came then later selver auntie went then kazim stayed some more then hace went at 5pm alike. during a while I commuted kazim back to his mom's home in arsuz vicinity where he stays during his visiting iskenderun and visiting his mom time for since his mom had ailment. then later after hace were up to going back her home, my mom told going to faika aunt in law to have some coffee, then i said I wish to come also (I thought its better to socialize some) then we been staying there alike until last half hour. which we newly came home. so days passes as constant guests to my grandma.
(hey reading horrific news, we think it must be kind of arson attack to the horrific news. it must be arson attack of either an unknown foreign country or an insane murderer people alike imho :S) (we did not even want to read of such horrific news. but reading news again due to seeing on tv (which we avoided reading this news since its a very horrific and scary and terrifying and very sad news:S), and it imho must be kind of either some unknown foreign country's arson attack or insane murderer cults/trrsts attack imho:S) we dont any believe otherelse. we think it must be either -> - an unknown foreign country's arson attack - or else an insane type unknown religion religious cult attack or else insane terrsts attack - or insane person attack we think it must be either one of these. :S we tried to avoided reading this news since its very horrific and terrifying and very sad which one even wishes to avoid reading news of since is horrific/very scary/terrifying and ver...
Yep today continues with studying to topoi book. the most unsuccesful case of to required to study book I had not finished in time yet. but wishfully I could finish by tomorrow i think. and resume flink coding on friday. then to iterate some coding studies by end of Jan. hmm so this both cohesive and noncohesive requirements of 5d definitely requires very very abstract math there. no kind of straightforward intuition of a cohesive domain for 5d imho possibly is my initial opinion. maybe cohesion is not a default feature of 5d but only for densified 5d sections? we dont know. so this 5d's contradictive requirements requires quite alot effort of abstract maths studying/theorizing with abstract maths. plus we need to be able to use various logic modules systems since actual 5d logic systems epistemological verification of theorem structure there of its proof methods even needs not be the default logic systems of classic logic either. so for epistemological verificat...
I think must I have started this project on 2022 alike or end of 2021 maybe. which means it has been 1095 days been working to design/to initiate code of this ml algos project (which I think most of 2023's some time passed with not studying alot ) so here we are alike at day lets simplify it as if we been studying to 1095 days to this project or maybe half of it since I studied only on evenings and weekends and holidays until 2024's last 2 quarters. so lets consider as 600th day of project or maybe lets not reduce the time just because I had not studied all day during times I studied to data engineering(that i worked to project on evenings on weekends and holidays alike) so lets add some day of project to blog tags; e.g. lets tag this day as day 1096 of ml algos project (even if we dont know the exact day count that the time I initiated this project) yep even if I last week many time spared time to thinking on simplistic wise physics basis to how multiverse is (for con...
Yesterday be like very sad/terrified/very sad due to seeing terrifying horrific very scary very sad horrific and very sad news😢. Today were like I had not had time during day to any topic due to elder care service unit alike home status today (visitoes of grandma) then commuting my mom to hospital etc and currently guests left. First 2 hours home tasks help tasks alike then guests then kazim husband in law of serpil aunt and his brother nazim visited us(as kazim came from Istanbul for visiting his mom living here many days ago). then hace came. Then commuting mom to places she asked to. Recently all people left alike etc etc So day started with trying to help mom with doing home tasks before she intended to (home weekly tasks which took 2 or 1.5 hours or so ) then visitors came etc etc
( hey if not misheard, from outside, if not misheard, i think again unknown scientology copy cat cult (of ferikoy and abroad) attempted some pscyhopathic sociopathic batteries along with char assaisntion fab ops some many time ago. (so the scientology copy cat unknown cult again attempted some specific type sociopathic psychopathic incident patterns along with char assasination pattern attempts again )) (please do not be deceived by char. assasination of unknown scientology copy cat cult they do very some cult copy cat type fab ops attempts in char assasinatioin attempts. please do not be deceived by char assainstion attempts of unknown cult.)
hey today continues with studying yep -> first some curiosity time -> how is it so lenz equation of neurons ions transfer creates some sheaves of quantum equation system thats has greater curvature of space time? (of possibly type sitter space type of holographic universe or else if Anti-de-Sitter then it must have some symmetry changing condition imho but how that is that, initially without studying alot to symmetry topic yet it more seems logical that its more about S type spacetime. what is the sheaves topological shape of what is it's euler index that does has detectable space time curvature? so topoi book has chapter of logical geometry which might give insight to that. yep these are the technologies to craft warp tech :) in S space time :) of reducing curvature of space time with higher complexity quantum systems :) (of traveling in multiverse of higher string theory dimension with tackling curvature of space time with making it more complex quantum systems...
I think I would really restart investigating on how to sue the unknown world cult (of which incident attempts detected in ferikoy and abroad very frequently) to ICC again. To justice to have happen and to have unknown cult be investigated and stopped by such places. I think to fight with unknown cult's sociopathic violence requires some legislative things at ICC level. Since cults are global then it makes sense to sue to international institutions when sueing cults. plus since in stage 1 the unknown cult from flat vicinity attempted verbal battery of attempting to convert guh to bitch along with dehumanization as ork along the batteries (in ferikoy ) then worser stages in abroad either which any incident attempt of course always fails. I mean since there is international legs of this unknown cult and since it even works with commie groups in Europe, (since unknown commie groups many times harrassed with repeating smear literals cult uses in character assasination...
hey now time to study to awesome ml algos project! yayyy yep still studying to topoi book yep. :) its so funny but yep thats it. (Its because I had Adhd which I resolved 2 days ago,. but had adhd again but then I think i would today finish studying to finish proficieny in topoi task either today or tomorrow yep. )
(Hey scientology copy cat style unknown cult's stalkers some time ago attempted smearing fab ops of character assasination smear attempt (This time stage 2 smear type (they constantly change smears in char. asssntn attempts)) untrue smearing fab ops show(scientology harrassment type exactly but much worser). Recurrent attempts of character assasination of a scientology copy cat cult's character assasination incident pattern again detected & reported) ------------- (Hey scientology copy cat style unknown cult's stalkers some time ago attempted smearing fab ops of character assasination smear attempt (This time stage 2 smear type (they constantly change smears in char. asssntn attempts)) untrue smearing fab ops show(scientology harrassment type exactly but much worser). Recurrent attempts of character assasination of a scientology copy cat cult's character assasination incident pattern again detected & reported)
again grandma's friends came. every day once 2 days. yep nice that such situation woulkd end when grandma goes back to istanbul :) (we just are tired of over guests situation :D grandma has constant visitors alike :D ) Also my mom is being 70 she also has health issues for knees, whom thought its a good idea to have my mom give elder care whilst she is also elder alike. what kind of illogical situation :) I see my mom sometimes getting very stressed to having excess responsibility some times not stressed. I definitely insisted of sending grandma to istanbul back as 3 months completes then afterwards. since I see my mom is quite alot stressed sometiems. i mean if werent grandma maybe my mom would go travel world but currently she everyday same routine of elder care (since grandma can not walk very much, care requriing elder care situaiton its alike ) and i think mom is tired of all the stresses they went through already due to stage 4 cancer situ...
yep hmm how today passed -> yayyy we engineers occupation crafting the future technologies how day passed? -> hmm sometime saw a very sociopathic character assasination smearing attempt at some time. the unknown scientology copy cat cult(much worser than scientology I think whichever cult it is but still maybe scientology? or some such cults? dunno) relentlessly attempts severe dishonesty of char. assasination attempts with sociopathic methods ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ unrelated to that, how day passed -> then also watched ufo documentary today released -> my opinion of UFO topics -> I have no idea. have no conclusive idea. still dont know whom are actually right? people whom claims UFOs are real and people whom vehemently says its not. ---------------------- then later, then continued studying to ml algos project. yep :) a glimpse of We aweso...
(Yayyy I like Star Trek Strange New Worlds soundtrack alot! ) (explorers top most liked musics :) -> Star Trek soundtracks imho:) I think if we polled we would figure out the tv show that engineers most like would have had turned out Star Trek :D since its the utopias we wish to think of -> of warp capable space ships and even warp capable space cities also :) ) yayyy how about today's study of warp tech invention which we wish to start by 2 months later? hmm today started with helping home tasks. Then now studying ml algos time starts now yep.
now atheist discussions continuation blog: -> in some blog we tried to show that epistemologically the soul/spirit concept is incorrect type concept. - we now try to materialize the idea sets that why we are atheists and we think religions are not true. --- for first idea: souls concept is illogical --> we tried to analyze what/why is that. We seen that aha i confused nomalist and nominalist literals whilst discussing that i think. (or were it called nominalist? I really have no idea right now) We seen that nomalist systems has complexities defined by their integrated dynamics systems added/multiplied complexity behaviour. For such systems there the traditional cartesian thought method of platonistic method do not work. It is easily deducable that the soul concept depends on platonistic philosophy cartesian philosophy basis. (From ancient Roman ti...
(Hey scientology copy cat style unknown cult or foreign unknown enemy country's stalkers some time ago attempted smearing fab ops of character assasination smear attempt (This time stage 5 one smear type (they constantly change smears in char. asssntn attempts)) untrue smearing fab ops show(scientology harrassment type exactly but much worser). Relentless attempts of character assasination either a scientology copy cat cult or else an unknown foreign country's character assasination incident pattern again detected & reported) ( the scientology cult alike (a copy cat of such cults alike) unknown cult attempted very exponentially more maniacal insane incident pattern also for character assaasination attempt with attempt to disturb/smearing untruly/harrassment with smearing type attempts ) (Hey scientology copy cat style unknown cult or foreign unknown enemy country's stalkers some time ago attempted smearing fab ops of character assasination smear...
Some engineering occupation promoting time in blog :) yayyy our engineer occupation related images => :) Warjack Tinkering by Benlo on DeviantArt (this i did not very much liked (not my art style this drawing type if i had also drew images recently ) ) Frostpunk - Engineer by MagdalenaKatanska on DeviantArt (this engineer depiction i also very liked:) how cool its to be an engineer like this in another planet alike exploring like this) or exploring building some engineering facility alike :) 2138 - June by NathanParkArt on DeviantArt (this is comics type drawing imho but hmm neither very good nor bad. but the narrative is good -> engineers exploring another solar system with robot helpers alike. how cool is to be in an occupation which can make such exploration real :) ) Maintenance EotV Art by Igor-Esaulov on DeviantArt (This actually were the most uninteresting since there is no formulaes there. if there were some...
yep hey now i thought what if 2500 euro gets payed to me (If appeal to fix error were accepted) wov I could then buy a 3d printer to print robots whihc would build particle physics lab yep. hmm interesting days ahead., if I receive tax payment (might not since appeal always not works) i might as well buy some 3d printer to place in 3rd floor side i think. (much of there is ceiling (with partially open roof system) but there is some space in home inside. ) I think but definitely that wouldnt suffice to print such robot. hmm but i might create a prototype construct helper robot to create capital to build particle physics lab construction robot. hmm but a prototype only. hmm i might require buying arduino stuff. yep. but to do these, first ml algos should be readied. thats the following 2 months' full task. to finish first 0.1 version then 1.0 version.