weird life

    hey since i solved the verlet integrator issue (i hadnt moved to static tables preparation i would do along i code the basic lennard james potential part which is soon) i just dont need to yet prepare the graph and tables because its all clear.  i really liked how arclength parametrization made this very high precision iteration possible. i would later share the db i prepare with an article. on how to do gusili integrate or gusili iterate:D or guher integration :) yepp liked this.  now started followign tasks in tandem: i revise akka and would also revise scala. i brainstorm on solution design using akka and cache mechanisms. i wish to also study physical chemistry texts i shared yesterday to learn all force systems. i also need to study formulate the long range forces like gravitation. which also is an important criterion in simulator's design. only i think challenging parts are those unknowns that are unknonw uncalculated yet(like how to model gravitation also)...

 energy is back to normal levels. and apparat: useless information''s, even has a weird a title i iddnt liked for that amazing song, its energetizing rhythms for last 10 minutes to start of study day. :D ---- ok lets stop blogging and get back to studying in at most 20 minutes.  bye to blogging for today. i might blog my findings awhile. with excitement to share the results. guher integrator or gusili integrator. maybe it should be guher integrator yupp:D ---- ok, i think i got my algorithm finally. it would have some tables dbs to reference from. and it would be far much correct than verlet version and it doesn't iterate with mid steps there is just r(s+delta_s) and r(s) on initial plane of movement of molecule. and it would hold different k values(curvature) possible r(s+delta_s) -r(s)  value index which is all we need regardless of movement plane. so that i might even use the taylor expansion to very high degrees to build up this curvature to r(s+ds) - r(s) db then use...

 ok woke up at 9am today, made breakfast, cleaned dishes, now resting little bit before starting resuming the studying to simulator studies. i think i would be able to start simulator by tomorrow wistfully as if verlet study ends today that has to happen like that.  i thought of finding resources how to deactivate the wifi/bluetooth of computers with images of those circuitry components and antenna stuff. it would be funny the way i demo to wind turbine industry cause i would have to carry even my monitor beside me beside that i5.  of course i would back up software to another harddisk. i mean i thought how i could demo the product without any security leaks. i think 3d printed prototype also would work. i then would need to write an stl file generator to create the prototype components via 3d printrer. ok. i wish simulator shows design is feasible and works so that i can 3d print components. ok. other else in software based demos, i think i would need to carry all m...

 i rested for an hour then continuing this arclength domain including integrator study now.   i wish i could finalize my simulator's integrtor study today. as told would setup a medium post if it works. to fix all around this verlet integrator like stuffs. i think i called my if possible to build (not sure if i can i would work tonight and maybe tomorrow afternoon on this integrator side) then would code the simulator basics and the integrator part. then i should move to multiple atoms modeling studies and dihedral and angular movement modes and also long range force systems beside lennard james. ok then after those also gets accomplished i would try to simulate the design that i thought. yupp :)  first sunday of holiday:) ok meanwhile find some notes to study also here for wind turbine's simulator: https://chem.libretexts.org/Bookshelves/Physical_and_Theoretical_Chemistry_Textbook_Maps/Map%3A_Physical_Chemistry_(McQuarrie_and_Simon) i think this is very nice index t...

 today passed as: cleaning the home as i wake up and had breakfast. (since mom had  suggested to tidy up textbooks cupboards etc and untidiness around as they saw home last night. ) i made as food pasta + meatballs.  and i would put some to freezer since it has been a lot.  i ate too much food.  i had bath after cleaning home. i over talked with mom and dad :D i call them a lot today:D (first to show cleaned home, second to show food i baked) now some coffee and simulation study time. actually its always in my mind some part of it. yupp studying. starts now.  i think i over ate the food i made:S it were my second meatballs cooking try in my life the first one failed a lot in terms of taste. this one were better.  when i make it like just pressed meat on oven on oven paper it becomes too much. i thing meatballs makes to consume less cause when i consume too much i feel heavy all entire day afterwards. this time even if i feel is m very full of food i th...

 i postponed the remaining part of the sprint task to tomorrow. and left at 2pm since i had headache. i want to accomplish this sprint task before holiday starts. but then i think main part is already finished:) just functional tests and just one more table integration like stuffs left:)  i would finish it on tomorrow i think. or Sunday i don't know. or Monday either.  i had to take ache pill 1 hour ago and finally no migraine :)  (i didn't wanted to take ache pill today waited till evening to have it pass then gave up and took ache pill to heal it. it weren't severe ache like yesterday. this migraine sometimes happens to me. today were slight headache not any bad as yesterday. but still disturbing. but now no migraine left as pill started to work yayyy i cant define the happiness of 3.5 weeks holiday :D i have holiday till 21th jan :D found out a Denovali record to listen this evening. Denovali records are awesome.  ok lets continue the simulation project since...

 i think slanders i got were backed/orchestrated by an unknown nonwestern country. due to some other parts of also about stalk/slander incidents. anyway.  anyway.  Merry Christmas! May the new year be happy for all people.  ------ today i am still sick but not bad like yesterday. have still headache but not that level that i had to take ache pill.   today feels like a cosy day with air outside being severely cold and home being hot. after ready tomato soup my headache got lesser weirdly. i make ready fish dish. i have no energy to cook my food but prepare ready dishes today.  this tomato soup tastes awesome. i wish i had 2 more of it. i have 1 left:D really weirdly fixed my headache to some degree.  ok i have some unfinished work, i study to that in tandem. to finish it before next week starts. i want to finish that sprint task. i need to write functional test cases. then may need to add more classes then it would be ready. main part's classes are...