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Haziran, 2020 tarihine ait yayınlar gösteriliyor
came from nice workplace to this nice home. had forgot to eat noon other than some chocolates. so ate some tuna fish ready dish, then also some ~70 calories pasta with vegetables:) nice that i started eating less. aw this natur compagne from bio market, this pasta ai funghi tastes delicious.  I am super lucky cause i have a bio market just in below of my home:) last time i bought lots of ready dishes on yesterday. like this one. which turned out delicious. also tuna ready dishes i bought are super delicious. so nice things from life: would arrange interview with therapist. couldnt manage to attend today but eiuther tomorrow or other day would check in the first interview. i think this therapy thing is the most important thing ever in my life. since i have agoraphobia. and i also cant cope the things e.g. having a psycho stalker that slanders/stalks (that is not any related to any blog readers). i need emotional support.  second very exciting: i would attend the driving license...
i hate my trauma like behavior of my nose's mucus eating that it got worse looking nose:P( first rhinoplasty broke how my nose looked(everyone said how could you let this happen to yourself when looking to my nose after rhinoplasty, were defected). 2.d rhinoplasty somehow fixed 1st defect like rhinoplasty but this time this trauma rel. behavior broke how it looks. anyway. i got used to looking like this. but would have 3rd rhinoplasty and before that would fix this trauma thing.) anyway. tomorrow therapy's interview starts. i wish i fix that. but main thing is having a psycho stalker that stalks/does slander/first 2 years shouted sleep! last 3 years shouts/shouted sell!/smear campaign. for entire 5 years. neverendingly. so therapy's main point is that. its either a stalker psycho neighbour from 5 years ago (either he or she i dont any know whom is stalking me but serdar sleep shoutings happent there) or is it something else like they are animated by commies? i have none ide...
(i wish therapist helps ASAP on how to cope with stalk/smear campaign thingy. lets arrange ASAP) (and maybe helps me find detective resources to learn whom is doing this. i dont even know my stalker. its been happening for 5 years. stalk/slander/smear campaign/ first sleep! shoutings then sell! shoutings and very unnice shoutings that all smear campaign:S) (so i wish blog readers understand its not any related to anyone nor my cry nor anything sad in this blog is to any related to anyone) (its not any related to anyone you know. anyone you know are all decent not bad people. but this thing i confront is pure bad. this smear campaign/sleep! shoutings first 2 years. sell! shoutings last 3 years. this thing i confront is killing of my life to me. with stalk/with smear campaign. i wish i could fastly arrange therapy and start. and also try to reach detectiving resources so that this smear campaigining maniac stalker and his or her helpers cant come to 10kms beside me. i read that its restr...
( i leave bloggng...😶)
i like this home super much🤩
Resim
feels like being inside a forest:
human rights is very important. specifically covering justice topics.  and covering racism. e.g. happy to be in an non racist place i am. but if there were racism, my even complaint as a woman confronted sell! sleep! shoutings, even that would be considered handled in a second level citizenway. or even as "not a human" way.  so i am happy i am not in a racist place. that even my right to live right would not be considered second level or none level at all as i saw in internet such mindsets exist. so happy that this place is not any racists. (i accused internet's some sect in this paragraph. not any physical country or place). racism doesnt show up itself as just targeting one minority. but it also is applicable for entire humanity.  rascism and fascism are very bad things. the one with power doesnt could not define what justice means. even could alter how things happens. but justice's meaning is out of any relation to power/power system. the way its  reacted to a wom...