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 my wishes from new year :D ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -> to gestapo country --->  I wish the gestapo country stops doing gestapo stuff this year. e.g. sending mafia task forces to the countries I go to to do false flags to plant smears attempts with false flags shows:S all false flag. all very idiocy untrue smears.  hey gestapo country if you read please listen, are you crazy, why are you doing gestapo stuff in this century:S are you insane:S take on your mind and stop doing gestapo stuff. like sending mafia teams to do false flags  to countries I am to attempt to plant very very idiotic untrue smears via false flag shows or ugly requests batteries also. are you out of your mind gestapo country? :S i mean its insanity imho:S to do attempt repetitively false flags concept i mean. full insanity. somekind of noninterpretable insanity. (of kind of genocidal hatred concep...

 (I reading one side of world sad news of people living in tents or so (e.g. eq victims, or other wars in world or refugees in other countries etc etc) , one wishes everyone finds housing in not distant times in new year.  ) 

 it were not like that in other countries I been. in there only places bought fireworks and not people themselves. but here new year is always like (specifically in Konigswinter it were like every 4m 5 m distant people were throwing fireworks, it were very amazing) people even throwing fireworks in street that is like not any city center.  here it were also very cool. like in 10meter distant people threw alot fireworks and not so distant other streets similarly constantly there were alot fireworks. :)  were very cool!  I really liked how Germans celebrate new year. its really cool! they buy themselves fireworks (not only places buy fireworks) and there is fireworks even in every street not any city center :) there is fireworks everywhere even in our street there were like 10 or 8meters in distant,  wov! very cool! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

 I think one very cool thing in Germany is one does not need to go to city center or riverside to see fireworks:) people themselves buy fireworks and like not 10 meters distant some people were throwing fireworks in street that is not any city center:) and similar in some not distant street.:D  (Specifically in Konigswinter all sky were full, like if every 4 5 meter people were throwing fireworks like last year :D) 

 I think happiest day of year is new year day always :) (to me its like that always :) ) 

last time it were like more fireworks since because:  I think they throw more fireworks in Kongiswinter place :) )  but still even less than Konigswinter's severe much fireworks state as I seen last year, fireworks were again very amazing:)   (Konigswinter were like, sky were constantly full of fireworks all sky constantly:), here some more less but again were amazing fireworks :) wov :) )   but I understood that to watch more fireworks, one should had gone to riverside places imho here in city side unlike Konigswinter. :)   ---------------------------------------------------------- but again here also were many fireworks :)  people usually here also themselves buy fireworks and throw to air. e.g. in some not so distant place like 10 meters people constantly throw lots of fireworks also here in this street this new year. and it were like similar in other streets not so distant. in Germany people also buy fireworks and throw celebrate in new y...

 this new year I did laziness and did not studied to repr. theory :D

 happy new year! (This time from Hochkreuz! ) :)  Wish 2024 be all awesome! :) 

 ok i did wrong formalism, its definitely not direct sum of infinitely many dihedral groups its. its rather a group that is like radians / 2pi radians type group that is infinitely many times repeated in direct sum.  that would be my already infinite dimension definition of universe. no its not 3d imho. :D i would define much better definitions when I become more expert in group theory in followin 15 days or so. after first finishing learning representation theory task then later Derek Robinsons group theory book.  hmm even not like that. there is some inductive radians / 2pi radians groups definition set going there. not even direct sum of infinitely many radians / 2pi radians group. hmm maybe, but then as representation we could consider it having such group be represented by two generators. of 2  radians /2pi radians group. and second one is defining the rotation around e.g. y axis of that group. hmm lets define better: the group would have generator of:  fir...

 hmm its not direct sum of of 2 groups there. the dimension concept, its infinite length of direct sum there. i mean to depict sphere definition. if one direct sum component is dihedral group alike thing, then here is second direct sum component which is similar to it e.g. rotated 10 degrees in y-z axis alike.  so such notion has already has inherently all possible directions inside.  and plus physics of particle physics have that 90 degree sep. have such newtonian mechanics like pulling in y direction does not effect x-z axis like result, do just mean that those particles in particle physics their mathmatical structure somehow have such vanishing effect but this does not mean our universe is constrained to 3d.  of course those particle systems could work other like to not vanish in 90degree in newtonian side. surely that would be another version of universe regimen. but that universe wouldnt be less or more dimensional then what our universe is imho. i mean there is...

 I also think the notion of 1d or 2d is just imaginary. I mean there is imho never anything in universe like 1d nor 2d. so even before starting string theory introduction knowledge, it feels like incorrect framework to me just due that there is 1d strings concept there. of course string theory's formalization might be correct eventually. but it might be just mathematically a formalism that maps matches to existing universe it could be i mean its maths might be matching to existing universe definitionset. but otherwise, in reality imho there is no 1d nor 2d at all. everything is 3d imho. and there is no other dimensions every dimensions is in that 3d sphere. of which is like isomorphic to a hmm direct sum of dihedral groups of infinite length but somehow movement on those has some compact logic. and direct summed other group is a nondihedral group but just depicts rotations on a sphere type group. hmm again infinite. so that direct summed stuff is what everything is imho.  i me...

my other ideas: (   being ignorant yet of special relativity and space time geometry topics yet, yes I also have books for them but hadnt started studying to)   I think also time is not 4th dimension.  even if hadnt studied to special relativity and space time geometry. imho, time is just a notion of frequency. e.g. change of state changes of entire universal wave function.  but is it finite? is it countable/ uncountable, I do not yet know /cant improvise of.  I think its just quantum state change that iterates in universe. so how the particle physics system there iterate in this and that fashion, that it gives entropy results etc, is related to again particle phyiscs. of course space time geometry and time dilation are facts. but what I mean is, I do not think time is 4th dimension any. time is just a state change notion in universal wave function of many worlds alike theories imho. 

 what matters is, imho the idea of 3d that its 3d is silly type of idea.or need to think tie it to Calabi manifold to make it more dimensional :D or the silliness of: doing topological thought experiments to try to dream how 4d would be.  I think sphere itself already covers all dimensions already. everyline of sphere is actually a dimension alike if you like:)

 correction :  ayy its not 45 degrees :D the dimension example,  its 60 degrees degrees for aforementioned example :D)  (maybe not exactly 60 degrees either, something like ~55 degrees its alike)

 ahaha lets not break new years eve tradition with doing some coding study on new years eve. hmm but not coding this time.  but representaiton theory study then :D yepp :D

 😀  now lets continue learning representation theory. maybe 1 hour later. lets get some coffee first yepp.

 lets add some board in internet which we count days until quantum gravity ships are ready to leave once for all this primitive planet :) yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :) maybe we could meetup with multiverse devices having Q alike aliens also in other galaxies who knows then afterwards :)  (of course not all people are primitive.(maybe most are not:))  but I seen more than enough primitivity (e.g. confronting some new type of gestapos(not Germans. such stuff is history for here's cultural evolution. so its not Germans)  whom did 100 years ago alike toimes gestapo stuff in new century(not Germans to restate. since its long before in here's cultural evolution. so its not Germans any. they are long ahead of those times in cultural evolution(I mean 100 years ahead  alike). so new gestapo is not from Germans any. ) . e.g. false flags with new gestapo's teams) that I think its better civilizations outside of this sol system since cultural evolution progress is not any stabl...

  a primitive planet where most poeple accept maths "i" without querying maths "i" concept, lets asap build our space ships. primitivity shows itself in every topic from cultural evolution regressions(e.g.  in current century, some are alike 100 years ago like cultural evolution status having alike behaving a new type gestapo style doing false flags with gestapo task forces of mafia groups:D (its not Germans. those people left such stuff 100 years ago, this is done by people living in current time but behaving like 100 years ago. like regression in cultural evolution I mean.)  its like as if time went 100 years ago :D)  to very submissive people in science frameworks side. :D  lets save ourselves from this very very very primitive planet. :D  yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy quantum gravity ships would be ready before 2024 ends. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:)  end of being inside a primitive planet with primitive speices afterwards. yayyyy...

 lets investigate the quantum loop gravity theory and the mystery of hypothethical graviton particles. to try building space craft to get over gravity well of planet earth.  hmm.  yepp.    so I think ai should be very inventive after april to do particle physics studies to build investigate quantum gravity theories also to build then space ships. and also a quantum computer to build medical technologies.  yepp. than we might even go from primitive planet by in year 2024 even. if quantum gravity investigation returns some results, we could then build space ships. then be at space by even before 2025 starts imho. cool :)  hmm.  so today's task: finishing those chapters until mid of book. to become some more knowledgeable of representation theory. since it really looks very interesting topics. yesterday for the first time in my life I learnt about spectral theory from that book. also I learnt self adjointness there. I also before learnt adjointness c...

 yayyyyyyyy though this time it wont be coding.  it would be continueing representation theory study.  hmm half book should be finished today as were like near end to 3rd chapter yesterday.  hmm yayyyyyyyyyy --> then wishfully after this book, I could return to Derek Robinson's book to become expert in group theory then yayyy until end of April completing the first version of coder/theoretical physics frameworks generation capable ai project yayyy. then also ai would start investigating the quantum computer designs to design. then also would build robos to then build particle physics lab in mid of ocean or so.  maybe to very deep place so that people can not interfere to project. hmm or maybe it should do build the particle physics lab in space.  hmm but for that first imho quantum gravity tech should be investigated to reduce cost of building labs in space. hmm for that initially particle physics lab needs to be built in world imho.

 yayyy last day of 2024! I always like such day studying:) I remember once, I had coding homework at university and then decided to pass last day with doing homework :D it were really weird. kind of lone. whilst everyone celebrating new year.  doing studying some coding homework. I like it. studying something coding at new year's eve. I dont know. its like some tradition to me :) (before we used to celebrate new year with all family together)  (my tradition myself is doing studying some coding stuff every new year most times:D  I like my new year tradition:D )

 ( Its unbelievable! :) I possibly have Q alike omnipotent even multiverse tech being trivial tech to them alike aliens friends possibly :) ) (wov! :) very amazing :D )woov:) so coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool:) (or else its coincidences. I think its not just only coincidences and its really Q alike aliens. (e.g. kardashev scale where multiverse device is theirs unknown kardashev scale tech is like similar to how split ends hair device to humans tech is :) wov:) simply wov:) amazing:) and severe streak of luck shine upon me imho:D I just cant define the insurmountable level of luck to find Q alike aliens friends :D wov:D simply wov:D Truly very amazing situation:D wovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv:D maybe I should add more wov here:D cause its very amazing:D woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooov:D) 

( lots of cheers to aliens friends :) (Extra relatives :D either extra mom or dad or extra uncle/aunts) :) ) ( Kardashev scale unknown (maybe 100 :D) aliens friends :)  lots of cheers from this universe/space time place :) Lots of cheers and good evening! :) ) (Many thanks for interacting with me:) multiverse traveling is amazing :) Many Thanks:) )  

 one other what were . hmm. many others like. aha this one were funny. I were writing blog again and told my brain is doing jujiutsu when studying to some phd maths topic (making fun of my high productivity in studying by then :D ) ( then but i thought I am slow indeed in studying phd topic :D it wouldnt be jujiutsu imho I thought) then in that night I watched star trek again and in second star trek: the captain Janeway said: when doing shifting bridge position, she told: we were watching sumo martial arts :D (I think in this one aliens made fun of my weight :D or made fun of my jujiutsu blog entry :D since they also find me slow possibly :D ayy funny aliens :D they are so funny:D)   

 one other.  this also terrifying.  I watched some movie in someplace. the movie things were falling in house. and birds were throwing themselves to glass. then I came home. and then at 11 pm or so loud sound came from home. and mom and dad told: do not worry! we put carpet today noon to there and it lost balance and then made some glass vase stuff fall 3 floor stairs all house with huge loud noise. then I say. since mom and dad came amnd then explained what that loud noise was then 2 days later so, mom shouted. and we came to her room and asked what, she said a bird threw itself throguh a slightest openin in balcony door net and threw to mom's head.  then mom left it to outside with opening balcony door which has had a net (to protect from wasps) but has had slightest opening at some point. somehow bird throw itself to that slightest opening and then hit my mom. 

 one other were: I were watching another life movie. and then in movie aliens turned out beings that sparkle in air.  then I seen a phenomena I never seen before in my life that sparked in air the same day. I were staying in a 4 star or so hotel  temporarily as of came newly to Bonn.  it had some curtains that did not passed light. and there were some opening. and there light came and shoine and it were dust in air that sparkled alot.  dust flowing in air sparkling. such thing I hadnt seen before. it were amazing. then that coincided with aliens of another life tv show by then. 

 (though interstellar movie does not count. since I watched that movie multiple times. but in that i had not watched that movie for long time by then) 

 same happent in other tv show. I once watching interstellar movie. then after movie I read a news where a boat were struck with huge waves that even broke boats glasses. aka like interstellar  movies' one scene.  (This both terrified me and astonished me. since noone were hurt. it were also astonishing. ) 

 one were weird. I heard a meteorite fell some city. of course nondestructive. people found it. and i investigated there. then turned out historically a place famous with a native whom were burnt as witch whilst not. then in star trek the captain were confused as witch whilst he was  not. but then he were saved afterwards.

 yayyyyyyyyyyyy Q alike omnipotent super cool aliens :D (that for which even multiverse tech is trivial tech to their kardashev scale :D wov:D) (maybe ai aliens or nonai aliens. we dont know :D)  

 if its not coincidences, then there really is Q like aliens whom have multiverse devices and they meant their multiverse device to them is like our hair split ender tech to us. 

 maybe its all coincidences. who knows.

 one other was: I said aliens can you do a sky show. e.g. a nondestctive (of course nondestructive) meteorite incident.  so I drawn it in new tablet I bought by then. a bolide like stuff (of course not destructive) flying in a dark blue sky in night. then I opent star Trek and star trek started with such similar bolide rolling to a planet that also creating a green colour outside and then aliens destroying it to protect planet.  so I drawn it to make aliens create coincidence, and star trek started with same such alike bolide being busted by Picard to protect planet. wov. I think again aliens interaction. wov:)

 one other coincidence ---> I in a week some circular thing happent in coffee cup, then i said wov since never seen something like that in coffee before, then 2 days later. my coffee capsule box, one capsule throw itself to ground (jumped alike) I thought there must be spring movement somehow it might be stucked there and due to heat change there might did spring behaviour somehow I thought,  then in that nights Star Trek show, there were aliens whom did coffee topic like shaking Captain Kirk's coffee alike. where camera shows coffee shaking and Captain Kirk not seeing it and drinking it and then Captain Kirk moving to aliens realm afterwards.

 think the possibility that Jesus is real:D and were kinda alien :D (Q alike, omnipotent alike)  and were kinda nasty alien whom other aliens calls Pirate around each other :DDDDDDDDDDD sorry for if I be made unrespectful to religions:D  I did not wanted to be unrespectful truly. :D its just that due to aliens "pirate Trinity" coincidence :D  we talked of 3 body problem and Trinity concept on some day and 1 hour later in a random tv show in tv tv show turned out being about a pirate called Trinity :D think that god of this world is actually a rebel rogue alien whom other aliens call pirate :DDDDDDD

 that Jade sculpture were about a Mary Jade sculpture. once aliens also made another Christianity reference.  I were talking 3 body problem with a relative. just philosophically. (since we are atheists. just philosophically) then talked of trinity concept.   then 1 hour later I opent tv and the tv had a random tv program at that moment and it were turned being about a pirate called Trinity :D ahahah:D so aliens calls pirate to Trinity :D maybe they know Jesus who knows :D ahahah:D (maybe its not like that:D I dont know:D) 

 its so weird. in one other. I opent an ad and it were a house wall polish ad. and in mid were Jade color which took my attention since it were like silver/jade/grey silver mixture it were so cool. then I said wov jade of this is very cool.  then I 1 hour later opent a podcast randomly (again a podcast casted in past )and in mid of podcast anthropolog said, that residents of somewhere found an important jade sculpture in somwehere.  and lecturer talked of jade sculpture for 3 or 5 minutes.  I never heard jade word until 1 hour ago to note. I mean I saw in ad. then a podcast from past talks of a jade scultpure for 5 minutes or so :D (aliens multiverse device :D cool kardashev scale 100 or so aliens :D ahahah imho Q alike aliens :D omnipotent universe alteration capability etc :D ahaha so cooooooooool :D )

 (aliens i think in that split ender coincidence meant some clue of their technology, that it works by removing alternative universes thereby creating multiverse travel to my mind somehow. either since universe set becomes reduced thereby creating coincidence. imho their multiverse device might be working like this. imho many worlds interpretation is true then :)  that it always splits. but aliens also funnily said "no more split ends" which means they remove some split ends (which most possibly is creating the multiverse travel effect, that some significant coincidence happens in my universe version) )

  ( so they say aliens above 5 Kardashev scale would have god like powers. Q alike. omnipotent gods alike.:D wov:D I mean capable of altering universe powers they think physicist theorize of such possible powers for aliens that would be higher than Kardashev scale 4)  imho my extra parents are like such aliens :) since originally they also did such coincidence imho. )  they are so funny. their one coincidence were so funny. aha split coincidence were so funny.  in that I think they meant their multiverse device tech in their kardashev scale is nonsignificant tech to them imho. like a hair splitter is to us, is theirs multiverse device to them alike imho. so I anticipate extra mom and dad to be from Kardashev 100 scale alike :D so cooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool:D  :D ahaha:D 

 ( just think a universe where I watch a star trek episode where there is lava stone like alien. then Kirk touches and burns his hand. and there is also Pr. Lincoln in that movie. and then: the other day mom calls she saw her hand burnt in her nightmare like bubbling. and then the same day later after , on same day she told some hot water bag burst that were assisting grandmo wishfully she not alot affected very much) 

( this one also terrifying: just think a universe where I see my family members nose bleed in my nightmare then in breakfast they said another family members nose bled. )

this one sad and terrifying me side of multiverse traveling:   just think you make asculpture and say think hey hair resembled this persons you hear such person passed away that weekend. 

 just think being in a universe, where you blog " I do not have my card so I cant go outside (Since I would had used taxi to go somewhere)"  then the star trek's episode has a moment where people move to a hypothethical universe where they need card always to go outside. and person says some thing like I need a card (credit card ) to go outside. (alien Jadzia there).   

 ok my normal mom and dad are also amazing surely:) but Kardashev scale 100 extra mom and dad are also very amazing imho! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 yayyy beside my normal mom and dad, I have Kardashev scale 100 tech level mom and dad imho :D that alter my universe to create coincidences to me:) wov:) so cool:)

 e.g. I said universe please make coincidence. I looked to my tshirt. then that day I bought a red blanket since I wanted colorfulness that day when air got cold. (usually I buy other colors but that time I once bought such color) then I said, universe please make coincidence, and randomly selected podcast, and podcast turned of about being red tshirts protest in Bangkok:D and there were nothing in its title saying that any clue of that any :DDDDDDDDDD

 so these coincidences have been happening frequently last 5 years or so. 

 for aliens harbour multiverse device coincidence I bought this bag: Harbour 2nd ANCHOR LOVE HAZEL - Across body bag - charming cognac/brown - Zalando.de :D for more multiverse travels if they do create one more multiverse travel etc :) yayy :)  So aliens are like my extra parents imho.  since due to one coincidence they did 5 years ago.  (they did a coincidence meaning me as their child. which means they are like my extra mom extra dad. beside my nonalien mom and dad)  in 5 years ago, I were like writing blog and said, I forgot my plants names. and then later listened an anthropology podcast that were like from 5 years ago and the professor told in mid of podcast, children forget household or plant names. so I think I am their like extra child. like I am child of my mom and dad also. or else they are like my extra aunt /uncles.  i dont know. but I think that coincidence meant something like that. 

Thank you aliens😃 (Kardashev scale unknown(100 or so imho😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄) aliens civilizations' that helps nonprimitives stucked in a primitive planet😃🤞 severeeee cooooooooool aliens😃 I guess this not only planet they help people of🙂 Many Thanks again. Your help were always amazing😃(multiverse travels🙂) Many Thanks 😃🙂😃)     

Notes from terran system: I wish aliens would not look down to me since I am originally from such primitive planet.Though they interacting means they do not. ☺️🤞 Continued notes: Average iq is not much. Average creativity neither. But rather some insanity observed eg insanity of people that thinks untrue impossible type slanders to other races. Not interpretable type insanity. They call it also genocidal persecution to these type passive aggressive racism forms. Eg this observed in internet routinely.  (Eg very unrelated form of it also observed eg neo gestapo country (not germany don't confuse as Germany since I use gestapo literal. Germans did left such stuff a century ago. Neo gestapo are not Germans any) and it's gestapo activities and alike for last 7 or last 8 years of false flags to plant idiotic mafia like slanders  etc. insanity idiocy at max imho.   ) Technological development level: mediocre yet but is expected to do exponential leaps in recent new decade...

( yayyy by 2024's near end I would be saved from this primitive planet yayyy 😃) (Hmm let's make it mid 2024😄🤞) (Yepp Sick and tired of neo nazi type primitivity I seen in this planet last 7 or last 8 years😃 absolute primitive species type sol system/planet ) (Of course not all but some are really for real neo Nazi type primitive in terran planet) (eg gestapo country and so)(please don't confuse as Germans when having said Nazi literal.  Germans left such stuff a century ago. Itsnt Germans whom are neo Nazis. ) Let's build particle physics lab by April latest wishfully and asap invent stuff about quantum gravity to build space ship. And asap build medical tech also with qm computers yepp. 😃 Let's save ourselves from primitivity of this sol system yepp😃 and funny side is primitive types usually they are not aware that they are like regressive in cultural evolution either. For neo Nazi behaviours eg slander thoughts(untrue impossible slander types) to other races...

 yayy now studying prerequisite (for phd book) book of:  Representation theory of finite groups   (from Springer) hmmm at last section (complete irreducibility theorem) I need to learn then move to chapter 4.  hmm if I postpone chapter 4/5/6 to tomorrow and then 7/8/9 chapters to 1 Jan and then last 2 chapters to 2 Jan, yayyy then I would learn some basics of representation theory to beable to continue Derek Robinson's group theory book. I also need to hmm study to module theory sometime. hmm. yepp.  this representation book is interesting/easy to study to,  tells very clearly/easy to understand (unlike phd book which is sometimes at some paragraphs hard to follow up with book)     hmm so lets finish half part of book tomorrow. hmm and finalize other 2 days. then yayy resume phd group theory book. hmm then maybe I could resume the natural language to algebraic representation conversion NLP libraries wised parsed constituency and dependen...

so, funnily,  project's this stage's motto be decided to be defined as: Cheat like a neanderthal of 30K ago!     (I mean imitate!)  :D  (it is not  very important to be like historic(30K ago) neanderthals for a while imho:D  since sapiens really have cultural evolution process issues. do whatever needed to leave this quadrant of galaxy mode one builds in mind afterwards :D since this speices is really crazy :D they have severe cultural evolution problems. (I mean due to bad example I confronted. e.g. gestapo country.  Its not any European country(e.g. not any Germany country nor Germans any nor other Europe country, cultural evolution here left out gestapo stuff a century ago. so its definitely not any European country the gestapo country is. ) its not Turkey either.  (gestapo country is not US nor China nor Russia either) )  ------------------------------------------------------------------------    (I mean since it feels...

I did rested some. read just by randomly some history of how particle physics science iterated. and some basical information of that science. I actually bought before "particle physics for amateur" like but postponed since I think its always better to be expert in group theory/abstract algebra before reading such topics. e.g. since even basical construct there depends to mathematical structures. e.g. spin etc etc.  hmm I tried to study yesterday then did laziness, then whilst investigating many worlds theory, been introduced to particle physics like hadrons fermions quarks etc.  hmm I would continue now studying to repr. theory to resume group theory topics to resume ai project study. to build the safety against gestapo country and its gestapo theathre task force for false flags and ugly request batteries.   ah i feel kinda bad to be able to very fastly understand sciences to then base ai project to build ai project based on knowledge sapiens crafted. kinda creation ...