weird life

---------------------------- ok deleted this part since want to focus only one topic not scattered with other topics since i saw a very cool topic:D     ---------------------------------------------  lets hide this part:D --------------------------------- wov. there says apply :D cool!:D   i would apply :D ok cool! :D ok i learnt when some place opens :D ok i would be there at that hour. :D this is cool:D i would be there at opening hour:D or half past opening hour?:) or i am not expected to go there but apply online to such places. i dont know what is meant :)  lets try out:D but dont they expect nationality in applicants? :) ok very interesting coincidences there:D ok i would surely apply to :D i guess its for analyst positions? but it says needs nationality:D i dont have nationality of there?  :)  there coincidences i saw :D of type very interesting:D this is very exciting:) but could i apply whilst without being citizen?  i would be happy to b...

 its so exciting! the violin is coming on tomorrow! ok beside street portrait drawer goal, ok then i would be also a street musician or a cafe musician if i could learn well. ok newly added goal to life.  this weekend planned as: bitcoin completion tonight. of run of single layer that all is coded now i need to test run fix issues of. then weekend:  tomorrow surely some violin training time. and also bitcoin project workings.  i am very excited since violin is coming on tomorrow. and also shoulder support, stickers stuff, 9v battery incase included battery doesnt work, a headphone i bought for violin that which has a cord.  tonight is planned as: i revise the musical theory stuff and start studying violin first. musical notes studying period happens to remember and learn missing info. and also would start studying violin knowledge study from other text book i bought. i have 2 textbooks of music education now. its just so exciting.  aww how fun it would be i...

 heyyy my violin is comin on monday. heyy this time i wish goes easier than the previous learning try.  this is just so happy. i bought an electronic violin.  not Yamaha. (thats for following years if i could learn) its 200 Euros range. perfect for learning purpose. (or might be perfecrt for professional purposes i dont know any. i think coming to prof. level might take lots of years, and i wont be able to come to that level either)     goal is to learn playing summer from 4 seasons. i like summer the most in that. i think people like Bach alot in strings since has interesting melody structures, to me Vivaldi even seeming more dynamic, i dont know what to call since i am not expert any in music, but i think composer in strings i always adored the most is Vivaldi (in strings). in terms of strings, in terms of full compositions list is huge not one.  my dream is being able to play summer named part in that. people say it takes 1 or 2 years training to come to...

 work day ended ~2 hours ago. i rested. then bought a violin to put to backpack also. and would start training again following week . this time bought an electronic violin thinking it might be easier to learn via than wtr to nonelectronic ones? i bought also texts to learn to play violin and also bought musical theory textbook to remember musical notes. if i learn i cant imagine how playing Vivaldi would if could be. it would be very fun:) ok this time i would learn from writings to teach violin not from video tutorials. and also i bought stickers to put musical notes places on violin. i am not initially  used to a -b-c named musical notes. in Turkish it were different note assignments to letters. but would get used to this a-b-c.. version :)    i also bought a damper  but maybe its not needed in electronic violins i dont know if. never had seen any electronic violin before. my nonelectronic violin left in iskenderun home.  that i tried learning from and fi...

work day ended. i were stinking so had shower whilst listening anthropology podcasts. now bitcoin coding time.  yuppp. lets finish single layer's coding on today. i meant run of single layer. then comes multiple layers which means 600K :P (multiple layers means multiple layers of the solver architecture working on single pc, its not multiple pcs not to be misunderstood :) ) . ok if i solve the single layer on today then tomorrow could make it bitcoin's n layers. then other day might add other dependend stuff to have it communicate to client software then first 600k :P  yayyyy my 2 quantum mechanics related textbooks came today:) but qm is postponed to after bitcoin 600k gen. time:) ok i think after bitcoin project wins 600k,  i would pause the qm and instead resume the grad maths study including abstract algebra and measure theory sides and plus dif. geometry and topology is latest to be studied cause depends on all before topics. then would work on qm + a new measure for...

 in meanwhile, a complete unrelated topic:   about my life's stalk slander topic i confronted for 5 years; its an urnelated topic to blog readers. it started even before internet knew my existence. i might been haven given clue  on whom is responsible for my stalk & slandering for 5 years.  some clue from different ways i cant tell about. i were suspecting of that either. as i told i might have been mistagged as a spy, whilst i werent, oine reading i read gave me some name, that that name has made me targeted by nationalists whom hate alot possible spies and made me be targeted. i am not sure of this is exactly like this or not. but i were always suspecting of that person. due to some stalk slander contents. whilst i am not a spy, i confronted something very harsh. i confrontefd character assasination in real life. its horrible. i know Turkey didnt did it either. but i were given a clue on a guys name whom made me be targeted by nationalist colleagues of his...