weird life

 very interesting, i talked with my family and on phone and used one literal that is  very unnice that used in alot idioms in local language when used in a idiom i told i really dislike idioms with that literal cause i confronted a torture of slandering process an exact character assasination that the perpetuators also used that literal. so i said that literal that exists alot used in idioms, i really dont like, because in character assaisntions the dishonest character assinss also used that literal in character assasintion shoutings/slandering incidents various times. this talk passed yesterday on phone and on internet messaging app.  then this morning from street someone shouted such literal, again beloingnig to dishonest character assasination people set i guess these people read our internet. so as i observed this morning character assasination incident, i wanted to write some sentence to the for instance today's character assasintion incident doer:  ------------...

 yupp i decded to try to invent cancer fight medicine when daddy became cancer. hmm i would start with imaging technology. hmm this project beside ai project would be much more priotized. hmm i remember seeing how electron microscope works. now its time to as i learn particle physics physics to devise something noninvasive and better than tomography and second step would be cancer fighting nanobots try. hmm for instance a tomography like device that could show a specific DNA straing having cell locations inside the body and nanobots in real time attacking inside the body that unhealthy cancer cells.  hmm this is my idea. i saw already nanobot rpojects exist. hmm i want to figure out an imaging mechanism to cancer cells through knowledge gained along the time in physics as i continue to study.  i believe its possible to create a tomography alike device that calculates the position of some dna strains that which are cancerous cells and the nanobots would then be moved to th...

Hey I didn't referenced rieman integral versus Lebesgue integral difference in A*B being not singular with also non rieman integratable coverage. I meant in Lebesgue integral wise it does not have a single answer :)  I mean usually one expects convolution to have single answer but it does not have and changes according to sectioning mechanism even in lebesgue integral. And found that very shocking when reading about such topics :) cause I expected A*B (convolve) would have single answer. Slightly similiar to segment sectioning topic this is.   I mean in mt this werent also told of but in another maths topic it were present. Interesting to have such weirdity: to have a nonsingular lebesgue wise convolution oprtr. :) (but there are also A, Bs that have singular convolution result either but some of them have non singular answer, so it could be think as path lifting concept in homotopy concept that when A B has singular convolution result resembles degree of path lifting is ...

 today feels more healthy, yesterday i felt very tired. hmm coming to thought exercises on De Broglie's matter waves, hmm as told postponed. to be delegated to be thought by ai instead of me. since is not interesting right now. i started with enthusiasm but then got fastly bored of :)  since means lots of hardwork (simulation codings to investigate and i need to revise qm right now to do that, being adhd and looking to priotization of tasks (coder ai tasks be priotized earlier) i postponed. since its too much hardwork and i have adhd.  learning theories seems more interesting than coding simulating to check them. that latter one could be later delegated to coder ai project. (ai as an replacement of studies ofme whislt being very adhd) adhd life version be like this. you always want to postpone hardwork stuff. and theories learning seems more interesting. adhd is like always postponing things of hardwork. this topic of simulating glass in my room to understand matter waves...

 guh the theist blogger, is religion status of this silly blogger 

 this click sound in glass that i suspect whether i am conditioning myself to burp when that happens that its not any weird topic, i wish to investigate through already existing  simulators.  hmm qm dynamics revising time. this be hobby project whilst i gave some break to maths studies. i want to investigate possibility of what kind of stuff could be happening in that click sound on glass which i think it must be just me conditioning myself to burp or such and nothing weird. but molecular simulations has been interest to me last winter or summer i think,  to revise some quantum mechanics knowledge,  might buy again some textbook for that. ok seems as fun.  since i would investigate whether my burping is correlated to some phenomena. whether i condition myself to burp everytime a heating/deheating sound comes in home. i guess this home's glass is soda lime. i wonder its heat/deheating properties that it can create some crack sound as result. then i would che...

many times i got misunderstood, not to be misunderstood to restate as i discovered one unwanted  unintentional coincidence with latest blog last blog: ------------------------------    i just wanted to state again i state by Ukraine and find it very horrific that Ukraine country tried to be invaded/designed:S i find it very horrific/terrific/very very very cruel :S and very very very terrific/horrific/insane that a country is tried to be changed/invaded:S i find it very very very very horrific and very very very cruel and very very very terrific that Ukraine's to tried to be forcefully invaded/designed. :S its all very terrific.  i miss alot 1 month ago when dad werent cancer, and unrelated to that when that terrific war hadnt happent. I stand with sovereignity of Ukraine to restate.   this month is truly has been very horrific in all extents. ------------------------ only good things is i had some decisions unrelated to terrific topics and just only r...

 one other human rights abuse of this unknown people set were; they slandered and then they with their slanders shiouted hunt also. i confronted many times hunt word in stalk slandering incidents. its exactly like denial of existence. with preparation of slanders that are untrue. and trying to destroy with persistent harrassment slandering stalk. then i wondered whether if this unknown people set actually did tried a form of genocide intent to me?  cause my right to exist were trying to taken away from me with false defamations attempts and it were happening very repeatedly, i remember hunt word also in 3 years ago stalk slander incident or 4 years ago i think.  and last year also this hunt word also happent in stalk slandering incidents. i just wondered whether if i actually confronted some type of genocide intentionality?  cause they also did dehumanization whilst doing this.  they used a very unnice dehumanization type either. which i even dont want to write....