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 yep family gathering helped alleviate trauma (of last a week's horrendoues news as mentioned before which we world citizens also created theories to horrific airplane crash news which very terrified and traumatized we world citizens either)   

 hey people how day passed -> I had been all time with family gathering until now (family gathering to celebrate new year)). i got bored at some timepoint. my funny cousin were very like too drunk faika aunt and ece cousin helped to leave ece cousin to home whom become funnily very drunk. hmm they drank raki.  i drank gin+cola drink.  I think i tried raki before and couldnt drink alot.  some kind of very heavy drink type it is.  but gin+cola were awesome. (not heavy drink type like whisky or raki etc) plus I always hate the day after getting drunk -> e.g. too much headache if drink alot. so i took care not to drink alot. since hate being sick the other day after getting drunk. figured out that this side of my family (my dad's side cousins) have some drink culture. of drinking raki together raki and mezes like hummus or so.  which i dont have such culture alot. so i started to get slightly bored and it were lucky that one of cousins got overdrunk that ...

Hey if not misheard, some time ago, the  ferikoy mafia trans les mafia crime syndicate attempted stage 5 despicable  fab ops/false flag with defamatory slurs to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops/false flag to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops&false flag along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal m...

Yep @family gathering for new year celebration (it's required to place new year celebration hats as required my cousin :) )   

 Hey if not misheard, some time ago, the  ferikoy mafia trans les mafia crime syndicate attempted stage 2 despicable battery along with fab ops/false flag with defamatory slurs to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops/false flag to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops&false flag along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detec...

 i think i would drink some whisky to help alleviate trauma of horrendous airplane crash news last a week.     not possible to forget thinking about horrendous world news unless drinking some is my idea for todaythen i thought lets drink to see if it helps trauma alleviation.  there i found some partial ballantines at home dont know if mine from many time ago (from 2016s when i stayed at this home some time) or  if not mine either.  but i thought a required time to drink some.  since i cant stop thinking of conspiracy theories of horrendous airplane crashes which terrifies and traumatizes me. so maybe drinking would help for today to trauma condition of horrendous airplane crash news last a week.  I just cant stop thinking conspiracy theories about which is very horrifying /terrifying imho. so better get drunk i thought instead of constantly thinking about this airplane crash news which is horrendous and severely horrific and terrifies :S let...

Hey if not misheard, some 10  minutes ago, the  ferikoy mafia trans les mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops/false flag to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops/false flag to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops&false flag along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attem...

seconds ago, newly had read sad news of passing away of Jimmy Carter which we read from obituaries that is an severely awesome/amazing world leader that all life dedicated life to help promote peace and to helping all world in an awesome amazing career of helping world all life long. What a cool career and how cool to live a life like that. (all life dedication to help world/help all humanity with helping world issues all life long. Quite Cool!).

(imho,  one can not exclude the possibility of trrst attack attempted to defame boeing firm alike horrendous possibility. ) ( one can not also exclude insane airplane pilot plotting trrst attack.  due to political turmoil in there last weeks, airplane captain getting mentally insane alike horrendous situation. ) (one can not also exclude possibility of external trrsts hacking aircraft to remove landing gear function of plane alike horrendous possibility ) lots of horrendous possible trrst attack to consider imho :S i think its very possible that last 2 airplane crashes are trrsm imho :S very horrendous /terrifying. 

yep hey people. if our psychology gets healed from reading horrendous airplane crashes last week (very terrifying/traumatizing to even read of :S)  gosh I cant stop thinking very evil terrorists are attacking to airplanes alike possibility.  very horrendous terrifying and horrible and even very traumatizing to read news of :S We world citizens got shocked and terrified of last week horrendous airplane crash news :S  how horrendous :S yep last day has been passed with reading conspiracy theories and one can not stop thinking conspiracy theories after 2 airplane crash horrendous news per a week :S Then had not been able to study ml algos due to anxiety overload situation after such horrendous news :S been reading about news and conspiracy theories afterwards constantly.  world became a very crazy planet :S ok but resting a day helped relieve trauma feeling after last day definitely been traumatized by very traumatizing to read of air plane crash news :S very horrendous...

 when thinking of these airplane crash news and when thinking of possible conspiracy theories about, i still want to scream of trauma also today. seems as resting a night had not that much relieved traumatized situation.

  Hey if not misheard, some minutes ago the  ferikoy mafia trans les mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops/false flag to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops/false flag to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops&false flag along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods att...

Hey if not misheard, some time ago the  mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attempted in every city)  So we are fighting against a world wise despicab...

 yep today passed as: hmm morning and partial afternoon passed with taking care of grandma and her other grandma guest. then we had also my cousins family guest then later I went to city to an computer place to sell my second laptop and vr headset.  then turned out guy there would come 1 hour later. then in tandem i traveled sat there by sea. then i returned back and continued taking care of grandma tasks. then I rested and continued awaiting my mom to come home (since my mom went to Gurun as mentioned before for funeral of a relative (guher aunt's husband has passed away due to heart attack) )  then last hours i been awaiting my mom alike then last hour been chatting my mom. then so today I had not had time to spare to study to ml algos project due to this topics. ( since had task of taking care of grandma since mom went to Gurun (they had left in dawn alike today) )    I am severely tired so now i would rest now. but wishfully tomorrow i would be able to study...

some detail from one fab ops of these criminals today, in fab ops the criminal shouted "smearing_intending_literal ! call!" visibly in fab ops some other members of mafias are calling these criminals(and impersonating me alike I speculated due to this detected fab ops content? :S ). hmm if we had GSM mobile phone registry data we could then figure out this mafia crime syndicate easily. unfortunately i dont work in GSM IT to reach out such data to decipher this mafia crime syndicate org.   (plus that type data of GSM registry data is not open to we civilians either. even if i worked in GSM it i wouldnt have reach out to such data i infer ) no worries, even if we dont have mobile stations  registration data (GSM stations registry in surrounding GSM stations) of criminals to decipher/infiltrate these mafias' crime org, we would eventually with cloaked robots wise detectiving wise infiltrate all mafia crime organization of this mafia trans les crime syndicate of ferikoy (and ...

 today passed until now alike ->  getting up at 4 in dawn since mom is going to gurun city with relatives (since one of relatives has had funeral last week (a heart attack had 80s alike relative passed away (husband of my guher aunt(yep my aunt is also called guher alike me:)) ) ) and they are now doing funeral process of gathering etc. then fall asleep again afterwards. then woke up and been doing care of grandma until then (since mom is not at home and at Gurun today)  meanwhile some I told you topic -> (I told you that my multiverse traveling wont have worked out -> I knew it wont work out --> ) the multiverse traveling to travel to a universe where despicable mafia crime syndicate  is already defeated  did not worked out. still in same universe where mafia militia of ferikoy les trans mafia and abroad extension attempts crime violence  with sociopathic methods (with always failure either).    so as told, i dont have enough multiver...

    Hey if not misheard, some time ago the  mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attempted in every city)  So we are fighting again...

 yep i would try to do multiverse travel now :) for a hour :) i know it happens when brain connections branch out. possibly in serotonin dopamin increase. e.g. when watching star trek, one is energized brain of since its very itneresting sci fi right? interesting story line which possibly alot branches out circuits in my mind and  possibly increases serotonin dopamin due to watching an interesting sci fi show that which I like genre of |(sci fi with very most sci fi stories, no dramas, no action, but just pure sci fi, the genre i like most of any novel or any tv show) hmm my grand dad had epilepsy. possibly has had high dendrites energizing level or so i guess? or more dendrites connectiviy per synapse? dunno. or maybe there it were coincidence and he had not had such dendrites wise slight more connected brain structure but just epilepsy due to maybe accidental wise concussion or such things dunno.  hmm but its also possible that my dendrites proton pump or that brain neu...

   Hey if not misheard, some many hours ago the  mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attempted in every city)  So we are fighting again...

 yayyy my topoi book came so I could finish studying without have to print chapters today :) hmm first listening some traveling nebulas music time :)  meanwhile today passed as -> - first lots of guests visited for tea/coffee on morning. (selver/mustafa family, yildiz family etc etc) - then we went to visit my dad on noon time - then on returned back we drank some coffee in cuma uncle/faika auntie then came home had spent some spare time more until now. and now time to resume ml algos project :)

 I am slightly tired but this day passed like hmm first commutting my mom to city then also guesting family guests  (e.g. fatma/sevil cousin then turkan/ismail relatives etc) had not had time to even  scratch my hair alike until this hour.  (unusual day normally i have alot time to study to ml algos project during day)  now time to some time to listen galaxies traveling music(flying through galaxies/nebulas music) and then resume the ml algos project study. 

 yep today started with:  got up late today then helped some daily house tasks.  then would also commute my mom to city for some tasks then yep that be it. then would resume the awesome ml algos project! yayyy :) hey people we would invent warp tech by 2025 mid of second quarter :) so much exciting times ahead! We would build Star Trek alike space ships and also warp capable space cities! hmm so today continues by finishing topoi book. yep :) I constantly print out topoi book since i constantly miss the chapters printouts. I also bought a print book before then i couldnt pick up fromc cargo so I rebought and eagerly awaiting to receive book since its kind of boring to constantly reprint chapters of this topoi book.  hmm later some guests came to home after i commutted my mom to city and back to home. then been sitting with guests until now.  yep now time to resume awesome ml algos project!

  Hey if not misheard, 5 min ago the  mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this fab ops along crime attempt is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempts, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attempted in every city)  So we are fighting against a world wise ...

 yayy came to the library of abstract maths topoi information -> initializing with Lawvere books (nah I already read one Lawvere book but currently not reading Lawvere but first topoi book finishing time!) .  so now topoi book studying starts!  hmm i think i read before chapter 6 to chapter 10 but not in detail. but i definitely had not learnt proficiently yet. so i restudy now. since I really had not learnt chapter 6  and i think its most important there since defines soundness and completeness theorems etc and introduces logic systems definitions etc. 

 yayyy! time to now revisit topoi book.  first task.  try to finish restudying chapter 6 and couple of chapters and then tomorrow to finish  the topoi related task.  yep we have 2 tasks ahead ->  -> warp invention (nah not that challenging imho is my initial opinion on warp invention task ;) )  -> cloaked robot tech to deploy against globe wise mafia crime syndicates to make it impossible to attempt crime (for globe wise mafia crime syndicates) 

 hey people, how today passed? -> today the furniture that my mom bought before has came. so morning were like passed with people assembling furniture then later weekly/daily helping home tasks alike.  then had some rest. then on  evening commutted my mom to furniture place since the desk in living room in front of armchair did not any went nice with the new furniture, so went to furniture place to check for desk to place between furniture. then we also bought a decorative tall lamp beside armchair.   then went back home and had spent some time with my family then now went to my room and writing this blog entity now  hmm there is some mechanical task i need to help to fix some utinsil at home now then would resume ml algos project yayy! :)  

 I dislike sometimes whilst trying to traverse page since web browser works slow sometimes in phone, I click (without intending to) unrelated news links  whuilst actually trying to scroll page or go to second page alike :S

 Hey 5 min ago the  mafia crime syndicate attempted despicable battery and fab ops to attempt to smear along with battery  (to report whenever detected) (this is their detected modus operandi method of crime attempt, this crime les trans mafia of ferikoy crime syndicate attempts crime along with fab ops to attempt both despicable crime and all along fab ops to attempt to smear  the crime/criminal violence/batteyr attempted ) (very sociopathic crime methods this crime syndicate of ferikoy's trans les mafia crime syndicate uses in attempting most despicable batteries repetitively with always fab ops along with battery)  i think these trans les mafia syndicate of ferikoy must be worlds one most sociopath and most worst criminals and its visible these most severe criminals have alot mafias in alot world cities (as detected same criminal methods attempted in every city)  So we are fighting against a world wise despicable crime syndicate in this topic.  Plea...

 hmm i now fastly went over reading about Friedmann–Lemaître–Robertson–Walker metric - Wikipedia to then understand that my initial comments to holographic principle is definitely incorrect. since this symmetric space with riemann manifold topic has all the generalism this topic requires imho.  although hmm  still yet unsure of the initial basic ideas there being yet not very well abstract thought.  or maybe I need to read more to retract that.Since i still dont know about the how this holographic principle were exactly thought upon. I mean the entropy over surface topic but not volumn wise entropy type differences. how did they came up to that is yet unclear to me. I mean that simple surface versus volume replacement seemed kind of very simplistic methodology that I reacted as I did not liked the abstraction here. of course occam's razor is always more logical thought method. but still, i mean there is yet alot simplistic thinking to say entropy is per surface wise ...

 hmm newly reading about AdS and retracted my comment to the lack of abstraction type wrong inference I had thought of initially. hmm specifically after reading about Einstein's Lorentzian space time definitions. yep there is there the abstraction I find quite good level unlike the 101 wise introduction to holographic principle which lacked a lot definitive details of AdS either.  so my comment is becoming idiotic in this recent knowledge I saw. so retracting not enough abstraction comment.  I mean this lorentzian specialization in Einstein space time def I see is not there in the holographic principle's 101 introduction which made me wrongly conclude as if there is not enough applied abstract  mathematics there. hmm but still i think it makes sense to think still there is not enough abstraction in holographic principle (although not knowing it in detail just heard 101 idea of, so I might be erring. but still I mean the lack of chance to generalize the theorem easily...