weird life

tuesday very important day to me. i think what i confronted is really something stasi like. would tell to the victims institution all of the stalk incidents. i reeally think maybe commies behind it. or it were a psycho stalker with stasi methods. how hard period it were to confront that stasi victim's like life for 5 years. that i hadnt understood whats going on (i thought there is an unimportant stalk) in initial 2 years of stalk.  it were really so hard life last 5 years. and i found help finally. before my life were beautiful i think. (before stalk started life) were a really so hard life last 5 years. not any different than one stasi victim's topic is mine as i read to see the similarity. one victim there. with smear campaign. istanbul is 20 million people. my stalk confrontation started there.  i guess its something like commies stalked me. i still strongly think like that. checking remembering all stalk incidents.  cause really looks very similar to historical stasi...

yayyy planning an amazing weekend:) i wouild find somewhere to do boating things. and also next week is amazing sinc ei would talk with stalk victims support group about what to do about my trauma or stalk confrontation situation. the kind guy reserved more than 1 hours. i am super thankful to these kind people. yayyyy finally to talk to people whom understands how destructive confronting sociopathic stalk is. my stalker were either commies ? (stasi?) or a psycho whom  does stasi like acts. i would tell all incidents for 5 years. i want to send infinitely many hearts to that institution for this appointment chance:)<3<3⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮 (again  and again this topic has none relevance to any blog readers' any topics.) infinitely many hearts sent from guh to stalk victims helper organization here⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕⚘💮⁕...

yayy plan to swim not today yet maybe in weeekend yayy some lake. maybe  2 days i would  visit. wander. have picnic. maybe some boat i would hire. or would investigate some canoeing activity.  or maybe just boat. saturday is 29 degree so seems ok. or instead some mountain hiking activity. either lake or mountain side. or camping type of activity i plan to saturday. as told and as told, i would be always super interested to be an agent in noncommie and democratic countries. even if i found help finally. that kind of life also feels exciting:) yesterday i found a coincidence in internet thats like very like in movies (about some jobs about security) if it were not coincidence, and were from a non-commie&democratic country, i would be super interested to apply to:) that kind of life seems the most exciting form of life to me:) i am super interested to:) ok maybe it were just only a coincidence.  but wov. i said wov. if is not a coincidence and is from a noncommie co...

yayy dining some delicious cuisine

yayyy i m gettng help on further tuesday 😊😊😊😊🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈 (about slander/stalk related problem(this topic really has none relatedness to any blog readers truly)) (🎈 counting days to tuesday...🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈)  all days that confronted slander. stalk. smear campaign. that happent 5 years. that iunderstood only happenstance in last 3 years before i thought its nonimpirtsnt stalk. got stalked by a psycho and an organized group that stalked me slandered me like historical stasi.  such nightmare. counting days to help of a local institurion here that helps. its so exciting. to have such nightmare be resolved. be listened. that i find protection against psycho stalker.  itsso exciting&happy that i found help. ❤🤩🌞🌼 from my blog, sending infinitely many hearts to stalk victims helping orgabization here🤩🌞🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈❤ not mention to tears in my eyes when i understood topic that happent to me quite resembles historical stasi like topics (not to be misunderstood, st...

ok i truly like gay people and this has nothing related to any gender. i think my sociopath stalker is a woman. since shouted stalk sociopathy with shouting ex and naive or such words in today's one incident. ok then i wouldnt any sue the stalker since i believe in positive discrimination to gender issues. for since different genders are repressed. i am not any gay neither. the stalker creates unnice characters to me. constant stalk/slander wth even creating worst characters to me. (not about gender. just bitch like topics) ok so i think the way to solve this situaiton would definitely hold no legal sues ot the stalker. since i tyhink there is repression to genders in overall. i just dont know how to survive form a stalk when a stalker creates unreal characters to me and stalks harrasses me like that:S  in stalk incidents it started with bitch characters. and constantly creates fake characters nonreal characters to me aqnd tries to disturb destroy my life like that:S i dont any kno...

my stalker tried to sell my ass in stalk incidents. with shoutiong sleep. and shouting slanders and to isolateme with that to isolate me from help with that i guess. i read from serana's text its a common thingsociopath stalkers do. this slander topic.  i many times heard bad people do stalk women to shout them such things with kind of forcing them with some mechanism. i think my stalkers mechanism in that is slander. creates slanders and stalks also like that. for 5 years. constant stalk. constant following. constant slander. so this is reason i want to get employed in agencies. cause a psycho fixated to turn me to a bitch in other building. and i hadnt even understood that in first 2 years of stalk confrontation. i would think i have a serdar named stalker stalking me. this is why i said i want to fight against bad people. cause i think my stalker is fixated to utilize me for bad reasons. but never could had succeeded either. just stalkedd. but fixated top that and stalks for ent...