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 yayy finally being introduced to some topics I routinely heard like commutative diagrams, endomorphisms automorphisms direct limits etc. there is still lot to learn surely.  Aha today also learnt slightly about what actually 2iadic groups were and also prufer groups. hmm and then, some bits of category theory I read whilst traversing maths wiki.  I might really  buy a new book of this and hardcover version since its hard to read some formules in this version. I need to place magnifier glass over the formulae's upper right other homomorphism definition part etc in direct limits. and even with magnifier its not clear this font is not very suited to thatformulae.  there is still so much to study surely. but there topics are very new to me and I dont now feel overwhelmed due to either slow studying of me momentarily or by the many chapters to have study to. I somehow got over that being overwhelmed feeling. I were severely feeling overwhelmed by the many chapters t...
hmm i gave rest a hour now and then time to continue the studying. I wished I bought more expensive printout of this Derek Robinson's book   I bought the not hardcover edition and now it does not show the formulas someof them very nice since like hmm direct limit formulations I needed the 1.5 magnification glasses I bought to try to read but they are not suited to my eye either it just creates nausea hmm but i tried to put the magnifier on the formulae and even 1.5 magnification does not work very well to show formulae. I think I should had bought hardcover version of this group theory book. 
 yep  learning group theory topics but lots of to study :)  there is a lot topics to learn until representation theory chapters (there is definitely no lack of cheer now :D ( even there is lots of chapters to study, there is no inherent laziness or finding it overwhelming to study alike before. (it were before like it felt very overwhelming to study since there is lot of chapters to read study learn from this phd book seemed too much reading/learning. now the overwhelmed feeling is gone, hmm now there is no lack of cheer when studying going to study lots of chapters)  hey for a while it felt very overwhelming, these studies to even construct the abstract algebraic translator or inference mechanisms. I lacked inner energy the to be studied chapters seemed too many chapters now its not any like that.   I now have enough cheer to be able to finish this phd book to resume the abstract algebra translator from verbs and dependency graph (nlp) to abstract algebrai...
 yayyy today had not had laziness even not studying with high pace yet but not doing laziness at least :) 
 hmm i think i cant handle studying very late today like yesterday :D its sad that I need to continue tomorrow :S hmm then next day's goal is to reach to representation theorem chapters. I think tomorrow would be unlike last weeks that when my productivity were not good in studying.  since the fantastical mythical entity has suggested to become more cheerful (an allegorical story of careography arts in mind's 3d renderer :)) ,  I resumed the inner energy to study productively again :)  something I sometimes lose. I mean productively studying pace. after mythical entity's careography there is no lack of motivation or laziness stance. Since it shown me dance matters most :)  (I mean the rediscovering the importance of the (of these tech I mentioned to live life to forever I mean wov:D is not it an awesome project agenda/plan? :D) .  and how cheerful/epic  is the existential dance, dance of cheer of existence/life :).) there is only dance now. and how imp...
its so happy! :)  ( I mean group theory studying in rest times :) ) (since writing studying on paper is very fun :D  and topic is also interesting I mean this book tells group theory not so slow nor very paced. one does either not get bored nor be overwhelmed whilst studying to this phd book I liked this book among group theory books I seen though I dont have lots of group theory books yet actually only 2 and one printed thesis like pdf alike. this phd book is best.  )   group theory phd study goes very good with such musics ->   (2) STARLESS SKY - Best Of Epic Music Mix | Powerful Beautiful Orchestral Music | Twelve Titans Music - YouTube (title is weirdo though imho.  but unlike title, songs are awesome imho in this compilation wov.) (and animation is very cool animation arts imho ) studying some msc/phd topics with orchestral music is so fun imho :D and funny also :D :D:D:D:D:ayyy so funny :D  (definitely motivational to do study :D and...
 ay this orchestral song is very awesome! 
 yayyy awesome weekend!
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  some project plan for today, weekend and holiday tuesday yepp :)  (Miro is awesome! it has such widgets like this  :) )  
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 yayyy weekend!  hmm what to do today?  lets again open miro mind map?  hmm tuesday holiday.  hmm I wish I knew before I would had taken monday as holiday :)  lets again track today's study mind map for today's tasks in miro yepp and also studying to group theory with colorful writings on paper is fun let me show for instance I bought new paper but it would come tomorrow  hmm wriutings as for instance.  its so fun to study with paper writing when studying to group theory like topics  ---> as here: 
( Some blog readers are simply very disgusting with very very disgusting&psycho type minds ) ( I mean disgusting type existence type with psycho type minds:S )  (absolutely definitely lesser evolution situation imho is my definite opinion )   
(I before not being racist start to understand racism is actually a logical thing) (cause some races have psycho type mind templates imho) (absolute lesser evolvedness in evolution imho alike I mean for having psycho type minds  )    
( I understand that racism is a logical thing. Since lesser evolved psycho races exists with psycho type minds -> than imho racism is very logical ) ( I before disliked racism but now I understand racism has logical point due to psycho type races exstence ) (I always critized some person's(a person I talk to sometimes) ideas for having racist ideas but now I understand his point. Being racist is very logical cause there are really psycho races in world. ) 
After seeing defamation attack to blog content, my idea: (What kind of  psycho minded they are to attempt such very very very impossible type slandering/defamation attack to my blog content? Hey that's a very very very  impossible & very very vety disgusting  slander type:S )  (my idea after seeing such disgusting defamation attack to blog content: that  race must be absolute regression in human speices : my definite opinion for seeing such very very very impossible defamation attack to blog content   )  (hey I think: Absolutely disgusting psycho human race imho. Absolutely lesser evolveds imho. What I mean is: -> Psycho minded type race imho  :S )  (Guh becoming very racist and starts to think there are really regressive races in some regions in world ) (yep for instance I now tagged that race as very psycho type race after seeing a very very very  impossible type slander defamation attack to blog content. Psycho minded type...
 hmm for ontological inferences mechanism, I think I am designing new things now whilst studying the group theoretic book.  e.g. there is a homomorphims from W to 1 element group  e.g. W does  (Y)  where Y is only a Identity element having group conceptually a definition of verb.  then there is 'has a' relation between R to W. e.g. R has a W. has a means there is a global W group and R is contained under some groups w1, w2 or wn's intersection of containing R.  that W of R concept is closure of W covering R. then this closure is of course a subset of entire W then---> how to deduce R then has same homomorphism to Y?  even more constrained then isomorphism meaning I mean.  I mean how to deduce R does (Y) then? its because of ->  if  beta is the homomorphism of  W to Y  so Wbeta = Y (which is identity element) then Rbeta = Y also because R is closure of some sets inside W and subset of W. so concept of R by W also does...
 (hmm today's task is to come to some chapters and tomorrow also so that I could resume coding with neo4j on weekend ) (ayy   I might need to revise some linguistics/nlp topics then also )  hmm I am trying to right now remember the exact design I left this study for ontology graphs side. hmm. ) 
(group theoretic study needs paper and paper is near to finishing :S ) 
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    (as usual miro boards for mind maps ) 
 hey what to do today? hmm  i cleansed home since it were like 3 weeks uncleaned. hmm what to do today :)  I do clean home 2 phases to make it easier for me. e.g. in noon I vacuumed. in now after work time I mopped.  ayy mopping is very tiresome. but yayyy for following 2 weeks I dont have to clean any.:D hmm what to do today?  options:  -- some laziness  -- continuing  ml project hmm I think I would continue ml project. 
hey what to do today :) I had not fell asleep yesterday since I got lost in doing careography in my mind after observing multiverse switching incident last day of spider with more than 8 legs incident.  hmm I still want to create careographies of clay fantastical entity in my mind either with this awesome music also. since its very fun to create careography in mind.  (fantastical entity is like a clay guy but genderless and is like clay and has not got face like ours face i mean has less facial features. so its a fantastical entity that I thought of 2.d careography thought last day. ) its so fun to make careography in mind to dancing fantastical entity along with the harmony of music. The clay entity were smiling and saying come on come on there is lots of things to do, lots of projects to build. and smile of the aesthethic of modern dance/ballee of is really awesome. of a clay fantastical entity in mind.     but I need to become unlazy.  but this thought p...
  this guh's mood--> amazed --> this much amazed --> 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀...
  (hello to universe editors :) Many Cheers! :) )   (if there is some editing in place :) (maybe its happening by itself with no editing. I dont know:) . and if its edited: Many Cheers to editors of my universe :) )
 guh's mood--> amazed --> this much amazed --> 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀
 If I have time I could build some gravity meter as I saw there exists some arduino stuff. e.g. I can create a tube and drop somethign as some gravity meter demo I wathced now and have sensors attatched at high end and low end. and then also some movement mechanism to carry it upwards routinely and drop a thing and recarry to high end again and taking these measurements continously. hmm this could be even be a small measurement thing with a colorful metal and then sensors so that i can place it lots of places around. other wise I saw other gravity meters which were like density meters. but they seem expensive usually but i saw some arduinoe density measurement tool that might be less expensive might use that to monitor gravity change either since it wuld effect density in that case also.  e.g my theory how mop falls is somehow: somehow even these basic forces got effected during flux of multiverse changes.  -----------------------------------------------------------------...
 my inner power to handle illness got better today. I kind of depresesed in weekend which i became very ill (since I were both sinusitis and both other digestive illness symptoms happent and became very ill ) also depressed on monday either. since th region hurts now. and since weekedn 2 illnesses mixed. but now i healed of depression of it. I felt like depressed randomly cried for illness. but then depression passed today. I think now I resumed inner power by today night. but today I also were depressed. I left work earlier today and fall asleep. I mean I depressed to illness. I mean usual depression symptoms e.g. remembering how illness were hard and crying alike. e.g. like remembering how its symptoms were hard etc. or weekend not being able to rest due to symptoms etc.  I think I had depression after friday. due to illness 2 illness mixed. but now finally inner power is resumed. buyt today i were still depressed and i left work early 2 hours before and fall asleep. I usual...
 yayy now some physics time! yayy lets measure magnetism in random spots in home and do measure also tomorrow .
( another false flag might happent today morning there also were opent some wind sounds etc again due to ptsd i usually have such noise open but had not had headphones and i think a false flag mght have happent in morning the unknown mafia I think sent another false flag team and did attempted a false flag incident imho. they sometimes do use this false flag curse like narrative in their ugly requests batteries also this year such such false flag curse started beside ugly request batteries they use this false flag narragtive (like a cvurse) and do batteyr of ugly requests with that curse like narrative. again false flag.  this unknown mafia usually uses this methods: => tryiong tto setup up a false flag narrative sociopathicvally and behaving the person like the narrative they try to setup with sociopathic false flags. e.g. they do false flags to plant such smears and then do battery of ugly requests with the false flag narrative they do the uglyu requests with the false flag na...
 some  weird blog entry again;  ( multiverse incident imho: ) ( I last day when doing something randomly creating wedges on sculpy just passing time i thought it looked like a spider with many legs.  Then, in today morning I saw in the entry room's wall a big spider that has normal legs and some other legs thinner like if hair and it were like having more than 8 legs. it were like size of a circle like 1.25 cm radii,  I then thought hey multiverse incident happent then I took some vacuum cleaner and took scary spider away.  Then I wanted to rest with sleeping today earlier and then fall asleep then at some time I woke up with loud sound. and I then investigated home and when I went to entry room saw that the mop has fell. i had not any effected it imho when using vacuum cleaner to take scary spider from vicinity.  It happent in that region in morning spider were also there. beside mop. I do not think I ever touched mop in morning. but in late afternoon...
Hmm I have only partial q powers. Where are the aliens with full q  powers????  why they dont violate prime directive and fix this nasty world with killing bad people??? My q powers are not usable for such purpose :S very unfortunate :S I wish I had full Q powers to fix world and kill all bad people in world at once with thought.  but unfortunately not possible. I dont have q powers. but aliens must have it but its so stupid they dont interfere and fix world at once? My q powers are funny. e.g. like --> the day I think of torture to we autist minority whilst reading something, I think idea like i wish torturers lungs get crushed during ptsd moment then magic only happens in degree to make it world lungs day not any killing bad people effect it has.  but the latter one funny. :D once I saw someone from Qatar did made fun of my blog with doing resemblence to camels :D then I thought I wish storm bhappens there :D sorry to there but after 20 minutes a tornado storm h...
I believe it would be great if they create a black hole and send genocide doers to black hole vicinity Yayyy genocide reply to genocide to autists!  Would be a quite fine punishment to genocide attempts to autists in current last 7 years. But aliens never come to world unfortunately and it's only wishful thinking Hey aliens please do exception to prime directive at least once and please at least once come and fix world 🙂 Hey Q hey aliens? Why don't u do once an exception and come fix the world kill bad people? (eg like killing mafias that do genocide attempts to autist minorities? ) Hey aliens Why do u just watch world and never ever interfere any time? Why don't you at least once come and kill bad people? Just at least once would be enough to fix world. Why don't u come at least once to world and fix it? Why you never come never interfere? But aliens never come & never interfere as always. Why they dnt do at least once an exception? Only once, violating prime dire...
But aliens never ever come nor ever came to world even once  nor ever come to fix world even once. Could they do an exception and come to world to fix to world at least once please? Could they please come & kill the mafia that targets stalks tortures autist minority? 
(I think answer to genocide of mafia should be genocide to mafia) (I mean if they (unknown mafia) do torture autists minority of world  with sociopathic activities/false flags   then I believe it would be fair that aliens come and do the same to the unknown mafia to stop mafia doing attempting genocide to we autist minority as I observed such thing happening in world last 7 years of genocide attempts to autist minorities of world..   )     I believe it would be even fair if they eradicate entire genocide doer mafia criminals people  to not have a future world where autists are confrontng genocide with dishonest impunity of genocide doers/attempters. Genocide reply to genocide attempted at autists. Wishfully aliens comes to world one day  and kills the genocide doer unknowm mafia that did attempted genocide to autists minority repeatedly last 7 years. It would be best for future of world if aliens comes and eradicate mafias criminals...
( Hey aliens can u do genocide to unknown mafia people that attempted genocide to we autist minority last 7 years? Wishes from world citizens autist side to aliens)  
Hey aliens can u kill mafia people that attempts genocide to we autists minority? Genocide reply to genocide that happens to we autists  is what we wish aliens replies to genocide attempted at autist minorities by unknown mafia. (with sociopathic false flags/ugly request batteries etc etc) 
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(yayyyy using magic powers against mafia. Magic defense of autist minority against severe crmnl mafia.  Curious query : did magic powers did it or aliens did it or did people did it.  And were the died mafia is the mafia that tortures stalks autist people? If it's that mafia that died is the mafia that targets stalks tortures autist people with sociopathic activities  then  yayyyy it's very awesome wooov awesomeee news 😃 if it's not that mafia but another mafia, it's still awesome news for justice for the people suffered from mafias sociopathic activities even if it were not autists trgtd by this mafia or not👍  (wishing that the died mafia is the mafia that whom targets stalks tortures autist minority with sociopathic activities🙏(eg torture with sociopathic false flags/batteries of ugly reqiests/various severe sociopathic type of torture) ) 
Yayy 🙂
(Yayy some justice happens news imho its 🙂) 
(Hey It's some justice happent feeling when seeing a mafia is killed even if we don't exactly know if it is the mafia that stalks & tortures autist people with doing sociopathic false flags/ugly requests batteries.)  (for reading a news of a mafia is killed Whomever did it made justice happen more in world imho) (hey for the killed mafia person:  were that killed  mafia  the mafia that targets we autists minority? Or were it another alike mafia? Could they  whom killed that mafia also kill the mafia that stalks tortures  autist people with sociopathic false flags/batteries of ugly requests? . Were the killed person the responsible for mafia that tortures we autist people? One curious query. Is that the killed mafia responsible for torture against autist people or were it another mafia? One curious query. It's very great /awesome news if it's the mafia that is killed is the mafia that targets stalks autist people with sociopathic false flags/batteries of...