weird life

 in recent stalk incidents these months, the stalkers also in along with fake characters creations, fake labels,  (that i hadnt even in understood in first 2 years of stalk) shout some word like "hang".   i think i am stalked by stasi as i repeatedly hundred times said. the psycho stasi tries to destroy enemies with getting role of a malevolent god with creating fake crimes to the targets it select as i also read in internet i observe it happens to me.  it started5  years ago. i hadnt understood whats happening in first 2 years. i thought a serdar is stalking me. then labels stalking me. turned out i confornt character assasination. as i understood it, i entered to trauma which took up 3 years. now i am no more entering trauma when stalk/slander incident happens.  i would to forever fight against dishonesty i confront. i would never give up my fight against sociopathy/dishonesty. let it be surely known. and i am happily in a place where stalkers cant d...

 yayy my bike is coming on tuesday. said it takes 2 3 hours to assemble. i like assembling, so nice:)  then i already started to plan which snowboarding places i would go and how. i think snowboarding is one my favorite activity that i want to learn about last time itgot left in middle.i should by then have a converted driving license.  another thing maybe before buying a car is buying a motorcycle driver license:) and i would also buy first motorcycle i think. since i wonder how motorcycling is.  as told, if stalk/slander incidents happens i would report from here. last day happent from corridor. a slander incident. the stalker likes to do this alot: trying to deceive people as: with shouting things trying to depict me as very low as if i am a person that such sentences would be shouted to. very ugly sentences with very ugly requests words. does this constantly this stalker. tries to deceive surrounding as if i am a person such sentences would be shouted to. the sta...

 stalk slander incident happent in building. the psycho likes to try to deceive people with shouting very ugly requests with trying to depict me very low with shouted sentences. this is the main mehcnaism of this sociopath. i think might as well an ideology be stalking me. but nice topic, i dont any care.. the psycho could shout any ugly requests that are not any related to my universe in any sense. ithe psycho works super hard for stalk/slander:D but this guh cares?  not any more.  i understood that this is the main mechanism of this psycho that stalks me. that asking very ugly super ugly requests that has none relatedness to my world. tries to deceive surrounding with such mechanism. tries to deceive people as if i am a person type that such requests would be asked to.  this the main method of this stalker. trying to deceive others with shouting very ugly requests to the stalk victim with intent of trying to show as if the stalk victim is someone that such ugly req...

 i bought an ebike. i thought options of transportation whilst not having a driving license thats converted. i thought ebike is better than taxi. since it includes more sport/more autonomy in the sense i can go everywhere. though since i dont have alot money i bought quite cheap one. tuesday it comes. its just, i dont know riding bicycle started to become hard. in specifically in wind when wind happens. or i got some weight maybe and it became harder due to that. or i became lazier i dont know. but somehow commuting with non electric bike started become kind of harder task to me.  i am eagerly awating my ebike:) its quite cheap i bought to 465 Euros. i would try to convert my driving license and collect money to buy a car also. but also those winter bikes ebikes seems quite look they look like motorcycles the snow ebikes. with large tires. but they are like in ranges like 1200 Euros or 1500 Euros. i think instead i would initially buy a car when i collect money. i plan to buy ...

beware, you are reading an atheists person's blog. if you are religious i kindly request not to read my silly blog for this page. since it holds some atheists talks.  i kindly request religious people not to any read. cause i dont want to be disliked by them since i talk atheist things:P i like also religious people. so i dont want them to read any this further paragraphs. cause iam an intp. i sometimes conceptualize alot without thinking emotional parts of topics. so in such situations, i kindly request to not read my blog's that parts. since feels insincere. to have a part that might kind of offend blog readers' beliefs/concepts. cause i also like religions even if i am atheist. i mean i have no problems with religions. except i dont want my life to get imposed by any religions' texts except the liberal texts that defines a shared common  moral codes. but otherelse, everyone lives in their own religion. everyone lives their life his her way. i mean i respect religions...